tues, went out with lyn then swen joined in. hees. walked around vivo. when i was in vivo, glenn, the cute refree called me and inform me to go for a get-to-know-you session on thurs. cuz i've signed up for the freshmen orientation camp/programme of SB. hees. i was mad after i hang up with him. he tot i was another peishan that he knew of. hees. so paisehs. after a while, i went home. they went to meet min and vid. come out soon!

yesterdae was unforgettable. hees. was planning to go to school to do project. then go for the get-to-know-yoou session. hees. so we went for that thing, then ivan told us wat was it all about. it's just another interview. shit. and glenn was there too! hees. okies. basically, it was my turn and went into another room that there'll be 4 persons interviewing me. i told them my past experience of organising camps for red cross, and guess at? they ask me to sing them a camp cheer. and i onli remember 'flea, flea fly..' and 'peel banana..' hahas. then i told them i sing them the flea song, they asked me to carry it with actions. but i dun remember there are any actions for the flea song. so i said i change to banana song. so they ask me to treat them as freshies and teach them the banana song. lol. omg! so paisehs can? i think they know that i'm paisehs and then they dance the banana song with me. they were like so happy after watching a money dancing banana song can? lols. shit. i came out, and my fren, ivan, told me that i was the onli one that did those moves. shit! one of the 4 is the cute refree, glenn, and the other was him. i was so pai pai pai sehs sehs sehs. hahas.

shit. i make a fool outta myself.

allright. i'm going to pack my things for the family chalet later! buais buais folks! see ya on sundae! <3

ALL RIGHT..
it was christmas eve and christmas dae that i spent the whole dae at home watching dvd and crying like mad. luckily there was 'it started with a kiss' that accompanied me thru the lonely niteS. thanks to the 'intelligent' me, at times, to request the dvd for loan from jacqueline. not forgetting my pal, jac, to lend me. hees. thanks.
when the clock stoke 12am on xmas eve, i was watching the dvd with my mum who just bought me chocolate fudge cakes from The Coffee Bean. i rewarded myself with the cakes after watching the dvd continuously from 1pm (just woke up) to 2.30am (just clept).
xmas dae is just like another dae. i dun even wanna go out alone. i think it would be crowded. i am afraid of crowded places. seriously. khay mar told me that i suffer from some disease. i forgot wat's the name. lols. ah~ here it is: Agoraphobia.
anywaes, i soent my xmas dae alone at home watching dvd again. hahas. how i wish there someone like the male lead! i know i'm dreaming. and those dramas are too good to be true. but. i am seriously stuck on to these kinda drama series. hees. all i can do is to fall crazily in love with the male lead and imagine that i am the feamle lead. lols. i am crazy. i know. hees. and i know that i alwaes will cry like free whenever i watched these kinda drama series. hees. i will alwaes hold on to my bearbear and made him hug me (just like they hug in the drama. lol. ;P) and cry on him. hees. he will alwaes be wet. lols. because it contains some beans inside, i wonder if one dae the beans will become beansprouts some dae with more-than-sufficient nutrients from my tears and saliva. lols. i am not onli crazy, but stupid too! hees. thank you thank you~ but often, after watching all these, i'll feel more inferior and lonely. lols. depression. lols. no lahs. i am easily affected. hahas.
pardon me for these rubbish that i've blogged. lols.

the long awaited holidaes are here! hees. gonna be so bored. after these three weeks' of holidaes, we are going back school for 2 weeks. followed by a study week. then the final semestral exams will start. time flies. and we are going to finish the first year in poly. i hope that our frenship lasts forever. and we'll stay together. hees. cant wait to see them.
christmas is around the corner. and it's just gonna be another lonely christmas. but i dun mind, cuz i reali hate crowded places. i would rather stay at home and sleep. eat tons of chocolates myself. hees.

i shall not think too much.

woke up 6++AM and rushed for Etiquette and Professional Image lesson. was late. but takee m,y owwn sweet time to go there. cuz i know it's okies. =) attendance is only taken at the end of lesson! then was supposed to sit in our groups. shit! jac is going to be veri late. and onli me and james. i dunno him. well. the other haven reached too. kaes. his ans was 'dunno' for whatever question i ask. lols. then the others came except my pillar, jac. lols. then acted skit.

class photo session. stupid. some of the girls are veri 'flamboyant'? lols.

after that, shopping time!! BUGIS! with yiling, anne, jac, angela. it's so rare that we are together. took photos and shop like mad. but our legs hurt, so didnt reali enjoyed it. lols. PLUS! we saw a PERVERT!!! ARGH!! i am traumatised! serious. dun take this as a joke. disgusting freak. MONSTER!! ARGHS!! seriously, i think the sex shop at bugis should demolish. immediately! GIRLS! BEWARE!

after shopping with the girls, met my mum at bugis. walked ard. bought some tank tops from U2 sales. lols. then walked ard. and my mum bought me the adidas watch. I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU, MUMMY!!! i just love my mummy. i admire her thoroughly. she's my idol deep in my heart. i love her. i dun onli sae that just because she bought me things, but i speaking from the bottom of my heart. <<<<<<<<<<<<33333333333333333333333333333333

hello! just got back from captain's ball competition. bodyache~ we lost..with dignity. skip those sickening part of the game. the refree for our match is soooooooo cute! love him. i manage to talk to him two sentances. about the match. )= lols. and saw my prince charming in the next court. he's playing refree too. hahas. they sae 'whoever i like will be just in front of me. ' lols. SO NEAR YET SO FAR.. UNDERSTAND FOLKS? sad lahs. like that person, but dun dare to sae. lol. in the first place, dun even know him. lols.

k. tired and sleepy now. getteing lazier everydae. tml photo taking! wat to wear?!

stop talking bout the boring stuff that happened todae.

went to dental appt @ somerset, mid point orchard. change to orange colour! then went back to school, again.

on the wae back. saw this reali cute guy sitting in front of me lahs. wahs. cute lahs. hahas. but he alighted after a few stops. hees.
but after that, saw another guy lahs. that board somewhere on the earth and i didnt realise when he boarded.
his backview was like oorhhs~. i was literally thinking bout these:'broad shoulders that are perfect for lying, a not-bad body to hug and cling on, i wanna hug him!'.
i'm not psychotic. it's not wrong to look at guys. hees. :DD
i alighted and wanted to look at the face of his, and he oso alight at dover! hees.. dun dare to urn back and look at him as he was onli behind me. it'd so obvious if i turned ard right?
i remembered his checkered collar shirt.
alighted and saw angela they all. chatted awhile and i gtg. y??
cuz i saw my prince charming who i had blogged about previously.
omg... i quickly end the conversation and walked towards SB. hees. he's wth his frens, but never talked. so funny. lol.
because of the slope, we walked together!!!! arghs!! omg.. my heart was pumping like mad lahs. lols.
so near yet so far.. ):
after reaching SB, he went in for lecture but i went to my fren's shop. hees.
he came out after lecture, my fren sae he's distorted. she basically love guys above 1.8m. anywaes, he looked ard. hope that he know that an ugly girl existed. lols.. i'm crazy.
althou he's not veri tall, but it's okies, i'm short. lols.
yay!

TOOK OUR PROJECT AND IMITATED IT. THREW BACK OUR THUMBDRIVE IN GREAT UNSATISFACTION. NOT A WORD OF THANKS FROM YOU. WE FELT THAT IT'S NOT RIGHT TO STEAL OTHER PPL'S GOOD WORK AND CREDIT YOURSELF. WE ARE SELFISH, I ADMIT. BUT WE PUT IN TONS AND TONS OF EFFORT DOING THAT. JUST COPY AND PASTE AND OUR EFFORT WILL BE MISUSED. WILL YOU BE HAPPY THAT YOUR EFFORT IS BEING POSED AS SOMEBODY ELSES' EFFORTS? IF YOU HAVE AT LEAST THANK US, WE DO NOT MIND. INSTEAD YOU AND YOUR FRENS DISPLAY 'WONDERFUL' ATTITUDES TO US. ONE SHOULD BE AT LEAST GRATEFUL TO ANOTHERS' KINDNESS. DO TO OTHERS LIKE HOW YOU WANT OTHERS TO DO TO YOU. NEVER HEARD OF THAT? YOU HYPOCRITES, DOUBLE HEADED SNAKES, DUN FORGET WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE. THERE WILL BE A PAYBACK TIME. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, TELL ME. YOU DUN NEED TO HAVE ACCOMPLICES TO HATE SOMEONE. I KNOW YOU'RE GOOD IN THIS AREA, IF YOU ARE A HUMAN WITH A RED AND GRACIOUS HEART, YOU SHOULD ALLOW THE WEAKER ONES TO IMPROVE. AND NOT TO KNOCK THEM DOWN. I KNOW YOU'RE HAPPY AFTER DOING THAT. THE WAE YOU ACT WITH THE FEW MONKEYS MAKE ME WANNA PUKE. IS THIS THE WAE YOU LIVE FOR THE PAST 17/18 YEARS? LOOK AT YOUR OWN HEART. IF YOU LIKE THAT PERSON, AND THAT PERSON WANTS YOU TO DO SOMETHING NOT RIGHT, YOU DO IT, BECAUSE YOU LIKE HER, BUT WILL SHE APPRECIATE? DUN BE A FOOL. CANT YOU SEE THAT SHE'S USING YOU AS A PUPPET? YOU MUST BE BLIND. I CANNOT FORGET THE WAE YOU ALL GRIN AND SMILE EVILLY. IT MAKES ME EXTREMELY PISSED OFF. WE GIVE YOU FACE NOT TO KNOCK YOU DOWN, BUT IN TURN, YOU KNOCK US DOWN IN THE NEXT FEW MINUTES. FUCKERS. SHALLOWW PPL. BUNCH OF FAKERS. WE LIVE BY THE PRINCIPLE OF 'DOING WAT YOU WANT OTHERS TO DO TO YOU'. YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MIRROR REFECT THE WAE YOU TALK ANYTIME YOU WANT. I WUN LET YOU DIE MEAN I WILL LET YOU DIE IN A TRAGEDY. THEN MAYBE I SHOULD LEARN THE WAE YOU TALK TO ME AND APPLY IT WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU. I REGARDED YOU AS FREN, I DOUBT YOU LIKE IT THAT WAE. I'LL MAKE THE ADJUSTMENTS. PLEASE DUN REGARD YOURSELF AS HIGHER CLASS. IT IRRITATES ME. STOP SAYING OTHER'S BAD THINGS AS IF YOU ARE PERFECT. YOU ARE NOT. THE DEADLIEST THING IN LIFE IS ARROGENCE.

okies. my dark eye rings are coming out..

