stop talking bout the boring stuff that happened todae.

went to dental appt @ somerset, mid point orchard. change to orange colour! then went back to school, again.

on the wae back. saw this reali cute guy sitting in front of me lahs. wahs. cute lahs. hahas. but he alighted after a few stops. hees.
but after that, saw another guy lahs. that board somewhere on the earth and i didnt realise when he boarded.
his backview was like oorhhs~. i was literally thinking bout these:'broad shoulders that are perfect for lying, a not-bad body to hug and cling on, i wanna hug him!'.
i'm not psychotic. it's not wrong to look at guys. hees. :DD
i alighted and wanted to look at the face of his, and he oso alight at dover! hees.. dun dare to urn back and look at him as he was onli behind me. it'd so obvious if i turned ard right?
i remembered his checkered collar shirt.
alighted and saw angela they all. chatted awhile and i gtg. y??
cuz i saw my prince charming who i had blogged about previously.
omg... i quickly end the conversation and walked towards SB. hees. he's wth his frens, but never talked. so funny. lol.
because of the slope, we walked together!!!! arghs!! omg.. my heart was pumping like mad lahs. lols.
so near yet so far.. ):
after reaching SB, he went in for lecture but i went to my fren's shop. hees.
he came out after lecture, my fren sae he's distorted. she basically love guys above 1.8m. anywaes, he looked ard. hope that he know that an ugly girl existed. lols.. i'm crazy.
althou he's not veri tall, but it's okies, i'm short. lols.
yay!

TOOK OUR PROJECT AND IMITATED IT. THREW BACK OUR THUMBDRIVE IN GREAT UNSATISFACTION. NOT A WORD OF THANKS FROM YOU. WE FELT THAT IT'S NOT RIGHT TO STEAL OTHER PPL'S GOOD WORK AND CREDIT YOURSELF. WE ARE SELFISH, I ADMIT. BUT WE PUT IN TONS AND TONS OF EFFORT DOING THAT. JUST COPY AND PASTE AND OUR EFFORT WILL BE MISUSED. WILL YOU BE HAPPY THAT YOUR EFFORT IS BEING POSED AS SOMEBODY ELSES' EFFORTS? IF YOU HAVE AT LEAST THANK US, WE DO NOT MIND. INSTEAD YOU AND YOUR FRENS DISPLAY 'WONDERFUL' ATTITUDES TO US. ONE SHOULD BE AT LEAST GRATEFUL TO ANOTHERS' KINDNESS. DO TO OTHERS LIKE HOW YOU WANT OTHERS TO DO TO YOU. NEVER HEARD OF THAT? YOU HYPOCRITES, DOUBLE HEADED SNAKES, DUN FORGET WHAT YOU ALL HAVE DONE. THERE WILL BE A PAYBACK TIME. IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH ME, TELL ME. YOU DUN NEED TO HAVE ACCOMPLICES TO HATE SOMEONE. I KNOW YOU'RE GOOD IN THIS AREA, IF YOU ARE A HUMAN WITH A RED AND GRACIOUS HEART, YOU SHOULD ALLOW THE WEAKER ONES TO IMPROVE. AND NOT TO KNOCK THEM DOWN. I KNOW YOU'RE HAPPY AFTER DOING THAT. THE WAE YOU ACT WITH THE FEW MONKEYS MAKE ME WANNA PUKE. IS THIS THE WAE YOU LIVE FOR THE PAST 17/18 YEARS? LOOK AT YOUR OWN HEART. IF YOU LIKE THAT PERSON, AND THAT PERSON WANTS YOU TO DO SOMETHING NOT RIGHT, YOU DO IT, BECAUSE YOU LIKE HER, BUT WILL SHE APPRECIATE? DUN BE A FOOL. CANT YOU SEE THAT SHE'S USING YOU AS A PUPPET? YOU MUST BE BLIND. I CANNOT FORGET THE WAE YOU ALL GRIN AND SMILE EVILLY. IT MAKES ME EXTREMELY PISSED OFF. WE GIVE YOU FACE NOT TO KNOCK YOU DOWN, BUT IN TURN, YOU KNOCK US DOWN IN THE NEXT FEW MINUTES. FUCKERS. SHALLOWW PPL. BUNCH OF FAKERS. WE LIVE BY THE PRINCIPLE OF 'DOING WAT YOU WANT OTHERS TO DO TO YOU'. YOU ARE JUST LIKE A MIRROR REFECT THE WAE YOU TALK ANYTIME YOU WANT. I WUN LET YOU DIE MEAN I WILL LET YOU DIE IN A TRAGEDY. THEN MAYBE I SHOULD LEARN THE WAE YOU TALK TO ME AND APPLY IT WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU. I REGARDED YOU AS FREN, I DOUBT YOU LIKE IT THAT WAE. I'LL MAKE THE ADJUSTMENTS. PLEASE DUN REGARD YOURSELF AS HIGHER CLASS. IT IRRITATES ME. STOP SAYING OTHER'S BAD THINGS AS IF YOU ARE PERFECT. YOU ARE NOT. THE DEADLIEST THING IN LIFE IS ARROGENCE.

