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alright. the whole world must be thinking that i am crazy. i am so negative. okok. i'll try not to be negative k? TRY. as if it's so easy. nvm(:

today 88.3FM djs came to sb and beloved khay mar went to dedicate song to us! it's my bf's song, zhen ming tian zi. hahas. thanks khay mar! i love you. we are as nonsensical as you. so, no worries! hees.

todae has poly50, actually wanted to help out in it, but last minute they said they dun eed help already. sigh. cant get to see frens running. haha. but went to clubhouse, wanting to settle stuff, but student development officer is not there, she is at the poly50 -.- i could have slept at home already.

came back home and slept. woke up and ate mcspicy. again. yesterdae was 4 slices of pizza. last sun was mcspicy too. damn. i'm reali gonna be fat. i dun want. i have do some exercises. yes, i know, i've been saying this for like months, and i have done nothing besides eating more as each day passes. anyway, everytime i eat mcspicy, my stomach felt as if it's burning and i tend to drink alot alot of coke that comes along with it. it's so bloated now and i feel like vomitting. and it's been hours after i've eaten. damn uncomfortable.

i have to say something, i wanna buy the new limited edition adidas watch. my bro and his gf bought it as a pair of couple watch which i totally envied. if onli. hahas. they came back and showed off to me. irritating. hahas. they bought white and gold. so nice can? it is either black and gold or white and gold. hmm~

fridae's the launch party for some sp magazine in zouk. free admission for first 800 onli. no alcohol(: 7.30 to 10pm. dunno if i'm going. see how. gonna chiong for projects after prrojects. all projects due next week. seriously, i'm stressed. ARGH! financial accounting test next monday. consolidation and cash flow. i think i'm not gonna make it thru. help! SIGH

can i expect more than it is now..