been spending much of my time doing stupid projects. M1 and SingTel's marketing project was a killer. last saturdae, due to a time constraint, went to angela's house and finish most of the project there. shoot an advertisement. hahas. was funny. feel free to watch.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZydlbB6tmZ8
mondae was the presentation of the project that we had put veri veri much effort in it. hahas. was veri nervous but the presentation was fairly well. teacher said it's veri well done. thank you~ hahas. at least pour efforts didnt go down the drain. hees. happy! went home and guess who i saw, the thinniest men on earth.. rodney. hahas. so long never see him. still as thin as bamboo.. hees.
tuesdae got etiquette at 8. jac was veri late and i went in first. without jac, it's hard to live. hahas. after that, went to foodcourt 1 for the first time and ate the chicken chop there. OH MY~~ IT'S MARVELLOUS. wat is the chicken shop that we had in foodcourt 6? just a piece of plain checken meat with disgusting and unappitising sauce on it?!! hahas. the chicken chop there was tender and juicy. the chili sauce is diff from any chilli sauce. the fries are crispy like hell. hahas. worth trying.!
when i was going home yesterdae, i saw swen and ed. two hundred years never see them. show them the pic that i took with my frens during the SPCA flag day. my frens were carrying real kittens on their hands. i dare to touch them! hees. then we donated 10 bucks. we are kind ppl. hahas. then went home together.. hees. planned to sleep from2pm till 6pm. but, jean, currently enjoying her after-o's holidaes, asked me out. okies, since i have not seen her for long and i reali need to talk to someone and have a walk. met her at jp. walked and walked, nothing to buy. went to watsons and saw the hair dyes, we wanted to buy violet colour, but never bring money. other daes then. hees. then jukwang came and find us. they went to je after that. i went home and watch tv all day. hahas.
every thursdae is a torture for me. struggling to survive thru the dead timetable. after the last lecture, cn and ed suddenly call me.. went home together and it's raining like cats and dogs. my mum went to her company's dinner and dance, my bro going to kallang stadium and play soccer. i'm gonna be so so lonely. went to jp and bought sushi and bubble tea for my dinner. pathetic. tml is the last dae of the week and sundae gonna meet the girls!! hees. awaiting..~

unknowingly..i've become more anti social. is it because that i'm lack of confidence? when and why have i became lack of confidence? or does not know how to communicate with others? i may look veri happy on the outside. i feel veri empty inside. i felt that i'm no longer needed and my existence doesnt make a difference. i have became more sensitive. i am so alone. felt so unwanted. i cannot be a good fren to others and doesnt reali have a fren that i can telleverything like before. anymore. is it because that the evt in poly is much more diff? seems like sec 1 and 2 days are coming back.. to me, i tthink family is much more important and it's the onli place that i can depend totally on.

MST week is shit. i had beeen working. i'm not going tto do well this sem. it's shit. not onli the timetable is rubbish, the modules are rubbish too. the teachers are too. after tests and tests, are projects and projects. poly life is not slack at all. hmmm. when is hoilidae coming?? one month. so long. i know that i'm not going to do as well.

hahas. it's been a long time since i've updated my blog. lols. okies. let's talk bout what has happened recently.

Saturdae.
SHIRLYN'S BDAE CELEBRATION @ SENTOSA!!!
yeahs! hees. i've been wanting togo sentosa for a long long time. i'm far too fair until i cant tahan myself. at first there were like approximately 15 ppl going. but end up.. onli 10-11 ppl came. ahhas. met at boon lay control and there were onli ed,cn,swen,lyn and me onli. then met up with kexin and weixiang at jurong east. followed by zhaorong at outram park. then headed for sentosa, siloso beach. the first one to be wet was none other than SHIRLYN. hahas. onli kexin and weixiang were not wet. hahas. played vollyball. i reali cant play vollyball. lols. play play play. then wanted to wait for alfred to come. and we planned that after he went into the water, we'll go wash up. hahas. but we drag and drag time. so.. TRAGEDY happened. so scary. better dun talk bout it liaos. after washing up, went to vivo city and sat at the roof, talked. hahas. ed and zr went home. then we decided to go clark quay to meet simin and david. swen said there was a sale, selling nike, fcuk... other branded stuff @ lower prices. and it was located at a freaky place. where possibly nobody at our age will know where that is. we walked from clark quay to raffles place then to city hall. so tiring. then went there. there was nothing to buy. went to lau pa sat eat then. it's not a veri nice place. the vendors there are basically snatching businesses, openly. not a veri good experience. never mind. hees.

Mondae.
HAPPY BURFDAE TO SHIRLYN ONG!!
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BBDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BDAE TO SHIRLYN, HAPPY BDAE TO YOU..!!

went to jp with mummy onli lohs. hees. then manage to find a job at jp. hees.

Tues.
usual. went to school and stuff.

Wed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO WEILOONG!!!
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE, ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE, ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE, WEILOONG, ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE..!!!

ended school at 1pm. so headed to somerset. took train with tricia and yiling. yiling is reali funny. when we were at buona vista mrt station, these was this bird which was 'resting' at the railway track. then she said, "wahs.. wouldnt this bird be smashed by the train when it draws near?" diaos~
went to my dental appt and change my braces' colour to light purple? i like this colour. hees. my teeth are cooperating. hees. one mth later going back to that place agian. hees. went home after that, saw anne on train. wat a coincidence. hees.
that night, met up with jun xian, xueyan and ruixing at boon lay bus interchange. was veri late. ahhas. took a cab down to halo bar. for ruixing and weiloong's bdae celebration. hahas. reached and saw his bro, weijian and jessica, weiloong, weeboon, zhenming, camen. hees. sat ard and talked lohs. lols. sing a little bit songs. hees. drank martel, martel and martel. with green tea lahs. of cuz. lols. hahas. then kokheng, edwin reached. begin to play some mind games. and when everyone knows the ans, i still dunno!!! HMPH!!! play cheat lahs you all. ;P while playing, weiloong's the other bunch of frens came lohs. hees. he has alot of frens. hahas. he's too good liaos. hees. 11+.. cut cake lohs. hahas. his frens sabotage him. and spread cake all over his face. hahas. wanna go home ders shi hou, ke lian ders camen and edwin were puking. hees. smelly. lols. quite fun. i felt kinda uncomfortable. and that kok heng was there keep saying i'm drunk. i'm not!! hahas. just tired nia. lols. and becuz i have a lesson at 8 the next dae, i gotta go early.

Thursdae.
i pon my lesson at 8. hahas. went to school at 1pm. they said i looked like i'm drunk. hahas. i'm not!! hees. afetr the 4 lectures in a row, i went to jp, had dinner with mummy and got ready for work. hees. i'm working in jp. at B!, in front of osim ders push cart. hees. selling clothes and bags. hees. free come find me ar!!! ahhas. but i'm not working everydae. hahas. some of the daes onli. went there and got to know a girl.. hees. she looks older than me, but she's younger than me!! hahas. anywaes, was quite nervous when i sell some things. lols. made mistakes. hees.

Fridae.
after school, there was talentime 06/07. was there cuz my classmate got into finals. hees. it's suppose to start at 5.30pm. but delay till 6++ then start. wait so long. hees. hmm. i saw the shuai ge. hees. he's so handsome. he looks like a price. hahas. but he's not in the finals, cant hear him sing. but he's helping out there. he's not veri tall. but i'm short. hahas. crazy me. it was break and guess wat, he's just in front of my seat.. omg.. i was so paisehs can? lols. so near yet so far. if i can know him jiu hao.. hahas. hees. jacqueline's handsome guy got into the finals. ahhas. she's crazy over him. hahas. but we did not stay for the band section. hahhahs. cuz too late liaos. lols. then went home.

Todae.
stayed at home and watched goong on you tube. omg. shin goon is so cool. hugging him is so comfortable. lols. i think too much liaos. lols. my mum is going to buy me goong dvd. hahas. yeahs. love her so much!! alright.. tml going to work from 3.30 to 10pm. long dae. hees. simin saes she wanna find me!! yeahs!! ahahs. welcome welcome!! hees.

hmm. nothing much happens in life like mine. hees. but it's okies. simple life for me. hahas. actuali, i'mlazy to blog the week's happenings lahs. hees. anywaes, i am reali hooked by 'princess hour'!!!! mon to fri 7 pm, i will 'park' myself infront of the tv and watch it. omg. the princess is too cute!! hees. i am mesmerised by the crown prince, shin. arghs. a lot of ppl like the 2nd crown prince. i like him as well. cuz he's the typical type of guys any girl would fall in love with. but crown prince is so coool. he's that kind of guy that will unknowingly catch your attention. he's dunno how to xpress himself. he's 'kou ying xin luan' ders guy. ooohh. so mi ren. hahas. i like the 2nd crown prince at first, but i unknowingly fall in love with the crown prince. hees.

i dreamt about me being pregnant ytd. i didnt know that i was pregnant, until my tummy become more bloated up as time passes by. i did not dream bout the father of the baby. why not??!!! lols. hahas. i dun dare to shit and told my mum that i'm afraid that i will shit the baby out. lols. then i delivered the baby in great pain. hahas. i woke up because of that. lols. wat a stupid dream.

i tot my life was rather boring. i need to spice up my life!!! :DD but how?! hmm. let nature takes its course. :)

hmmm. MUCH has happened this week. so MANY projects. PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS PROJECTS. hahas.

todae went for yoga class. hees. saw swen, ed, and cn playing soccer. i screamed and wavedd at them like a crazy girl. ahhas. i reali have lost my image iin sec school, as well as poly. hahas. no wonder still single. now i know why. lols. jkjk. no boyfren, no problem. understand? lols. that's how i console myself. lols. jkjk. went to toilet and get changed. the toilet sucks. reali. anw, was late lahs. lols. faster lie down on the mat that i bought and started doing all sorts of postures. i feel that it's veri effective if you have a bad posture. heees. was quite funny lohs. anne was beside me and she was treated like a popiah. hahas. roll here and there, in high speed, by the teacher. lols. so funny. hees. do some relaxation exercise. reali feel like sleeping while relaxing. hees. anywaes, i think it's good lahs. reali released and relaxed after that.

went home lohs. so sians. hahas.

went to meet khatijah for character development project. we decided to go to the mac at marina square for the project. i got myself a double chocolate from mcCafe. nice! hees. then alex and khay mar reached. started doing the project. and chatting bout life experiences of khay mar, how man thinks bout girls and vice versa. hahas. so lame. lols. work on our project till 6pm.

the girls shop shop shop @ marina square. got cheap stuff from there! hees. got a pair of skull earring from diva @ 2 bucks. then got 2 tops, for $4.90 and $6.90 and one shorts $9.90. the shop sells cheap dresses. 9.90 bucks each. khay mar bought a few. hees. after that went to the foodcourt there and eat. omg.. the view was.. terrific! we can see esplanade just a road awae. fullerton hotel bla bla bla. hees. the scenery is veri nice. hees. began recording videos of khay mar's stupid actions. hahas. so funny. dropped by NUM. the last stop before heading home. hees. one shop is of cute guys, another one is of hot guys. hahas. so bian tai hor, us. hahas. our class is like that ders lohs. so crazy. lols. good!!

