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Saturday, June 30, 2007
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ps: i know i look disgusting in this pic.
went to spend half of the day at bbdc. darn bored. hahas. actuali planned to eat with my mum at jurong west market before i went there, but both she and i overslept. and guess wat, my bro overslept too and was late for work. but he still send my mum to boon lay shopping center and me to bbdc.
my lesson was 12.05pm and i was already there at 11.20am. so i sat at the canteen there and watched other people driving cars in the circuit. i was trying to finish reading my basic theory book. hahas. but i couldnt. it's okies. went to lesson alone this time. but the instructor was quite humourous. so it kinda wake me up.
my lesson was 12.05pm and i was already there at 11.20am. so i sat at the canteen there and watched other people driving cars in the circuit. i was trying to finish reading my basic theory book. hahas. but i couldnt. it's okies. went to lesson alone this time. but the instructor was quite humourous. so it kinda wake me up.
after lesson met up with jac and went for 2 practices. each lasting 45 mins. after practicing, we went on to have evaluation, onli after you passed ur evaluation, then can you book ur basic theory test. and the passing mark is 90. muahaha. i managed to passed. JUST PASSED.
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ps: i know la, this sux too.
but i'm afraid that i cant pass my real basic theory test. that will be such a disgrace. pray hard that i'll pass. later on i shall go book a date. and coordinate with jean and jac. so that the three of us can go test together. at least if i fail, they will be there. touchwood! anw, my day at bbdc ended at 4.05pm and went home after that.
walked pass jurong west market and looked into hair salons. hees. cut + dye + highlight = $49+. not bad right? but dunno how much is the'+'. hope it's not that expensice. i wanan cut my hair, but i'm afraid that i'll cut impulsely. i wanna dye my hair black and highlight red/pink/dark blue/violet/orange/brown? LOL. this is not ah lian. LOL.
walked pass jurong west market and looked into hair salons. hees. cut + dye + highlight = $49+. not bad right? but dunno how much is the'+'. hope it's not that expensice. i wanan cut my hair, but i'm afraid that i'll cut impulsely. i wanna dye my hair black and highlight red/pink/dark blue/violet/orange/brown? LOL. this is not ah lian. LOL.
i just wanna live my life to the fullest. cuz we onli live once. do watever you wanna do while you can. we are young only once.
these are my life mottos. (:
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anywae, my com no was all the way 7 for tests in the com lab. hope that will help. some way or other. LOL. for bfi (first com lab test) jac took it before me and i took 8. i was 'angry' and exchanged with her. using the excuse of '8 = FA' ! LOL -.- the rest of the papers, she automatically go to 8 and me to 7. hahas. lame la.
wat is happening now?
my mum watching vasantham channel. she said she wanna show me how they dance. LOL!
it's all over. it's confirmed. i alwaes tell myself,
it's all over. it's confirmed. i alwaes tell myself,
why hold on to him, when you know that it's not gonna come true?
its time for me to let it go. thou i dun want to, i have to..
Friday, June 29, 2007
MST OVER !!!
wooooooooohoooooooooo~~~~~~~
haha. everything is over!! yeah!! i dun wanna think bout the results. run awae from the fact! LOLS. finished at 4.30 todae, discussed where to go. pooling? bowling? watching movie? shopping? arcading? but end up went to have pizza hut in school with khay and jac. haha. suddenly got the crave. anw fc 5 was playing those clubbing songs. and khay became busy dancing and singing as well as eating. LOL.
after that, went to jp and walked ard, not feeling to go anywhere else cuz the weather was such a turn off. jp was filled with people and i cant stand it. went home after 5 mins. hahas. slacked and watched tv. until i realised i have driving lessons,practices, evaluation tmr. i have to spend the whole dae there. but luckily jac is accompanying me during practices and evaluation. hopefully i'll pass my evaluation and get ready for basic theory test. LOLS.
