ok. lets start from the beginning.
6th april 2008
went to tanjung beach at sentosa with my bro, my bro's gf (carina), my bro's frens (xiaogui and janice), john, coco, lyn and min. woke up waaaay earlier than normal weekends that i would sleep till 3pm during itp. bro, coco and i went to fetch carina first. after that, went to a garage at alexandra, meeting xiaogui, janice and john. btw, coco is my dearest puppy, a brown cocker spaniel (female) in case some ppl still dunno. and john is a golden retreiver (male) with skin problem owned by xiaogui and janice. and obviously john is very interested in coco. he was super duper horny that day. even at tanjung beach. anw, had breakfast at alexandra and went to buy few bottles of water and tidbits for the day at petrol station. and that explains why we were late.
had fun at the beach till ard 4pm before we head to a pets cafe at balestier. it's like a care centre for dogs. coco and john enjoyed their geman shepard mutton pies. there are alot of diff dogs there. golden retriever, westie, schnauzer etc. some of which their owners cant handle them and hope that the fierce shop owner there would discipline them.
after that, went to geylang. a place for john to have his traditional chinese medical skin treatment there. yes, dogs have TCM too. before heading to have our dinner at bukit batok near simin's hs/bbdc, my bro brought us to geylang. as in the geylang with red lanterns hanging. it was really an eye opener. saw lots of foreign workers from bangaladesh and china in the lorongs. bangaladesh men and china women as well as men. there were alot of things that i had nv seen before and that's basically the reason why my bro brought us there. i saw social escorts, transexuals, ktv lounges with wrong spelling on the LED signboards by the streets, guitarists in kopitiam, i-think-its-illegal gambling dens, i-think-its-pirated dvds 'pushcarts', selling of cigrattes at the roadside and lotsa jaywalking.
* im not criticizing or anything like that, im just stating the truth here. please do not get me wrong.
coco is very sociable.11th april 2008
its the last day of the 2 months itp at retention admin, citibank, millenia tower.
during this 2 months, i've learn alot of things. thanks to all the colleagues that had helped me along the way. i'd made mistakes and thanks for forgiving me. people there are young, nice, funny, friendly, helpful, considerate, noisy and fun loving. they actually know my birthday, even the management has written a card for me. thanks for giving me birthday presents too. the fact that i was leaving had made my tears rolled down on cheeks like running water tap. they gave me all their best wishes, hugs, presents and a farewell treat. except the part that i was attached to this dept with another intern, i really enjoyed the attachment.
I DO NOT LIKE YOU.
i dun care if you'll get to see my blog. i dun care whether you've realised that i doesnt like you. i really couldnt take it. i have to puke everything out after so many weeks of torture. i didnt realise you are that sucky only after three days of itp. abit too late.
everyday, EVERY DAY, i had to put up with your nonsense, unreasonableness and shit. my principle of life is that: if i dun like you, i dun care bout you, unless you come and bullshit with me. you bullshited with me during the two months, everyday, and i really had enough.
there were times that i cried because of you. my frens were shocked to see me crying over such trivial things cus i dun usually cry in front of them. i was shocked too. they tot you dun deserve my tears. i tot so too. i couldnt help but to blame myself for being so unlucky to be in the same dept as you. cus i dun wanna make things nasty till the extent that it'll affect my grade.
ladies and gentlemen, these are just SOME of the things that he did that 9 weeks. you stole my credits. you snatched my work leaving me with nth to do that i appeared slacking in my supervisor and colleagues' eyes. you used the name of the supervisor and ordered me to do stuff for you so that you appeared good and efficient on front of her. in the first place, who are you to order me? you didnt even mention that i'd helped you with that. not that i want to get tell the whole world that i've helped you, but that was a graded internship, and you jolly well know that i really have nothing to do/write in the logbook, and you should at least appreciate/credit the help i'd given to you. you couldnt finish your stuff of the previous day and asked me to help. and you asked ard for new tasks to be given to you. werent you implying that you were efficient enough to finish your everyday workload that supervisor had given to you? and me? clearing up your leftovers. and nobody knew that. you renamed what i'd done to be your name. you think that's moral? sorry, i cant accept that.you can be cute and likeable in your own ways by hugging other's plush toy whole day like it's yours, trying to come out with your own chinese name yourself, singing outdated chinese songs aloud in the office, hopping ard, talking to yourself, acting cute even when saying goodbye to everyone in the office beofore leaving, cracking really cold jokes, taking others tidbits, sweets without permission ETC... probably no one says that, but it is really disgusting to me. i said that to you straight into your face before, you thought i was joking. no, i was not. you stayed back late even though you have nth to do, didnt that make me look as if i have nothing to do, and would looooove to leave that office asap? the fact is that it was alre 6+pm and i was meeting my fren. you already took my papers before you asked whether you could. what's the point of asking me when you had already taken them? not only that, you started drawing in it without my permission, and hey, i haven read them. you treated me as transparent and start using your butt to push my bag away on the table so that you could sit there and talk to my colleague. you didnt bother to ask whether i could take my bag away. dont you know that rolling chairs are for rolling and sitting? and that's my table, my bag. it's basic couteousy you at least ask. or at least use ur empty hands to shift my bag. dun you know that hands are better alternative than butt? after pushing your way thru my table, you took my baby eeyore without my permission as if its yours. i just feel that my baby eeyore was dirtied. and ppl, please do not think that i didnt reply him in those ways. i'd tried 101 ways. he's just too into himself that he doesnt realise how i disliked him with obvious attitude problem when i talked to him. at his seat, i had to be a nice person to him. why? cus he's sitting right in front of my supervisior. because we had lunch tgt with other interns since the first day of itp, and that the rest only contacted me, i had to ask him whether he was ready to go for lunch. not only that, because he also stays in boon lay, during the first three days of itp, on courteousy, i went to ask him if he wants to go home tgt. and my supervisor knew that. blame me for being too nice. so i had to ask him these two questions everyday. which i really dun wish to ask. i really really really dun want to see him. it disgusted me everyday i see him. i really feel disgusted. especially everytime he talks. fcuk.