they are my strength and my light! they are so real, not vouge, fake and cunning. our frenship, hardly anyone could break. althou we have diff personalities, but we hang out well, veri well. we can talk about anything and everything under the sun. pulling each other out of the pit. after meeting them, my life has been diff. we understand and care for each other. we know each other's strengths and weaknesses. we can do stupid things in front of each other. we can tease each other without getting angry. there are almost no borders between us. we enjoy and cherish the time we have together as there are not many chances. most imptly, we share the common memories that canot b replaced by anyone..
you all will alwaes be on my mind. never to be forgotten. ever. i'm lucky to meet you guys. love..

went out with my bunch of bros and sis. the above is the feeling of me to you guys. this kinda thing is difficult to be expressed. we are all asians. hahas.i just love you all lahs.

meeting @ 10am. iknew no one is going to reach on the dot. so.. i was enjoying mum's pancakes. reached bout 10.20am?! i dunno. when i was there, there were onli simin, edmund, hockyong. then came kexin, weixiang, kenny. todae's gathering is for xuansheng's brithdae celebration. the lead actor and his shirlyn were veri late. for more than 1 hour?! after waiting for such a long time, we decided to go and eat mac. the six of us were staring at simin eating her hotcakes. then the leads are finally here. hahas. took such a long time. boarded a train and headed to cineleisure. we realised that every birthdae that we celebrated, was at cineleisure. hees. zhaorong then met us at buona vista.

we occupied the whole row of the seats. bought tickets for rob-b-hood. 9.50 bucks. so exp. anw, it's the moments that we share. choon ngee then met us. poor choon ngee, they alwaes bully him. hahas. watchedrob-b-hood. it's reali worthwhile. it's fascinating, humorous and touching. i was like luffing like mad this time and crying uncontrollably another time. it's veri nice. after watching the movie, pooled. saw weiloong, zhen ming and jun xian. wat an coincidence! hees. so long never see them liaos. weiloong is kinda cool lahs. hahas. they actuali sae that even if when weiloong was wishing xuansheng a happy birthdae, he looked fierce. hahas. he's like this. actuali he's veri nice. a supernice man. hahas.

after pooling, saw the haze. it's like so serious can? we tot that it's raining. but it's not. it's the haze that look so alike as the rain. so we went to have our dinner at this sakura buffet. wahs. it's damn nice lahs. onli 28 bucks for an international buffet. everything is there. you name it, tthey have it. i think, among the girls, i ate the most. hahas. zr, kx, lyn, sm then me. all of us K.O respectively. hahas. and i must mention, the most exp birthdae celebration is xuansheng's. hahas. $308 bucks!! but worthwhile, we've eaten shark's fin, herbal chicken/duck, drunkken prawns, sashimi, sushi, oysters, scallops, dim sum, cakes, ice creams, fried rice, abalone blah blah blah. veri full.. went to heeren and walked ard. flesh imp is having sales. but i didnt see anything that caught my attention. hees. anw, stayed at heeren and recall our memories. hahas. so fun. so sweet. hees. then off we went back home. one by one, we left. reali hope we can catch up in another gathering soon. will miss you all!

was veri boring. sometimes i just feel that my existence does not matter anymore.

anywaes.. i was so boring that i did some personality tests online. hahas. here's the results.


THE REAL ME.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward (i dun think ppl like straight forward ppl. unless you are veri close with them). You are an efficient problem solver (not to te extent of effeicient, but i enjoy solving problems. hahas.) because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style (but it would be perfect if he's good looking too). This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes (dun think so, if yes, then i'll be attached. hahas).

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (if onli i have that mentality. hahas. i'm a person who doesnt like to study, veri much, true.)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income (yes, if not i'll not study banking and financial svcs.). Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working (of cuz, who would choose working over love? -.-").

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence (no!). You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean (veri true). You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


MY DREAM GUY???!!
(not veri true lahs)
He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world (-.-"). He does what he wants when he feels like (hey! that's my personality! hahas). His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise. If you love freedom and willing to risk (i'm quite timid. hahas), go for this guy.


hahas. quite fun lahs. lols. you guys can try out too! hees. boring ppl do lame things.

thurs 28.09.06
thurs is a veri long dae for me. especially this dae. start school at 8am and gonna end the dae at 5pm. first 3 hours, my brain cells are killed, once again. its ITAB. IT application in business. learning microsoft access. so chim. anywaes, after that, we have a two hour break, went to have kfc for lunch. and after that rot in lecture ffor 4 hours. cuz we have 4 diff lectures in a row. 99.9% of my brain is inactive by then. hees.
wat's more, lyn they all ask me to go bugis and buy swen's birthdae present. hmm. okies. after school, met up with cn and swen and headed to bugis together. okies. met up with ed, zr and lyn. hees. so long enver see them liaos. then walk walk walk aimlessly. went to eat delifrance for dinner. hees. as usual, i was the last again. hees. then walked ard bugis and guess how lucky we were! we saw.. ADRIANO from campus superstar!!! arghs!!! he was with a lady, tt that it's his gf, but nono, she's her mum. hees. walked pass him.. but i dun dare to reali look at him, even thou i was crazy over him. hahas. after that, headed to jp and eat sarsi ice kachang at kopitiam. hees. it's nice!! went home after that. end up, we didnt get anything for his present that dae. hahas.

fri 29.09.06
okies. going to school onli at 3pm. hahas. so shiok! wat's more, we went there and my tutor said that there was no lessons!! hahas. after knowing our results for our exam, we can go! hahas. after release, we saw a few of our classmates just wanting to walk up to the classroom. hahas. they were turned off after knowing that class has ended. hahas. went to jp and walk walk after school. then went home lohs.

sat 30.09.06
it's just another dae. hahas. woken up by a call from junxian. then woke up and watch tv agian. hahas. so boring. anywaes, todae is my sp classmate, natalie's birthdae!! i cant make it todae cuz swen they all actuali wanted to go out todae, but it's was postponed to next sat. too late, i already told them i am not going. they are going to have a dinner at clark quay and club in MOS. cuz they are already legal. i have to wait till next year. hees. okies. that's all bout my boring life.. hees.

25.09.06

school reopen. hees. but was damn shagged. still have not get used to the school life. met swen to go to school in the morning. i was late, as usual. hees. but because i have a bunch of crazy frens, i was quite active too. hees. they lighten up my dae! okies. this semester's teacher are mostly ah peks. so i was abit turned off. hahas. anywaes, it was a long dae from 9am to 5pm.

26.09.06

2nd dae of school. omg. i woke up damn early can?? i have GEM module at 8am in the morning. and as i said in the previous entry (i dun remember which one), it's located at the other end of sp. i have to walk so so sooooo long to reach that place. i met my classmate, jacqueline, at mcdonald's. 07.45am. i reached there like ard 7.35am?! if i know, i wun wake up so early. hees.

we had a hard time looking for the block. the class for etiquette and professional image finally started. my fren and i went to sit at the back of the classroom. hahas. then more ppl came. a girl walked into our direction as we have more girls sitting at this side of the class. we looked at each other. hahas. and i smiled. (i got manners rite? =x) she sat beside mee, and we chatted. and guess wat, she from DBF too. hees. but i haven see her b4 cuz she is at stagge 1A last semester. we have some DEEE guys. hahas. the top quality didnt happen to join our class. sadded. hahas. old rroutine, intro. and we realised that there are far too many DBF students in our class. about 40%? hees. anywaes, we did a quiz on our basic etiquette. hees. guess wat? i onli got 7/15. i FAILED! hahas. seems like i have no manners.

after class, take awae mac's hotcakes and walked all the wae back to the mrt station again. omg. it damn far. i was already experiencing muscle-ache at my kaft on the mrt. tricia called me and she helped me to sign up for yoga lessons. yeahs! i learning YOGA! 8 lessons. 4 cca points and a cert upon finishing the course. anywaes, anyone have yoga mat?? please inform me if anyone has it. i wanna borrow. hees. went home ate my hotcakes and it's already 11am. i have lessons at 1pm. means that i have to get ready at bout 12pm? i left half of my hotcakes for my bro. and went to replenish my sleep. hees. i sleep until veri 'bu shuang'. hmph! hahas. headed for school. maybe i should not go home and should sleep in school.let me discuss it with jacqueline. hees.

27.09.06

99.9% of my brain cells are dead this morning, time of death: between 8am to 10am.
COMPUTERS. SPSS. SOFTWARE FOR STATISTICS. THROWN AWAE WAT I'VE LEARNED FROM LAST SEM. I'M NOT GOING TO DO WELL THIS TIME.
keep pestering khay mar on how to rrun those stats. omg. after the lesson, i was relieved till siaos. we have a two hour break, went to the new foodcourt4. ate the pasta there. SUCKS! wanna drink something. the queue is sooooooo long. but, guess who i saw. the MR GOOD, ZHEN MING!!! quickly run to him and asked him to help me buy ribena. hees. hees. suddenly, his fren appeared outta nowhere. xia si ren! anw, bought liaos then how coincidential it can be,, he was sitting with his frens at the table beside me! so qiao! hees. then one of the frens keep looking at my girl fren (who is the beauty of my class). hahas. tico peks. hahas. talked craps there lohs. hees. so un. was luffing like mad lahs. i have no more poise already. yes, i am still the ah siaos in hyss. hees. miss those times. todae ended early. 1pm. came home and slept till 7pm. hahas. i admit that i'm lazy. veri lazy. hahas.

