nothing feels right
is it me or is it you, or is it not meant to be
why did i let myself believe miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend i dont really care
i confused my feelings with the truth
im standing here but all I want is to be over there
when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
and you just left like this

mst's from tmr to thur!! but i totally dont have the feel to study. looking at what i've done to my blog, you know i've not been stdying. i practically cannot on the desktop as i'll be stuck on to it. like now.

"why work so hard when you know you vant get into uni?"

keeps repeating in my small mind. argh.

mon:
KILLER 'A' MATHS FOR BUSINESS
4.30 - 5.30 pm

tue:
CHING CHING'S TREASURY
2.30 - 3.30 pm

wed:
LUCKILY-THERE-ARE-ONLY-2-CHAPS BANKING LAW II
10 - 11 am

thur:
MY 'SISTER'S' INTERNATIONAL TRADE FINANCE DOCUMENTATION
2.30 - 3.30 pm


misses.

love is when you do stupid things together..

alright, shall let you guys peek into my life a little. tuesday i did something stupid. but i didnt mind.

i was very very very cui in my t shirt, horts and specs on. i looked like a total nerd. went to meet him. decided to go mos burger to eat. who knows, thank god for the coincidence, the whole mos was full of his frens. fish. i was fking cui that day and fking unlucky can. 1 or 2 frens nvm, its like, 10 of them? oh fish oh fish. after his frens left, we went to mac to study.

till the next morning, went to school and showered (in respective washrooms). xinyi the ba po said that we're losers! and she publicised the fact that i showered in sch to everyone laaaa!!! nvm hahaha. i didnt pay for my utilities bill la everyone. hahaha.

i was fking early for my wed 8am tutorial! reached fc6 at 7.20am. nv been in sch so early before (excluding the times in sb club). was literally a living zombie walking ard sch. the fking annonying lecturer that made me cry fking made me pek cek somemore. its okay. im cool *breathe in and out*

i was worried as i think i seriously looked cui and his frens might think that how come he hangs out with this fking cui girl?! but he was alright with it. even though his fren said im cui. who knows if he's speaking the truth. hahaa. its okay. next time i shall look at least a lil better without my specs.

yes, i wore this and played badminton with my classmates. and i trashed weijun!!!

love all of them (:

saccharine..

met up with my lovelies. the guys have been having it so often. we must do sth bout it. so it was a girls day out. went to goodwood park hotel for durian puff which was like a rock. not amazing at all.

went to fep and had this delicious dessert. looks appetising right??!! bananas, chocolate syrup, sliced ice, peanuts. slurping good.

walked ard orchard and headed towards esplande's cookies musuem. this is not a food blog, so i shall not describe it expressly nor vividly. the cookies there are nice, unique. as you can see from the pictures, the place is kindaf grand but comfortable to linger ard. the staff are frenly and treats you like kings and queens. but, the cookies are uncommonly expensive. 32 - 38bucks for a tin. unless im feeling rich, i'll buy. hahaha!

the lovelies and i


after staying in the musuem for long, we went up the terrace of esplanade. surprisingly, not alot of couples. it's truely a romantic place. with the vocalist's soothing voice singing relaxing songs, i felt at ease for a moment. until 10+pm, the flyer was so dazzling with many different changing lightings. very pretty.

i know you know..

wasnt a good day earlier.
but was quite a good day after that.

bklaw - late
fp - fuck

was crying during fp. why are all the people around me hypocrites? cant they just be real? or this is the fact of life, and one day, i'll be like them? after that lesson, washed up. went to fc 6.

someone tapped my shoulder and a familiar voice said

"hello, excuse me.."

and i started screaming and laughing like mad.

guess who appeared when i was damn damn down..

my charming prince, VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV !!!!!!!

its been almost half a year since i last met him. he appeared whenever i was so damn cui. hahahaa. but that's not the point. he's in the airforce now and he's as nice and charming as ever. he came back for career fair. after meeting him, i was damn damn damn damn blooooody high!!! muahahhaha!!!!

treasury, and met him for lunch at 3??!! was quite lethargic as i wanna go for the career fair with frens. original plan was to go career fair with frens, eat in sch with him, meet kh. but he didnt wanna eat in sch. so we went to career fair for a lil while, F called me and ran away. kindaf awkward? anw, town-ed and xin wang-ed.

he went to meet his family and i went back home. KO-ed and was having TERRIBLE headache. feels liike dying literally. gave up of even touching the tutorial for itfd. even gave up hope of going to sch tmr. but min might be coming over to sp tmr. i would miss out the fun. ahh whatever. see how.

IVE
BEEN
BD-ING
AND
NOT
DOING
ANY
OTHER
STUFF
FOR
DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND
NIGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

WHEN
WILL
IT
END?????????!!!!!!!!!!

I
WANNA
DIE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, FUCK.

strepsils cough syrup
strepsils lozenges
elmo comforter
warm

dont die so soon..
cus.. you're my daily dosage of sweeeeeetnesssssssss..

1. PLEASE BUY A MIC THAT IS ABLE TO CONNECTED TO YOUR COM.
2. CLICK ON THIS : http://www.karaokeparty.com/en/
3. COMPETE WITH FRIENDS AND GET ALL HIGH !!!

HAHAHAHAHA! DAMN HIGH!!! the guys and i were talking about this website over lunch. and staright after that, we went to buy mics! i came back home and slept all the way till evening. and started singing till then. FUN FUN FUN!!

he's enjoying himself in da club now! and im stuck home doing bd :(
yes, again. told you guys, it's on a daily basis.

update soon.

PANADOLS, CLARINASE, WOODS COUGH SYRUP, STREPSILS & WOODS & VICKS LOZENGES, TISSUE PAPER, TOILET ROLL.. my best friends now. what's more, CRAMP. not enough? DIARRHOEA.

IM SO DAMN SICK (all of the above) AND TIRED (projects and tutorials and upcoming msts and more projectsssss), LITERALLY, NOW.

can i take a day's off? no, i better save it up for future's usage, in case i really really really wanna skip sch. its not that im too obedient not to skip school, but i just know that once i start skipping, i can never stop myself.

have been seeing the guys ard in sch, so happy! love them! played badminton just now. finally some sweat. changed my driving school's membership to a private one. im ready to go for practicals!

so many things to do, so little time (uncountable times ive been repeating this).

i know i understand. i have to.

I'VE MOVED!!!

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OR
HTTP://WWW.YYEOSSIMMIN.BLOGSPOT.COM

I JUST FREAKING DONT HAVE THE TIME TO UPDATE MY DEAD BLOG.

many unforgettable and happiest moments in my life. i jus couldnt update. i know it's obscene to have clicked and seen the obscene words not even by scrolling my blog down. please forgive. i freaking have no time.

please visit the above mentioned blogs if you wanna know more (: if not then fish off.

love my frens. love them.

lastly, i am still alive and kicking.

fine. bye. fuck you.
:)

okay. what has happened. all i can rmb now is that:

- bd is fucking pissing me off
- lyn's birthday celebration. updates when pics are in
- i love my sweet girlies for the balloons taht made my day
- i love my darlings. been spending three consecutive days with them. they made me laugh like no one's business
- im sunburnt now
- too many things happen in the shortest span of time

please buy me the tee shirt that xinyi has, 'im tired of meeting mr wrong'. hahahaha!