HALO PPL! I'M BACK!!!

back with aches everywhere but memories in my mind(:

day 1:

no nausea on sea; great achievement! haha. but i'm actuali super scared when boarding the ferry. but we were lucky to have the chance to stand at the top of the ferry with fresh sea breeze brushing thru the hair.. COOL! after 45mins or so, we reached safely and took a bus to turi beach resort. my room mates are one giant alarm clock and one early sleeper, cecilia and khadijah. haha. cecilia actuali bought speakers to blast music in our room, until we realise that you can hear the music outside the room. haha. even rooms on the other side. but before realising i didnt know that singing in the bathroom will be heard. so i sang hao peng you by my boyfren with cecilia, OUT OF TUNE!

raft building is the first team building activity we did. we've got barrels, ropes and some poles. so we tied ard and all.. until we think it will bring us to the middle of the sea. after everything, we set off with two other teams, competing who will be the one who reached the shore after turning a round in the middle of the sea. our raft worked perfectly well until after the turn. we kept hitting onto some rocks and we cant move at all. can you imagine that? cant move and touch cant do anything. so our very 'man' grp members decided to pull the raft manually back to the shore. but in the end all of us went down the raft. and i didnt wear any footings and guess wat? i'm stepping on super sharp stones, rocks, slimy seaweeds and corals. but we held each other and manage to literally walked back to the shore from the mid of the big sea. arent we good?! haha.

slept.

day 2:

i experienced a trauma. cecilia woke me up 6-7am and i kept asking her to give 'chances' to snooze. but she removed my jacket which i used to cover my whole head, she removed my dearest blacket and mind you, the room is reali cold, she removed my pillow too. and she started to jump and bounce ard on my bed. not once, but alot of times. furthermore, with her laughter, no one can, not wake up. even the next room can hear her waking me up. now everyone thinks that i sleep like a pig. it's not my faullt. haha.

boring workshops and workshops. our group played murderers, power rangers and any games that we can play on the table without looking as if we are distracted. haha. low ropes is another team building activity. and it greatly improves our teamwork! we overcame the obstacles and highly dangerous 'stuns' tgt as a chance and communicated reali well when we are tied but need to move tgt. even our instructor was impressed by wat we did and ideas we had came up with. wee!

went to the next room for dai dee and was bullied by jeremy, ntoh and his fren, if i'm not wrong, teck hoon. after ntoh and his fren left, we con't to play MRT. veri fun and slept at bout 3-4am.

day 3:

woke up ard 6-7am. with the same above method. ARGH!!! tell me how can i not wake up with her ard? even the next room depend on her to wake up.

went to kayak and dragon boating. wow! it's amazing as a first timer. haha. dragon boat was fun as we raced and we won. so we went on the second time too. but in the end, we are too tired to do anything in the huge lake. kayaking was scary as both person must know how to balance and not to capsize as we are rowing. it's hard to balance. seriously. other kayaks and my partner actuali shaked the whole kayak to scare me. i was shouting like mad and beg them not to shake. LOL. after the whole thing, my whole body ache.

came back and prepare for the gala night. out grp won the best cheer and best skit! now i have hmv voucher and shaw brothers movie vouchers. after the gala night was massvdance and like everyone was turned off and went off. but i just stayed there for fun. disco night was after that. and i think it's reali veri sian. just no feel to dance. LOL. it's not a club la. LOL. so weird.

so you wei, gang yi, bao xin,sarah, khadijah, ntoh and me went to the jetty and looked at the stars. sparkling stars.. and alot of them. reali ALOT! it's like you'll never get the chance to see these many stars in spore. haha. talked and went back to room with those sb peeps. gossiped and talked till i cant tahan. slept.

day 4:

ready for check out and for shopping. in the end, we have onli like.. 1 hr to shop? haha. so we were like aunties and running here and there to buystuff. i buy until i no money left to even buy keropos. haha. took a 2 hrs ferry backk to spore. in between, the ferry stopped at the middle of nowhere due to some engine prob. the ferry was super shaky and wanted to vomit that time. LOL. but never. reached spore and bro sent ivan and edsmond back to boon lay as well. heh. shud have stayed longer. and bidded goodbye to everyone. LOL.

alright. i'm super tired now.

*alot of pics been taken. but none has been uploaded as i'm tired. next entry?

packing for batam! bye dudes! see ya back on 14th!

gtg pack my stuff now!

ps: swen and all, please dun snatch the nice nice presents before i'm back. dun leave me with those ugly ones!!! hahas.

