I was tagged by swen. it's kindaf late. but better than never. hees.

6 weird things about me.

1. i look thin, but i'm not.
2. i need to eat chocolates when i'm sneezing like crazy.
3. my laughter has got rhythm. my frens said.
4. i think ginger and essence of chicken are smelly.
5. i like to eat neatly (dividing rice into parts).
6. my maths and accounts suck, but i'm studying banking and finance and am a treasurer. that explains the stress i'm under.

yesterday was a tired but fulfilling day. it was semi-finals day one. after that, went to saa, finance and back to saa again. met up with polymates in bugis. thereafter, lyn and min came and join us (: bought a top, a pair of jeans and a cardigan. seperated and clementi-ed for botak jones. pooled. home at bout 10+.

todae, was late for the semi finals, but luckily the judges are super late =x met up with swen, kh and cn. and off they went to somewhere else after drinking-milo-&-chatting session (:

lotsa loves and laughters. love the feeling. sudden meet ups make me feel that they are there. at least someone. whenever. anytime. loves <3

semi finals are over and everything went smoothly both days. as there is no one dead. thanks to mardiah and alicia! three cheers for the three of us!
after todae's semi finals, went to clubhouse with glen, alex and ntoh. they are MACHO because, they are strong enough to move the sound system from sb to clubhouse, with their bare hands. super heavy. they went to play bball, me, playing house of the dead and mahjong in clubhouse, while waiting for laurel. also went eating kfc with khadyjah. SMIT had street soccer and 3 on 3 bball. dun have the time to take a look. if you know what i will look at. hahas.

11 - 14 sept : batam, gyl trip while swen, kh and cn go us. wat a big diff! dun carem you all better bring back stuff for me! i'll bring keropok for you all! anw, my passport photo is so not me. i have to change it. anyone knows how long it takes to change the photo of my passport? gotta head down to lavender real soon.

sat: ed's bdae celebration!! looking forward to have a great gathering.

fri having BTT! wish me luck!

bored.
tmr will be a long long day. poor peishan. no life. i dun want my life to be like this! my ulcers hurt like mad. skipped my dinner just now. reali no mood to eat.


some pics long ago. SB AGM Management Committee

SB Club always take pic whenever we go

even in the midst of dialogue session when student leaders are speaking!
cant see me? right at the end hahas(:

sat. and i woke up early in the morning. went to orchard to meet up with mar, alicia and laurel. we were meeting tgt to buy prizes for talentime finals! shall not say wat we bought. confidential. secret. hees. i was real late. and i had to walk alone ard in orchard. for me, it's a great challenge. hahas. cuz i dun reali recognise directions. hahas. i merely follow my frens ard. hahas. but anyway, i walked round and round to reach mos burger in taka. LOL. i'm dumb, i know. hees.

i reached home at 6. slept till 8+. haha. super tired these few days. just wanna sleep for a getaway. dyed my hair black again since my coloured hair are out. hahas.

anw, i have to say this,

i can take out my braces already!!!

isnt this fast? i onli wore braces like 13 months ago. and now, i can take it off already. normally, ppl wear braces for one and a half year to two years. but i have to pay a big sum of money to pay off the rest of the instalments to take off my braces. that's like a double edged sword. teeth straighten too fast, clear instalment faster.
the dentist said he will take one set out (either upper or lower) and try on the retainer. that's his style, like he put on my upper braces before my lower one. that is to let me and my teeth adapt. hahas. however, i have to wear retainers for 24 hours, 2 years. so that my teeth will not go crooked again. but retainers are worse than braces, to me. cuz i have to take out when i'm eating, this means that, you'll see me sticking my fingers into my mouth, taking out retainers full of saliva, wash it and place it on the table while eating with me. LOL. i dunno when to take out the braces thou. hees. but braces keep giving me ulcers. like now. two ulcers combining to one now. united nations. super pain. but i still eat burger king and long john todae. LOL.

sb talentime semifinals, mar, alicia and i are in charge of it. hees. mondae is tech run.

stay around sb foyer from 11am to 2pm on tues and wed to listen to songs sang by fellow schoolmates!

hahas. mon have to stay back in clubhouse and go for tech run. argh. hang on, peishan!

finally. today is the onli dae that i dun have to stay back after school. i came back home after lessons todae and slept for 3 hours. i was so unwilling to wake up for my dinner. i wish i can just sleep till the next morning. been staying back in school for so many things for this week. for projects, for sb club. and these 2 are enuff to kill me alive. let alone studies. hais. last time i complained that i had got nowhere to go after school other than home. now i reali miss the days of going home after school. or just merely meeting up with frens. that feeling is .. carefree, relaxing...

if you haven known. we've been chiong'ing' for projects like mad this week as todae is the deadline for the projects, reports and powerpoint slides. super stressed up. furthermore, there are problems arising like how cakes rise. who doesnt need a break, everyone needs it. i shall not continue the problems here, or i'll feel worse.