i wanan go shopping! anw, sunday maybe going to khay mar's place for baking sessions again!! place ur order! LOLS.
wooooooooohoooooooooo~~~~~~~
haha. everything is over!! yeah!! i dun wanna think bout the results. run awae from the fact! LOLS. finished at 4.30 todae, discussed where to go. pooling? bowling? watching movie? shopping? arcading? but end up went to have pizza hut in school with khay and jac. haha. suddenly got the crave. anw fc 5 was playing those clubbing songs. and khay became busy dancing and singing as well as eating. LOL.
after that, went to jp and walked ard, not feeling to go anywhere else cuz the weather was such a turn off. jp was filled with people and i cant stand it. went home after 5 mins. hahas. slacked and watched tv. until i realised i have driving lessons,practices, evaluation tmr. i have to spend the whole dae there. but luckily jac is accompanying me during practices and evaluation. hopefully i'll pass my evaluation and get ready for basic theory test. LOLS.
i wanan go shopping! anw, sunday maybe going to khay mar's place for baking sessions again!! place ur order! LOLS.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
alright. mst started = nightmare started.
mon's ecm was pure 'tikam-ing'.
tues's uccd was full of bullshitttt. and hand-aching.
wed's b&fi was full of rubbishhhh. dunno wat the question asking for.
tmr's MA = hell.
fri's crm = no mood to study.
how i wish i can just have a good night's sleep dreaming of edison chen (yes, i dreamt bout him this morning until dear jac woke me up at 7.30am!!) . after mst, i wanna enjoy myself. how? SHOPPING? clubbing/pubbing? suntanning? swimming? pooling? k boxing? etc.... better dun think too much first. people are not alwaes free to accompany you, peishan.
wish me all the best! hees.
mon's ecm was pure 'tikam-ing'.
tues's uccd was full of bullshitttt. and hand-aching.
wed's b&fi was full of rubbishhhh. dunno wat the question asking for.
tmr's MA = hell.
fri's crm = no mood to study.
how i wish i can just have a good night's sleep dreaming of edison chen (yes, i dreamt bout him this morning until dear jac woke me up at 7.30am!!) . after mst, i wanna enjoy myself. how? SHOPPING? clubbing/pubbing? suntanning? swimming? pooling? k boxing? etc.... better dun think too much first. people are not alwaes free to accompany you, peishan.
wish me all the best! hees.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
less than 24hrs to MSTs.
monday:
e-commerce management,
12.30pm - 01.30pm
tuesday:
understanding coss cultural diversity,
2.30pm - 4.00pm
wednesday:
banking and financial institutions,
10am - 11am
thursday:
macroeconomics,
9.00am - 10.00am
friday:
customer relationship management,
3.30pm - 4.30pm
most of the people finishes their mst week on thursday, but dbf students on fridae. NOT FAIR!!
anw, i reali feel like giving -ve comments on the feedback form. cuz holidays are meant for the students to take a break, but but but, in this case, we are mugging like nobody's business during the holidaes. ridiculous..! LOLS.
woke up at 2pm welcomed by giddiness and headache. shit. how to study like this. tmr is ecm paper. and i wanna watch initial d later at night.
alright. i shud be studying at this time. bye.
235925240507
love is you.
爱要怎么说出口。
我的心里好难受。
monday:
e-commerce management,
12.30pm - 01.30pm
tuesday:
understanding coss cultural diversity,
2.30pm - 4.00pm
wednesday:
banking and financial institutions,
10am - 11am
thursday:
macroeconomics,
9.00am - 10.00am
friday:
customer relationship management,
3.30pm - 4.30pm
most of the people finishes their mst week on thursday, but dbf students on fridae. NOT FAIR!!
anw, i reali feel like giving -ve comments on the feedback form. cuz holidays are meant for the students to take a break, but but but, in this case, we are mugging like nobody's business during the holidaes. ridiculous..! LOLS.
woke up at 2pm welcomed by giddiness and headache. shit. how to study like this. tmr is ecm paper. and i wanna watch initial d later at night.
alright. i shud be studying at this time. bye.
