hahaha.

thurs lessons start at onli 2pm! so i can stay up till late!

went to clubhouse today after school, so fun! haha. i love the wed's clubhouse! so noisy. as long as i dun have to go there to settle treasury stuff, i am enjoying myself. and i admit that i'm a lousy treasurer. LOL =X

i went there for the purpose to settle some treasury stuff, after that went to makan with jeremy, you wei and ivan. slacked in clubhouse until khady asked me to go bball to see hunks!!! yeah again!!! hahaha. talked under tree and rain. haha.

back to clubhouse and this was wat we did!

basically everyone wears this mask and scare ppl outside the clubhouse. and yes, ppl were frightened by us!! LOL

alright, basically, the year ones are going to turn sb club into a nerds club. how sad it is. wat a big turn off! not professional anymore! haha.


anywae, i have added a planner coloumn at the side. basically i have lotsa things that i need and want to do. so i'll have to plan. sounds unlike me. but neh mind. haha. those blank spaces does not mean that i'm veri free. and i need my social life too! just that i lazy to fill in now. haha. anw, got the idea from ongton. haha. thanks ah nerdy.

fri:

only went to school for gems. overslept and missed the first two lectures. the reason y i went to sch was that there werent anything for me to eat at home -.- slackked at T15 benches with jac and jaslyn. until some christian society 'promotors' came. c'mon la, i was so skilled in handling such ppl. LOL. i was like all the way 'attitude' them and she said that i'm WISE. wtf? -.- banged into e d s mond, ongton, ceecee, and pearly shell. ceecee told me that my bag was unzipped while she put a piece of our dearest and latest awareness pamplet into my bag wile i was talking to the rest. wth?! i opened my bag in the class and got a shock. jumped. but dun dare to scream. cuz i was all alone. LOL. CEECEE is an idiot.

this was wat i drawn in an discussion. harry potter. a gems classmate resembles him. cute right?

this is me. ugly after mingjian modified the hair & ears. extra.

sat:

xuansheng's bdae celebration. went to yuki yaki @ marina square.

we were so pround of our sambal prawns! veri delicious!

min and i were camwwhoring all the way from toilet back to yuki yaki.

i think i'v grown taller. do you all agree?

i dun eat tomatoes in reality.

dunno wat you doing.

balloon.. dun fly away.

i'm not a les thus i didnt take this pic. haha.

E.T

look at that. swen's soul was out of his body -.-

con't camwhoring in yuki yaki.

the three of us with lyn's new BANG.

then we started pouring vodka into our cups with sprite and drink. ah-long was insisting to go somewhere darker so no one cud see him transforming into a lobster. LOL. anw, we went to esplande and played open numbers to clear the vodka with sprite. haha. ON THE ROCK (vodka only) or BLOAT TO SUFFOCATION (alot of sprite), depends on your luck. and mine was still ok, was not bloated to suffocation, but drank loads of vodka only. luckily i'm not K.O-ed like ah min. urined in the bus still dunno. wtf? LOL

i bet kexin can drink better than ah-long.

he was a bit drunk already.

CHEEEERS! haha. onli three. haha, i dunno wat the rest were busy with.

again.

outside chapter 2.

on travellator.

this was wat ah min has bought me.

a HARDLY-SMILING eeeyore!

the cutest eeyore i had ever seen! haha.

sun:

sentosa with half the class. haha. not alot of pics yet. cuz in digital cam. which is with jaslyn. neh mind, upload wat i've got first.

was worrying bout the rain and was intimidated by it. as we're not having lotsa fun. but until the sun is out and we did have fun. haha. went to wash up after that. not tanned at all. but it's ok.

jaslyn's only bra was wet and we were drying for her in the toilet. LOL

trust me, i didnt want to wear the same colour as him.

some polaroids we took.

yiling's shades. LOL

went to vivo, shopped, eaten, arcade-d, pet safari-ed, daiso-ed, home sweet home(:

if you all are clever enuff to observe, i onli write short descriptions and captions. cuz i'm TIRED.

back to my lovely powerpuff-ed bed.

first,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO XUAN SHENG!!!

this is wat i've got him(:

nice drawing right? and it's reali big!

ladies night @ zouk, 03102007

people involved: jac, jean, madeline, venessa, rainie & khay mar, shu an, meijing, benneth

interesting facts:

1) new fren, venessa, is ntoh's soulmate!

2) ben yeo (like, again -.-)

3) darren (finally)

4) _____ (SHOCKED!)