ARGHS!! it's the last dae of the holidae. and i'm at home. sians.
ii reali dun feel like going to school. hahas.. i wanna slack all dae like now. hahas. i wanna sleep till at least 3pm everydae. hahas. see, this proves that human beings are greedy. hmm.

yesterdae went to my grandma's birthdae! hees. i love her! she's so cute. hahas. and kind hearted. hees. it's a 'restaurant'. but its shark's fin is far too salty. and the toilet is far too 'lok kok'. hahas. but the moments we share are more impt than those. family is the most impt things in life. no matter wat kind of trouble you are in, they will ALWAES be there, to help you. i love my family. <3 of cuz my frens too. hees. especially sec school frens. <3

hmm. i just hope that time is going to fly pass so quickkly that another holidae is just ahead. hees. hmm. kk. end here. i may take a loooonng time to update the next enttry. hees. take cares everyone. <3

hmm. lost voice? no please..
okies. i'm now trying to do my own theme for mobile phones. hees. learning something.
yesterdae went to tighten my bbraces. change to white again. hahas. cuz ah ma's birthdae tml!hees. dun want my braces' colour to be so... you know. hahas. changed. and the dentist said i need some shaving. for teeth. so scary. the sound is exactly the same as a chain sawer. piang.. so scary. but not painful at that point of time. but now it's still aching. ): dunno tml can eat those food of the restaurant anots. hmm.
so sians!! school is going to reopen. hais. so boring. the next term is a long one. 3 months before another holidae. ARGHS!!! I DUN WANNA GO TO SCHOOL!! )))))))))))))))))): i guess by then, i wun be so free to blog le bahs. hees. going to sleep as long as there is time. hahas. no lahs. (:

HEADACHE, SORE THROAT AND COUGH. ))))):
mondae and tuesdae, has been accompanying my mum. i had to register for a General Elective Module (GEM) for the next semester. i was confuse between psychology and etiquette. psychology was a dream subject that i wanna pursue when i was sec 1. hahas. but now i think that it's quite diffficult to cope the subject. it's kinda chim. hees. so i ended up with etiquette. anywaes, it oso helps me in my worklife later on. hees. i hope that it's easy. (;

jacqueline (sp) called me like ard 1pm, when i was sleeping, to ask me which class i am in. ii was damn shocked! can register already? hahas. i quicklly turn on the computer and try registering. it stated there that my registration appointment is at 3pm. so i'm gonna register at 3pm. it's scary kaes? it just reflects how kiasu singaporeans are. jacqueline said that you must standby at bout 2.55pm. cuz the seats are veri limited. 5 seats each class. within 2 minutes, the seats were all taken up. luckily i'm able to get a class. and same class with jacqueline! hees. but the class is early (8am - 10am) and the classroom is FAR. seriously. i dunno where is the classroom. anyone knows? at T6!! how to go?? zhen ming did tell me how to go, but i was afraid that i so gonna be LOST. hahas. it ends at 10 am and my lesson for tues starts at 1pm.. so between 10am to 1pm.. wat am i gonna do?? probably go home and SLEEP!! but i'm truely lucky yo get a seat in the class. (:

in the evening, my mum and i went t jp again. hahas. it's like our third home. an expensive home. my mum bought me 2 bags. yeahs. (cuz they're cheap) hahas. cuz i've been complaining the white coloured bag, which is our favourite, is torn. due to my heavy books. hahas. hmm. then after that, we bought bubble tea to drink. guess wat??? i saw MILO BING!! i saw the drummer of milo bing. he's so cute. and he SAW me eye to eye!! hahas. he must be thinking how come this girl has no reaction upon seeing him. hees. he's with his army frens i guess. my mum likes him, i like nic most. hees. my mum behave calmly as well. hahas. we are 'cool' ppl. after that, went home.. hees. happy. (((:

todae stayed at home. nothing to do. so dyed my hair. piang. no diff lahs. hahas. my fringe is still short. hahas. hopefully, by sat, when i'm going to attendd my grandma's birthdae, it'll be longer. hees. jus now watch Art of War, Ge Dou Tian Wang, on channel U, hahas. i cried like mad. so touching. so sweet. hees. anywaes, tml gonna go adjust braces again. hmm. gonna refrain myself from hard things again. porridges after porridges. hees. it's a monthly routine. hahas. dun get the wrong idea. hees. but sadly, i cant join ed they all for a trip to reptile park. diaos~ i think they have got no other places to visit. go and visit those smelly place. hahas. no lahs. joking. hees. so long never meet them up. whenever we are going to meet up, there's alwaes something that block in the wae lahs. hahas. maybe we have no fate?? hmm. i dun wish to believe that. hmm. dunno when is the next time that we are going to meet up. )):

hmm. i'm down with sore throat!! )))):
met jean at seven eleven. went to the cobbler to repair jean's heels. then ate chicken rice. hees. i'm didnt eat as i was full. after eating, went to cut my hair. jac's mummy's shop. onli 2 bucks!! hahas. y? cuz that time the staff charge me at a higher price. hees. i saw jac's mummy!! she's so pretty and young!! then walk walk here walk walk there. then went home after that. hmm. at least i went out todae. better then staying at home. (:

yesterdae i went to jp, alone. =( i'm just far too rotten at home. hmm. i bought some colour pens. hahas. i dunno why, i love to buy new pens. hees. bad bad habit. no money still wanna buy. then bought two doughnuts from breadtalk for my dinner. hmm. headed home and talk crap with mother and brother. watched tv till 2++. turned in after the show. but, i was onli asleep at 6am!! omg. this cant go on.

haha. happy happy. todae met up with jean to go to bugis. hmm. was thinking of calling jac as well, but i guess she's busy taking care of jantur and its babies. as for min and lyn, guess they are busy dating. hees. xD hmm. i bought 2 tops and 2 skirts. hhees. it's been a long time since i went bugis for shopping. hees. saw xiao-jasmine and ah long there. was satisfied with my shopping trip. even thou my mum was nagging me using all the money that i brought out, but she did comment that those clothes are nice. hhees. so nvm. hees. tml going for a haircut. with jean again. no choice.. we are this single and available. =X hees.

holidaes are going to finish soon. hais. gonna go to school. this term is about 3 months long? hmm. and my timetable is like shit! 8am-5pm?!! some of the daes onli have like 2 hours of lesson?!! and they starts in the affternoon. so lame can? hahas.

okies. anywaes. i'm happy todae and hope that i'll not suffer anymore insomnia anymore. =)

woke up at 4pm again. it's been raining the whole dae. the weather is damn good for sleeping. hmmm. damn boring. these few daes not having good mood. hais. dunno why. been jailed up in home. hmmm. so boring. i gotta get some fresh air. hais. everydae is like a cycle. keep doing the same thing. hmm.

too much time to spend. so decided to change blogskin. after that, watch tv.. again. hmm.

rotten.

yesterdae went to jp and met mummy. went to giodano and see see look look. was helping my mum to choose her clothes. then a lady stand next to me and took a top that i wanted to. hees. i turned ard and take a look at the lady. guess wat, i saw jean. hahas. what a coincidence. hees. she was with her frens. hees. after that, we parted.

stayed at home the whole dae. cuz i woke up at 4pm. cant go walk walk with mum. hees. nvm. watched tv and slacked. i dunno wat am i going to do when the school reopens. i think i'm suffering from insomnia. how?? i'm turning into a norturnal animal. haas. i think on the 24th of sept. i gotta go to bed at 10pm. so that i can be asleep asap. hmm.

hmmm. been slacking these daes. maybe i reali should go get a job. hmm. everybody's not as free. some of them having exams, some working, some dating. hees. but i dun feel like going back to school! i should look out for jobs. or else i will rot these two weeks. hahas.

ROTTING!!!

09.09.2006
guess todae is a dae when a lot of couples are getting married! (: alright. i spent my dae watching teebee, only. but time passes by fast. hees.
08.09.2006
went to k box, je, with jac and jean. met them and went to eat pizza hut. we alwaes go to pizza hut for lunch after school when we were sec 1&2. hees. miss those times. <3>i bought monthly disposable coloured contact lens. i wearing the violet colour one! hees. i wear play play onli. so didnt tell my mum bout it. went to jp's coffeebean without jac. her jantur going to give birth! and her boyfren is going to meet her later. so she didnt go. talked talked talked~ talked till like 12am like that, went home, no more 198, took 242. saw wen jie on the wae back.
had been talking to jean everydae since 06.08.2006.
hahas. we met each other everydae but we still have alot to sae. hahas. we can talk about anything, everything. jac, jean and i alwaes visit the coffebean at jp to talk to each other. heart to heart. so fun. hahas. jean and i sometimes talked until coffeebean closes, but we still wanna talk. so we went to void decks near jp. been home like 12+am everynight. hahas.
next time free come out talk again! jac, join in next time! <3

i <3 them lots! hees.

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yesterdae went out with jac and jean to marina square then to far east square. bought a bag from charles and keith at marina. jac and i bought one each. i'm taking black and she, white. jean bought a pair of high heels that jac has. shop ard marina. keep trying and trying. hahas.


went far east plaza after that. shop shop shop. hahas. it's a shopping dae! both of them spent alot! lucky me. hahas. jean bought tops when she's supposed to look for bottoms. hahas. jac.. you know. she spent like running water. i bought a shirt and few bracelets. hees. ate curry chicken with rice there. so so so nice can? hahas.


holidaes normally are times that we meet up with frens. hahas. when the three of us are present, we chat like time doesnt pass by. hahas. confiding problems bla bla bla. we can chat anything under the sun. hees. thursdae going to k box with them. hope everything turns out fine. love the moments. love them. <3 <3 <3


todae onli went to jp and ate dinner with mummy. i was feeling bloated, again. and i didnt eat. after that, went to charles and keith. bought a pair of wedges. hees. so damn high. 9cm like that. i'll be like 165cm after wearing them. lols. finally can breathe better. lols. i reali cant buy anymore shors. my mum is killing me. and nagging me everydae. no bags too. soo sad. arghs! nvm. must save money.. next time can buy better things. hahas.

30.aug.2006:
went to jp and met up with my beloved mummy <3 for dinner. after that, met up with jean. so long never meet her!! went shopping around looking for a suitable wallet for jean's mummy, her birthdae. she bought a renoma wallet, if i'm not wrong. =X then bought somethings. then went to coffee bean and talk like nobody's business again.....

thirtyfirst.08.twothousandandsix;
woke up reluctantly to meet jean, feishan and her boyfren at hy bus stop. as i'm on bus, i saw many hua yians already walking to 500+ there liaos. i was thinking if they are released earlier because of the cancellation of the big walk due to the wet weather. hmm. indeed. but nvm, we still go back and visit teachers. jean accompany us. and we met up with alot of old frens too. so sweet! there's something i have to boast about! mdm khaw and mrs siow said that i've become thinner!!!!!!! :P hees. yay!! then we saw mr lee, mr lee was like shaking fs's boyfren's hand for like three times? hahas. so funny! then mr lee was being pulled to be sabotaged by SC. mdm fong erm.. like abit.. become a little bit plump. she admits it oso lahs. hees. saw tina!! soooo long never see her. she's still as pretty! hees. bla bla bla...
went home slept. off to jp met mummy for dinner. was feeling not that well. like wanna vomit. so i never eat. after that, went back home. met up frens in boat quay lohs. i drank the least liquor. hahas. ate chocolate prata. then went back home at 7am. slept till 4.30pm then wake up. so shiok!

FUCKED UP!

i expected too much.. totally disappointed..

I'VE BEEN STUCKED AT HOME FOR 5 DAES!

probably i should go get a job too. everyone's so unavailable..