235925240507
love is you.
爱要怎么说出口。
我的心里好难受。
Friday, June 22, 2007
i've been reali slacking like hell. it's 2 daes awae from mst week, mind you peishan!! i'm doing the world's most unnecessary things at the wrong time! this is not gonna do me good, i know. but i just dun have the mood to study. and i'm a person who dun do things that i dun feel like doing. shit, this is gonna be shit-y. i'm not gonna do well this time. i can foresee. fish. i need someone to scold me! ARGH!!
PEISHAN.. !! PLEASE PLEASE STUDY CAN ?!!
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my brother and i, dunno how many donkey years ago d:
PEISHAN.. !! PLEASE PLEASE STUDY CAN ?!!
random pics..
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
been listening to some old songs. songs nowadaes are nice, i like them, but i prefer the older ones. cuz they've got more meaning to them. as i'm listening to the songs, memories flashed back. some good, some bad. but that's life. i know. it's not a bed of roses. yes, i'm driven by my emotions. songs that i listen to plays a part in controlling my emotions. that's a typical pisces. (treat it like i'm consoling myself) -.-
i'm hurt. indirectly. sounds foolish. i am foolish. i was naive to believe wat you'd said. do you mean wat you sae? you dun. i dun have to ask, it's evident. i think it's very stupid of me to believe you and whatever you said. but they've seeped into my heart, very hard to drained them out of it. i cant find ways to let you go. you're the one i think about each dae. where are the good old times? i didnt mean to fall for you. i'm sorry. it's over i know. can never come back to me again..
...And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
You'll always be the dream
That fills my head
You'll always be the one
I know I'll never forget
It's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye...
...How can i be smiling like before
When you dun love me anymore
If you wanna know, i dun wanna let go
I wish i never found you
Will i be strong enough to carry on
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again...
random: dun sae things that you dun mean it, cuz to somebody else, it means alot.
i'm hurt. indirectly. sounds foolish. i am foolish. i was naive to believe wat you'd said. do you mean wat you sae? you dun. i dun have to ask, it's evident. i think it's very stupid of me to believe you and whatever you said. but they've seeped into my heart, very hard to drained them out of it. i cant find ways to let you go. you're the one i think about each dae. where are the good old times? i didnt mean to fall for you. i'm sorry. it's over i know. can never come back to me again..
...And tomorrow can never be
Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
You'll always be the dream
That fills my head
You'll always be the one
I know I'll never forget
It's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try
I just can't say goodbye...
...How can i be smiling like before
When you dun love me anymore
If you wanna know, i dun wanna let go
I wish i never found you
Will i be strong enough to carry on
I got miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again...
random: dun sae things that you dun mean it, cuz to somebody else, it means alot.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
a song recommended by lyn. especially the chorus is very meaningful.
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing byPhantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over
What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing byPhantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over
i'm left with one week. and i've not studied. been out this week. pls pray that i can at least pass my exams. i have confidence that i'll no longer see my name on thee honours roll. i definitely know that being on the list once will not secure my name on that list for the next few semesters. and people, drill tat into ur heads too.
i have lotsa things i want and need to do. but i just cant fork out the time. i wonder if i have reali make use of time. (not in order)
- study! i cant control myself not to be sleepy and lazy.
- retrieve my ez link card at maxwell road (where the hack?). it's been there for more than 2 months.
- change my passport photo
- go for the other 3 basic theory lessons at one go if possible. the freaking bukit batok driving center is at bukit gombak + 15 min walk.
- do some market research on trade-in value for my hp and change it to k800i?
- shopping.
- make specs (yes, i'm gonna be nerd once again) .
- get rid of my dark eye circles and eye bags.
- visit my grandma more often.
- more gatherings.
