FUCKED UP!

i expected too much.. totally disappointed..

I'VE BEEN STUCKED AT HOME FOR 5 DAES!

probably i should go get a job too. everyone's so unavailable..

TURNED OFF!!!

hmm. okies. been slacking these past 2 daes. on the average, i woke up at 3pm everydae. hahas. was quite boring these two daes. staying at home, watching tv. wat's more annoying, sleepless nights. dunno why i just cant sleep.

watched ai qing mo fa shi just now. watched till cry again. hahas. it's nice. after watching. went online. making this stupid blogskin. and trying to adjust the corect sizeof the tagboard. i gave up. hahas. i'm not a patient person. anywaes, i've spent quite alot of money already. must be more stingy liaos. hahas.

so long never see my grp of frens.. miss them! hahas. but a chalet is coming up! yeahs. hope that we'll have fun there. hahas. some frens are still studying. hmm. no choice. they have o levels. gotta study. good luck to you all! study hard! luckily i've finished racing then. hahas. they are having prelims now. then after that they''ll have o's.. dunno still gotta wait how long to meet them up. hees. studies more important~ jia you lohs!

FINALLY!!!!!!!!
the long awaited holidaes has started! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todae was having the last paper. i onli hope that neither my admission number nor my name would appear in the failure list online. *praying* anywaes, EXAMS ARE OVER!!! i need intense shopping and relaxation! hahas. i have to reward myself!

these few daes haven been good daes for me. and that affects my temper. alot. but i'm trying to improve on my temper. everydae. it does take time. somethings are better kept unsaid. hmm.

national dae went to grandma's hs. my grandma said i haven been there for three hundred years. hahas. wat a humorous grandma i have. hees. was slacking there as no one was there. quite boring, thou. but waited till 6 pm, the national dae parade started. i was like a kid there. hahas. while the helicopters and aeroplanes flew by, i kept running like mad with my cousin to catch a glimpse of them. hahas. the skies darkened and the fireworks started. i ran to the back of the house to watch them. hahas. nad video it down. kaes, my hp is lousy, i admit. hahas. cant see properly. but i like the ambience. hees. after the national dae parade ended, we took our dinner (my grandma's cooking is superb!!) and went home.

on 10/08/2006, i woke up early to eat alot for my breakfast @ 12pm. hees. cuz i was going to the dentist's and was preparing for the pain after the visit. i had no idea wat's he going to do to me. is it extraction of my teeth? or is it just tightening my braces?

hahas. luckily it was only tightening of my braces. PHEW~ i'm reali afraid of the extraction that may happen one dae if my teeth cant move properly by themselves. =X i've changed my braces' colour to light blue. hahas. next time i should try orange and green. hees. sounds fun? as if. hees.

ever since, i have been slacking. slept till 3+ pm almost everydae. kept eating chocolates while watching tv. i'm gonna be fat. the whole dae is about eating, watching, surfing net and sleeping. hmm. wat a lifeless life i lead. hahas. wat the hell am i talking about.

hmm. it's been a long long long long time since i've updated. hees. was lazy and tired. all this while. many things have happened, happy or sad. whatever it may be, i've forgotten most of them. i reali suspect that i am having short term memory. hees.

todae woke up at 6am in the morning. for wat? was getting ready to go to hua yi. it had sent me an invitation card to todae's national dae cum speech dae. so lame but was happy at the point of reciving it. =x reached there, rot. took attendance and talked to huijing (THANKS TO HER), jinghan, weijie ( my sec 2 classmate whom i've not talked to for bout 3 years? =x) and other ppl. hees. i was veri noisy there. i just cannot stop being quiet. making all sorts of comments. hees. like, the choir is so soft, who is going to hear them?, mrs kong finally didnt wear cheong sum during school events etc. alright, i almost forgot how to sing the school song. hahas.

the curerent principal then addressed us with the report. 4E o levels with 3 or more passes : 100%. 4E o levels with 5 or more passes : 92.3% ( i think ). is it because of our class? hees. nvm thou. it's over already. seriosly, i missed secondary school life. =(

okies, it's the prize presentation. seriously i did not know wat i was there for until yesterdae, huijing told me i got the top for dunno wat subject. i dun quite believe it. but i went to school, cuz i tot, if i never got the prize then just act as if i go there and watch the celebrations. hahas. then i realised i got top in combined science bio/chem. hees. my name was suddenly being called and i sped up to receive the prize from mrs kong. mrs kong told me 'wow~ this is your forte huh? where are you now? wat course are you studying?' and i was like `get me down this stage NOW!` hahas. i kept luffing like idiot to her and answered her questions. she was shocked that i am now in banking and financial servcies instead of a life science course. hees.

