Sunday, August 10, 2008

anw some random pics for the national day!

08.08.08

caught the mummy with xinyi. she complained that i didnt take photo of the tix unlike others. so here it is! hahaha.

the meeting was rather random, and we also randomly decided to be patriotic and wear red and white! please forgive our nerd faces.

this was an accident in sch. quite some time ago. the three of us wore the same colour combi! it always happens in our class as everyone's dress sense is the same!


random post.

ps: i haven study yet! shit!

Saturday, August 09, 2008

friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend

friend
only
or love?
anw anw anw i SAT AND SLEPT for almost 4 hrs and im like aching everywhere.
if you didnt give up your bed and slept on the floor, i guessed you would be badly scolded by me!! hahahaha

simple, sweet and definitely unforgettable.
thanks for everything.
next time?
i've fallen deeper.

Friday, August 08, 2008

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE !!!

now im at someone's place and apparently someone has already fallen asleep like a dead log. leaving me here like an idiot. HMPH!
but it's definitely a memorable day to be remembered (:
im like so damn bloody sian now :( and apparently he doesnt care! ugh. it's ok. he's tired. im understanding.
i hope everything's gonna be alright and be better (:
ps: i want to pee badly now. but i dun dare cus his dad is outside.

anw caught the mummy with darling xinyi. was quite a great show. just that i've missed some parts as i needed to rush for the last train. but i guess im gonna watch it when he's sleeping. since i dun wanna study and sleep on the table now. HAHAHA.

tell me who am i to you?
FINALLY, all projects down!

next up, examssssssssssssssssss

15 aug
9am - 12pm
CSB final test

19 aug
2pm - 4pm
CF exam

21 aug
6pm - 8pm (kuku timing)
Investment exam

25 aug
6pm - 8pm (i hope there'll be blackout)
Banking Law exam

28 aug 9am - 11am
CRAA II exam

and im like a bodoh la. always. i tot study week is gonna be two weeks. until yesterday. i just realised. it's kindaf late. and what's more unfornate, im a procrastinator. i know i wun have time to study. yet i sleep alot. no choice. if i dun sleep, i'll not be happy -.-

I DONT WANT TO FORWARD MODULE !!!

everyone has started revision. but me, im going to watch the mummy with xinyi later! im already in a holiday mood !!!

its 8th of August 2008, 8:08pm as i started typing this sentance.

start things slow and steady, lest you sprint and die. excitement dies down
easily.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

friday was a disasterous day for me. my darlings would have known what happened. it was awkward. very awkward. the feeling was different. and you said sth that totally breaks my heart. you said 'we'll nv be tgt!' (of cus this is not all) i'll not forget that sentance. is that what you really wanna say? or are you joking? you jolly well know how i feel for you. i was emo-ing for days and still emo-ing. maybe not emo, just sad. very sad. sad until my tears could fall anytime. luckily, i have nice classmates like mj, shu an, jaslyn, xinyi, khaymar, anne, and others, really appreciate and lub you all deep deep.

i managed to pull myself to go for class, and suffer thru sacarsms and all. after class, as the plan goes, i went to expo for natas travel fair with khaymar and the redang bitches! redang bitches - lyn, jocelyn, & xinyi. lub them! so get what i mean? im going to redang this sept!! from sept 7 to sept 10! isnt that cool?! it's gonna be my virgin overseas trip with frens! not family! we've came tgt and known each other for less than a year and we're going overseas! isnt that cool? alright. to you, it might not. but it's okay. i have them and im really happy. they made my day.

sat was a day spent at the sentosa. to celebrate edmund sun's 19th birthday. i think all his frens would ask him to stop being so childish! hahaaha. people present: edmund, zhaorong, edna, ed's neighbour 1 - hao nan ren, ed's neighbour 2 - gl de, lyn, swensen, min, david, let-nature-take-its-course choon ngee, and emo-as-we're-out-of-love group, comprising of weixing, hockyong and me. had a great day there. when's the next time we're gonna meet? shrugs.

some pics @ sentosa.


lyn
min
zhaorong
we're bringin' sexyback! hahaha!
david and hockyong, the two firemen.
edna, entertainment.
you jump i jump. look at my tragus piercing!! hahaha! sorry i just love it.
yes it's my sunglasses, not hers.
she has so many faces

messy hair us 4
shan- big face, lyn, rong

we tried to squeeze.
girlies

camara lens happened to be blurred by tanning oil.
the rest were playing soccer.
end off.
im like super chao ta now. everyone says so. but i might be going to sentosa this weekend wih coco! charcoal for sure! gonna skip sch tmr. but sadly, i have tuition. my tutee made me pissed off today. argh. dammit. i wanna quit! that's how serious it is. fish.
can you let me know how do you feel.
assure me.
please dun make use of me.
do you know whatever you do affects me?
i bet you did not know how much i teared for you.
i miss you.

Friday, August 01, 2008

my tears run down like razorblades
i've done all i can do
but now it's over
why is it over?
we had the chance to make it
now it's over, it can't be over
i wish that I could take it back
but it's over
i lose my sense of wrong and right
i cry, i cry
i just wanna crawl into my bed
and throw away the life I led
i'm falling apart
you're breaking my heart
don't tell me that we will never be together,
and you just did
we could be, forever

I try to see the good in life but good things in life are hard to find.

thanks people. im super down thse days. what you all did really let me lub you all deep deep:

- lyn
- min
- xinyi
- jocelyn
- khaymar
- meijing
- shu an
- jiawei
- dom
- sw
- sean
- bla bla

im not in a mood to blog it all here. i'll cry for sure. fyi, i cry damn fishing easily.

i need sentosa tmr. it better not rain. or my mood will be as dark as the clouds.