i need chocolates!!!

by looking at these pictures, i smiled. khay mar, the god of fortune for the day LOL. she's gonna kill me for putting this dumb pic here.

retarded jacqueline wanting to get some $$$ from god of fortune. LOL

yiling's pretty. clever. but a joke herself.
anw, she's holding to the creative balloon sculpture, 3 in 1

sword + sugarcane + flower :D

balloon sculpture benneth and khay mar has made!!

i told you that we love camwhoring during the 8am class on friday (:

SCREWED.
DEAD.
DUN BOTHER.
DUN CARE.
i've tried my best. if i can pass, i'll be jumping ard. 50 marks is all i ask for. give it to me. please. i've pon'ed' todae's lesson to study, hope that heaven will be kind to me and let me pass.

test over,
PROJECTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!
suck.

AAAAAARRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HAVE ENUFF OF THIS SHIT!!!!!!!!!

I HAVEN ENJOYED ANY BREAK FROM START OF SCHOOL???!!!

START:

LESSONS
LESSONS
LESSONS
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2 WEEKS BREAK THAT WERE USED TO STUDY
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MST WEEK
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CAME BACK SCHOOL
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PROJECTS
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
YES, ABOUT 6 - 7 OF THEM (I AM AFRAID TO CALCULATE THE ACTUAL NUMBER)
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TEST AGAIN.

WTH..

ENOUGH.
WHEN CAN I LIVE WITHOUT STRESS!

alright. the whole world must be thinking that i am crazy. i am so negative. okok. i'll try not to be negative k? TRY. as if it's so easy. nvm(:

today 88.3FM djs came to sb and beloved khay mar went to dedicate song to us! it's my bf's song, zhen ming tian zi. hahas. thanks khay mar! i love you. we are as nonsensical as you. so, no worries! hees.

todae has poly50, actually wanted to help out in it, but last minute they said they dun eed help already. sigh. cant get to see frens running. haha. but went to clubhouse, wanting to settle stuff, but student development officer is not there, she is at the poly50 -.- i could have slept at home already.

came back home and slept. woke up and ate mcspicy. again. yesterdae was 4 slices of pizza. last sun was mcspicy too. damn. i'm reali gonna be fat. i dun want. i have do some exercises. yes, i know, i've been saying this for like months, and i have done nothing besides eating more as each day passes. anyway, everytime i eat mcspicy, my stomach felt as if it's burning and i tend to drink alot alot of coke that comes along with it. it's so bloated now and i feel like vomitting. and it's been hours after i've eaten. damn uncomfortable.

i have to say something, i wanna buy the new limited edition adidas watch. my bro and his gf bought it as a pair of couple watch which i totally envied. if onli. hahas. they came back and showed off to me. irritating. hahas. they bought white and gold. so nice can? it is either black and gold or white and gold. hmm~

fridae's the launch party for some sp magazine in zouk. free admission for first 800 onli. no alcohol(: 7.30 to 10pm. dunno if i'm going. see how. gonna chiong for projects after prrojects. all projects due next week. seriously, i'm stressed. ARGH! financial accounting test next monday. consolidation and cash flow. i think i'm not gonna make it thru. help! SIGH

can i expect more than it is now..

are you blind or wat? cant you see that we are trying our best? we did everything and wat do we get in return? scolding. wtf? thanks ah. shouldnt have rated you 2 for student feedback. even 1 is being too gracious to you.
doing nothing and acting as if you did everything is damn f#%king annoying. i feel like giving you one tight slap on your bloody face. acting in front of me doesnt work. i know you dun like me, so do i. and i've made it quite clear. go all the way and talk bad about me, i dun give a damn. we'll see.

these few daes, in school, i can get reali pissed off. but deep inside, who likes to be pissed off alwaes? but there are ALWAYS people and things ard you that will piss you off. i dun want my life to be like this. seriously, sometimes i'll be fed up with my life. but there's just nothing i can do bout it. forget it. live life as it comes each dae.

there are so many things i need to do, but i just dun have the time.

projects
studies
driving
family
frens
sb club
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fishfishfish..
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stop procrastinating.
stop finding excuses.
stop losing temper so easily.
stop scolding vulgarities.
stop wasting time.
stop talking so loudly.
stop luffing so loudly.
stop being so lazy.
stop being so rough.
stop eating so much.
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i know that i've changed.
instead of complaining,
help.

