Sunday, August 31, 2008

im so bored now. alone at home. someone please reach home earlier. if not i'll be emo soon again.

friday was spent with min and lyn in town. met up with min first. she impulsively cut her hair short and was ugly according to her. so went to fep to cut her hair. and i was reading fhm and 8 days. took id photo for F1 staff card. lyn came from the mountains only 2 hours after her call. shopped ard and had dinner at cine. cant tell you the place. lest we will not have seats next time. hehehehe. wanted to go for party world after that but was too exp. so THEY wantd to watch 4bia after I (kpo) told them how scary it was. luckily the next slot was not anytime soon. we left and headed home in the end.

saturday was spent with bapo xinyi in town AGAIN. both of us damn slack. anyhow wear to orchard. black spag, shorts, havaianas. i didnt even bring bag. so we went to have mac for lunch as the both of us had the crave. then to fep. shop awhile and had to rush for money no enough 2. so we RAN along orchard road like two lunatics from fep to cine through the fabulous crowd. we managed to reach cine in less than 3 mins (: not bad huh. like riding on motorbikes. we cried like mad for the movie. nice movie. had dinner at starbucks.

from her blog:
'awesome time spent with her. especially when we have neverending topics to chat about. you know.. when you place one chatty girl (thats me!) and one bitchy woman (THATS HER!) together, you'll get havoc.'

IT SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY ROUND OKAYYYYYYYYY. hahahahhahaha

i spent the whole day at home. i woke up at 4.30pm today. guan jun! -.- i refused to wake up actually cus i know i'll not have anything to do. watched the golden path and heard my bf (nic) singing 'mei yi duan lu, dou shi yi zhong li wu~'. okay. that's random. slacked from then till now. still no one's home. oh man. this is shit.

mon: home
tue: tuition and mummy's day
wed: tuition and ZOUK!!!
thur: home
fri: out with redang girls
sat: home
sun: grandma's birthday and REDANG!!!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

1 word for craa:

CUI

no no no, there should be 4 words:

CUI-EST OF THE CUI-EST



UNCLE TAN, DO NOT SEE THIS!

it was until 7+pm when i just woke up from my 5 straight hours power nap, i realised that for a big big mistake for Q4. fk it.



1 word for the semestral exams:

SCREWED

my brother always tell me, the scariest part is when you collect your results. im damn afraid that if i were to read the sms (results) when im outside, i might die in the middle of orchard road.

i told myself if i were to have poor results i can blame no one but myself. i haven been studying. hard enough. i just hope that i will not forward module and i seriously hope that my results will not pull down my gpa dramatically. i will die. literally.

after the last paper, i went to kelly services to sign the f1 contract as well as changing my email (i change my email because of that too) . and the t shirt is alright only. not red surprisingly. it's like baby blue? im working in the morning shift. which means i cant get the chance to watch the race! please let me work OT!!! please!

im supposed to have tuition at 2pm. so i wasted 1.5 hours in jp before i go. when i reached there. TURN OFF: 'gabriel has remedial until 4pm. didnt he tell you?' FK. i was alre half dead when i dragged myself there. and all i hear is that. i ranted to all my frens and thanks for all the replies. i tot everyone's gonna ignore me as they were enjoying. but nope. LUB YOU ALL DEEP DEEP! hehehe. i went home to sleep instead. cus i seriously need some rest. after two weeks of info overload.

slept for 4 straight hours and out with bro and carina for dinner. came back and bro cut my hair for me. as in fringe only. ugly. gonna cut my hair shorter when sch's gonna reopen. and my bro cut coco's hair. fugly. hahahahahhahaa. poor thing.

tmr: out with lyn n min
sat: out with xinyi the ba po
sun: k @ lyn's place? (pending)
tue: mummy's day? (pending)
wed: PARTAY!!
sun: grandma's birthday
sun to wed: REDANG!!

surprise! no party for me tonight. simply cause we're too tired. lets accumulate all the anticipation for wed night! hehehehe.

can you imagine? im going to this paradise one week later!!!!!!!


its like heaven-on-earth!!

where we'll be staying.


dun be envious everyone.




was having a conversation with HO KOKHOW and he said recently i have a fetish to post convo windows. hahahahhahaa. yep! and here's YOURS!



