HALOOOOOOO WORLD!!!!!
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!
during the two weeks, i can say that i really din sleep much everyday. not that im studying. but i just cant sleep due to a change in my body clock. that is so not cool. haha. anw, i just hope that i'll get better results to maintain my GPA for this sem 2, PLEASE!!
i have alot of thoughts. but aint gonna say anything until i really can take it. that's me.
anw, ytd after collecting the last paper, i was totally relieved. haha. went to did some sb stuff. super turnoff. to think that others are sleeping or anjoying themselves, i'm walking along the quiet corridors to the finance dept. luckily i saw khadijah and fauzi in the club room. if not, i think i'll just kepp complaining here.
left and went back home to sleep cus i did NOT SLEEP AT ALL the night before. and was having migraine. anw, i almost got killed by an insane at my house's void deck!! i tot i was going to die. but luckily i manage to miss his many-punches. i dun dare to walk there anymore.
anyways, I HAD FUN YESTER-NIGHT!!! thanks to meijing, terry, xinyi and shu an!! hahaha. went to ZOUK with them ytd!! it was really fun partly because everyone wants to relax ourselves and really danced! haha. we went there quite early, so drank jugs of vodka lime and vodka sprite. then terry and mj went to buy long beach. it was really strong, shu an drank it also. so mj and shu an was drunk way vefore the party started. LOL. survivors of the night = terry, xin yi and me. when the party started, thou the music was ok-ok, but all of us started to 'warm up'. LOL. ytd the crowd was.. erm.. some can make it, some.. u know.. haha. tall, fit, short, fat, you name it, they were just there. but the persentage of the latter is slightly more than the 'ideal' ones. i sound bimbo here. alright. treat it like you nv see that few sentences then.
we were there from 9+pm till 3.30am. no doubt the music at phuture was better and 'high-er' as it's nearing their closing time, but we were all too tired due to the CRAA EXAM PAPER AT 9AM and all of us had to wake up at 7+. but i like the timing cus we can start early and end early!! haha. was wearing high heels and my leg really hurts at the end of the day. LOL. cant take it, as i was crossing the overhead bridge across to my home, i took off the heels. blisters all over and i had broken my toe nailsss ):
woke up today and went for dental apt to take out my lower braces!! YEAH!! I HAVE STRAIGHT TEETH NOW!!!!! i better wear the retainers full time if not money and pain will be washed down the drain. after that, walked ard jp, for 2.5 hours, without buying anything. went to bugis to collect digital cam and photo printer. damn bloody heavy. and asking a girl to squeeze thru bugis street to and fro under the hot sun is torturing!! came back home and slacked. HAVE NOT FELT SO SLACK FOR SOOOOOOOOO LONG!! woooooooooohoooooo!
my life is a bore, but i shall just live as each day passes..
Monday, January 21, 2008
less than 24 hours to the first exam paper. blaw. needs lots of memorising and understanding. and i totally have no feel to study. how. shit. i wanna score well this time. cus i seriously de-prove alot.
peishan can you please start studying.
there are far too many distractions. gucci, internet, tv programmes, bed and YOU!! damn, i dunno why i will feel this way. i should stop feeling this way. it should be mutual frenship. but somehow, you made me smiled stupidly infront of the lappy. its ok, frens should make each other smile(:
shit, who am i kidding? myself.
alright alright, im waiting for 30.01. then i can go relax myself. do whatever i want to do. hees.
who's gucci?? hahahaa. it's a new member of the wang family (: my bro's gf's fren gave this pure breed cocker spaniel female puppy to us for freeeee! she's been here for like .. dunno how many days. i forgotten. she's 4mths old now. seriously i believe that she's got male hormones. she's very active, at the wrong time somemore -.- and she loves to watch tv, especially those with guns shots. so man. hahaha. and seriously, sometimes i just cant stand her, her shit and urine stinks like dunno wat and she's blowing my top. here i just finished clearing up her waste, there she started building up her waste. oh man. it takes me like half an hour to clear up everytime. waste time. =x
peishan can you please start studying.