ALRIGHT THIS PART IS KINDA LAME TO YOU, YOU MAY WANT TO SKIP. met mr lee and talk talk lohs. hees. he's reali a great teacher lahs. saw mdm fong, but she was not free, didnt get a chance to talk to her in person. but i think that we should thank the teachers for teaching us. and enduring our noise for 2 years. hahas. i tot, 'if mdm fong hadnt encourage me on not dropping POA, i might not be who i am todae. if mr lee hadnt come to hua yi and teach us in a LAME manner, i wouldnt wanna try my luck in chem. if mrs heng dun have the patience to teach, i would probably only attend to her lesson jus b'cuz i wanna see her pretty shoes. if miss loke didnt spice up our life by letting us to bully her, i would sleep in her class for sure...... etc. *full of gratitude* hees. THANKS TO THEM! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

went back to SP after that, to take EC test. listening.. but it was DIFFICULT! scared i'll fail. =( it seems like alot of ppl going to esplanade to watch fireworks tonight! everyone was discussing bout it. after school hang out awhile with my classmates and headed home and sleep till 8pm. actuali lyn they all wanna go watch the fireworks too. but they are all couple couple, dun expect me to go right? = i kinda feel.... arghs. anw, spend my time eating my dinner for almost an hour, and watched tv and surfing net for the rest of the dae. btw, i'm already in holidae mood now! when the holidaes actuali start 2 weeks later and there are exams coming up before the holidaes. hahas.

yesterdae was tricia's birthdae. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAE! i did not celebrate with her. *guilty ):* first thing in the morning we sang her birthdae song in class.

during class, we were playing tangoes. it was easy in the first place, but it becomes harder. hahas. the whole class was like in CHAOS, i bet. hees. but one thing good is that, we dun have to keep staring at the book. O.O hees. my group managed to get one out of three correct. i consider that quite good. this shows that we have some IQ. hees.

during break, we were all crowding tricia and sang her a birthdae song again in the canteen. damn loud and alot of ppl joined in too! hahas. so fun!

after attending the last lecture for the dae, i left my to hua yi. to get my copy of the year book. which has the last photograph that i'm in uniform. and i have lotsa lotsa lotsa beautiful memories in there. with 4e5'05 blah blah blah. (: bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zhi zai hu ceng jing yong you~ reached hy like 1.30pm? wei loong they all are having o level chinese oral. chat with them awhile. actuali meeting lyn at bout 1.45pm. but in the end, she cant make it. i cant be possibly spending full 2 hours in hy. doing nothing. being an extra. right? so i decided to take my year book and go home. but realised that have to return swen his bag that i've borrowed for far too long! hahas. dunno how. so passed to mr lee lohs. went home after that. so sians.


kkaes. fridae is alwaes a dae that i might be depressed. because of IDEA. that stupid module. how i wish that it can end as soon as possible. hmm. dragged myself to school. was raining cats and dogs. saw yiling thay all on the wae. went to class with them lohs. todae we got back the results of our last presentation on our 'own-created- product. our group was quite pessimistic. hahas. we tot we could onli get a C-. but we did get better than that lahs. hahas. happy. like that oso happy -.-" as least we passed.

we got 2 hours break todae. and we went to eat KFC AND PIZZA HUT. can you believe this?!! i ate 2 pieces of chicken for one and a half hours and i've yet to finish them. hahas. clever? that's my talent. lols. some of us were like watching out for handsome guys. and realised that they all went into a cake shop. hahas let's get a job there. hahas. crazy. went to the toilet. i saw something tht is so disgusting. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWW~!!!!!! and i was luffing for like 3 mins. it's too disgusting liaos. lol. ppl walk passed me looked at me in an awkward wae. dun expect poly's toilets cleaner than sec sch's. i prefer those in sec schs. that's how bad it is. hees. i think you mihgt be wondering y was i luffing when i saw something so disgusting. hahas. beats me.

was early for our lecture. went to the next lecture hall to enjoy some air con first. hahas. was sitting there and all of us started talking bout guys again. one of my fren is going to run a match making center. hahas. she's crazy lahs. hahas.

after the lecture, stayed back awhile and went home after that. (:

hmm. it's been a long lon gtime since i've ever updated. hees. was quite lazy. i get rid of my last blogskin which is quite dark (and that makes me feel sad, hahas. jkjk.). got this blogskin. i tot it's quite childish. but i like. hees.

this noon, my dearest brother left for thailand. ytd nite, i wrote a long list of things for him to buy for me. but i doubt he will buy all. hees. woke up earlier this morning to see him before he went ahead to the airport. while i'm changing the blogskin, i have to wait for the plumber to come. hmm.

i'm going to have a series of CA2s coming up. oh dear! haven study yet! lazy to study. after the CAs, i'll be having the first semestral exams in poly!

i wanna go back to hyss to collect my year book! hees. kaes. dun expect me to update veri soon!