HO KOKHOW, so much so for having a 'bonus of a handsome guy's photo' for me in your blog. here's yours:

I THINK YOU SUPER LIKE ME!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! AND I DUN OWE YOU ANY CHEESECAKE!!! YOU DRINKER!!


you dun care, at all. i understand that you're busy and tired. who's not. at least i made the effort. how about you? i think im just insignificant and you dun need me in your life at all or in the very first place. even though you apologised, i just felt that it was to entertain me. i wasnt pissed by you, im sorry for all the things ive said to you. to let you feel that im pissed. it's all cool (: but when i have to let go, i will. im sorry.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! I WAS HAVING A CONVO WITH MJ LAST NIGHT.

let me set the context for you guys. mon after paper, i was out with my frens and when i reached home, i didnt touch the lec notes at all. so i told myself to study the following day.

then the next day i woke up damn late and i slacked until 6+pm where my bro, his gf came back. so we played psp until 8+pm and went to eat tgt. came back at only 11pm when i realised that i haven even touched my notes. onlined and these were what happened...

rmb the prev post? its all about eating smarties, drinking grow and milo to become smart and guan jun! hahahaa.

next thing,

look at our pm!

HAHAHHAHAHAHA! DAMN FUNNY!

was chatting with guoquan when he mentioned that jonan and him saw me after paper on monday. and shouted 'peishan's back view not bad ah!' but apparently i didnt hear. so i said...


wth. its not as if the first word coming out of my mouth everytime is 'f%^&'. hahaha! pprolly you might think why i wasnt pissed by what he said. cus i already got used to it. the whole sbc tot that my back view is the nicest. yes, back view only. hahahaha! he thinks he's like damn fooking handsome like tom cruise la -.- anw i dun post this cus i wanan let you all know i have nice tan nice body and nice face. LOLLLLL! im not that disgusting okay. that's his perspective ONLY. muahahhahaha! and those who know me well, im was nv once satisfied with my tan, my body or my face. LOL!! i need some plastic surgery. hehehe.


i SELF PROCLIAMED myself as GUAN JUN!!! cus i slept at 5.45am today but woke up only at 1 today. hehehehhe. ITS AN ACHIEVEMENT ALREADY!!! only slept 7 hours okay.

anw loads of unnecessary stuff happened lately,

- coco wang puked.
- television in bro's room broke down.
- my hp is breaking down.
- now, coco's room is being locked for god knows why. and we couldnt find the right key.

DIE LOH.
okay. a random post.

was chatting with them last night. then ah min mentioned that my hair is too long. im going for a haircut but i dun wanna cut it short! simply because its the longest since my long hair in k2. my hair was like until hips then. sec sch, my hair is always of different lengths. but not exceeding shoulder.

do i really need to cut it short?

maybe 1 inch, i dun mind. hahahahaha!



thurs is craa paper i had not touched the lecture notes. damn it.

no parties after papers ): until next wed. im looking forward to that day! so what's my plan after thurs' paper?

have to chiong to international plaza before 12pm to sign some stupid stuff for F1. then have to come back to bl to teach tuition. after being pissed, head back home. sleep. online. sleep.

HOW LIFE-LY !!

):

Monday, August 25, 2008

all thanks to the procrastination and step up 2 in the weekends. banking law paper. no time no time. due to the time constraint i forgot what im supposed to write. damn it. but nvm. its over. anw i realised that alot of ppl watched step up 2 recently. relieve stress ah.

after paper. i chiong my way to the mrt station as ah min, ah pang and cn were already there.
its just a short catching up session from dover to marina sq back to jurong. we had xin wang for dinner as all of us were damn hungry. just wanna find a place to eat asap.

chatted lotsa things and left to take mrt back home. lame la. but I LIKE! hahahaha. steady man they all. lub them deep deep.

MORE OUTINGS

AFTER

THURSDAY

only.

anw had a stupid convo with mj who is currently suffering from studying-too-much-craa syndrome.


crazy already that girl. hahahaha.

i ish jitao no mood to study now!!!!!!!

*uncle tan, see this see this!!

let craa be easy man!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

tmr is banking law paper and i'm still here. i'm stuck onto the com from 1pm, when i just woke up, until now, 5pm. damn. i really got no 'feel' to study. even though i know i have no choice.

the more it rains then more i dun feel like studying. but i cant blame the weather too ):

shit. i really haven touch banking law. damn it. im so gonna flung. ARGH!

my whole head is about redang, my girls, post exams celebrations bla bla bla.

shit shit shit. i dun wanna forward module!!!



)':


ps: and as im editing this post, its 7.52pm now. and i still cant get away from the com. ARGH!

Friday, August 22, 2008

YES THIS IS HOW I FEEL NOW.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

DIE DIE DIE!

IM ALREADY IN THE PARTY MOOD!

im counting down to next week. next next week. hehehheehe. so exciting!

today after paper. mj, jaslyn. xy and me went to botak jones for dinner. we were damn damn high over parties. we cant wait to party together. we can keep listening and singing and dancing and boucing to songs in the kopitiam, on the way there, in the train, anywhere. hahaha! seriously, we are not clubbers, we go club just to destress (:

COME HERE GIRL COME HERE GIRL COME HERE GIRL BOUNCE! WHERE MY PARTY PPARTY PARTY PPARTY PEOPLE AT?! SHE MOVES HER BODY LIKE A CYCLONE! NOTICIN YOU, NOTICIN ME, THAT GIRL IS SO DANGEROUS, THAT GIRL IS A BAD GIRL! DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT! and we are so gonna dance the same way for bounce in the club man! hahahaha!

LET'S CAB DOWN THERE NOW, NOW, NOW! MJ, XY AND JAS! HAHAHAHHA!

ps: please look at the songs meijing, xinyi and i listen to. hahahaha! we simply love that song!

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHA!!!


DAMN HIGH DAMN HIGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

had some stupid conversation with pang, min and cn just now.

MADE ME LUFF LIKE MAD.

we were talking about moving on.







DAMN FUNNY DAMN FUNNY!!!!!
if you dun get it, it's okay. it's noyb too. hahahaha. i blogged it so that next time i looked back, i will have a good laugh over it.



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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

CORPORATE FINANCE




SCREWED!




I DONT WANNA FORWARD MODULE!!




my gpa is so gonna be affected. there goes my ntu ):

Monday, August 18, 2008

its been days and if you haven got any knowledge of this, you were living in your own world.

OUCH OUCH OUCH

PLEASE DO NOT WATCH IF YOU HAVE A FAINT HEART.



POOR THING.
SACRIFICE MADE.

I RESPECT HIM.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

alicia keys - tell you something

guess i'm caught up everyday
tryin to keep it all together
while the time just slips away
see i know nothing lasts forever
imagine there was no tomorrow
imagine that i couldn't see your face
there'd be no limit to my sorrow
so all i can say

i wanna tell you something
give you something
show you in so many ways
cuz it would all mean nothing
if i don't say something
before it all goes away
don't wanna wait to bring you flowers
waste another hour
let alone another day
i'm gonna tell you something
show you something
won't wait til it's too late

i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
i won't wait til it's too late

just a simple conversation
just a moment is all it takes (yeah)
i wanna be there just to listen
(i wanna be here)
and i don't wanna hesitate (oh no)

imagine there was no tomorrow (imagine)
imagine that i couldn't see your face (your face)
there'd be no limit to my sorrow (oh no)
cuz there is nothing that can fill this space
i don't wanna put it off for too long
i didn't say all that i had to say
i wanna take the time to right the wrongs
before we get to the play

i wanna tell you something
give you something
show you in so many ways
cuz it would all mean nothing
if i don't say something
before it all goes away
don't wanna wait to bring you flowers
waste another hour
let alone another day
i'm gonna tell you something
show you something
won't wait til it's too late

just lean on my shoulder
it's not over til it's over
don't worry boy
cuz i'm gonna make sure
i'm gonna get stronger yeah
i don't wanna wait until the storm
there's something wrong
and now you're gone
and i can't find ya

i wanna tell you something
give you something
show you in so many ways
cuz it would all mean nothing
if i don't say something
before it all goes away
don't wanna wait to bring you flowers
waste another hour
let alone another day
i'm gonna tell you something
show you something
won't wait til it's too late

i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
(i won't wait til it's too late)
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
(no.. won't wait, no no)
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
(i won't late til it's too late)
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
no no no no no
no no
(i can't wait, i won't wait)



i have no choice but to wait
as you and i are busy with exams
i dunno whether if you are
but i choose to think that you are
else i cant rest my mind
im really caught up
i wanna keep everything all together
just like last time
just a simple conversation
just a moment is all it takes

i wanna be there just to listen
i wanna believe that it's not over
but apparently something's wrong
and you're gone
i cant find ya anymore

Friday, August 15, 2008

F-R-I-D-A-Y spells fun and parties and shopping for many many.

but for me

it spells tiredness and emoness.

9am to 12pm: csb test
1pm to 4pm: tuition (3rd time for this week and it was supposed to end at 3pm)
4pm to 11pm: xy's place

xy's family members are very nice, funny, entertaining and loving. the place is so hyped up everyday everynight. her little cousins are so cute! and her grandma's food is damn nice. ah ma's is very hip. she was very amazed by my tragus. its good to spend time there cus i can temporarily stop emo-ing. if im alone at home, i foresee that i will draw circles in a corner 24 hours a day. even though the both of us are not happy, im facing my prob and she is facing her prob, the same type of prob, we have no choice but to move on. if we were to be alone in our individual houses, we will both be damn emo. and kept indulging in ice creams and keep growing fatter.

fyi, i ate two ice creams in two consecutive days. and im damn fat. i wanna lose 2kg.

speaking of tuition, i went to teach him the third time today. anw it was supposed to be a 2hr tuition but his cousin came and asked me questions and i cant be too bad to reject helping him so i helped as i tot it would only be 1 or 2 questions and since im teaching my tutee science as well. but he one shot gave me more than 10 science questions. that explained the one extra hour spent there. and my tutee was super interested with his cousin's science questions which are totally none of his business. on the other hand, when it was english lesson, he practically used 1.5hr to do 3 comprehension questions. omfg. he's driving me nuts. let me show you some of his amazing answers/replies in red.

Miss Lee asked John what was the _________ that he was late for school.

a. result
b. responsibility
c. reason
d. cause

a

'Found' is the past tense of _______.

fine

How do you pronounce 'golfers'?

goggles


How do you spell 'police station'?

police officer

Plants need _______, ________, ________, to make food.

yes, it does.

The process that plants make food is ___________.

no, it does not.

How do you test whether the following materials float? Wooden plate, paper plate, metal plate.

you test whether the following materials float? Wooden plate, paper plate, metal plate.

Is blood in liquid form?

no.



you tell me, pek cek or not.
i was being offered canes to cane him but i didnt.
i am seriously amazed by my own patience.















hot cold hot cold come go come go

wtf you want?!

dont you know that just a simple call or msg will light up my day?
ive did my part.


im thinking of you. do you know that?
but did you ever thought of me?
i guessed im just some insignificant bugger in your life.






no, i dont want it to end now.. i dont want.


am i thinking too much?
when he doesnt mean that way?
but god knows how he feels.