there are far too many distractions. gucci, internet, tv programmes, bed and YOU!! damn, i dunno why i will feel this way. i should stop feeling this way. it should be mutual frenship. but somehow, you made me smiled stupidly infront of the lappy. its ok, frens should make each other smile(:
shit, who am i kidding? myself.
alright alright, im waiting for 30.01. then i can go relax myself. do whatever i want to do. hees.
who's gucci?? hahahaa. it's a new member of the wang family (: my bro's gf's fren gave this pure breed cocker spaniel female puppy to us for freeeee! she's been here for like .. dunno how many days. i forgotten. she's 4mths old now. seriously i believe that she's got male hormones. she's very active, at the wrong time somemore -.- and she loves to watch tv, especially those with guns shots. so man. hahaha. and seriously, sometimes i just cant stand her, her shit and urine stinks like dunno wat and she's blowing my top. here i just finished clearing up her waste, there she started building up her waste. oh man. it takes me like half an hour to clear up everytime. waste time. =x
Thursday, January 17, 2008
it's beeeeeeeen a long timee since i've last updated. well i guess i doesnt matter much too. tooooo many things to do, sooooo little time. i've been sleeping at 4+ AM everyday to finish wat i wanna do. my body clock totally changed.
this week's study week and i've yet to study. i always say i wanna study, but i didnt. just dun have the determination to. i've lost my self-discipline ability. no motivation and all. come on peishan..
23.01.08
BUSINESS LAW
2PM - 4.10 PM
24.01/08
FUNDAMENTALS OF FINANCE
2 PM - 4.10 PM
28.01.08
FINANCIAL MARKETS
9 AM - 11.10 AM
30.01.08
CREDIT RISK ADMINSTRATION AND ANALYSIS
9 AM - 11.10 AM
the next day after exams, 31.01.08, i'll be fully un-braced! yeah!! just before cny. i can luff and smile all i want. LOL.
after cny, it'll be itp!! i'm posted to citibank @ millenia towers, beside suntec. i dunno wat i'll be doing there. there will be 7 of us there, including xinyi and weijun. at least i can go to wrk and go home with xinyi. hahaha. dun worries, i think i'll not complain anything regarding itp here in blog. you know, dangerous. hahahha. so frens ard me will hear me niam for 9 weeks. dun worry. i'll be there to complain to you all. working hours from 9am to 6pm, so meet up after work ok? i dun mind if you all wanna meet at suntec, like seriously. LOL. 5 days week, pay 440bucks. lowest among the rest. but it's ok. attachement, it's like this. i'll have to squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze in the mrt in the morning as well as in the evening. like wth right. how good it'll be if anyone can just chauffeur me there. i wanna go psycho my bro. hahaha. i'll have to wake up at 6am, go outta house at 7am. plus all the squeeeeeeeeeeeezing, i'll reach at perfect timing: 8.45am. please bo bi me not be late during itp. i dun wanna fail my itp.
why isnt my LO uncle tan.. at least i can complain to him. LOL
today did up a photoframe and put lotsa photos of sbc in the frame. cus somehow it's the last meeting. so did something for the club. printed put photos and memories flashed. fun times. selective memory. especially the pics of the two advisors. damn funny. hahaa.
i dunno wat to say at this moment. LOL.
this week's study week and i've yet to study. i always say i wanna study, but i didnt. just dun have the determination to. i've lost my self-discipline ability. no motivation and all. come on peishan..
23.01.08
BUSINESS LAW
2PM - 4.10 PM
24.01/08
FUNDAMENTALS OF FINANCE
2 PM - 4.10 PM
28.01.08
FINANCIAL MARKETS
9 AM - 11.10 AM
30.01.08
CREDIT RISK ADMINSTRATION AND ANALYSIS
9 AM - 11.10 AM
the next day after exams, 31.01.08, i'll be fully un-braced! yeah!! just before cny. i can luff and smile all i want. LOL.