- exercise.
- and the list goes on...
random:
sometimes i cant help it but to sae appearances do matter. people treat you differently base on looks. obviously, the better looking's' will have better treatment. the world is just unfair.
"watever that fills ur mind in the day, will be a dream for you in the nite."
i dreamt of you and me. i wish i can never wake up from that dream. the reality hurts so much so that it's totally different from the dream. truely, dream and reality is often the opposite. dejavu happens to me very oftenly, but i know that this dream that i had, will never ever come true. i know. and the truth is, i've dreamt bout you and me, more than once. you dunno. you dunno everything. you've beginning to control my life, my mood. indirectly.
i alwaes tell myself,
'dun waste time. you know that it can never happen. and that if it happens, it cant be happening on you. and in the end you know that you are the one who will be hurt by him. little things that he did now had already hurt you, wat's more in the future? and even if you're hurt, he doesnt know. even if he knows, he doesnt care. cuz it doesnt bother him. it's none of his business. it's you urself who chose to hold on. and know that you'll be hurt. this is so not you. why do you wanna get urself hurt when you already know that it'll happen? you are so stupid, so foolish. did so much, hurt so much and he doesnt know, will not know. he's not the onli man. he may not be the one. there are better ones out there. '
yes, i can tell that all to myself.
but i cannot do it. i just cannot. i dunno y. i'm trapped..
i have lotsa things i want and need to do. but i just cant fork out the time. i wonder if i have reali make use of time. (not in order)
- study! i cant control myself not to be sleepy and lazy.
- retrieve my ez link card at maxwell road (where the hack?). it's been there for more than 2 months.
- change my passport photo
- go for the other 3 basic theory lessons at one go if possible. the freaking bukit batok driving center is at bukit gombak + 15 min walk.
- do some market research on trade-in value for my hp and change it to k800i?
- shopping.
- make specs (yes, i'm gonna be nerd once again) .
- get rid of my dark eye circles and eye bags.
- visit my grandma more often.
- more gatherings.
- exercise.
- and the list goes on...
random:
sometimes i cant help it but to sae appearances do matter. people treat you differently base on looks. obviously, the better looking's' will have better treatment. the world is just unfair.
"watever that fills ur mind in the day, will be a dream for you in the nite."
i dreamt of you and me. i wish i can never wake up from that dream. the reality hurts so much so that it's totally different from the dream. truely, dream and reality is often the opposite. dejavu happens to me very oftenly, but i know that this dream that i had, will never ever come true. i know. and the truth is, i've dreamt bout you and me, more than once. you dunno. you dunno everything. you've beginning to control my life, my mood. indirectly.
i alwaes tell myself,
'dun waste time. you know that it can never happen. and that if it happens, it cant be happening on you. and in the end you know that you are the one who will be hurt by him. little things that he did now had already hurt you, wat's more in the future? and even if you're hurt, he doesnt know. even if he knows, he doesnt care. cuz it doesnt bother him. it's none of his business. it's you urself who chose to hold on. and know that you'll be hurt. this is so not you. why do you wanna get urself hurt when you already know that it'll happen? you are so stupid, so foolish. did so much, hurt so much and he doesnt know, will not know. he's not the onli man. he may not be the one. there are better ones out there. '
yes, i can tell that all to myself.
but i cannot do it. i just cannot. i dunno y. i'm trapped..
Friday, June 15, 2007
TIRED. went to bake muffins with lyn and min at lyn's hs! hahas. it's my first time! i have to practice b4 i can bake for my future children thou. LOL.