_{why is it not you?}

06.07.07: talentime booth day 01

tended the booth with cecilia. 11 - 12
for those who are interested, even a little bit, just join! it's onli 3 bucks for solo and 5 bucks for duet. you never try, you'll never know! you are onli young once!

anw, went to eat with swen, cn and kh. went to clementi and i pon rwps. NOBLE ME. hees. they played pool after that. saw weiloong and kaifong there playing billard. so long never see them. after that, kh treated us a cab trip back to the school! hahas. so 'SAT' of us -.- thanks kh anw (:

went to kallang with mardiah and alicia (2 crazy women, crazier than me), we were quite lost.

the place is so ulu. and the lift is damn old and scary. if you've heard me saying before, i am VERY, i mean VERY afraid of the lift breaking down. and i reali dun feel good when i see the lift there. then the lift came, and the doors opened damn damn fast. hahas. like rushing for reincarnation. LOL! and we luffed like mad.

inside the lift.. LOL

the wordings on the buttons are.. ROTATED, hahas.
if you cant see properly.. everything was UPSIDE DOWN.
including my dearest 7. so sad right? hahas.
i swear i didnt rotate this pic.

went to grandma's house after the wedding (scroll down to have more info) d; this boy has been scooping and drinking in this action for more than 20 times.
yes, the soup is cooked by my grandmother, receipe from my mother. hees. it's reali nice.


while i was eating, 'pom pom pom' and we all rushed to the room to watch these..

the below are some photos tat i secretly took today in train and at the wedding.

bowl head+cute face

shu mei says, she looks like me. her eyes o.o

i know she's cuter. hees.

07.07.07 (fav no): fatimah's wedding. let the pics do the talking. live earth!

the bride!

the bridesgroom praying.

5 things from the bride to her husband.

awww~ feel like marrying. LOL.

food to give her blessings.

end with our faces (:

my eyes hurt *.*

i'm being veri easily irritated these days. and i keep scolding vulgarities. like free. i have to stop. why? i dunno. stress? maybe. whatever.

i'm so gonna be sick.
headache, flu, little fever.
congrats):

how come? i dunno. not enuff sleep. most prob. i dun wanna be sick!!

anyone of you wanan go redang and take a pic like this?

i dun mind spending hours chit chatting. breath taking scenery(:

khakis, or anyone of you wanna go for a holiday to chill? i feel like i wanna have one trip. the above is redang. cheap, in malaysia, consider? hahas.

11am lesson, and i'm late.

no matter watt ime the lesson is, i'll be late.

hahas.

while walking to sb, saw zhen ming and his frens smoking. then after that, saw a RAIN lookalike. WAHS.. O.O hahas. anywaes, i wasnt that late, cuz lecturer was late and the lecture hadnt started yet.

being alone in the clubhouse is not fun at all. people walked pass and look at you like an animal in a zoo. hahas. tml have to go down alone again ):

khaymar needs my wakie. i need a wakie myself. LOLS.

now in school library, alone.
khay mar, jacqueline, yiling and anne had gone home. but at least they agreed to stay back in school to grab some bite and kill my time.
xuansheng, choon ngee and kokhow had gone back home too. haha. after eating my muffins. LOOK! they are so selfish, inconsiderate and self-centered?! dun wanna accompany me till 5.30pm! LOL! anw, the overall result of muffins from swen, cn and kh = 8/10. if reali possible, i would like to sell my muffins in swen's dad's cake shop. hahas. to earn a living thou. but i guess the ones in the cake shop now are better? hahas. from wat xs said. people will obviously buy the better ones and there goes my effort and profits! hahas. ok, lyn and min, if you are reading, xs said this time's muffins are better, so next time we'll try this receipe alright? i mean if there is still another baking session with you girlies. hahas. it's fun! khay mar and shu mei (stupid girl, cant call her jac. cuz it sounds 'man', but i think she'd definitely 'prefer' this name) , yesterdae was real fun! again!

lyn, min, khay mar, shu mei,
let's try some upper level stuff! i wanna bake cookies next time. my mum saes swiss rolls are easy. chocolates. cakes.. hmm.. let's try. i'm reali boring now.

fish! there is still an hour to 5.30pm. save me!
i've played online games, from basketball to pool to killing people to eating insects to ... to ... to ......... i'm so boring! so tired! slept at 2+am in the morning, and woke up at 8am todae. not enuff sleep. not as much as those hours during the mst week. during the mst week, i keep finding excuse not to study like eg. 'sleeping early is good for next day's paper' -.- so lame la. but i cant sleep before 2am. it's been a habit already. ):

gosh! i've been sitting here from 3.30pm till now and my eyes are closing already. nothing to blog already.

ARGH!!!!

haha. went to khay mar's house to bake muffins! hahas. so fun and easy to do. this is the second time i'm baking muffins! hahas.

the muffins' mixture (:

saw the hershey's chocolate chips? lots of it is a must (:

babies, let's go into the oven!

grow babies, grow!

keep growing!

oops! overgrown!

do these remind you of some dogs' production? HAHA

yeah! results! this pic looks black in everything, that's because of the table!

my supportive mum ate it and commented that it's as nice as those that were sold in bakeries! MUAHAHA! i know wat to do when i retire ((((: