Monday, June 11, 2007

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone
All alone
Why, oh

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

Sunday, June 10, 2007


BOO! scare you outta your wits!
(HAHAHA, LYN, MIN: I TOLD YOU ALL I CAN DO IT! LOLS!)

Friday, June 08, 2007

SEVEN of june: School of Business Annual General Meeting

this happened on a thursdae, which is apparently the longest dae in my timetable. i will have 5 lectures in a dae. and 1 tutorial in the morning. bag was darn heavy. and my dearest clique abandon me. they skipped all the lectures for a trip to kbox. -.-" jac was the onli one accompanying me to go for FA lecture. and i was supposed to meet ivan, qian yi and laurel during lunch to discuss wat to talk about in AGM. BUT, ivan and laurel were very late. so me beloved jac had to accompany me to wait for them.

12.30pm, me and qianyi went to library. ivan was already there working on the ppt slides. i saw xuansheng and kokhow. asked if they are coming for AGM. after which, i continued to slack there, and skipped the rest of the lectures. even thou i was given the job to help take the whole class attendance, marking everyone present, when onli about 5 out of 20 attending hte lecture. i dun care, dun bother. LOL. cuz i passed it to my classmate who attended the lecture to take the class attendance. hahas.

so i spent mmy afternoon in the library doing the AGM thingy. 4 heavy lecture notes i brought were not used at all. waste my energy -.-" helped to design the programe flow brochure (cuz ivan has got no design cells in his brain LOL) that would be given out to everyone who attended the AGM. and the sad truth is that everyone will throw the paper. so i didnt put much effort too (there wasnt enuff time too). but i tot it was nice! hahas. printed 150 pieces of it with my credits and i'm left with no more credits.

AGM started and i think putside MLT12 was veri chaotic. cuz everyone was so.. tensed up? hahas. more and more ppl came in and i'm more and more nervous. i had to present the proposed budget for year 2007/2008. and here he came, the director of school of business, mr mahean. then mr david tan, and mrs lily lim. our lecturer advisors. hahas. saw xuansheng, choon ngee and kokhow too! thanks for coming! alright after ivan spoke, it's my turn. and it's my first time to talk to so many ppl. LOLS. i forgot to sae some things but i guess it doesnt matter. muahaha. i was so quite happy cuz some ppl said that i presented well. WAKAKA! =X so i finished my part in less than 2 mins? and the rest continued.

END of AGM! and everyone was so happy! hahas. taking photos is part of the SB club's culture. LOLS. after that, went to bugis for dinner. it's supposed to be a birthdae celebration for ivan and lishi. hees. went to yoshinoya. and mardiah was moody. and then she suddenly told everyone that she wanan quit. not being a MC. everyone was so shocked. ivan was especially shocked cuz he was veri afraid of such things. and it happened. and she is a veri nice MC. she continued to be moody, the whole atmosphere was very awkward.. HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAE.... HAHA! ivan and lishi were punked. and there, it's the first time in ivan's life that he was punked. wat a great success! hahas. celebrated and we went home after that. reached home at 11.30pm and chiong FA tut.

embarrassed dae
woke up real early at 6.30am. chiong as i'm alwaes late for the 8am uccd lesson on fridaes. or say, i was NEVER EVER early in EVERY lesson. d: wee~~ its the first time i'm not late for uccd! yeah! then had breakfast/early lunch in fc 6. followed by going to library to chiong for BFI project. was chionging like hell. cuz everything was not done properly and edited properly. pictures not done too. everyone had no credit to print the report and the pics. my ez link card has not much value for me to go home, but no choice, i still got to top up or no one will. after finishing, quite happy thou. hees.

went for rwps and break after that. mr mahean and ivan and gang were there talking. i was wearing flip flops! ta da! guess wat, was 'caught' and i 'happened' to be the one presenting yesterdae at the AGM. gone is my good impression. ): after fa tut, need to go to the next block to meet teacher. guess wat, mr mahean was there at the lift lobby talking to some other lecturer. i tried to hide beihind jac. and both of us were wearing flip flops so walking veri quickly. at this 'precious' moment, khay mar stepped on my flip flops and it flew backwards. i obviously had to go back and wear my flip flops to continue walking. arghs! he definitely saw that. shit. image and good impression gone down the drain!

went to clubhouse to settle some stuff and went for cscc agm. went to jp bought printer ink for club and ate with mummy. hees. slacked till now. these two weeks, wang peishan must study kaes? please dun slack anymore. (:
i somehow miss you )))):

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

it's rwps lesson now.

it's been a long time since i'd actualli sat down in front of my pc and blog. had been busy nowadaes and gonna be busier in future. ARGHS! i'm going to break down. i must learn to let go at the right time. and with the right way.

sundae i went to discuss for SB TALENTIME, URBAN VIBE in bugis. after that, went to meet up with lyn at city hall. for the warehouse sale. hmm. but had got nothing to buy there. went to orchard instead. met up with weijian and bought his num flipflops for him. hahas. after that, my shopping spree started in heeren. LOL. i spent 157 bucks. wth. i have no pennies anymore. i gotta save!

and school startsss. sianed.

i'm waiting for the 2 weeks' 'holidaes'. with ' ' cuz it's practically the revision week. and i have lotsa things to do for talentime. oh please. let me have the time to manage my stuff properly. after the 2 weeks' holidaes and the MST week shall start. anw, took rwps and fa test already. i think i'm not gonna have good marks. fish.

i'm unhappy. ):

Saturday, June 02, 2007

since i've last updated, alot of things happened.

when i'm stressed, i'll be angry. with myself. i'll cry after that. it's not the first time. maybe it's better for me to cry out loud. i can do that anywhere, anytime. yes, i burst out easily. i know i can be fake. faking a smile when i dun feel good. that is when i still can take it. on the verge of breaking down, i wun even talk. i reali cant take it. i cant breathe. having so many things up on my shoulder, i cant take it. i have many things in my mind to do, they are not wants, they are needs. but i just cannot foke out the time to do it. even if it's a want, is it wrong to relax myself? cant i have my own personal life? why shall i restrict my life with all these? i cant even do the things that i like? it's not that i wun do the things i have to do, but dun expect me to do things like how you all did. this is not specifically for anyone.
please dun treat me like nothing. even if you do, dun let me feel it. dun use me. i dislike it. dun treat me good onli when you need my help. thanks.
下着雨
让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音

看着你
看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己

我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽

说你爱我
变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落
让满地鲜红
说你爱我
变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺
虽然收敛了许多的情感
还是泄露了我的不安
于是你开始冷淡
我也开始问自己该怎么办

如果你知道我的遗憾
千万不要再不以为然
我的生活已经混乱
到处漂流却始终靠不了岸

这是我最后
最美最真
最心碎的留言

oh 爱我好吗
我愿意让伤心再来一遍
只要你留一个位置给我
哪怕是在你心中
最容易被忽略的角落