RESULTS: CHOCOLATES, COOKIES AND MUFFINS! :D
the prettiest! 
the ugliest its name is:
OVERLOADED!!
done by me. thanks. -.-"
ending results! ;D
wat a big big mess! Tuesday, June 12, 2007
we shud buy that shirt la.
ps: spare my dark eye rings and pimples!
arghs! i cant take it anymore! my dark eye rings have never been better, and my face is invades by pimples! being worse every now and then. hope that tanning can help to cover my blemishes! lols.
anw, it's been a long time since lyn and i took a pic. hahas.
alright, todae is tuesdae. went out with my dearest sb club peeps to cine's kbox. hees. i was late. or say, everyone was late. this is the one of the many cultures la. LOL. guoquan, ivan,kai yin, glen, ming jian and myself had a room first. then came melissa, li fen, you wei and ntoh. they had a room just next to us. that's fun. lols. we were walking here n there. in n out of each room. our room, we sang from 2 - 7pm. whereas, the other sang from 3 - 9pm! without anyone shooing us off! lols. we left on our own accord. LOLS. cuz everyone was tired. including me. i was damn tired. dunno why. and quite emo. cuz of the songs. LOL.
i shall sae that i am an independent woman, cuz i go to and fro from boon lay to somerset, ALONE, WITHOUT MUSIC (cuz i forgot to bring my earpiece. hahas). i'm proud of it. lols. but i know i can be more independent than that. (:
Monday, June 11, 2007
sat was spent with my khakis. hees. we met at 4pm at boon lay control. wat a weird timing right? but it didnt matter. cuz i can sleep longer (: anw, simin made the girls cookies from famous amos cookies' receipe. hmm. thanks for the effort. it tasted 'patch-by-patch' cuz some tasted super sweet, some tasted super salty. LOL. better than me, i noe nuts bout baking. hahas. but i'll learn in due time. went to this warehouse sale. lyn and i bought levis polo top (kids). off to have dinner at pastamania and went to bugis for shopping! hees. i bought 3 shirts from there. this is one of them. d:
that's mine,
and that's simin's (mine excludes that spastic face d:)
lyn has one too. muahaha (:
for some who dunno. i love spongebob a long time ago. LOL. i think he's cute. and i remember watching his movie alone at jurong east entertainment's theatre. -.-"
sun was indeed a sunny GDO (girls day out) and lyn, min, zr and myself went to sentosa. the main purpose for lyn and i going there is to SUNTAN SUNTAN SUNTAN~ and we came out of this crazy idea of having a picnic there. hahas. so for the first time, i made some edible food for my frens. toast for them. d: simple. LOL. dun want it to be too complex. this is on purpose. cuz i noe i cant do it. lols. and guess wat? the rest didnt do anything. well~ didnt matter (: so we reached sentosa at bout 12+pm and we stayed till 7+pm. without playing water. plainly talking about life, eating and playing vollyball. isnt that amazing? we can actuali sit down and talk about life. profound and interllectual conversations we'd got. LOL. we have all grown up. and are continuing to grow. (:
headed to vivo's food republic for its hokkien mee and bbq chicken wings. YUM YUM! hees. shopped ard and i bought a guess wallet cuz my wallet is dirty and tearing. walked ard and went home after that.
i was burning yesterdae night when i came back from sentosa. LOL. applied lots of aloe vera gel! but now, as i scratched myself accidentally, i feel the pain. no sunburns for me please. LOL.
even thou we rarely meet, but everytime we meet, it will be a fulfilling one. (:
more sentosa and suntanning visits!
even thou we rarely meet, but everytime we meet, it will be a fulfilling one. (:
more sentosa and suntanning visits!
Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All alone
Why, oh
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All alone
Why, oh
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there
Sunday, June 10, 2007
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Friday, June 08, 2007
SEVEN of june: School of Business Annual General Meeting
this happened on a thursdae, which is apparently the longest dae in my timetable. i will have 5 lectures in a dae. and 1 tutorial in the morning. bag was darn heavy. and my dearest clique abandon me. they skipped all the lectures for a trip to kbox. -.-" jac was the onli one accompanying me to go for FA lecture. and i was supposed to meet ivan, qian yi and laurel during lunch to discuss wat to talk about in AGM. BUT, ivan and laurel were very late. so me beloved jac had to accompany me to wait for them.
