all right. sun, just before the school starts, i went to my cousin's wedding dinner.
a picture worth a thousand words. BUT dunno wat happen, i jus cannot upload pics in my blog. hmm. nvm.

okies. anw, superhost, lin cui fang, is actuali my cousin's good fren and she hosted the dinner veri veri well! this wedding dinner has 2 centers of attraction - namely the couple and the superhost. hees. we were taking pictures with the both attractions and because she's a superhost and therefore a star, i wouldnt want to put the pic up here. for some reason or another. hahas.

i'm quite lazy to blog nowadaes. hees.

^{so fucking stress nowadaes. getting good marks for tests dun come by just like this. even if i did quite well for my earlier tests, i will not/may not be as good next times. can you guys stop imposing stress on me? come on lahs, they are onli tests. just a piece of paper. why stress yourself up because of a piece of paper? i m not a genius. if i am a genius, i wun be here to see your fucking faces and hear your fucking sacarstic comments! if you continue to spike me, i wun be frenly to you, i promise. i m a very normal person with limits, stucked up attitide, strengths and weaknesses.}

_{i reali think that passing is enuff. please be satisfactory with whatever you have now. if you have a veri high expectation of yourself, when you fall, you'll fall badly. the higher you want yourself to climb, the greater the pain you'll suffer when you fall is. stress is something useless you give it to urself.}

bout thu's happenings, check out shirlyn's blog.

bout fri's happenings, check out vivian's blog.

yes, i am lazy to blog. xP

okies. todae is my cousin's wedding day 1! hees. excited. and have been waiting for this dae quite a while. CONGRATS! woke up and realised that my mum was out to dye her hair. hmm. i ironed some of my clothes that i tot tha i'll be wearing but in the end, i onli wore one of them. hees. my mum came back and her hair is nice! hees. she was DAMN anxious. hahas. called xueting and met her downstairs and headed to yishun.

upon reaching there, there were far too many ppl to call. so we just 'skipped'. hahas. we helped ourselves at the buffet and within half and hour, the bride and bridegroom reached. they continued with the tea ceremony as a form of tradition. helped to pass and collect the tea cups to and from the weds. actuali i'm not the one assigned to do this, but it was because my cousin, who's maried, had to drink tea and i had to replace her. hahas. even those it felt like a 'replacement', i am happy. hahas. took pictures and bla bla bla.. most of the ppl went home. but xueting and i were still there. so, we decided to go downstairs for a walk. i not, we'll be so so bored. hees. came back and was exchanging our files in our hp. send here and send there. of cuz, we did took pictures. lols. and i found my strawberry there! it's a soft toy that i love, even till now.

i just cannot upload those pics! angry!

that's all! tml going to wedding dinner! hees.

todae exceptionally woke up earlier at 11.30am for project later at 12.45pm in city hall. as usual, i was late. hees. worked on our project in burger king.

ITAB = information technology for business application. this subject alwaes drives me crazy. IT SUCKS!! we seriously dunno how to do that stupid project. hahas. so we split up the work and chose the questions randomly. luckily mine was okie-okie. completed my question in burger king and went for shopping after that.

went to shop at raffles city and suntec city. hmm. saw one GUESS bag for just $35.90!!! dunno wanna buy anots. so went ahead for shopping first. hahas. my fren needed to leave urgently. so we walked veri quickly from suntec to city hall mrt. so i decided to buy that bag. it's genuine, cheap and i dun have this kind of bag. hahas. satisfied. happy happy~ =D

as we were walking veri quickly, my fren's fav slippers broke. hahas. my fren and i walked faster than her so we're ahead of her. we laughed and laughed. hees. so i accompanied her to go and buy another pair of slippers. hees.

took train back and my lappy is veri heavy, my shoulder gonna break. the new boon lay bus interchange reali confused me. all the bus lanes changed and i reali dunno wat bus to take. whenever i boarded a bus, i felt fearful. dunno will reach home/interchange anots. hahas. stupid rite? -.-"

someone saes wanna buy adidas wach, addas jacket for me cuz he's rich. hahas. thanks! =P

hey hey~ i'm back!