TURNED OFF!!!

hmm. okies. been slacking these past 2 daes. on the average, i woke up at 3pm everydae. hahas. was quite boring these two daes. staying at home, watching tv. wat's more annoying, sleepless nights. dunno why i just cant sleep.

watched ai qing mo fa shi just now. watched till cry again. hahas. it's nice. after watching. went online. making this stupid blogskin. and trying to adjust the corect sizeof the tagboard. i gave up. hahas. i'm not a patient person. anywaes, i've spent quite alot of money already. must be more stingy liaos. hahas.

so long never see my grp of frens.. miss them! hahas. but a chalet is coming up! yeahs. hope that we'll have fun there. hahas. some frens are still studying. hmm. no choice. they have o levels. gotta study. good luck to you all! study hard! luckily i've finished racing then. hahas. they are having prelims now. then after that they''ll have o's.. dunno still gotta wait how long to meet them up. hees. studies more important~ jia you lohs!

FINALLY!!!!!!!!
the long awaited holidaes has started! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todae was having the last paper. i onli hope that neither my admission number nor my name would appear in the failure list online. *praying* anywaes, EXAMS ARE OVER!!! i need intense shopping and relaxation! hahas. i have to reward myself!

these few daes haven been good daes for me. and that affects my temper. alot. but i'm trying to improve on my temper. everydae. it does take time. somethings are better kept unsaid. hmm.

national dae went to grandma's hs. my grandma said i haven been there for three hundred years. hahas. wat a humorous grandma i have. hees. was slacking there as no one was there. quite boring, thou. but waited till 6 pm, the national dae parade started. i was like a kid there. hahas. while the helicopters and aeroplanes flew by, i kept running like mad with my cousin to catch a glimpse of them. hahas. the skies darkened and the fireworks started. i ran to the back of the house to watch them. hahas. nad video it down. kaes, my hp is lousy, i admit. hahas. cant see properly. but i like the ambience. hees. after the national dae parade ended, we took our dinner (my grandma's cooking is superb!!) and went home.

on 10/08/2006, i woke up early to eat alot for my breakfast @ 12pm. hees. cuz i was going to the dentist's and was preparing for the pain after the visit. i had no idea wat's he going to do to me. is it extraction of my teeth? or is it just tightening my braces?

hahas. luckily it was only tightening of my braces. PHEW~ i'm reali afraid of the extraction that may happen one dae if my teeth cant move properly by themselves. =X i've changed my braces' colour to light blue. hahas. next time i should try orange and green. hees. sounds fun? as if. hees.

ever since, i have been slacking. slept till 3+ pm almost everydae. kept eating chocolates while watching tv. i'm gonna be fat. the whole dae is about eating, watching, surfing net and sleeping. hmm. wat a lifeless life i lead. hahas. wat the hell am i talking about.

hmm. it's been a long long long long time since i've updated. hees. was lazy and tired. all this while. many things have happened, happy or sad. whatever it may be, i've forgotten most of them. i reali suspect that i am having short term memory. hees.

todae woke up at 6am in the morning. for wat? was getting ready to go to hua yi. it had sent me an invitation card to todae's national dae cum speech dae. so lame but was happy at the point of reciving it. =x reached there, rot. took attendance and talked to huijing (THANKS TO HER), jinghan, weijie ( my sec 2 classmate whom i've not talked to for bout 3 years? =x) and other ppl. hees. i was veri noisy there. i just cannot stop being quiet. making all sorts of comments. hees. like, the choir is so soft, who is going to hear them?, mrs kong finally didnt wear cheong sum during school events etc. alright, i almost forgot how to sing the school song. hahas.

the curerent principal then addressed us with the report. 4E o levels with 3 or more passes : 100%. 4E o levels with 5 or more passes : 92.3% ( i think ). is it because of our class? hees. nvm thou. it's over already. seriosly, i missed secondary school life. =(

okies, it's the prize presentation. seriously i did not know wat i was there for until yesterdae, huijing told me i got the top for dunno wat subject. i dun quite believe it. but i went to school, cuz i tot, if i never got the prize then just act as if i go there and watch the celebrations. hahas. then i realised i got top in combined science bio/chem. hees. my name was suddenly being called and i sped up to receive the prize from mrs kong. mrs kong told me 'wow~ this is your forte huh? where are you now? wat course are you studying?' and i was like `get me down this stage NOW!` hahas. i kept luffing like idiot to her and answered her questions. she was shocked that i am now in banking and financial servcies instead of a life science course. hees.

ALRIGHT THIS PART IS KINDA LAME TO YOU, YOU MAY WANT TO SKIP. met mr lee and talk talk lohs. hees. he's reali a great teacher lahs. saw mdm fong, but she was not free, didnt get a chance to talk to her in person. but i think that we should thank the teachers for teaching us. and enduring our noise for 2 years. hahas. i tot, 'if mdm fong hadnt encourage me on not dropping POA, i might not be who i am todae. if mr lee hadnt come to hua yi and teach us in a LAME manner, i wouldnt wanna try my luck in chem. if mrs heng dun have the patience to teach, i would probably only attend to her lesson jus b'cuz i wanna see her pretty shoes. if miss loke didnt spice up our life by letting us to bully her, i would sleep in her class for sure...... etc. *full of gratitude* hees. THANKS TO THEM! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

went back to SP after that, to take EC test. listening.. but it was DIFFICULT! scared i'll fail. =( it seems like alot of ppl going to esplanade to watch fireworks tonight! everyone was discussing bout it. after school hang out awhile with my classmates and headed home and sleep till 8pm. actuali lyn they all wanna go watch the fireworks too. but they are all couple couple, dun expect me to go right? = i kinda feel.... arghs. anw, spend my time eating my dinner for almost an hour, and watched tv and surfing net for the rest of the dae. btw, i'm already in holidae mood now! when the holidaes actuali start 2 weeks later and there are exams coming up before the holidaes. hahas.

yesterdae was tricia's birthdae. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE! i did not celebrate with her. *guilty ):* first thing in the morning we sang her birthdae song in class.

during class, we were playing tangoes. it was easy in the first place, but it becomes harder. hahas. the whole class was like in CHAOS, i bet. hees. but one thing good is that, we dun have to keep staring at the book. O.O hees. my group managed to get one out of three correct. i consider that quite good. this shows that we have some IQ. hees.

during break, we were all crowding tricia and sang her a birthdae song again in the canteen. damn loud and alot of ppl joined in too! hahas. so fun!

after attending the last lecture for the dae, i left my to hua yi. to get my copy of the year book. which has the last photograph that i'm in uniform. and i have lotsa lotsa lotsa beautiful memories in there. with 4e5'05 blah blah blah. (: bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu ceng jing yong you~ reached hy like 1.30pm? wei loong they all are having o level chinese oral. chat with them awhile. actuali meeting lyn at bout 1.45pm. but in the end, she cant make it. i cant be possibly spending full 2 hours in hy. doing nothing. being an extra. right? so i decided to take my year book and go home. but realised that have to return swen his bag that i've borrowed for far too long! hahas. dunno how. so passed to mr lee lohs. went home after that. so sians.


kkaes. fridae is alwaes a dae that i might be depressed. because of IDEA. that stupid module. how i wish that it can end as soon as possible. hmm. dragged myself to school. was raining cats and dogs. saw yiling thay all on the wae. went to class with them lohs. todae we got back the results of our last presentation on our 'own-created- product. our group was quite pessimistic. hahas. we tot we could onli get a C-. but we did get better than that lahs. hahas. happy. like that oso happy -.-" as least we passed.

we got 2 hours break todae. and we went to eat KFC AND PIZZA HUT. can you believe this?!! i ate 2 pieces of chicken for one and a half hours and i've yet to finish them. hahas. clever? that's my talent. lols. some of us were like watching out for handsome guys. and realised that they all went into a cake shop. hahas let's get a job there. hahas. crazy. went to the toilet. i saw something tht is so disgusting. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW~!!!!!! and i was luffing for like 3 mins. it's too disgusting liaos. lol. ppl walk passed me looked at me in an awkward wae. dun expect poly's toilets cleaner than sec sch's. i prefer those in sec schs. that's how bad it is. hees. i think you mihgt be wondering y was i luffing when i saw something so disgusting. hahas. beats me.

was early for our lecture. went to the next lecture hall to enjoy some air con first. hahas. was sitting there and all of us started talking bout guys again. one of my fren is going to run a match making center. hahas. she's crazy lahs. hahas.

after the lecture, stayed back awhile and went home after that. (:

hmm. it's been a long lon gtime since i've ever updated. hees. was quite lazy. i get rid of my last blogskin which is quite dark (and that makes me feel sad, hahas. jkjk.). got this blogskin. i tot it's quite childish. but i like. hees.

this noon, my dearest brother left for thailand. ytd nite, i wrote a long list of things for him to buy for me. but i doubt he will buy all. hees. woke up earlier this morning to see him before he went ahead to the airport. while i'm changing the blogskin, i have to wait for the plumber to come. hmm.

i'm going to have a series of CA2s coming up. oh dear! haven study yet! lazy to study. after the CAs, i'll be having the first semestral exams in poly!

i wanna go back to hyss to collect my year book! hees. kaes. dun expect me to update veri soon!

all right. sun, just before the school starts, i went to my cousin's wedding dinner.
a picture worth a thousand words. BUT dunno wat happen, i jus cannot upload pics in my blog. hmm. nvm.

okies. anw, superhost, lin cui fang, is actuali my cousin's good fren and she hosted the dinner veri veri well! this wedding dinner has 2 centers of attraction - namely the couple and the superhost. hees. we were taking pictures with the both attractions and because she's a superhost and therefore a star, i wouldnt want to put the pic up here. for some reason or another. hahas.

i'm quite lazy to blog nowadaes. hees.