okies. my dark eye rings are coming out..

been spending much of my time doing stupid projects. M1 and SingTel's marketing project was a killer. last saturdae, due to a time constraint, went to angela's house and finish most of the project there. shoot an advertisement. hahas. was funny. feel free to watch.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZydlbB6tmZ8
mondae was the presentation of the project that we had put veri veri much effort in it. hahas. was veri nervous but the presentation was fairly well. teacher said it's veri well done. thank you~ hahas. at least pour efforts didnt go down the drain. hees. happy! went home and guess who i saw, the thinniest men on earth.. rodney. hahas. so long never see him. still as thin as bamboo.. hees.
tuesdae got etiquette at 8. jac was veri late and i went in first. without jac, it's hard to live. hahas. after that, went to foodcourt 1 for the first time and ate the chicken chop there. OH MY~~ IT'S MARVELLOUS. wat is the chicken shop that we had in foodcourt 6? just a piece of plain checken meat with disgusting and unappitising sauce on it?!! hahas. the chicken chop there was tender and juicy. the chili sauce is diff from any chilli sauce. the fries are crispy like hell. hahas. worth trying.!
when i was going home yesterdae, i saw swen and ed. two hundred years never see them. show them the pic that i took with my frens during the SPCA flag day. my frens were carrying real kittens on their hands. i dare to touch them! hees. then we donated 10 bucks. we are kind ppl. hahas. then went home together.. hees. planned to sleep from2pm till 6pm. but, jean, currently enjoying her after-o's holidaes, asked me out. okies, since i have not seen her for long and i reali need to talk to someone and have a walk. met her at jp. walked and walked, nothing to buy. went to watsons and saw the hair dyes, we wanted to buy violet colour, but never bring money. other daes then. hees. then jukwang came and find us. they went to je after that. i went home and watch tv all day. hahas.
every thursdae is a torture for me. struggling to survive thru the dead timetable. after the last lecture, cn and ed suddenly call me.. went home together and it's raining like cats and dogs. my mum went to her company's dinner and dance, my bro going to kallang stadium and play soccer. i'm gonna be so so lonely. went to jp and bought sushi and bubble tea for my dinner. pathetic. tml is the last dae of the week and sundae gonna meet the girls!! hees. awaiting..~

unknowingly..i've become more anti social. is it because that i'm lack of confidence? when and why have i became lack of confidence? or does not know how to communicate with others? i may look veri happy on the outside. i feel veri empty inside. i felt that i'm no longer needed and my existence doesnt make a difference. i have became more sensitive. i am so alone. felt so unwanted. i cannot be a good fren to others and doesnt reali have a fren that i can telleverything like before. anymore. is it because that the evt in poly is much more diff? seems like sec 1 and 2 days are coming back.. to me, i tthink family is much more important and it's the onli place that i can depend totally on.

MST week is shit. i had beeen working. i'm not going tto do well this sem. it's shit. not onli the timetable is rubbish, the modules are rubbish too. the teachers are too. after tests and tests, are projects and projects. poly life is not slack at all. hmmm. when is hoilidae coming?? one month. so long. i know that i'm not going to do as well.

hahas. it's been a long time since i've updated my blog. lols. okies. let's talk bout what has happened recently.