hmm. left home at 5.30am and went to my grandma's place to catch the van that we've booked. yes, we did not take coach. my grandma then said that she did not want to go. =( and she's going to stay at home with my uncle at home for the next three daes. she must had missed me us. hahas. took the van to tuas checkpoint, 2nd link. okay! crossed the bridge and we're in malaysia, tuely asia~ on the wae, we stopped to fill & release ourselves. slept awhile and the rest of the time was crapping and playing with my cousins. my cousins and i were veri afraid that we might vomit cuz of the winding roadd. but we didnt! we suceeded! yeah!

after 8 long hours, we finally reached genting hotel! it's already 2+pm. hahas. went to our hotel room. love that smell of the hotel. hees. crazy~ the children went to swim. play the water playground. my mummy, my aunt, my cousin and i went shopping. hees. ate dinner and went back to the hotel room. slept veri soundly. hees. veri cosy. hees. woke up and my voice is losing. wanted to go pharmacy but pharmacists was off duty. visited the doc and realised that i had fever. fever, flu, cough and sore throat. taken the medicine and continue to shop with my cousin. my mum, my aunt and uncle went to play casino. while the rest of the children went to the outdoor theme park. we shoped the whole dae. hmm. veri tired but had the feeling of satisfication. hahas. the last dae, stayed at hotel in the morning to wait for the rest of them to come back and get ready for check out. the van supposed to come at 2pm. but it came at 3pm. went to shop again. hahas. no choice. i'm sick! cant do anything. except shopping. hees.

as we went do the hill, me and my cousin felt like vomitting. we stopped to have our dinner at 4+pm and went straight to singapore. luckily we didnt vomit. phew~ hees. reached tuas checkpoint. we're going to check our luggage. then my cousin's luggage was held up. hahas. then my aunt was veri angry and anxious. cuz the luggage was locked by that mischeivious fellow. took a long time to open the luggage. and it's onli a box that looks like cigratte casing. hahas. the advantage of having a van is that we can alight at the doorstep of our flat. hees. reached home sweet home at bout 10+pm. watched tv and slept at bout 1am. woke up at 4.30pm todae. i tot that my clock was not working. hahas. slacked and watch WC. hees.

it's time i worked on my tutorials!

hey hey~
sore throat.

but;

i'm setting off to GENTING
BON VOYAGE ~!

^{sorry guys, i'm not going to the chalet. cuz i have to go to genting.}

not in the mood to update.
sians half x half x half x infinity~
pissed off.

but i'm tanned!
and saw a lot of shuai ge!
=P
that's the ^{onli happiness.}

i am veri pissed off. updated. but PAGE NOT DISPLAYED. it's a long entry. suan lers.

todae is already wed. school's going to reopen quite soon. hahas.

mon
slacked at home. done some foolish things alone at home. xD

tues
woke up early in the RAINY morning at ard 11+am to wait for my god-mother andd my uncle to call me. they were sending out wedding cakes for my cousin's wedding at the end of this month. at marina mandarin. i have to get a presentable DRESS! and it's GSS now. hees. i expected them to reach ard 11+. i waited and waited for their call. they finally called at 12+ and sae they will reached quite late, in the late afternoon. but i'm meeting my frens to do project at plaza singapura, 1pm. i know i'll be late, and cannot be later. so they came and passed the cakes. i quickly ruched off to ps's mac. ate pepper drumlets meal. whew~ love the twister fries!! tried to work on the project. but everything went wrong. my laptop was not fully charged, nobody brought notes. we dunno how to start the project. so we headed off to SPOTLIGHT to buy materials for our 3D model. dunno wat to buy too. so sat down and waited for that guy to come. then we decided on the materials and mindmap. hmm. bought matterials and went to mac again. saw ex hua yian - PS from min's class. was veri uncomfortable. cuz her frens kept looking in our direction. did everything (mostly). off to SHOPPING! bought a pair of slip-on heels same as my fren, diff colour, at $29.90. i think i fell in love with heels or wat? lols. quite a no of heels at home. hahas. *BROKE*. saw sugianto and the other gal from project superstar. and it's bout 10+. charles and keith is going to close already. went home after that.