Thursday, August 14, 2008

main library level 3A's strategic corner is my second home. ive been spending my every day there with xinyi, meijing joined us one of the days. did alot of stupid things like,



drawing,
signing our signatures,
forging others' signatures,
taking photos,
comparing how much we've changed,
sleeping and dripping loads of saliva (xinyi),
burping loudly (xinyi),
commenting that a guy's legs actually look like a girl's,
psp-ing (peishan),
db-ing (not dragonboat uh -.-),
ls-ing,
whining,
ranting,
ice-creaming (peishan),
planning when's the next party,
pressing calculator damn loudly (peishan),
eyecandy-ing (hehehhehhe, but there were none),
complaining that main lib is smelly,
lift-ing,
listening to damn loud music (meijing and peishan),
scratching our heads,
yawning and tearing,
eating,
eating,
eating,
eating,
and
non stop eating!!!!!!!!!!!!


ARGH! OKAY OKAY!! I KNOW IM FAT LUH HILMI, BUT I CANT CONTROL MY DIET. I HAVE TO EAT JUNK FOOD!! AND AND AND, I HAVE NO DETERMINATION TO LOSE WEIGHT. SOMEBODY HELP ME!


anw, i seriously didnt study, i merely read thru. i dunno how am i going to fare for these papers. its gonna be soooooooooooooooooooooo shitty. this is so not cool.
and im not feeling good. and i ate ice cream again. fat but ARGH. no choice.



why why why?
why do you wanna come and go?
If you leave me tonight
I'll wake up alone
Don't tell me
I will make it on my own
Don't leave me tonight
This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies
If you leave me tonight
And don't you know
My heart is pumping
Oh, it's putting up the fight
And I've got this feeling
That everything's alright
Don't you see
I'm not the only one for you
But you're the only one for me



stay close, dont go,
will you?

Monday, August 11, 2008

the first half of the day was kindaf productive as xy and i spent it in the main lib. shee studied and i read through. that's the diff. main lib is so much better than bizit lib. more conducive and more eyecandies. hehehehhee. anw, his sudden call brightened my day and even though it's short, im more than happy to hear your voice.

but but but, as we were studying, we kept eating junk food. and i looked at what ive eaten today, im so gonna be fat. ive eaten chicken rice for lunch, haribos, potato chips, kinder brueno, mr bean pancake, soya bean, beancurd and tomyam noodles. tell me, how not to grow fatter?! shit.

anw just got pics from pretty meijing's birthday celebration at pretty place, omphatico (if i spelt that correctly). spent a great day with them (:


in school, outside the favourite handicap toilet.



as you can see then lightings are damn good and there is no need for any flash or editing.



this was what i had. thumbs up!


happy birthday pretty.

ps: i beginning to miss you

Sunday, August 10, 2008

anw some random pics for the national day!

08.08.08

caught the mummy with xinyi. she complained that i didnt take photo of the tix unlike others. so here it is! hahaha.

the meeting was rather random, and we also randomly decided to be patriotic and wear red and white! please forgive our nerd faces.

this was an accident in sch. quite some time ago. the three of us wore the same colour combi! it always happens in our class as everyone's dress sense is the same!


random post.

ps: i haven study yet! shit!

Saturday, August 09, 2008

friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend

friend
only
or love?
anw anw anw i SAT AND SLEPT for almost 4 hrs and im like aching everywhere.
if you didnt give up your bed and slept on the floor, i guessed you would be badly scolded by me!! hahahaha

simple, sweet and definitely unforgettable.
thanks for everything.
next time?
i've fallen deeper.

Friday, August 08, 2008

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE !!!

now im at someone's place and apparently someone has already fallen asleep like a dead log. leaving me here like an idiot. HMPH!
but it's definitely a memorable day to be remembered (:
im like so damn bloody sian now :( and apparently he doesnt care! ugh. it's ok. he's tired. im understanding.
i hope everything's gonna be alright and be better (:
ps: i want to pee badly now. but i dun dare cus his dad is outside.

anw caught the mummy with darling xinyi. was quite a great show. just that i've missed some parts as i needed to rush for the last train. but i guess im gonna watch it when he's sleeping. since i dun wanna study and sleep on the table now. HAHAHA.

tell me who am i to you?
FINALLY, all projects down!