after cny, it'll be itp!! i'm posted to citibank @ millenia towers, beside suntec. i dunno wat i'll be doing there. there will be 7 of us there, including xinyi and weijun. at least i can go to wrk and go home with xinyi. hahaha. dun worries, i think i'll not complain anything regarding itp here in blog. you know, dangerous. hahahha. so frens ard me will hear me niam for 9 weeks. dun worry. i'll be there to complain to you all. working hours from 9am to 6pm, so meet up after work ok? i dun mind if you all wanna meet at suntec, like seriously. LOL. 5 days week, pay 440bucks. lowest among the rest. but it's ok. attachement, it's like this. i'll have to squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze in the mrt in the morning as well as in the evening. like wth right. how good it'll be if anyone can just chauffeur me there. i wanna go psycho my bro. hahaha. i'll have to wake up at 6am, go outta house at 7am. plus all the squeeeeeeeeeeeezing, i'll reach at perfect timing: 8.45am. please bo bi me not be late during itp. i dun wanna fail my itp.
why isnt my LO uncle tan.. at least i can complain to him. LOL
today did up a photoframe and put lotsa photos of sbc in the frame. cus somehow it's the last meeting. so did something for the club. printed put photos and memories flashed. fun times. selective memory. especially the pics of the two advisors. damn funny. hahaa.
i dunno wat to say at this moment. LOL.
Friday, January 04, 2008
happy birthday to jeremy neo!!
people have been asking why didnt i update my blog bout my new year and all. tat's cus i'm very busy. sch starts and i've been chionging for my projects and tests. wat a great start of the year eh? turnoff.
- CRAA project due on monday
- MA test on monday
- BLAW project due on friday
- PSYCHOLOGY test on friday
- 23rd jan onwards EXAMS
- after exams, CHINESE NEW YEAR, no time to buy clothes at all ):
- after cny, ITP
hate poly's way scheduling sem 2's holidays. NO holidays at all. wth.
all right, enuff of complaining at the start of the year. it's not a good start. but it's ok, i have to live with it.
NEW YEAR EVE was spent flying here and there. met up with weijian and co. it's been more than half the year since we last met. there were alot of new faces, young people from hyss, that i dunno. LOL. so guess wat's on my face? SIAN. but it's ok, i managed to be sociable i guessed. no harm making more frens too. anw, they were quite funny. just that i almost fainted from hunger. we spent an hour to search for 14 seats in vivo's restaurants. all packed. so we ended up eating food republic, seperately. i had my dearest fried hokkien mee n pepsi. there's a reason why i wrote these.
after that, met up with khaymar, her sis and her two frens from canada. so guess wat's with me? ANTI-SOCIAL and QUIET. cus my eng sucks. so it's better to shut up to prevent myself from throwing face. went to POWERHOUSE at st james. cover charge $35. can you believe it? i actually spent the money for a top to go club. i think i lost my thinking ability already. all old men inside ok? sorry, but i like younger ones. LOL. it was warm and packed. or prolly it's from the drinks that we had. khaymar and i were up the podium while we say bye to 2007. i was initially reluctant to go up, but 35bucks, if i dun go up, not worth it man. LOL. not scary actually, anw, you dunno the people there also. so it's ok. i think i saw one hyss teacher there. anw, khaymar and co. had to leave earlier like ard 1am. so we quickly grab our last glass of drink and went off. by then i couldnt see the steps on the stairs properly. double vision. the drinks there were qutie strong as compared to zouk and all. LOL.
so i went to meet with my another grp of frens to go to clarke quay tgt. then went to meet weijian they all again in safra. so my other frens actually stayed awhile in the pub to drink a little before they went off. played 5 10 with them, drank quite a bit of beer la. after they were gone, joined weijian they all. had martell. sucks even thou expensive. =x drink and drink and drunk. LOL. as usual, fell asleep. until i started throwing up in the pub. hahha. went to downstairs and continue puking. walked to boat quay, also puked along the way. LOL. and yes, i puked the fried hokkien mee + pepsi + screwdriverss + beer + martell + green tea. the feeling sucks la. i had never vommitted before since i started drinking until then. i really dun like the feeling. slept till 6.30am until weijian and zhenming sent me home. heheheh. so paiseh, everytime i drunk, weijian they all must send me home. this is till the extent that i dun dare to be drunk if there are no 'them'. LOL. nah. SWEN AND LYN (there's a reason why i didnt write cn lol), you all better know where i stay and how to take care of me when i'm drunk. if not, next time go out with you all, i dun dare to drink much. LOL. anw, it's best NOT to be drunk. hahha.
hangover a little next day. was supposed to go out with jeremy, but he overslept la. party too much. next time then. so stayed at home and tried to stay sober. but seriously, i was damn slow that day.
school reopened then. PROJECTS + TESTS + EXAMS!!! arghhhhhhhhh.
all right will posts pics after i got them(:
year 2008 resolution!!