12.30pm, me and qianyi went to library. ivan was already there working on the ppt slides. i saw xuansheng and kokhow. asked if they are coming for AGM. after which, i continued to slack there, and skipped the rest of the lectures. even thou i was given the job to help take the whole class attendance, marking everyone present, when onli about 5 out of 20 attending hte lecture. i dun care, dun bother. LOL. cuz i passed it to my classmate who attended the lecture to take the class attendance. hahas.
so i spent mmy afternoon in the library doing the AGM thingy. 4 heavy lecture notes i brought were not used at all. waste my energy -.-" helped to design the programe flow brochure (cuz ivan has got no design cells in his brain LOL) that would be given out to everyone who attended the AGM. and the sad truth is that everyone will throw the paper. so i didnt put much effort too (there wasnt enuff time too). but i tot it was nice! hahas. printed 150 pieces of it with my credits and i'm left with no more credits.
AGM started and i think putside MLT12 was veri chaotic. cuz everyone was so.. tensed up? hahas. more and more ppl came in and i'm more and more nervous. i had to present the proposed budget for year 2007/2008. and here he came, the director of school of business, mr mahean. then mr david tan, and mrs lily lim. our lecturer advisors. hahas. saw xuansheng, choon ngee and kokhow too! thanks for coming! alright after ivan spoke, it's my turn. and it's my first time to talk to so many ppl. LOLS. i forgot to sae some things but i guess it doesnt matter. muahaha. i was so quite happy cuz some ppl said that i presented well. WAKAKA! =X so i finished my part in less than 2 mins? and the rest continued.
END of AGM! and everyone was so happy! hahas. taking photos is part of the SB club's culture. LOLS. after that, went to bugis for dinner. it's supposed to be a birthdae celebration for ivan and lishi. hees. went to yoshinoya. and mardiah was moody. and then she suddenly told everyone that she wanan quit. not being a MC. everyone was so shocked. ivan was especially shocked cuz he was veri afraid of such things. and it happened. and she is a veri nice MC. she continued to be moody, the whole atmosphere was very awkward.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAE.... HAHA! ivan and lishi were punked. and there, it's the first time in ivan's life that he was punked. wat a great success! hahas. celebrated and we went home after that. reached home at 11.30pm and chiong FA tut.
embarrassed dae
woke up real early at 6.30am. chiong as i'm alwaes late for the 8am uccd lesson on fridaes. or say, i was NEVER EVER early in EVERY lesson. d: wee~~ its the first time i'm not late for uccd! yeah! then had breakfast/early lunch in fc 6. followed by going to library to chiong for BFI project. was chionging like hell. cuz everything was not done properly and edited properly. pictures not done too. everyone had no credit to print the report and the pics. my ez link card has not much value for me to go home, but no choice, i still got to top up or no one will. after finishing, quite happy thou. hees.
went for rwps and break after that. mr mahean and ivan and gang were there talking. i was wearing flip flops! ta da! guess wat, was 'caught' and i 'happened' to be the one presenting yesterdae at the AGM. gone is my good impression. ): after fa tut, need to go to the next block to meet teacher. guess wat, mr mahean was there at the lift lobby talking to some other lecturer. i tried to hide beihind jac. and both of us were wearing flip flops so walking veri quickly. at this 'precious' moment, khay mar stepped on my flip flops and it flew backwards. i obviously had to go back and wear my flip flops to continue walking. arghs! he definitely saw that. shit. image and good impression gone down the drain!
went to clubhouse to settle some stuff and went for cscc agm. went to jp bought printer ink for club and ate with mummy. hees. slacked till now. these two weeks, wang peishan must study kaes? please dun slack anymore. (:
i somehow miss you )))):
this happened on a thursdae, which is apparently the longest dae in my timetable. i will have 5 lectures in a dae. and 1 tutorial in the morning. bag was darn heavy. and my dearest clique abandon me. they skipped all the lectures for a trip to kbox. -.-" jac was the onli one accompanying me to go for FA lecture. and i was supposed to meet ivan, qian yi and laurel during lunch to discuss wat to talk about in AGM. BUT, ivan and laurel were very late. so me beloved jac had to accompany me to wait for them.