5) met ehhren and jieying

6) i am very short):

7) a guy said i looked older than 18)))):

meijing; she's so huggable.

shu an; the sweet one(:

khaymar; my pole of life(:

group photo(:

the prettiest girl; venessa.

she's damn bloody pretty can.

jac, me, mad, jean

jac, me, jean<3

fun night tgt babes! haha. more!

i neeed to take a break sometimes.

before i could say anything. you already didnt allow me to.

because of that sentance..

it affected me. and i'm a person who is controlled by emotions.

when i dun feel like doing a thing, i just wun do. without hestitating and considering the various consequences.
but on the contrary, when i want to do a thing, i may not do it. cuz i will consider some consequences. or maybe, i dun dare to do it.


i guess it'll be good to let go at times... it's no longer a choice.. thou it's hard. and there'll always be a thin thread connecting from me to you..





i couldn't feel you, cuz you're already so far away....

28.09.07 = long day.

missed the first lecture cuz i wanna sleep longer. muahaha. during the two hr break, we saw the crew from hey gorgeous. desmond koh as well as nat ho (new fetish) spotted my fren (who is reali pretty) at FC 5. nat ho is reali handsome. fit, tan, tall, cute, and has an awesome smile. desmond koh's face was mopped with thick foundation and he's not that tall afterall. but it's ok, he's still a frenly guy. after asking for her number, we proceeded to FC 3 to have our brunch. and there, we saw fiona xie and ben yeo. FIONA XIE IS HOTTTTTTTT!! she is so petite, her face is like a normal palm's size, her figure is WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

went for gems. was afraid in the ffirst place as this time round, no frens are in the same class as me. anw, there is one reali fit hulk. he looks like a caucasian with reddish blush on his face. benjamin and mingjian came to my class after knowing that there are no pretty girls in the other class. MEN ARE SHALLOW ANIMALS.

after gems, went straight to board a train back home, tot catiching hey gorgeous in action later at ard 3pm after taking overnight stuff from home. but but but, xin yi called and said it's started. so from jurong east, i went back again. just in time to witness the actual filming. met up with jac and were sqeezing thru to a comfortable place. but cant see anything. why? practically, everyone is so tall. i had to keep jumping. until i saw swen and company right above me. so i went up to watch with them. was veri uncomfortable but had a reali clear view of everything. DBF has two contestants up there. a guy and a girl. namely, jonan and terri. this is to tell peeps that in SB, DBF students are all handsome and pretty. LOL. jk. they didnt win, but that's ok. anw, the hosts were veri entertaining. damn funny. catch SP's hey gorgeous on 22 oct!

went home and was late for the Amazing Race (AR) meeting. reached at 5.30pm. went to clubhouse. SB vs SMA bball frenly match. we WON!!! TEAM SB ROCKS!!! hahaha. it's been a loooooooooooong time since i watched bball match. this is definitely one i cant miss!!

copied from khhad's blog. hehheh.

7.30pm-8plus- ate at SP Mcdonald's with khad.

8plus-9 plus- slack at clubhouse with khad, ntoh, jeremy, isaac, you wei.

9plus- went over to SB.

9plus-10plus- packed up goodie bags.

10plus-11plus- went up to the rooms in which we'll be slping in. did nothing much.

11plus-12plus- had food comm meeting. i was not there as i'm onli an advisor. i discussed charity bazaar with jeremy, mardiah and shengyuan.

29.09.07 = SB Amazing race

12plus-2 plus- slack in the room, ate alot of junk food, instant noodles, blahs blahs. played stupid games like "everyone goes to mcd and buy......" and we gosssiped! of everybody and everything under the sun. lols.

3am- finaally i had some shut eye. while ivan,mardeeah,edsmond,felicia,jeremy and alicia,etc went for NIGHTWALK around SP! =.= had nth to say. hahahhas. and there, i became KARANG GUNI woman. sleeping with CARDBOARD!!! other than that, i onli have a jacket and my bag to accompany me to sleep. it's freeeeeeeeeeeezing cold there. thus, i had got no choice to sleep with the cardboard covering me as a blanket.

no one knows how poor thing i can be..
sleeping with cardboard..
shivering still..

until some alarm clock ran off with 'oohayo ohayo ohayo' x 10000000000000000 times!! then they realise how i'd spent the lonely night and started covering me with sleeping bag(: at least there are some considerate ppl in sbc. wanted to sleep awhile more. but that cecilia dun allow and snatched the sleeping bag (which i'd just cover myself for like less than 1 min), my cardboard and my jacket!!!!!!!!!! tat's because she cant bounce on the tables. ARGH!!