1. better time management to have more time for myself, family and frens
2. try my best to get gpa 3.5
3. become prettier and slimmer (which girl dun wanna be)
4. have a boyfren, who is like show luo zhi xiang, loves me (LOL)
5. more money
6. stop procrastinating
7. more hardworking and nerd
8. gentler and more ladylike
9. get driving license by 2009 june
10. better temper
11. no more emo-ing
12. do whatever i want to do and like to do
there are alot more, i just cant mb everything now. you all know, i have stm.
all right, it's soon gonna be my birthday.
1st of MARCH
hahahha. eben thou it's during itp, it's a sat. so i can play as crazy as i want to!! hahaha. better dun think so much, lest end up being alone or the celebration isnt great or anything. LOL
ciao!
people have been asking why didnt i update my blog bout my new year and all. tat's cus i'm very busy. sch starts and i've been chionging for my projects and tests. wat a great start of the year eh? turnoff.
- CRAA project due on monday
- MA test on monday
- BLAW project due on friday
- PSYCHOLOGY test on friday
- 23rd jan onwards EXAMS
- after exams, CHINESE NEW YEAR, no time to buy clothes at all ):
- after cny, ITP
hate poly's way scheduling sem 2's holidays. NO holidays at all. wth.
all right, enuff of complaining at the start of the year. it's not a good start. but it's ok, i have to live with it.
NEW YEAR EVE was spent flying here and there. met up with weijian and co. it's been more than half the year since we last met. there were alot of new faces, young people from hyss, that i dunno. LOL. so guess wat's on my face? SIAN. but it's ok, i managed to be sociable i guessed. no harm making more frens too. anw, they were quite funny. just that i almost fainted from hunger. we spent an hour to search for 14 seats in vivo's restaurants. all packed. so we ended up eating food republic, seperately. i had my dearest fried hokkien mee n pepsi. there's a reason why i wrote these.
after that, met up with khaymar, her sis and her two frens from canada. so guess wat's with me? ANTI-SOCIAL and QUIET. cus my eng sucks. so it's better to shut up to prevent myself from throwing face. went to POWERHOUSE at st james. cover charge $35. can you believe it? i actually spent the money for a top to go club. i think i lost my thinking ability already. all old men inside ok? sorry, but i like younger ones. LOL. it was warm and packed. or prolly it's from the drinks that we had. khaymar and i were up the podium while we say bye to 2007. i was initially reluctant to go up, but 35bucks, if i dun go up, not worth it man. LOL. not scary actually, anw, you dunno the people there also. so it's ok. i think i saw one hyss teacher there. anw, khaymar and co. had to leave earlier like ard 1am. so we quickly grab our last glass of drink and went off. by then i couldnt see the steps on the stairs properly. double vision. the drinks there were qutie strong as compared to zouk and all. LOL.
so i went to meet with my another grp of frens to go to clarke quay tgt. then went to meet weijian they all again in safra. so my other frens actually stayed awhile in the pub to drink a little before they went off. played 5 10 with them, drank quite a bit of beer la. after they were gone, joined weijian they all. had martell. sucks even thou expensive. =x drink and drink and drunk. LOL. as usual, fell asleep. until i started throwing up in the pub. hahha. went to downstairs and continue puking. walked to boat quay, also puked along the way. LOL. and yes, i puked the fried hokkien mee + pepsi + screwdriverss + beer + martell + green tea. the feeling sucks la. i had never vommitted before since i started drinking until then. i really dun like the feeling. slept till 6.30am until weijian and zhenming sent me home. heheheh. so paiseh, everytime i drunk, weijian they all must send me home. this is till the extent that i dun dare to be drunk if there are no 'them'. LOL. nah. SWEN AND LYN (there's a reason why i didnt write cn lol), you all better know where i stay and how to take care of me when i'm drunk. if not, next time go out with you all, i dun dare to drink much. LOL. anw, it's best NOT to be drunk. hahha.