Saturdae.
SHIRLYN'S BDAE CELEBRATION @ SENTOSA!!!
yeahs! hees. i've been wanting togo sentosa for a long long time. i'm far too fair until i cant tahan myself. at first there were like approximately 15 ppl going. but end up.. onli 10-11 ppl came. ahhas. met at boon lay control and there were onli ed,cn,swen,lyn and me onli. then met up with kexin and weixiang at jurong east. followed by zhaorong at outram park. then headed for sentosa, siloso beach. the first one to be wet was none other than SHIRLYN. hahas. onli kexin and weixiang were not wet. hahas. played vollyball. i reali cant play vollyball. lols. play play play. then wanted to wait for alfred to come. and we planned that after he went into the water, we'll go wash up. hahas. but we drag and drag time. so.. TRAGEDY happened. so scary. better dun talk bout it liaos. after washing up, went to vivo city and sat at the roof, talked. hahas. ed and zr went home. then we decided to go clark quay to meet simin and david. swen said there was a sale, selling nike, fcuk... other branded stuff @ lower prices. and it was located at a freaky place. where possibly nobody at our age will know where that is. we walked from clark quay to raffles place then to city hall. so tiring. then went there. there was nothing to buy. went to lau pa sat eat then. it's not a veri nice place. the vendors there are basically snatching businesses, openly. not a veri good experience. never mind. hees.

Mondae.
HAPPY BURFDAE TO SHIRLYN ONG!!
HAPPY BDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BBDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BDAE TO SHIRLYN, HAPPY BDAE TO YOU..!!

went to jp with mummy onli lohs. hees. then manage to find a job at jp. hees.

Tues.
usual. went to school and stuff.

Wed.
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO WEILOONG!!!
ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE, ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE, ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE, WEILOONG, ZHU NI SHENG RI KUAI LE..!!!

ended school at 1pm. so headed to somerset. took train with tricia and yiling. yiling is reali funny. when we were at buona vista mrt station, these was this bird which was 'resting' at the railway track. then she said, "wahs.. wouldnt this bird be smashed by the train when it draws near?" diaos~
went to my dental appt and change my braces' colour to light purple? i like this colour. hees. my teeth are cooperating. hees. one mth later going back to that place agian. hees. went home after that, saw anne on train. wat a coincidence. hees.
that night, met up with jun xian, xueyan and ruixing at boon lay bus interchange. was veri late. ahhas. took a cab down to halo bar. for ruixing and weiloong's bdae celebration. hahas. reached and saw his bro, weijian and jessica, weiloong, weeboon, zhenming, camen. hees. sat ard and talked lohs. lols. sing a little bit songs. hees. drank martel, martel and martel. with green tea lahs. of cuz. lols. hahas. then kokheng, edwin reached. begin to play some mind games. and when everyone knows the ans, i still dunno!!! HMPH!!! play cheat lahs you all. ;P while playing, weiloong's the other bunch of frens came lohs. hees. he has alot of frens. hahas. he's too good liaos. hees. 11+.. cut cake lohs. hahas. his frens sabotage him. and spread cake all over his face. hahas. wanna go home ders shi hou, ke lian ders camen and edwin were puking. hees. smelly. lols. quite fun. i felt kinda uncomfortable. and that kok heng was there keep saying i'm drunk. i'm not!! hahas. just tired nia. lols. and becuz i have a lesson at 8 the next dae, i gotta go early.

Thursdae.
i pon my lesson at 8. hahas. went to school at 1pm. they said i looked like i'm drunk. hahas. i'm not!! hees. afetr the 4 lectures in a row, i went to jp, had dinner with mummy and got ready for work. hees. i'm working in jp. at B!, in front of osim ders push cart. hees. selling clothes and bags. hees. free come find me ar!!! ahhas. but i'm not working everydae. hahas. some of the daes onli. went there and got to know a girl.. hees. she looks older than me, but she's younger than me!! hahas. anywaes, was quite nervous when i sell some things. lols. made mistakes. hees.

Fridae.
after school, there was talentime 06/07. was there cuz my classmate got into finals. hees. it's suppose to start at 5.30pm. but delay till 6++ then start. wait so long. hees. hmm. i saw the shuai ge. hees. he's so handsome. he looks like a price. hahas. but he's not in the finals, cant hear him sing. but he's helping out there. he's not veri tall. but i'm short. hahas. crazy me. it was break and guess wat, he's just in front of my seat.. omg.. i was so paisehs can? lols. so near yet so far. if i can know him jiu hao.. hahas. hees. jacqueline's handsome guy got into the finals. ahhas. she's crazy over him. hahas. but we did not stay for the band section. hahhahs. cuz too late liaos. lols. then went home.

Todae.
stayed at home and watched goong on you tube. omg. shin goon is so cool. hugging him is so comfortable. lols. i think too much liaos. lols. my mum is going to buy me goong dvd. hahas. yeahs. love her so much!! alright.. tml going to work from 3.30 to 10pm. long dae. hees. simin saes she wanna find me!! yeahs!! ahahs. welcome welcome!! hees.