YEAH!! job @ incallsys has ended today! i didnt go for work since yesterday, thursday. cuz i have viral infection in both of my eyes after making specs @ jurong west. my bro got it too. cuz we went to make specs tgt. we noth took out contact lens. that's y. i collected our specs just now and complained to that person. she said some of the customers also experienced it. and she did nth. dun intend to. forget it. but this is a epidermic conjunctivitis. she tot i dun understand. muahaha, i am a bio student k? hahas.

bro's car. please forgive me for the small letters. hees.

nice.. swee!

going for work.

@ work = boring

a pc, a keyboard, papers & pen and a wall= superbored

nerdy peishan! hahas.

i'm not an ah lian (:

bro's specs.

look at these! black, half framed, 350 degrees all same. haha.

stop here, should have more time to blog these days.

job as a telemarketer in incall system is TIRING. buona vista sounds near. but having the job starting at 8.30 and i have to take bus - mrt - bus - walk to office. it's reali a desk bounded job. all i can in front of me is pc and a table.

sian sian sian.

no slippers somemore. must wear smart casual. jac is working with me. bu different projects therefore, not sitting with each other. hmmm. her break and mine is different. mine is one hr, her is half and hr. she come back, i go break. but from mon onwards, we can have lunch together.

the people there are anti social. except me and jac and my partner, xinyi. haha. actuali todae wanted to go with jac for break. but she went ahead without me first. cuz my team leader retained me. and i have lotsa things to do!! i then decide not to go for lunch with two guys who i dunno at all. but xin yi, an intern, and another one, brought me to lunch (: however, time passed by QUICKLY todae. not as quick thou, but better than ytd. i literally slept while making calls.

i reach home at 7+ to 8+ everyday!!! ard 12 hrs outside.

super tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

this is for every teacher that reali teaches, guided me thru darkness and make a difference in my life. LOL
like:
mr lee han hwa, miss sally pang, mdm fong..

not forgetting happpy teachers' day for khay mar.

i wanna be relieve teacher too! so much more easier.

*forgive me of my disorganization and messy sentence structures. reali tired to think before i type =D

alright. i said i've found my new love. and i've dremt bout him. me staying overnight at his house. LOLLLL. with his brothers feeling uneasy with a girl ard, i decided to go home even thou it's real late. looking down from his corridor, i saw my house' bus stop. i tot i could reach home veri quickly. he sent me down and once i reached downstairs, tot i will see my bock after turning ard (since bus stop is the same), but nope. so we walked and walked and walked and walked ard, until we go missing...

and i woke up -.-
haha. i tink i'm dumb la. crazy one. think too much. hahas.
anw, saw my new love yesterday. just as mischievious(:

anw, been spending my time watching corner*with love by my bf and da S. hahas. left with one more cd = 5+ hours. watching tmr. hees. then i shall watch either one thousand litres of tears recommended by lyn or why why love by rainie.

i need money. but no job available for 2 weeks. wth. i said i dun wanna go gyl already. i can work for at least one week longer and spend the money shopping. ARGH!! till now i got no idea how i'm going to batam. by sampan? plane? cruise? haha. watever. as long as i'm safe and enjoy myself there. i hope i'll enjoy =/

okies. it's settled.

17th sept: mum goes chalet first (ard 4pm to take the key) and bro will fetch her home at night.
18th sept: mum, bro and carina will go for bbq at night. i do think it's abit weird. but i dun care already. haha. family comes before frens for me (:

i stayed at home the whole day and fried fish and chips for dinner. oily! nothing to do anddid some personality tests. LOL.

Pisces (19 February - 20 March)
Pisces Traits

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic
Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

Interests

Singing, dancing, playing music, the arts, unusual healing methods, creative use of color, clairvoyance, psychotherapy and beauty

Hates

Aggression

Suitable Careers

Actor, dancer, writer, poet, fishmonger, shoe trader, sailor, nurse, hypnotist, illusionist, photographer, priest (no banker??)

Emotion Test

Your emotional controlled rate: 37%

You know how to let your emotions show but you still find it difficult to do so as often as you should. You should be prepared to let your emotions out more often. When you feel sad let yourself cry (i can cry anytime anywhere), when you feel angry, let your anger show (i'll look scary and no one will talk to me) and when you feel happy allow a smile to cross your face (it's already a practice for me to smile when i'm happy or sad unless someone pissed me off). Allowing your emotions out in this way will do wonders to your physical and mental health.

Psychological Test

You have a complicated personality (i think so too). How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: peak (i'm quite ambitious thou). You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is small (i dun care). Diamond means stubborn personality (yes i am). You are also down-to-earth (and practical). You are an opportunist. Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble (who doesnt need his/her wife/husband when they are in trouble? -.-).

The 5-question Personality Test

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively. (yes, this is a must.)
You always compare yourself with others (i dun like comparison). You make your wishes too difficult to come true (true).
Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success (yeep!).
You realize that there are always ups and downs. Joy and sorrow are constant companions (this is life).
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

Who's Your Type?