^{so fucking stress nowadaes. getting good marks for tests dun come by just like this. even if i did quite well for my earlier tests, i will not/may not be as good next times. can you guys stop imposing stress on me? come on lahs, they are onli tests. just a piece of paper. why stress yourself up because of a piece of paper? i m not a genius. if i am a genius, i wun be here to see your fucking faces and hear your fucking sacarstic comments! if you continue to spike me, i wun be frenly to you, i promise. i m a very normal person with limits, stucked up attitide, strengths and weaknesses.}

_{i reali think that passing is enuff. please be satisfactory with whatever you have now. if you have a veri high expectation of yourself, when you fall, you'll fall badly. the higher you want yourself to climb, the greater the pain you'll suffer when you fall is. stress is something useless you give it to urself.}

bout thu's happenings, check out shirlyn's blog.

bout fri's happenings, check out vivian's blog.

yes, i am lazy to blog. xP

okies. todae is my cousin's wedding day 1! hees. excited. and have been waiting for this dae quite a while. CONGRATS! woke up and realised that my mum was out to dye her hair. hmm. i ironed some of my clothes that i tot tha i'll be wearing but in the end, i onli wore one of them. hees. my mum came back and her hair is nice! hees. she was DAMN anxious. hahas. called xueting and met her downstairs and headed to yishun.

upon reaching there, there were far too many ppl to call. so we just 'skipped'. hahas. we helped ourselves at the buffet and within half and hour, the bride and bridegroom reached. they continued with the tea ceremony as a form of tradition. helped to pass and collect the tea cups to and from the weds. actuali i'm not the one assigned to do this, but it was because my cousin, who's maried, had to drink tea and i had to replace her. hahas. even those it felt like a 'replacement', i am happy. hahas. took pictures and bla bla bla.. most of the ppl went home. but xueting and i were still there. so, we decided to go downstairs for a walk. i not, we'll be so so bored. hees. came back and was exchanging our files in our hp. send here and send there. of cuz, we did took pictures. lols. and i found my strawberry there! it's a soft toy that i love, even till now.

i just cannot upload those pics! angry!

that's all! tml going to wedding dinner! hees.

todae exceptionally woke up earlier at 11.30am for project later at 12.45pm in city hall. as usual, i was late. hees. worked on our project in burger king.

ITAB = information technology for business application. this subject alwaes drives me crazy. IT SUCKS!! we seriously dunno how to do that stupid project. hahas. so we split up the work and chose the questions randomly. luckily mine was okie-okie. completed my question in burger king and went for shopping after that.

went to shop at raffles city and suntec city. hmm. saw one GUESS bag for just $35.90!!! dunno wanna buy anots. so went ahead for shopping first. hahas. my fren needed to leave urgently. so we walked veri quickly from suntec to city hall mrt. so i decided to buy that bag. it's genuine, cheap and i dun have this kind of bag. hahas. satisfied. happy happy~ =D

as we were walking veri quickly, my fren's fav slippers broke. hahas. my fren and i walked faster than her so we're ahead of her. we laughed and laughed. hees. so i accompanied her to go and buy another pair of slippers. hees.

took train back and my lappy is veri heavy, my shoulder gonna break. the new boon lay bus interchange reali confused me. all the bus lanes changed and i reali dunno wat bus to take. whenever i boarded a bus, i felt fearful. dunno will reach home/interchange anots. hahas. stupid rite? -.-"

someone saes wanna buy adidas wach, addas jacket for me cuz he's rich. hahas. thanks! =P

hey hey~ i'm back!

hmm. left home at 5.30am and went to my grandma's place to catch the van that we've booked. yes, we did not take coach. my grandma then said that she did not want to go. =( and she's going to stay at home with my uncle at home for the next three daes. she must had missed me us. hahas. took the van to tuas checkpoint, 2nd link. okay! crossed the bridge and we're in malaysia, tuely asia~ on the wae, we stopped to fill & release ourselves. slept awhile and the rest of the time was crapping and playing with my cousins. my cousins and i were veri afraid that we might vomit cuz of the winding roadd. but we didnt! we suceeded! yeah!

after 8 long hours, we finally reached genting hotel! it's already 2+pm. hahas. went to our hotel room. love that smell of the hotel. hees. crazy~ the children went to swim. play the water playground. my mummy, my aunt, my cousin and i went shopping. hees. ate dinner and went back to the hotel room. slept veri soundly. hees. veri cosy. hees. woke up and my voice is losing. wanted to go pharmacy but pharmacists was off duty. visited the doc and realised that i had fever. fever, flu, cough and sore throat. taken the medicine and continue to shop with my cousin. my mum, my aunt and uncle went to play casino. while the rest of the children went to the outdoor theme park. we shoped the whole dae. hmm. veri tired but had the feeling of satisfication. hahas. the last dae, stayed at hotel in the morning to wait for the rest of them to come back and get ready for check out. the van supposed to come at 2pm. but it came at 3pm. went to shop again. hahas. no choice. i'm sick! cant do anything. except shopping. hees.

as we went do the hill, me and my cousin felt like vomitting. we stopped to have our dinner at 4+pm and went straight to singapore. luckily we didnt vomit. phew~ hees. reached tuas checkpoint. we're going to check our luggage. then my cousin's luggage was held up. hahas. then my aunt was veri angry and anxious. cuz the luggage was locked by that mischeivious fellow. took a long time to open the luggage. and it's onli a box that looks like cigratte casing. hahas. the advantage of having a van is that we can alight at the doorstep of our flat. hees. reached home sweet home at bout 10+pm. watched tv and slept at bout 1am. woke up at 4.30pm todae. i tot that my clock was not working. hahas. slacked and watch WC. hees.

it's time i worked on my tutorials!

hey hey~
sore throat.

but;

i'm setting off to GENTING
BON VOYAGE ~!

^{sorry guys, i'm not going to the chalet. cuz i have to go to genting.}

not in the mood to update.
sians half x half x half x infinity~
pissed off.

but i'm tanned!
and saw a lot of shuai ge!
=P
that's the ^{onli happiness.}

i am veri pissed off. updated. but PAGE NOT DISPLAYED. it's a long entry. suan lers.

todae is already wed. school's going to reopen quite soon. hahas.

mon
slacked at home. done some foolish things alone at home. xD

tues
woke up early in the RAINY morning at ard 11+am to wait for my god-mother andd my uncle to call me. they were sending out wedding cakes for my cousin's wedding at the end of this month. at marina mandarin. i have to get a presentable DRESS! and it's GSS now. hees. i expected them to reach ard 11+. i waited and waited for their call. they finally called at 12+ and sae they will reached quite late, in the late afternoon. but i'm meeting my frens to do project at plaza singapura, 1pm. i know i'll be late, and cannot be later. so they came and passed the cakes. i quickly ruched off to ps's mac. ate pepper drumlets meal. whew~ love the twister fries!! tried to work on the project. but everything went wrong. my laptop was not fully charged, nobody brought notes. we dunno how to start the project. so we headed off to SPOTLIGHT to buy materials for our 3D model. dunno wat to buy too. so sat down and waited for that guy to come. then we decided on the materials and mindmap. hmm. bought matterials and went to mac again. saw ex hua yian - PS from min's class. was veri uncomfortable. cuz her frens kept looking in our direction. did everything (mostly). off to SHOPPING! bought a pair of slip-on heels same as my fren, diff colour, at $29.90. i think i fell in love with heels or wat? lols. quite a no of heels at home. hahas. *BROKE*. saw sugianto and the other gal from project superstar. and it's bout 10+. charles and keith is going to close already. went home after that.

wed
my hp rang and rang for non stop in the EARLY morning. i mean EARLY morning. junxian called to tell me details on hua yi's 50th anniversary this fridae. THANKS TO JUNXIAN!! tell the rest of my pals. ask them to call hua yi to write their names. i've written mine, junxian helped me to. =) still alot of calls..
blah blah blah..~
went to meet my frens at dover mrt station and saw our BROTHERS from CIVIL DEFENSE. hahas. crazy~ did our project. and i realiised that just opposite the place i was, were ed, swen and ngee playing soccer. they had some kinda match rite? i wanted to go find them. but it's like i scared they couldnt see me. hahas. plus there were other ppl there too, whom i dunno. messaged them but no reply. FINE!! headed home myself. but i went to jp. find <3> to have dinner together. she told me to go and check out the charles and keith sales. one pair of heels for 8 bucks!! so cheap!! but i go see see look look, all not my size. and the heels are veri high. hahas. so go walk walk, and bought a hair dye. dark copper red blonde. but i think the outcome will not be veri red. hees. it's cheap, that's y it tempted me. my mum is having off tml. so i'll accompany her if i can. hees. i can. lols. -.-"

hey hey~ it's holidaes' time!

actuali it's not holidaes yet. it's onli that we do not have to attend school for three weeks from now. three weeks onli. first week is e learning week, and after that will be 2 weeks of holidaes. two weeks onli.

todae took train at 08.35 from boon lay. i tot i'll be late. but i didnt. i reached classroom around 9.10am. david cheong (our teacher) did not marked me late. those ppl who are later than me are all marked late. count myself lucky. i was half dead during his lesson.

got MOB class after that deadly lesson. i was not having a good mood i dunno y. hais. was scolding one of my group member for a veri stupid action. he did not sae anything, but i felt sorry. then my fren sitting next to him was depressed suddenly. my sixth sense told me that she was unhappy with my actions. i knew something was wrong and faked myself to be as normal as i can. then i told them that i dunno y i have a bad mood and used pms as an excuse. =(

@ 2.30pm, my fren and i have to go and collect our dresses that we ordered in the bazaar at our schhol earlier. but we have david cheong's lecture at 2pm to 3pm. and the person passing our dresses couldnt stay after 3pm. so we decided pon lecture. asked class rep to help us mark attendance, but he himself was not going. he had passed the responsibility of taking attendance to his fren, fren onli, who is not holding any position in the class. i called him and bluffed him that me and my fren will be joining the lecture onli halfwae thru it, but we intend not to go at all. he said 'if i see you at the end of the lecture then i'll mark you present'. i was quite pissed off. wtf? if it was my class rep, he would have agreed to it. but he, who does he think he is? in addition, his personality was not veri good.

i was quite pleased with my dress, but my fren's was a bit 'doesnt look like the one in the catalogue'. she's quite sad over it. cuz it's not veri cheap for us. anywaes, we decided to go to lecture. i actuali did not want to, as it'll be more embarassing iif david cheong scold us. and you know, once you open the door of the lecture hall, everione's looking at you. but she wants to go, so, how can i pang seh her? we went in and guess wat david cheong said..
'aiyoh~ this.. this.. eileen (my fren's name) and.. and.. was veri .. i will do the appropriate actions .. the power of a teacher.. '
anw, he's kinda lame and crazy. luckily he cant remember my name, if not i'll be losing face. hahas. but dunno why, i was having a bad mood in the lecture hall, i didnt bring my lecture notes and was thinking 'if it's not for the attendance, i wun be here.. he better mark me and eileen present.'

after lecture, studied for the poa test. was veri veri sick can? keep sneezing like nobody's business. my frens around me felt sick sitting beside me. hahas. so i ate chocolate bar to stop the sneezing. fuuny right? fancy eating chocolate will stop the sneezing. after finishing the chocolate, the sneezing continues, ate a chocolate bar b4 going for test.

i'm not going to do well for my poa test. trial balance cannot balance! correction of error was damn difficult can? hais.

hmm. someone saes that i am too busy to update, so i update todae lohs.

30th 0f may ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO WEIJIAN AND EDWIN!!!

i ended school at 5 actuali. but i was released earlier, released at around 4+. i am supposed to meet them at jurong east control @ 6.15pm. i have more than an hour in je. SIANS. walked around je. then went to meet them lohs. them refers to weijian, weiloong, junxian, kokheng, camen, weeboon and zhenming. took taxi to halo bar somewhere in NP and SIM. it's my first time going to such places. was quite worried. lols. =x stupid~

after awhile kexin and edwin reached. luckily there's kexin, if not i'll be the onli girl and will be veri sians. thanks to kexin. the place was filled with the smell of cigrattes. fainted. whole nite was about : singing, pooling, chatting, dai dee-ing, smoking and beer-ing. i drank quite alot. hees. it costed about 160+ bucks. muahahas. thank god we girls dun have to pay. this is one of the many good reasons i like to hang out with them. lols. joking onli. hahas. around 11+ went home already. shared cab with camen n wejian. i was second to alight. no need to pay again. MUAHAHA~ =x THANKS okies? reached home at bout 12 midnight. bathed and slept.



31st may 2006

SORE THROAT! SLEEPY! dunno where does the sore throat come from. hurts till now can? =( i was veri restless ytd. hahas. then my frens sais that i'm drunk. lols. the effect too such a long time? hees. released at 2+ as the poa lecture onli lasted for like 15 mins. hahas. then junxian they all were in SP to attend some talk or wat. but i dun get to see them. by the time jun xian called ne, i'm already in jp shopping. lols. went back home and sleep.

1st jun 2006

was late for like 5 mins. hees. but the tutor is later than me, so nvm. hees. got back my MOB (managerial, organisational behaviour) module's CA1. guess wat? i am the top in the class scoring 96 points. WOOHOO~ happy! hees. i didnt go celebrate kokheng's birthdae that weekend before the test, but i scored for my test. hees. i guess kokheng will not be unhappy with me bahs. i was happy and satisfied. i have a fren that got a C (60 to 69 points) and she's kinda close to me. then she was like veri depressed over the test grades. and i kinda feel that she dun like to talk to me after the results. i was veri unhappy with that (not being unhappy cuz she's feeling unhappy). cuz its onli a test and it's onli the first test. y she wanna behave like this? i dun like this kinda of ppl. feel like slapping her she emphasised too much on winning and losing. wtf?

after sch ends at 1, went back home and rested awhile, then off i went to jp's dental clinic. 3pm's appointment but i was onli ushered into the clinic at 3.30. actuali todae is the dae that i'm going to put on my lower braces. but he said no time. wth? okies. then some other time. after the holidaes then. hmm~ but i changed the colour of my braces to white as i'm going to have a wedding dinner. so i dun want my braces to be so 'ming xian'. went to buy hair dye to dye myself. hahas. cuz going salon is veri exp. bought a colour that is not so bright. cuz i scared my mum scold me. hahas. it onli costs 11.10 bucks. cheap? hahas. tml got poa test, i haven study. end here. =)

^{happiness onli lasted for a few seconds after i got back my results. i'm afraid that classmates look at me in another wae. and this posted much more stress than me. i told myself. as long as i can pass every module, i'll be satisfied. but now, the competition become tuffer. people will study harder to trash me. i must hang tough. no matter what they are going to do, i just be myself, try my best in everything i do, and dun care wat others will sae or do to me. sounds easy? it's not. but i'll try.......}

woke up at 4pm todae can? i tot that it's 10am. -.-" tot of sleeping as much as i can on sundae. can sae quite a long time never update already.

mon i had my management test. was okies. most prob, will not fail. i can sae. cuz the questions were straight forward. i was sitting rite at the back of the lecture hall while taking the CA, the view was great. can see wat the one sitting below me was writing. took attendance. then suddenly the invigilator asked "is WANG PEISHAN here?" i was shocked and rise up my hand immediately. she came up and asked me if i had taken my attendance. i said yes. then i realise that my name appears twice. -.-" was so paisehs.

tues had a spot check during poa lecture. checking on attire. luckily i did not wear slippers. phew~ my classmate, a guy, was having long hair. he kena caught. wrote his name down. and he had to cut his hair, show it to them and pay a 50 bucks' fine! he said he did not feel sad bout the money, but the hair. see~ how rich is he. hees.

thurs ended school at 1pm. do IDEA project on laptop with my group members for 2 hours. after that spent the other 2 hours on studying economics. had my economics CA. i can say, i will fail. 15 mcqs, 2 structured questions, with 2 parts each. and we are onli given an hour. there was no time for me to even chew on a sweet. mmm. please pray for me that i will at least pass the module.

it's the end of the week again. every mon, i'll just look forward to this dae of the week. hees. early in the morning, went to meet up with my classmates to go to classroom together. everyone dressed quite formally. me, smart casual. hees. actuali we wanted to be late for class together, but they said that marks would be deducted if we're late so we ran to the classroom. was wearing high heels with my classmate. she ran damn fast k? and her heels were thin and high. my heels were abit loose so cant run that fast. lols. luckily we were not late. my group was the first to present. but one of the group members had not reached yet. so we went to discuss with another grp if we can switch with them. luckily that person came in time, so we continued to be the first grp to present in our class. i did the opening, damn nervous can? hahas. but after the presentation, we were sitting there talking and relac. hees.

nowadaes weekends stay at home. everything was so quiet. sat watched tv and do homework/tutorials until 2am sundae morning. cuz i was slacking for the first half of the dae.

tml gotta go school again. hang tough, peishan! 5 more daes to hols! =)

min. i'm updating now. hmm. has been busy preparing my tests. management & organisational behaviour, economics and poa tests. i haven prepeare for my poa test. hmm.

ytd was kok heng's birthdae. happy birthdae to you!! actuali going to meet up with them, but end up all girls never go so i decided not to go too. furthermore, i still got test. so wei loong asked me to study lohs. after hanging up, i was sorta tempted to go. but i cannot. hahas. sians half. hees. i wanted to go cuz it's been a long time since i met up with them. since chinese new year? but never mind, gonna see them in the chalet in the upcoming holidaes. anw, ytd was quite happy. hahas. cuz i took lift with a guy that is quite cute (i dun like him, but i think he's cute n cool). actuali he's in the same class as esther, the ex hua yian. a media and communication class. he's quite ang moh. his style is like machi di di. but he's cuter than him. =P we went to the same level and because i am the one that 'controls' the lift (pressing the buttons), i have the responsibility to wait till everyone's out. so i'm gonna be the last one to go out of the lift. he's the last second one. he hold the doors of the lift for me and waited for me to go out before he released his hands on the doors. omg!! he's so gentleman and so sweeeet!!!!!! haas. i know i speaking crap here and trying to be an idiot. hahas. i know i know.

went to class and realise that my fren is oso going to marina, coincidentially, so i told her that we'll meet there. hees. but end up i oso never go. hees. lessons as usual. sians. during break, went to a fiesta and bought a dress that i want to wear on my cousin's wedding. it's pink colour. with black polka dots and beads right below the v shaped 'collar'? actuali i dun reali like polka dots, but that person saes ppl who are short like me, it's better to wear that dress. and i am wearing the black high heels. hahas. it's veri cheap. onli 33 bucks. after that, my fren and i bought slippers. onli 8 bucks. quite cheap. ate Ramly burger and was late for lecture. ran our wae there, but they haven started. lecturer haven even reach. hahas. heng. after that, has got an interview on spac2gpo, the cca, was quite nervous. had it with my other 3 frens. asked questions that we dunno how to ans. like wat kind of qualities do you think you have for you to join this cca? why do you join this cca? do you get any awards in your sec sch? hahas. i told them that i was model student, my frens look at me in shock. dun i look like a guai kia? hahas.

thurs saw jul lohs. talk to her awhile, she said that i've grown taller. muahahas. first time ppl sae i grow taller. *happy* went to popular bought things. on the wae, saw han wei kor kor. long time never see him. i got 71 marks for my effective communication CA which weighs 25%. hmm. it's the bottom few in the class. cuz my class got alot of them are english speakers. so naturally, i'll just lose to them. on 01/06, i'm going to make my lower braces. because i have to go for chalet and wedding dinner so i better put on as fast as possible so that i can eat everything by that time. but i'm going to have a poa test on the next dae. so please pray hard that the pain will not affect me veri much, especially in the test.

poly life is better than jc. but it's no better than jc. lols. joking. gotta revise. as you cannot reali pay attention to the lecturer. and after each lecture, you'll have to do homework/tutorials. and the tests are all quite late. all after 5pm. but i think it's a form of better education, for us to prepare life in the society. but i still prefer secondary school daes best. you can do watever you like in school. hahas. and be as close as frens with the teachers.

wtf?! i'm now using my laptop to update. even thou it's quite new, and i seldom use it everytime, it has given quite alot of probs. cannot sign in to msn, and now it's becoming veri lag. *angry* gonna send for service bahs. hmm.

fri stayed at home. slack. saturdae lyn ask to go out, but i cannot make it. i wanna accompany my mum to go out. so yesterdae we went out together with my bro. it's veri rare that he will go out with us. then after going out, we decided to treat my mummy dinner. so we went to boon lay raja restaurant which is nearer to our home. we orders a range of 10 food. hmm. was veri full after that. then we took pictured using hp. hahas. ppl using digital cam, we use hp. hi-tech?! my bro foot the bill. cuz i never bring any form of money out.

on the wae back home, we saw a floral shop. i decided to buy roses for my grandmother. it's the first time that we bought something for her. it damn pretty. but it's quite exp. i love those pink roses. =) and we walked home.

todae woke up and realise that i haven do my homework which are supposed to be gone thru tml. die. luckily onli two questions for tml. then i realise that i have far too much homework that i haven finish for poa which i have to finish before wed. and they are bout trial balance, general journal and ledger. damn. it sure needs 2-3 hours for me to finish. hahas.

disturb my bro to wake up. then i see him sleep until so sweet. i oso went to rest. hahas. after resting awhile, my turn to be disturbed. faster get ready things and off we went to my aunt's condo's function room. there are nobody there. we tot that we are quite late. but instead we are the first to reach there. i called xueting and she asked us to wait. -.-" then we saw my aunt coming down from the car. so we went helping them to carry those things into the room. then my relatives came lohs. was quite peaceful todae. cuz alot of my younger cousins who are destructors did not go. most of the aunts went to watch 'da chang jin' in the room. while my bro, xueting and i played pool. bbq~ talk~ laugh~ went home. i am veri tired. tml still gotta go to sch. sians.!!