hangover a little next day. was supposed to go out with jeremy, but he overslept la. party too much. next time then. so stayed at home and tried to stay sober. but seriously, i was damn slow that day.
school reopened then. PROJECTS + TESTS + EXAMS!!! arghhhhhhhhh.
all right will posts pics after i got them(:
year 2008 resolution!!
1. better time management to have more time for myself, family and frens
2. try my best to get gpa 3.5
3. become prettier and slimmer (which girl dun wanna be)
4. have a boyfren, who is like show luo zhi xiang, loves me (LOL)
5. more money
6. stop procrastinating
7. more hardworking and nerd
8. gentler and more ladylike
9. get driving license by 2009 june
10. better temper
11. no more emo-ing
12. do whatever i want to do and like to do
there are alot more, i just cant mb everything now. you all know, i have stm.
all right, it's soon gonna be my birthday.
1st of MARCH
hahahha. eben thou it's during itp, it's a sat. so i can play as crazy as i want to!! hahaha. better dun think so much, lest end up being alone or the celebration isnt great or anything. LOL
ciao!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
choon ngee's birthday was quite fun. met up with cn, swen, and lyn at jp. went to harbourfront and met up with jovee, hanrui, shu mei, xueer, and kokhow. walked from beach station to rasa sentosa hotel's Barnacles for dinner. swen lyn and i ordered seafood sensation which costed 105bucks withou any staple food. LOL. no choice, the things there are too exp and poor people from huayi had no penny to eat. however, the food there is really nice. but too exp. total bill added up to $516.70. and yes, SWENSEN STILL OWE ME 20 BUCKS!! hahaha. oh ya, met up with jasper there.
after barnacles, we went to clarke quay and there we met up with weitek and alvin. to my own dis-belief, we actually went to gotham penthouse. which is a club/pun where older or more mature ladies are there to know more mature guys. to our shock, there is actually a daily male stripping show at 12am and 2am. DAMN, polluted my innocent and pure mind. anw, i strongly advise young poeple not to go to that place as it's free porn everywhere. hahaha. i dun really like the place actually. people, place, music.. sorry! hahaha. there, was where, the 18 year old choon ngee got really HIGH and crazy. he only drank tiger, 2/3 tequilla shots, 2/3 vodka, 1 pop, i think. jasper had a weird interest = like to make and see people drunk -.- he sabo-ed the birthday boy of cus. cn was really high and started to dance ard like chinese medium =x he actually went down to the almost-empty dancefloor to dance himself to TECHNO songs played. classic man. hahaha. and yes, he kept taking photos with everyone. and keep niam-ing. wtf -.- luckily not too overbroad, if not, i slap him already. LOL
went to jetbar. jasper foot the bill. cn was forced to drink one sip of chivas on the rock, but before that, he already puked. puked on the floor like the merlion before the waitress there give him the big trash bag. hahhaa. he got his puking partner there, alvin. puked and slept all the way.
bak kut teh after that. i admit i was already abit TIPSY la. i didnt eat and was sleepy already. hahaha. i think i drank more than wat i did on my birthday. from gotham to jetbar, i lost count on how many cups i drank. i seriously think i drink more than cn. LOL. tequilla shotsssss, vodka sprites, beer, chivas with greenteasssssss. all thanks to the games we played and all the cheers-ing la. hahaha. never mind, happy can already.
