sometimes, a hug tells us all.

will you be there, always?

"Life Is Not About Finding Yourself, Life Is About CreatingYourself.."

"The Purpose of Life is A Life of a Purpose.."

Current Phase of life: Erratic, Capricious, Frivolous, Imcompetent.

heading nowhere..

just when i thought of you..

long rest coming to an end..

i had a long weekend and i enjoyed even if i stayed at home the whole day, and eating cup noodles for dinner when j was having big big meal :( and stupid man, im waiting for your call now. grrr. must be sleeping. grrr.

wed night i went to zouk with j. realised that the feeling is getting more sick and tired. after all, there's nothing great about clubbing. probably after a long time without clubbing, then the feeling will be fresh, all over again.

thurs night was spent at j's home, having delicious chicken chop, slacking and loot'ing'. got back home with a handful of stuff. thanks aunty (: and of cus dearest j for that surprise. i love it.

labour day was spent at home until xinyi bapo called at 9+pm. xy&kh, j&i, l&xs went over to song's place. we were playing along the expressway, flashing headlights and hazardlights, swaying along the road, cruising and hand signaling.

song's place was hmm.. wow. watched coming soon. was frightened but to look back, it was stupid. jovee joined us. we went for supper at 2+am in pioneer. 5 cars in total. benz, jaguar, toyota, honda, mazda driving behind each other, it damn cool to see all cars signalling right and u turn one by one. had dim sum. nice!

sat was spent back to song's area to my aunt's condo for advance mother's day celebration with my grandmother. good to see relatives again. usual catching up and stuff. nothing new.

sun was finally a day at home! packed up some stuff but still as messy. but nevertheless, i tried (: checked out details about the trip. but, stupid j still haven called me yeeeetttttttt. must be sleeping must be sleeping must be sleeping. angrwy.

anw you had a long day. soccer ikea soccer. it's okay! im understanding! buy me the princessy net for my bed. hehehehe. JUST KIDDING.

i'll be back for work tmr. bored. hopefully no OT please. i wanna go home and rest at 6pm. please please. SALES COME SALES = $$$

im a happy girl today!

lameshit. whatever.

bye!

work's busy. working everyday from 9am to 7.30pm. work's tiring. however, it was all worth the price. we exchanged it with a day off before labour day and vouchers and lunch and dinner to come.

no time to spend with the family.

writing of argumentative essay. i prefer a narrative one.


your comfort zone is like a circle. no point running in it, heading no where. step out of the comfort zone and metamorphose. it will make your life a more light hearted one.

please be prepared for more 'out'dates. im currently quite busy. busy with work and tuition. the rest of the time shall be reserved for family, boyf and friends.

main concerns:

- i'll be having so much lesser time spending with my family & dling. and he's going to ns soon. im afraid.
- its a very and highly stressful job, will i break down? can i cope? will i make mistakes?
- i got no fixed time of going home from my work, how to teach tuition? he's having his exams soon.

TROUBLEd.

for the other dinosaur:

you're being awarded

THE WORLD'S BEST (and the only alive) DINOSAUR.

you always withstand all my nonsense. you always have my interests at heart.

you always call me pretty even though i know im fugly.

you always listen to me.

you never fail to give me surprises cus they made me have sugar rush'es'.

you made me smile and you made me tear cus you mean so much to me.

you always understand and you are always so patient.

you are chocolate, strawberry, honey, sugar, doughnut, and the taste, 'sweetness', that i cannot live without.