^{mother's love is the greatest love of all.
i love you mummy.}

hmm. tml is vesak dae. no need to go to sch. yay!! hees. but it's still a long wae to vacation. before vacation, there're still tests. hmm. economics, accounting, management etc. i haven started studying yet. there're alot to memorise. their grades are diff from sec sch. A = 80 & above. B+ = <75 but <80 B. blah blah blah~ the rest i dunno. hahas. never go and find out. anywaes, the 2 artpieces that i drew and mould. the results are out. i got 78/100. =) satisfied. never fail jiu hao liaos.

yesterdae i went for the spac2go cca promo talk. the person actuali messaged us to tell us where to meet etc. imagine how mush it costs! after lesson, it's 3. the promo talk started at 3.15. so we took our own sweet time. but we do not know where is the meetig place so i called and ask that person lohs. it's at the engineering block. which is quite far from the business school. so we walked there. it's in their lecture hall. funny lohs. their lecture hall still got A and B ders lehs. actuali the talk will end at 5. but that person talk talk talk until 3.45 like that onli lohs. this cca needs interview. jia lat. they onli want the quality of the ppl. but the cca point is higher than others.

the test on effective communication was disaterous. i was tested on yellow ribbon project. wtf? i dunno wat the hell am i talking about. and it weighs 25%. please dun let me fail this module. i was not nervous initially while waiting outside the classroom. cuz we are having fun and luffing awae lohs. terence break danced but i never reali watched it. he onli break danced awhile. hahas. i was late for lecture due to the test.

yesterdae went to meet up with lyn. fshan, min, swen and cn at clementi pool. as a celebration for min's birthdae. off form lahs. too long never play liaos. then went home lohs. quite fun lahs. cuz veri long never see them liaos. next time go out again.

hmm. end here bahs. =)

these two daes stay at home. so sians. i used three daes to finish my homework. STRESSED! two weeks later, got CA. die. i haven get ready. this coming tuesdae got effective communication CA. sians. gotta speak perfect standard english. hmm~ it's difficult for me. i dare to admit. hais. HOW??!!! wish me good luck.

hey hey~ here to update this week's happenings. hees.

mon; labour dae; holidae

mum has off. went to shop at jp at the night. bought 4 pairs of shoes in total from noda. my mum was searching for heels. hees. my mum bought one pair of heels, i bought two and we both shared one pair of slippers. hahas. i actuali like my heels. one of them has the thinnest heels that i have ever worn. had a great dae cuz i bought things i wanted using my mum's money. hahas. =x



tues; school dae

went back to school, was veri tired and sleepy. first time i was the second person to reach class early. was restless until tutor came in. it was economics' tutorial. and there's a presentation. this time round, it's my turn to present. oh dear!! that was the first time i presented to the class!! nervous like wat. hmm. after school, which was already 5 pm, collect my ezl ink card. eee. yucks. it sucks. hahas. (hey!! it rhymes!)then went to eat waffle. i shared it with tricia. the class-flower (ban hua). cuz we were not that hungry. after eating, we went to the clubhouse for cca. we joined the chinese language society, damn, the name is so 'orbeet'!! but it basically has 2 areas:P drama and singing. i joined the singing one of cuz. hees. went there. no shuai ge ders. sians. hahas. we were there veri restless. and give that kind of i-wanna-go-home face. hees. cuz it's boring. we were la-la-la-la-la-la-la, do re me fa soh la ti doh, doh ti la soh fa me re do there. wanted to run awae half wae thru, but was thinking to stay put to see wat would be happening for the next half an hour. so stay lohs. saw janet from hua yi dance society ders. when it's 8, we automaticaaly went off without hearing them brief. haha.

wed; school dae

i blogged bout this dae in the previous post. i actuali went back to school to take my cert. there wasnt anyone there. not a single soul in the field, basketball courts etc. i'll find somedae to go back to school. to at least talk to teachers. cuz somehow, they reali helped me alot. and i appreciate and respect them. =)

thurs; school dae

hmm. i did not wait for them to go home together. sorry. cuz kenny wanna go back to school, he did not in the end. cn went back to school. ed wanna go find zhaorong and swen ended school few hours after 1 o clock. so i actuali spent one hour in the school's library to watch dvd with my classmate an a stranger. hahas. she's a senior. she brought 'er zuo ju zhi wen'. so me and my classmate watched it with her. after one hour then i decided to go home lohs. sians. slept. and work on my IDEA project which is my CA. wat IDEA actuali means is this: innovation, design, and enterprise in action. it's a VERI LAME subject. then instructions of the CA is for us to listen to music and let the pen move while listening to it. you cannot think of anything in your mind. must relax and hhave a clear mind. then made a model out of a part of the drawing. and present it to your class and another class which you dunno who are they. damn bloody lame. and i'm alwaes a failure in arts. so i keep pestering my bro to help me. he's more artistic than me. hahas. luckily he's at home, if not.. i dun even know how to start sia. thanks kor.


it's basically inspired by problems in life. blah blah blah~ =x

fri; school dae

first lesson is the presentation. jia lat. i was one of the first few to reach the classroom. so i went ard looking at my classmate's work. all so nice. and my class ppl areveri eloquent. they spoke veri well and they are veri creative. their models are veri nice. but i can sae that the other class, is not as creative. the whole class virtually drew the same thing. it's mt turn to present. damn shit. was veri nervous. luckily i wrote a brief explaination on a piece of paper. if not, if you ask me to describe my presentation on the spot without any preparations before hand, i'll FREAK out! hahas. david cheong (my tutor) said that my model and drawing was good! hahas. muahahas~ hmm. it's boring after hearing 30++ presentations, so my classmates and i went to toilet to kill our time. hahas. hmm. ended school at 3 and met kenny to go home lohs. cuz xuan is till 5, cn till 6 and ed wanna go find zhao rong. and i was damn tired these few daes. dunno why. sorry guys. didnt wait for you all. hees. =)

muahahas. now using school's com to update. hmm. wat to update. i oso dunno. haas. well. todae wanted to meet ed and cn at 09.15. thenwhen i was in teh bus, cn messaged me and tell me that he'll be late. okies. nvm. while i was walking to the control. ed messaged and tell me that he just left his house. arghs. i waited there for a veri long tiem. saw tai wei and john. hahas. then after waiting for like 10 min. then cn reahed. i asked him to call ed, then ed appear liaos. hahas. it
's 09.30 liaos. faster took train and off to go school. hahhass. then i kept complaining. hees. but taiwei and john 10am lesson, they 09.30 still at boon lay. duh~ hahas.

came to schol nobody was there.so i waited alone. until i saw the group of girls coming then i go forward. yu know, i'm a super shy girl in school. hahas. went fro statistics lecture lohs. damn sians. the lecturer talked so fast. dun understand. hmm. then i suddenly rememebr that todae 3-4 got make up lecture. but i already confirmed with lyn to meet her to go back to school.

i'm going to pon later and go to school with them. muahahas.

okies. gonna start from the starting of the week!

mon 24042006..

hmm. as usual. met up with swen, ed, ngee and ken. hahas. went to school. it's a long dae. till 5. they waited for me till 5pm and we went home together. hahas. there was nothing much to blog lahs.

tues 25042006..

went to school alone. then it's already not early lohs. i saw my classmates at the control station. so i tot if i alone late veri pai sehs, so i might as well late with them better. hahas. so after waiting for one more fren to come, we walked veri quickly from the control station to the lift. the from the lift, we ran like hell to classroom over the red bridge and climbing up the stairs. but were still late. nv,. the tutor see us veri tired and perspiring like that, then he marked us all there present. hahas. sometimes i tot, if i late, act like you just ran b4, it might help. =x hahas. was late for school. hahas. every tues oso late one. hees. played pool at the SPGG after school. i onli played once. and was with swen. guess wat? I WON TAN XUAN SHENG!! muahahas~ so you know my pool standard lers bahs? hahas. joking. actuali i'm not veri good at it. i know i can be better! =D

wed 26042006..

hmm. after school, met up with ed, swe, and ngee. they went to play soccer before that. waited ages for kenny to come. after he reached, we went to the sp pool trial. saw my classmats over there. they were waiting for the pool trial. there were alot of ppl going for the pool trial. so we decided not to go. maybe the next dae or the dae after. so we went to play pool at clementi. dun wanna go in the first place. but they kept pestering me to go. actuali onli agreed to go for an hour. cuz i've got alot of homework to do. but after several games, it's already more than an hour. ^{ARGHS! i lost to swen 2-4 and was on draw with ngee!} nvm. in any games, there'll be success and failures.wat's more impt is to learn from failures. hees. and i believe. this kind of thing, it's onli a game, so dun reali have to mind if you win or lose. hahas. guess wat. we played for an hour and a half, it costed us 17.60 per table, and we have two tables. we shared the oney among ourselves. but still it's not enuff. pathetic. gotta search for coins in our pocket. luckily ken got. if not dunno wat will happen to us. hahas. that dae is reali pathetic for us. the most pathetic pool i've ever played.

thurs 27042006..

it's JACQUELINE'S 17th birthdae!! hees. i'm the last few to wish her happy birthdae. nvm. hahas, cuz i was studying okies? my bag was damn heavy cuz i put my laptop inside my bag. hees. studied till 1pm and waited in the library for time to pass until like 3pm? then ngee come and meet me. ngee was eager to see my laptop and make spoil it! =x hahas. ken saes that his fren knows how t use the SP wireless thingy. cuz we need the something in order for us to log in to internet using SP wireless. he helped me, but still cannot. i suspect that my laptop reali got problem. cannot sign into msn, cannot use SP wireless. =(

fri 28042006..

todae went to school alone. sians. then in train saw wen jie. hees. he was damn late lohs. 8am lesson, 8am then wake up. hahas. must wait til 10am then can go for lesson. the more ridiculous thing is that there's someone that is later than him! and they both met up to eat breakfast before going for the 10am lesson. hahas. so funny lohs. saw my classmates and went for lesson together. sians. was IDEA lesson that requires alot of brainjuices. which i dun have. terrance (the breakdancer) called me and told me that the teacher did not zip up!! hahas. i burst into laughter! after that, everyone in the class burst into laughter. then one of my class mate told him tand he said 'i almost exposed myself to you all!!' and he was like veri pai sehs. and he loves to run around. we luff in his lesson not becuase o his lame jokes, but because of his funny actions and the wae he talked. hahas. saw kenny, ed and their grp of frens at foodcourt 6 todae. hees. but i was having lunch with my classmates. so cannot be possible that i pang seh them mahs. since in the first place i agreed to eat with them. hees. waited at the library with jacqueline, my calssmate, for 2 hours. veri tired. then suddenly, got a survey to do. hahas. it's about BGR. it was long but funny. hahas. i luff until my stomac pain. hahas. everything that concerned withmy spouse's high income, i put 'strongly agree' ahhas. practical yahs? ahhas. i anyhow do ders lahs. hahas. at the end, still got present take. hahas. so i dun mind spending more than 15 mins doing 50 questions. met up with swen, then he said he wanna go play pool with min, vid, fshan and lyn. i decided not to go. cuz i wanna go home to acc my mama. hahas. and i have no more money liaos. met up with yongzhen and ken to wait for ngee lohs. so late. 6pm lehs. tired.