you might think that i was wearing a mask, which is not right too, but if you were in my shoes, you ought to react the same as me. act nice in front of supervisor and when he's alone, i totally attitude him. that was graded, i did not want my grade to be affected by him just because i attitude him. cus i know that when i really dislike someone, i can make things really nasty for him. i think if i didnt wear a mask, i think the whole office will know that i dun like him. and that might affect mygrades. actually, some of my colleagues already felt the tension between me and him from the way i talked to him. they asked and i said yes i dislike him. i didnt want to make things difficult for myself too so i just tolerated. now that it's all over, i saw him, i didnt talk to him or even smile at him when he smiled at me. i dun wanna remind myself the painful experience. and i think that he doesnt even deserve my glance. enough of SOME of the shit. it'll be dawn if i continue to blog bout him.
some pictures from itp:
from my seat, the spore flyer
my baby eeyore. my colleague (guy) couldnt stand the cuteness and bought one himself
my daisies
the latest adidas hairstyle
last evening
rain; i've known her for only 7 weeks, but we cliqued very well. 
from left to right: ken (jay chou, L, closure letters), alicia (radio provider, neighbour, saviour for MIS), me, valerie (one-down, teacher, fellow eeyore-r), janice (fellow show's wife, cute voice, magazine provider), peisi (supervisor, teacher, lao da, fellow eeyore-r), rachael (saviour for printer, earliest, corrector for MIS)
they're really nice people.
valerie with janice's piglet and me with the eeyore they gave me as farewell gift
baby eeyore back to home
met up with lyn and min after the last day of itp. they gave me a stalk of pink rose. thanks! i dunno since when i'm in love with flowers. hmm. had crystal jade in suntec.
reading the messages that colleagues have left for me.
12th - 13th of april
went to stay over at lyn's place. talked about life, played games and surfed internet. slept really early. ard 6am. next morning woke up at 10plus. helped me dyed my hair but unfortunately, it wasnt a success. 
lyn the shampoo girl
so went to fep for shopping and dyed my hair there. at least its better now. had a haircut. yes, my hair is like this now. and i still dun dare to let down my fringe like this in sch. cus i think i look retard. wait till it grows abit longer below my brows. after dying hair, we went to xin wang hong kong cafe at cineleisure that xinyi introduced to me. it's a great hangout place for friends. 24hrs for fri, sat and sun.
yes, i know i looked spastic
i love this pic. same pose as min without plan.
in fep's toilet
16th april 2008
met up with the girls at westmall as i was there before them and min lives near there. it's not a good hangout place. nth there. jp is so much better. had sakae and went to coffeebean.
this is where embarrassment happens. lyn was trying to take a pic of us in the reflection. these two guys were wuite good looking. so lyn was jokingly saying to min 'one for you, one for me' then i interrupted 'ehem' since im the only single one. lyn said 'give you la give you la' and i posed stupidly in front of the mirror for a shot and the guy on the right turned and looked at us.
and we couldnt stop luffing.. LOL
there's a reason why im single. i shud stop doing these.
i clipped up my fringe liket his when i go to sch. that's why there's no coconut fringe! but i still look ugly either ways ):
doesnt matter.
i should realy really stop. really. stop me if i make such faces next time. for the sake of my future. i do not want to stay single for life. thanks.
i told you all im not dao already. 
ended, like finally.
when i have the time tmr, i shall blog about sch. it's already 5am now O.O
now i really know why my eye bags and dark eye rings are so serious.