wed
my hp rang and rang for non stop in the EARLY morning. i mean EARLY morning. junxian called to tell me details on hua yi's 50th anniversary this fridae. THANKS TO JUNXIAN!! tell the rest of my pals. ask them to call hua yi to write their names. i've written mine, junxian helped me to. =) still alot of calls..
blah blah blah..~
went to meet my frens at dover mrt station and saw our BROTHERS from CIVIL DEFENSE. hahas. crazy~ did our project. and i realiised that just opposite the place i was, were ed, swen and ngee playing soccer. they had some kinda match rite? i wanted to go find them. but it's like i scared they couldnt see me. hahas. plus there were other ppl there too, whom i dunno. messaged them but no reply. FINE!! headed home myself. but i went to jp. find <3> to have dinner together. she told me to go and check out the charles and keith sales. one pair of heels for 8 bucks!! so cheap!! but i go see see look look, all not my size. and the heels are veri high. hahas. so go walk walk, and bought a hair dye. dark copper red blonde. but i think the outcome will not be veri red. hees. it's cheap, that's y it tempted me. my mum is having off tml. so i'll accompany her if i can. hees. i can. lols. -.-"

hey hey~ it's holidaes' time!

actuali it's not holidaes yet. it's onli that we do not have to attend school for three weeks from now. three weeks onli. first week is e learning week, and after that will be 2 weeks of holidaes. two weeks onli.

todae took train at 08.35 from boon lay. i tot i'll be late. but i didnt. i reached classroom around 9.10am. david cheong (our teacher) did not marked me late. those ppl who are later than me are all marked late. count myself lucky. i was half dead during his lesson.

got MOB class after that deadly lesson. i was not having a good mood i dunno y. hais. was scolding one of my group member for a veri stupid action. he did not sae anything, but i felt sorry. then my fren sitting next to him was depressed suddenly. my sixth sense told me that she was unhappy with my actions. i knew something was wrong and faked myself to be as normal as i can. then i told them that i dunno y i have a bad mood and used pms as an excuse. =(

@ 2.30pm, my fren and i have to go and collect our dresses that we ordered in the bazaar at our schhol earlier. but we have david cheong's lecture at 2pm to 3pm. and the person passing our dresses couldnt stay after 3pm. so we decided pon lecture. asked class rep to help us mark attendance, but he himself was not going. he had passed the responsibility of taking attendance to his fren, fren onli, who is not holding any position in the class. i called him and bluffed him that me and my fren will be joining the lecture onli halfwae thru it, but we intend not to go at all. he said 'if i see you at the end of the lecture then i'll mark you present'. i was quite pissed off. wtf? if it was my class rep, he would have agreed to it. but he, who does he think he is? in addition, his personality was not veri good.

i was quite pleased with my dress, but my fren's was a bit 'doesnt look like the one in the catalogue'. she's quite sad over it. cuz it's not veri cheap for us. anywaes, we decided to go to lecture. i actuali did not want to, as it'll be more embarassing iif david cheong scold us. and you know, once you open the door of the lecture hall, everione's looking at you. but she wants to go, so, how can i pang seh her? we went in and guess wat david cheong said..
'aiyoh~ this.. this.. eileen (my fren's name) and.. and.. was veri .. i will do the appropriate actions .. the power of a teacher.. '
anw, he's kinda lame and crazy. luckily he cant remember my name, if not i'll be losing face. hahas. but dunno why, i was having a bad mood in the lecture hall, i didnt bring my lecture notes and was thinking 'if it's not for the attendance, i wun be here.. he better mark me and eileen present.'

after lecture, studied for the poa test. was veri veri sick can? keep sneezing like nobody's business. my frens around me felt sick sitting beside me. hahas. so i ate chocolate bar to stop the sneezing. fuuny right? fancy eating chocolate will stop the sneezing. after finishing the chocolate, the sneezing continues, ate a chocolate bar b4 going for test.

i'm not going to do well for my poa test. trial balance cannot balance! correction of error was damn difficult can? hais.

hmm. someone saes that i am too busy to update, so i update todae lohs.

