im so tired to do anything after work. even though my work load is quite light, up till now. i guess travelling is tiring.

after my job started, i've began to realise that i should make full use of my 2.5 weekends. 0.5 on friday nights, and 2 on saturdays and sundays. and i also realise that i'm becoming more stupid, blur, unglam (i know i've never been glam before) and clumsy. i lost my company cardkey. twice.

some of the not-yet-forgotten-memories-in-my-limited-brain-space-of-4gb:

- 4 girls, 1 car, lost for 2 hours, looking for ways to go west coast from jurong. we travelled from jurong to lornie rd to raffles institution to clementi to west coast. and in between, we initiated conversations with uncles who then gave us wtf reactions. unforgettably, the whole car jumped upon hitting a big big rock in the middle of the road. we were lucky, we didnt flip.

- song drank 2 super lambo after so much of alcohol and threw up undigested rice, almost immediately.

- fighting scene almost happened for dear friends with a crazy chinese man who kept shouting F%&KKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! and kept hitting against the dj console with retarded boucers came few minutes later, doing nothing, staring.

- met quite a number of second degree friends last night though.

- i ate long john silver's alone in vivo for luch for 1.5 hours.

- i bought a super cute soft toy that can keep my hands warms in its head in the freezing cold office!

- one by one, friends are going into NS. sad.

- my initial, always so near yet so far.

- my meals are all about cup noodles, maggi mee, green tea, milk, cereals, and biscuits.

- i haven forgotten, i will do those.

i think i will fall deeper..

in the meanwhile, enjoy and live life to the fullest! (this's random)

alright. too much to do, say, blog.

life's been repetative, every day.

work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep.

yes, my life revolves ard all these. its been turning me and my friends off. i didnt have time to rejuvenate or hang out with friends. what's more, the kids are having exams and parents are going to be as demanding as ever. hello, im also a human. i needa a fff-ing life. and your kids are making me maaaaaaaad every time.

girls, we need to go for some massage/manicure/pedicure/retail therapy some day (even though i had mine not long ago). should reward and pamper ourselves for working so hard, selling our lives out there.

well, ive started working. as the office is in jurong this week, i can sleep longer as compared to working in CBD. im attached to the senior management level which is damn quiet as each has their own room and im in one of them. the view of jurong is actually breath-taking. and i'll say i felt quite priviliged this week as i was able to go to work the latest, knock off the earliest, take the express executive lift, eat in some executive's office, sleep in the toilet and behind my senior someone's back, knowing people from different industries, statutory boards (some are quite big shots), knowing senior officers, directors and i was really impressed by how they did things using their intelligence, IQ&EQ. really wanna take my hat off them. and most importantly, i really really really learned alot from there. they are willing to teach, they are not selfish. just a peek into another industry other than banking. cool shit. seriously. of cus, i dont wanna sound as if im boasting. but i really felt very happy, priviliged and thankful for everyone giving me a chance to learn there. okay, sounds like im gonna give a speech.

just met up with khaymar and jacqueline. had the suckiest dinner along the riverside, nice ambience though. went back home shortly. but was very happy, cus its been long since i met them and talked to them.

now, im home, im feeling sucha loser.. friday night, stay at home, however, its better in a sense that i can rest earlier!

tmr and sunday is a full day of tuition again. they better not make me angry or they will get it from me.

k bye.

im a loser. staying home alone for friday and saturday.

it seems like people are getting lessser and lesser. meeting the few only ones for ed's celebration tmr.

on a temp job now, and after it ends, i'll move on to be a secretary. can you imagine me being a junior secretary?

sometimes, a hug tells us all.

will you be there, always?

"Life Is Not About Finding Yourself, Life Is About CreatingYourself.."

"The Purpose of Life is A Life of a Purpose.."

Current Phase of life: Erratic, Capricious, Frivolous, Imcompetent.

heading nowhere..

just when i thought of you..