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it was christmas eve and christmas dae that i spent the whole dae at home watching dvd and crying like mad. luckily there was 'it started with a kiss' that accompanied me thru the lonely niteS. thanks to the 'intelligent' me, at times, to request the dvd for loan from jacqueline. not forgetting my pal, jac, to lend me. hees. thanks.
when the clock stoke 12am on xmas eve, i was watching the dvd with my mum who just bought me chocolate fudge cakes from The Coffee Bean. i rewarded myself with the cakes after watching the dvd continuously from 1pm (just woke up) to 2.30am (just clept).
xmas dae is just like another dae. i dun even wanna go out alone. i think it would be crowded. i am afraid of crowded places. seriously. khay mar told me that i suffer from some disease. i forgot wat's the name. lols. ah~ here it is: Agoraphobia.
anywaes, i soent my xmas dae alone at home watching dvd again. hahas. how i wish there someone like the male lead! i know i'm dreaming. and those dramas are too good to be true. but. i am seriously stuck on to these kinda drama series. hees. all i can do is to fall crazily in love with the male lead and imagine that i am the feamle lead. lols. i am crazy. i know. hees. and i know that i alwaes will cry like free whenever i watched these kinda drama series. hees. i will alwaes hold on to my bearbear and made him hug me (just like they hug in the drama. lol. ;P) and cry on him. hees. he will alwaes be wet. lols. because it contains some beans inside, i wonder if one dae the beans will become beansprouts some dae with more-than-sufficient nutrients from my tears and saliva. lols. i am not onli crazy, but stupid too! hees. thank you thank you~ but often, after watching all these, i'll feel more inferior and lonely. lols. depression. lols. no lahs. i am easily affected. hahas.
pardon me for these rubbish that i've blogged. lols.