next up, examssssssssssssssssss

15 aug
9am - 12pm
CSB final test

19 aug
2pm - 4pm
CF exam

21 aug
6pm - 8pm (kuku timing)
Investment exam

25 aug
6pm - 8pm (i hope there'll be blackout)
Banking Law exam

28 aug 9am - 11am
CRAA II exam

and im like a bodoh la. always. i tot study week is gonna be two weeks. until yesterday. i just realised. it's kindaf late. and what's more unfornate, im a procrastinator. i know i wun have time to study. yet i sleep alot. no choice. if i dun sleep, i'll not be happy -.-

I DONT WANT TO FORWARD MODULE !!!

everyone has started revision. but me, im going to watch the mummy with xinyi later! im already in a holiday mood !!!

its 8th of August 2008, 8:08pm as i started typing this sentance.

start things slow and steady, lest you sprint and die. excitement dies down
easily.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

friday was a disasterous day for me. my darlings would have known what happened. it was awkward. very awkward. the feeling was different. and you said sth that totally breaks my heart. you said 'we'll nv be tgt!' (of cus this is not all) i'll not forget that sentance. is that what you really wanna say? or are you joking? you jolly well know how i feel for you. i was emo-ing for days and still emo-ing. maybe not emo, just sad. very sad. sad until my tears could fall anytime. luckily, i have nice classmates like mj, shu an, jaslyn, xinyi, khaymar, anne, and others, really appreciate and lub you all deep deep.

i managed to pull myself to go for class, and suffer thru sacarsms and all. after class, as the plan goes, i went to expo for natas travel fair with khaymar and the redang bitches! redang bitches - lyn, jocelyn, & xinyi. lub them! so get what i mean? im going to redang this sept!! from sept 7 to sept 10! isnt that cool?! it's gonna be my virgin overseas trip with frens! not family! we've came tgt and known each other for less than a year and we're going overseas! isnt that cool? alright. to you, it might not. but it's okay. i have them and im really happy. they made my day.

sat was a day spent at the sentosa. to celebrate edmund sun's 19th birthday. i think all his frens would ask him to stop being so childish! hahaaha. people present: edmund, zhaorong, edna, ed's neighbour 1 - hao nan ren, ed's neighbour 2 - gl de, lyn, swensen, min, david, let-nature-take-its-course choon ngee, and emo-as-we're-out-of-love group, comprising of weixing, hockyong and me. had a great day there. when's the next time we're gonna meet? shrugs.

some pics @ sentosa.


lyn
min
zhaorong
we're bringin' sexyback! hahaha!
david and hockyong, the two firemen.
edna, entertainment.
you jump i jump. look at my tragus piercing!! hahaha! sorry i just love it.
yes it's my sunglasses, not hers.
she has so many faces

messy hair us 4
shan- big face, lyn, rong

we tried to squeeze.
girlies

camara lens happened to be blurred by tanning oil.
the rest were playing soccer.
end off.
im like super chao ta now. everyone says so. but i might be going to sentosa this weekend wih coco! charcoal for sure! gonna skip sch tmr. but sadly, i have tuition. my tutee made me pissed off today. argh. dammit. i wanna quit! that's how serious it is. fish.
can you let me know how do you feel.
assure me.
please dun make use of me.
do you know whatever you do affects me?
i bet you did not know how much i teared for you.
i miss you.

Friday, August 01, 2008

my tears run down like razorblades
i've done all i can do
but now it's over
why is it over?
we had the chance to make it
now it's over, it can't be over
i wish that I could take it back
but it's over
i lose my sense of wrong and right
i cry, i cry
i just wanna crawl into my bed
and throw away the life I led
i'm falling apart
you're breaking my heart
don't tell me that we will never be together,
and you just did
we could be, forever

I try to see the good in life but good things in life are hard to find.

thanks people. im super down thse days. what you all did really let me lub you all deep deep:

- lyn
- min
- xinyi
- jocelyn
- khaymar
- meijing
- shu an
- jiawei
- dom
- sw
- sean
- bla bla

im not in a mood to blog it all here. i'll cry for sure. fyi, i cry damn fishing easily.

i need sentosa tmr. it better not rain. or my mood will be as dark as the clouds.