6plus in the morning, walked back to clark quay and took train home. reached home, bathed, changed, went out with mummy, came back, went to jp, and slept at 3am. i didnt get to sleep for like, days? night beofre zouk slept at 3plus, night after zouk slept at 3plus, and then no-sleep. call me superwoman. hahha. anw, mum bought me a really good xmas present, she bought me k770i. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MUMMY!!! see, i dun love my mummy only when she buys me things, i love her always, this love is definitely deeper than bgr love. hahhaa. basically the phone is the same as k800. just that it is slimmer, and no flash, only light. but it's ok. hahaa. it's better than my w660i. THANK YOU MUMMY!!!!
today went to bbdc for FTL 1.01 and 1.02. 1.01, saw ruixing, hahaha. but i didnt go forward to talk to him, i scared he dunno who i am. LOL. sorry, i'm so low self confident one. i'm not dao. then after that, met up with weijian, the ah beng for 1.02. so bored. was only half awake then. then edwin came to enroll. after that, went to westmall to eat. then, homed, while they go for haircut. love the feeling of meeting ups with old frens. provided that the feeling is still almost the same. hahhaa. holidays are time to meet up with frens and chill, loves.
i'm sorry my class, i couldnt make it for the fun-filled bbq. you all sure enjoyed.
meeting up with classmates tmr for movie and steamboat. then after that homed. no countdown, dun even think i'll see the xmas eve night tmr. actually weijian they all got meet up for tmr, but i'm like so outta place la. dunno the people there, well. it's will be disturbing for them to spend their xmas eve with a person they dunno well too. sadded.
xmas is just another day for me..
after barnacles, we went to clarke quay and there we met up with weitek and alvin. to my own dis-belief, we actually went to gotham penthouse. which is a club/pun where older or more mature ladies are there to know more mature guys. to our shock, there is actually a daily male stripping show at 12am and 2am. DAMN, polluted my innocent and pure mind. anw, i strongly advise young poeple not to go to that place as it's free porn everywhere. hahaha. i dun really like the place actually. people, place, music.. sorry! hahaha. there, was where, the 18 year old choon ngee got really HIGH and crazy. he only drank tiger, 2/3 tequilla shots, 2/3 vodka, 1 pop, i think. jasper had a weird interest = like to make and see people drunk -.- he sabo-ed the birthday boy of cus. cn was really high and started to dance ard like chinese medium =x he actually went down to the almost-empty dancefloor to dance himself to TECHNO songs played. classic man. hahaha. and yes, he kept taking photos with everyone. and keep niam-ing. wtf -.- luckily not too overbroad, if not, i slap him already. LOL
went to jetbar. jasper foot the bill. cn was forced to drink one sip of chivas on the rock, but before that, he already puked. puked on the floor like the merlion before the waitress there give him the big trash bag. hahhaa. he got his puking partner there, alvin. puked and slept all the way.
bak kut teh after that. i admit i was already abit TIPSY la. i didnt eat and was sleepy already. hahaha. i think i drank more than wat i did on my birthday. from gotham to jetbar, i lost count on how many cups i drank. i seriously think i drink more than cn. LOL. tequilla shotsssss, vodka sprites, beer, chivas with greenteasssssss. all thanks to the games we played and all the cheers-ing la. hahaha. never mind, happy can already.
6plus in the morning, walked back to clark quay and took train home. reached home, bathed, changed, went out with mummy, came back, went to jp, and slept at 3am. i didnt get to sleep for like, days? night beofre zouk slept at 3plus, night after zouk slept at 3plus, and then no-sleep. call me superwoman. hahha. anw, mum bought me a really good xmas present, she bought me k770i. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS MUMMY!!! see, i dun love my mummy only when she buys me things, i love her always, this love is definitely deeper than bgr love. hahhaa. basically the phone is the same as k800. just that it is slimmer, and no flash, only light. but it's ok. hahaa. it's better than my w660i. THANK YOU MUMMY!!!!
today went to bbdc for FTL 1.01 and 1.02. 1.01, saw ruixing, hahaha. but i didnt go forward to talk to him, i scared he dunno who i am. LOL. sorry, i'm so low self confident one. i'm not dao. then after that, met up with weijian, the ah beng for 1.02. so bored. was only half awake then. then edwin came to enroll. after that, went to westmall to eat. then, homed, while they go for haircut. love the feeling of meeting ups with old frens. provided that the feeling is still almost the same. hahhaa. holidays are time to meet up with frens and chill, loves.
i'm sorry my class, i couldnt make it for the fun-filled bbq. you all sure enjoyed.
meeting up with classmates tmr for movie and steamboat. then after that homed. no countdown, dun even think i'll see the xmas eve night tmr. actually weijian they all got meet up for tmr, but i'm like so outta place la. dunno the people there, well. it's will be disturbing for them to spend their xmas eve with a person they dunno well too. sadded.
xmas is just another day for me..