30th 0f may ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO WEIJIAN AND EDWIN!!!

i ended school at 5 actuali. but i was released earlier, released at around 4+. i am supposed to meet them at jurong east control @ 6.15pm. i have more than an hour in je. SIANS. walked around je. then went to meet them lohs. them refers to weijian, weiloong, junxian, kokheng, camen, weeboon and zhenming. took taxi to halo bar somewhere in NP and SIM. it's my first time going to such places. was quite worried. lols. =x stupid~

after awhile kexin and edwin reached. luckily there's kexin, if not i'll be the onli girl and will be veri sians. thanks to kexin. the place was filled with the smell of cigrattes. fainted. whole nite was about : singing, pooling, chatting, dai dee-ing, smoking and beer-ing. i drank quite alot. hees. it costed about 160+ bucks. muahahas. thank god we girls dun have to pay. this is one of the many good reasons i like to hang out with them. lols. joking onli. hahas. around 11+ went home already. shared cab with camen n wejian. i was second to alight. no need to pay again. MUAHAHA~ =x THANKS okies? reached home at bout 12 midnight. bathed and slept.



31st may 2006

SORE THROAT! SLEEPY! dunno where does the sore throat come from. hurts till now can? =( i was veri restless ytd. hahas. then my frens sais that i'm drunk. lols. the effect too such a long time? hees. released at 2+ as the poa lecture onli lasted for like 15 mins. hahas. then junxian they all were in SP to attend some talk or wat. but i dun get to see them. by the time jun xian called ne, i'm already in jp shopping. lols. went back home and sleep.

1st jun 2006

was late for like 5 mins. hees. but the tutor is later than me, so nvm. hees. got back my MOB (managerial, organisational behaviour) module's CA1. guess wat? i am the top in the class scoring 96 points. WOOHOO~ happy! hees. i didnt go celebrate kokheng's birthdae that weekend before the test, but i scored for my test. hees. i guess kokheng will not be unhappy with me bahs. i was happy and satisfied. i have a fren that got a C (60 to 69 points) and she's kinda close to me. then she was like veri depressed over the test grades. and i kinda feel that she dun like to talk to me after the results. i was veri unhappy with that (not being unhappy cuz she's feeling unhappy). cuz its onli a test and it's onli the first test. y she wanna behave like this? i dun like this kinda of ppl. feel like slapping her she emphasised too much on winning and losing. wtf?

after sch ends at 1, went back home and rested awhile, then off i went to jp's dental clinic. 3pm's appointment but i was onli ushered into the clinic at 3.30. actuali todae is the dae that i'm going to put on my lower braces. but he said no time. wth? okies. then some other time. after the holidaes then. hmm~ but i changed the colour of my braces to white as i'm going to have a wedding dinner. so i dun want my braces to be so 'ming xian'. went to buy hair dye to dye myself. hahas. cuz going salon is veri exp. bought a colour that is not so bright. cuz i scared my mum scold me. hahas. it onli costs 11.10 bucks. cheap? hahas. tml got poa test, i haven study. end here. =)

^{happiness onli lasted for a few seconds after i got back my results. i'm afraid that classmates look at me in another wae. and this posted much more stress than me. i told myself. as long as i can pass every module, i'll be satisfied. but now, the competition become tuffer. people will study harder to trash me. i must hang tough. no matter what they are going to do, i just be myself, try my best in everything i do, and dun care wat others will sae or do to me. sounds easy? it's not. but i'll try.......}