12.30pm, me and qianyi went to library. ivan was already there working on the ppt slides. i saw xuansheng and kokhow. asked if they are coming for AGM. after which, i continued to slack there, and skipped the rest of the lectures. even thou i was given the job to help take the whole class attendance, marking everyone present, when onli about 5 out of 20 attending hte lecture. i dun care, dun bother. LOL. cuz i passed it to my classmate who attended the lecture to take the class attendance. hahas.
so i spent mmy afternoon in the library doing the AGM thingy. 4 heavy lecture notes i brought were not used at all. waste my energy -.-" helped to design the programe flow brochure (cuz ivan has got no design cells in his brain LOL) that would be given out to everyone who attended the AGM. and the sad truth is that everyone will throw the paper. so i didnt put much effort too (there wasnt enuff time too). but i tot it was nice! hahas. printed 150 pieces of it with my credits and i'm left with no more credits.
AGM started and i think putside MLT12 was veri chaotic. cuz everyone was so.. tensed up? hahas. more and more ppl came in and i'm more and more nervous. i had to present the proposed budget for year 2007/2008. and here he came, the director of school of business, mr mahean. then mr david tan, and mrs lily lim. our lecturer advisors. hahas. saw xuansheng, choon ngee and kokhow too! thanks for coming! alright after ivan spoke, it's my turn. and it's my first time to talk to so many ppl. LOLS. i forgot to sae some things but i guess it doesnt matter. muahaha. i was so quite happy cuz some ppl said that i presented well. WAKAKA! =X so i finished my part in less than 2 mins? and the rest continued.
END of AGM! and everyone was so happy! hahas. taking photos is part of the SB club's culture. LOLS. after that, went to bugis for dinner. it's supposed to be a birthdae celebration for ivan and lishi. hees. went to yoshinoya. and mardiah was moody. and then she suddenly told everyone that she wanan quit. not being a MC. everyone was so shocked. ivan was especially shocked cuz he was veri afraid of such things. and it happened. and she is a veri nice MC. she continued to be moody, the whole atmosphere was very awkward.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAE.... HAHA! ivan and lishi were punked. and there, it's the first time in ivan's life that he was punked. wat a great success! hahas. celebrated and we went home after that. reached home at 11.30pm and chiong FA tut.
embarrassed dae
woke up real early at 6.30am. chiong as i'm alwaes late for the 8am uccd lesson on fridaes. or say, i was NEVER EVER early in EVERY lesson. d: wee~~ its the first time i'm not late for uccd! yeah! then had breakfast/early lunch in fc 6. followed by going to library to chiong for BFI project. was chionging like hell. cuz everything was not done properly and edited properly. pictures not done too. everyone had no credit to print the report and the pics. my ez link card has not much value for me to go home, but no choice, i still got to top up or no one will. after finishing, quite happy thou. hees.
went for rwps and break after that. mr mahean and ivan and gang were there talking. i was wearing flip flops! ta da! guess wat, was 'caught' and i 'happened' to be the one presenting yesterdae at the AGM. gone is my good impression. ): after fa tut, need to go to the next block to meet teacher. guess wat, mr mahean was there at the lift lobby talking to some other lecturer. i tried to hide beihind jac. and both of us were wearing flip flops so walking veri quickly. at this 'precious' moment, khay mar stepped on my flip flops and it flew backwards. i obviously had to go back and wear my flip flops to continue walking. arghs! he definitely saw that. shit. image and good impression gone down the drain!