A person who is kind and generous is attractive to you (of cuz not that easy).

Who is your dream guy?

He is wild and adventurous. His path is often against the world . He does what he wants when he feels like (just like luo zhi xiang, ekin cheng, edison, jay chou, xiao gui, and wu zun). His type of girl is quite like him, independent and wise (that's me, haha). If you love freedom and willing to risk (me me me!), go for this guy.

Love Test

When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily (i'll think of loads of questions before i fall deeper).
You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return (onli 50% in return?!).
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself (yep).
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible (no i dun want).
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you (unless it's untolerable).

When will you get married?

You want to enjoy your life of freedom as long as possible (i love freedom and need it too). So you don't want to be married soon. You may get married when you are over 25, even if you already have a steady loved one (yes).
When you love someone, you don't tend to stay in love for a long time (hey! i'm faithful!).


maybe you all may not know y i liked luo zhi xiang so much. even my mother likes him too. his character and thinking and appearance and style and likings and dress sense and humour and filiality and body and all... it's just so... hmm. i must see him at least once a day and that will light up my day(: MUAHAHA. i think you guys must be thinking that i'm crazy. i dun care(:

EXAMS ARE OVER!! WOOHOOOO~
IT'S TIME TO ENJOY!!
even thou there are LOADSSS of things on my hand to finish and settle asap.

i stayed at home today. just one day after exam! y? dun feel like going out. no money too.

my bf has released a single, 'bet on it'. it's for high school musical 2. nice! and this is how he looks like in his mtv. covered but still handsome(:
couple suit. lmao(:

alright, i had a hard time pulling thru the exams period. i was distracted and couldnt study well. memorising is alwaes my weakest point. and some subjects reali involve mmemorising. so i'm not expecting myself to score. and i've alwaes said, 'just passing is already enough'. he accompanied me thru the hard times, love him.. hahas.

end-of-exam day! went to class chalet at night. and got to know that dbf 2a 07, which is ivan's and glen's class was having chalet there as well. such a coincidence! but i didnt get to talk to them much. no time. their bbq pit was just next to us too. because their class consists of last year's classmates, we did some catching up, even thou we alwaes and still talk to each other alot when we see each other in school.

after eating some of the bbq stuff, crews got ready for clubbing. this time round, we'd got some first timers coming with us, jac, yiling and anne. however it's my first time going to zouk. hahas. it was ladies night and mambo jumbo. first thing to do is to drink shots, sex on the beach, and one more, dunno wat's that. hahas. khaymar ordered. it tasted 'strong' for both. at first. because our dear first timers, cant reali drink, so me and khaymar actuali drink quite alot. not drunk, peace(:

went to the main arena and saw some weird dance. but it was too boring as mambo jumbo is not for us. so we went to phuture instead, with songs which we know better/heard before. we saw ben yeo with his bombarded hair. i think he's a nice guy. i like him. haha. was looking out for daren tan at first. but ben yeo is not bad too(: crowded as usual. crazed until anne and yiling left first. after that the three of us continued. and jac was like sticking on to the wall. looking at us blankly, sian half. so we left bout 2am. the songs are always great when it's nearing 3am. haha. all i can say is that, so many many many many x 10000000 eye candies. and they were all gentlemen, fit, tall, handsome, pleasant and dun-look-dirty. at least 80% of the people inside are these people. it's reali rare to have so many of this kind in a club. hahas. khay mar and i were O.O but jac was -.- hahas.

poor little jac was like this at first before she became -.- and said that she wun go club again):

enjoyed very much with the ladies on ladies night @ zouk, 22082007(:

from left to right: khay mar, myself, yiling, anne and jacqueline

cabbed back to chalet and shared the experience witht he rest of the classmates and they said they wanna go next time as well. hahas. bathed, talked and ate. hees. guess wat, it's the first time that i went to a chalet that was so... peaceful? hahas. but the chalet is great, spacious (can have around 2.5 classes of 20 there), executive, luxurious and convenient. but quite exp thou. tot of booking there next time.

playing dai dee and heart attack to spend the night. haha. we screamed like mad during heart attack and woken up our classmate. haha.

the last 3 survivors(:
the unexpected angela,

jacqueline,

and myself! was in specs and they kept saying that i looked like a secondary school kid and, CHUCKY. wth.

this is wat a person who didnt sleep for the night can do on a train, at 6 in the morning.

i've recently found my new love <3

wtf. i dun wanna care so much now, i wun let such silly things to control my life, even thou it affects my emotions. but this is inevitable. yes i am irresponsible. but at least i can now better control and be responsible of my own life. as long as i live. dun expect alot from me. cuz i dun have expect alot from myself . holidays are meant to enjoy. dun spoil it. or i'll do silly things, dun force me (: