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HAPPY 2010!
in advance. since it might be my last post of the year.


this space had been vacant for quite some time. just when i felt like blogging, it's already the year end. see how time flies.

Whenever it comes to the year end, isn't this the question that keeps hopping around your mind?

It sets people retrospecting into the past and thinking about their future. Some people gets troubled while others get all ready. Some are pessimistic while others are optimistic. Some are strolling every day while others are leaping years in advance. Some are lost while others are clear. Some think of their limitations while others think how to breakthrough their limitations.

Which do you belong to?

I was thrown with the ever-so-weighty question and it was my first time feeling its overpowering effect on my tiny-little-almost-brainless brain. I was stuck and my first reaction was to give the most utilised three-word-answer: I Don't Know. It then sets me pondering, why would I say so? Why didn't I said something or anything other than those three words? Have I not thought about it at all in my past twenty years? Have I wasted my so-called 'life'? Why this and why that. Have I this Have I that. I annoyed everyone in my household with those killer questions. And hell yes, these are the questions flashing through my mind for over 48 hours and I have yet to come out with an answer. These are the questions which are definitely harder than all math or finance questions I've ever did in my life. Shoot me with this question and I'll think algebra or treasury is so easy. Math or Finance.. answers will just appear once I flip the book to the last few pages. But for those questions, its not just simply that.

Guessed the correct question?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN THE FUTUTRE?

That's long term. Thought that it might feel abit better,

WHAT ARE YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS?

not enough time for you to think through?


That's how I felt. I was burying myself into tons and tons of excuses and was not able to spend, maybe, a day, to think things through. Now, I find myself lost without any purpose in life. All along, I have a few short term goals that I wish to accomplish. Shall keep in suspense some of them since I think I might have the possibilities to fail ;D As for the long term goals, I'll have to really take a few days off to think over it, over and over again.

In the Year 2010, I want to:

1. Solve ____ problem.
2. Improve ___________.
3. Get that dream ___.
4. Save to $____.
5. Have my own ____.
6. Start my own ________.
7. Hop to higher income job.
8. Obtain driving license by June.
9. Learn and understand Mahjong.
10. Travel.
11. To study or not??????

and the list goes on and on.

Its the New Year Eve! What are you planning to do to end this year and to begin next year at the strike of midnight?! Club like last year for me, but am still comtemplating.

Anyway,

Enjoy the New Year and May All the Resolutions Be Done!