went to clubhouse to settle some stuff and went for cscc agm. went to jp bought printer ink for club and ate with mummy. hees. slacked till now. these two weeks, wang peishan must study kaes? please dun slack anymore. (:
i somehow miss you )))):
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
it's rwps lesson now.
it's been a long time since i'd actualli sat down in front of my pc and blog. had been busy nowadaes and gonna be busier in future. ARGHS! i'm going to break down. i must learn to let go at the right time. and with the right way.
sundae i went to discuss for SB TALENTIME, URBAN VIBE in bugis. after that, went to meet up with lyn at city hall. for the warehouse sale. hmm. but had got nothing to buy there. went to orchard instead. met up with weijian and bought his num flipflops for him. hahas. after that, my shopping spree started in heeren. LOL. i spent 157 bucks. wth. i have no pennies anymore. i gotta save!
and school startsss. sianed.
i'm waiting for the 2 weeks' 'holidaes'. with ' ' cuz it's practically the revision week. and i have lotsa things to do for talentime. oh please. let me have the time to manage my stuff properly. after the 2 weeks' holidaes and the MST week shall start. anw, took rwps and fa test already. i think i'm not gonna have good marks. fish.
i'm unhappy. ):
it's been a long time since i'd actualli sat down in front of my pc and blog. had been busy nowadaes and gonna be busier in future. ARGHS! i'm going to break down. i must learn to let go at the right time. and with the right way.
sundae i went to discuss for SB TALENTIME, URBAN VIBE in bugis. after that, went to meet up with lyn at city hall. for the warehouse sale. hmm. but had got nothing to buy there. went to orchard instead. met up with weijian and bought his num flipflops for him. hahas. after that, my shopping spree started in heeren. LOL. i spent 157 bucks. wth. i have no pennies anymore. i gotta save!
and school startsss. sianed.
i'm waiting for the 2 weeks' 'holidaes'. with ' ' cuz it's practically the revision week. and i have lotsa things to do for talentime. oh please. let me have the time to manage my stuff properly. after the 2 weeks' holidaes and the MST week shall start. anw, took rwps and fa test already. i think i'm not gonna have good marks. fish.
i'm unhappy. ):
Saturday, June 02, 2007
since i've last updated, alot of things happened.
when i'm stressed, i'll be angry. with myself. i'll cry after that. it's not the first time. maybe it's better for me to cry out loud. i can do that anywhere, anytime. yes, i burst out easily. i know i can be fake. faking a smile when i dun feel good. that is when i still can take it. on the verge of breaking down, i wun even talk. i reali cant take it. i cant breathe. having so many things up on my shoulder, i cant take it. i have many things in my mind to do, they are not wants, they are needs. but i just cannot foke out the time to do it. even if it's a want, is it wrong to relax myself? cant i have my own personal life? why shall i restrict my life with all these? i cant even do the things that i like? it's not that i wun do the things i have to do, but dun expect me to do things like how you all did. this is not specifically for anyone.
please dun treat me like nothing. even if you do, dun let me feel it. dun use me. i dislike it. dun treat me good onli when you need my help. thanks.
when i'm stressed, i'll be angry. with myself. i'll cry after that. it's not the first time. maybe it's better for me to cry out loud. i can do that anywhere, anytime. yes, i burst out easily. i know i can be fake. faking a smile when i dun feel good. that is when i still can take it. on the verge of breaking down, i wun even talk. i reali cant take it. i cant breathe. having so many things up on my shoulder, i cant take it. i have many things in my mind to do, they are not wants, they are needs. but i just cannot foke out the time to do it. even if it's a want, is it wrong to relax myself? cant i have my own personal life? why shall i restrict my life with all these? i cant even do the things that i like? it's not that i wun do the things i have to do, but dun expect me to do things like how you all did. this is not specifically for anyone.
please dun treat me like nothing. even if you do, dun let me feel it. dun use me. i dislike it. dun treat me good onli when you need my help. thanks.
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