Thursday, December 20, 2007
happy birthday to choon ngee!!! 18th birthday, you happy can already la!!
later meeting them to barnacles or vivo to eat. after that pub/club.
i want to talk to you. but i dunno wat to talk about and what to start with. you came to talk, i was shocked, happy and overjoyed. i tot and hope that everything will turn out fine or better. best as it can be, i hope everything can start all over again. but it seems not to. it's not the same anymore. we used to talk everything under the sun happily and enjoy each other's pressence. i dunno why, why cant we talk like we used to? is it because i know you too much? or your expiry period for each girl is no longer than two months? we are like having a war everytime we talk now. i detest this feeling. i'm no longer sure wat are we. we are close frens, best frens, frens, acquaintances, or worse, strangers. i always treat you differently like never before. you were once so impt in my life, now still. how did you treat me? have you tot of this question? dun make use of me, that will make me hate you. i dun like this feeling. or is this the end of everything? can i say i dun want to have this ending? do i have a choice, you tell me. you came and went, came back and went. many times. wat do you expect me to do? there are times when i really wanna tell you how i feel towards you. cuz i really wanna know how you feel. but you are just doing wat you usually do, enjoying it, and all i can do is to shut up and get outta of ur life to prevent me from disrupting. why am i so stupid and stuck right here? i've been shutting up and hiding in some corner and see wat you do for so many months already. many times i gave up, but you came back and once again, i fell. why do i land myself in this deep shit. the year is passing, am i going to bring this forward to the next year?
it's broken. it broke accidentally. not on purpose. it fell on the floor and broke into pieces. but the main thing is still there. does this resemble something? it's broken afterall right? i dunno if you still keep the thing. but when i saw it the other time, which was months ago, when things were real fine, i'm more than happy. now... i wish i can stop thinking about it. i'm sorry, but i think i love you.
mylove;onemissingpiece
later meeting them to barnacles or vivo to eat. after that pub/club.
i want to talk to you. but i dunno wat to talk about and what to start with. you came to talk, i was shocked, happy and overjoyed. i tot and hope that everything will turn out fine or better. best as it can be, i hope everything can start all over again. but it seems not to. it's not the same anymore. we used to talk everything under the sun happily and enjoy each other's pressence. i dunno why, why cant we talk like we used to? is it because i know you too much? or your expiry period for each girl is no longer than two months? we are like having a war everytime we talk now. i detest this feeling. i'm no longer sure wat are we. we are close frens, best frens, frens, acquaintances, or worse, strangers. i always treat you differently like never before. you were once so impt in my life, now still. how did you treat me? have you tot of this question? dun make use of me, that will make me hate you. i dun like this feeling. or is this the end of everything? can i say i dun want to have this ending? do i have a choice, you tell me. you came and went, came back and went. many times. wat do you expect me to do? there are times when i really wanna tell you how i feel towards you. cuz i really wanna know how you feel. but you are just doing wat you usually do, enjoying it, and all i can do is to shut up and get outta of ur life to prevent me from disrupting. why am i so stupid and stuck right here? i've been shutting up and hiding in some corner and see wat you do for so many months already. many times i gave up, but you came back and once again, i fell. why do i land myself in this deep shit. the year is passing, am i going to bring this forward to the next year?
it's broken. it broke accidentally. not on purpose. it fell on the floor and broke into pieces. but the main thing is still there. does this resemble something? it's broken afterall right? i dunno if you still keep the thing. but when i saw it the other time, which was months ago, when things were real fine, i'm more than happy. now... i wish i can stop thinking about it. i'm sorry, but i think i love you.
mylove;onemissingpiece
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