got ready for AR, went to my first station @ MLT 8 with khad, guohua, stella and mai.
set off to my station with stella at esplanade after that. i was kinda pissed off there. but nvm. it's not sbc's fault.
went to pasir ris park, half dead, to have debrief there. but in the end the debrief will be on mon instead. wtf. nvm.
slept all the way from pasir ris to boon lay on train. it must be a wonderful pic as a few orange monkeys sitting in a row were all sleeping and nodding in the various directions as the train moved. LOL.

orange: helpers, runners and org comm.
black: participants.

helpers, runners and oc

note that the first row are all cute peeps except ongton and edsmond who didnt want to act cute.

alicia, qianyi, khadijah, lishi and nana.

everytime after an event, while others are celebrating, i will be almost dead at home. i dun like the things i'm doing now. and i dun like doing things i dun like doing. but i practically had no choice. wtffffff. nvm. but if there's any pokes, the bubble will burst.

i shall go some lonesome shopping later to breathe fresh air.

new blogskin embarked a new semester (:
some random nonsense.

school is tiring and stressful.
for me = additional stress.
practically, my class is one of the better ones in the course (according to our avg, i'm not trying to boast), and this is because of a huge no. of hardworking monsters out there who are constantly concern bout how they fare in school and comparing with each other. everyone in my class aims to go to a uni after poly. which means to say, they want to score a gpa of at least 3.5 at the end of yr 3. well, i wish that i didnt hear anything. which is impossible -.- cuz i'm not a person who can work under stress. i cant multi task as well. i know this will not work for me in the future. but that's just me at the moment. prolly there will be more capacity for me next time.

let's face the fact, there's a limit to everything we do. all parties must know the limit. for me personally, if you stepped over my border, thanks, and bye. i'm a person who lives strongly on my own life principles. i dun like to be mistaken for things that i didnt do. and i dun like to be maligned. i cant say that i'm veri intelligent. but i always try to check things out before i make a conclusion. thou i know some people will not. during this process, open ur eyes big and see things in and out. whether study or work, i like to do it at my own pace. i would rather do things slow and accurate, rather than fast with nonsense. if you want me to do things in the latter way, alright, i can do it anytime anywhere, but dun blame me. i dun like anyone to monitor me reali closely (that's the reason y i resigned from incall). again, this will not happen, but at least give me space to breathe and let me feel comfortable. if i'm uncomforrtable, i'll be pissed. when i'm pissed, i f*cking dun care what will happen and can do things harshly. as long as i do my part, and do it properly, i'm at least satisfied with myself. i will not give a damn if anyone is unsatisfied with me. if you are, talk straight to my face. i'll talk straight back to ur face too. to clarify watever that needs to. if i dun, means i dun wanna waste my precious time to talk you. everyone shud know that i have bad temper, and practically, these few daes i had been losing it all the time. but i lost my temper for reasons. which people might not see that as reasons. but after i explain to them, they dun agree tat they're reasonable then i wun give a damn. i'm sorry, but i'm like this. cant accept it? then bye bye. if you think i've got attitude. all the more, i admit i have, and will have, suit urself. i dun f*cking care what you'll say. cuz i think i'm correct. i dun think i'm right cuz i tthink i'm right. i think i'm right after doing some soul searching. if it's my fault, then i'll apologise. but if it's reali not, then forget it, i'll not apologise at all. dun push the blame to me if i were to do something that i didnt want to, but need to. thanks.

there are much that i wanted to say. it seems that i have to keep it in my heart then. no one understands, even if i tell them. it wun help.

hello cl-in-t-o-n, you ru er, i'm not trapped. i'm keke from kuku island.

shen me xing jiao la.
new names after GYL.

basically, we have:

kiki (ali-c-i-a)
kuku (dunno who, either feli-c-i-a or l-is-hi)
kaka (dunno who, either feli-c-i-a or l-is-hi)
keke (peiSUAAAN)
koko (c-c-l-i-a)

shen me di yu la. i'm suffering from STM. i'm sorry if i cant remember. LOL. we shall come out with more 'k__k__' names for everyone.

had amazing race dry run today.

had a great time with those sha tan shang de mu gou and those xue lin lin de yin chong.

and i know some of you all dun understand any single thing bout wat i'm talking bout, xiong nao xiong nao. dun need to understand.

SB club ru er are all puo jiao. shen me xin jiao la.
i think we are quite cool anyways(: