"The Purpose of Life is A Life of a Purpose.."

Current Phase of life: Erratic, Capricious, Frivolous, Imcompetent.

heading nowhere..

just when i thought of you..

long rest coming to an end..

i had a long weekend and i enjoyed even if i stayed at home the whole day, and eating cup noodles for dinner when j was having big big meal :( and stupid man, im waiting for your call now. grrr. must be sleeping. grrr.

wed night i went to zouk with j. realised that the feeling is getting more sick and tired. after all, there's nothing great about clubbing. probably after a long time without clubbing, then the feeling will be fresh, all over again.

thurs night was spent at j's home, having delicious chicken chop, slacking and loot'ing'. got back home with a handful of stuff. thanks aunty (: and of cus dearest j for that surprise. i love it.

labour day was spent at home until xinyi bapo called at 9+pm. xy&kh, j&i, l&xs went over to song's place. we were playing along the expressway, flashing headlights and hazardlights, swaying along the road, cruising and hand signaling.

song's place was hmm.. wow. watched coming soon. was frightened but to look back, it was stupid. jovee joined us. we went for supper at 2+am in pioneer. 5 cars in total. benz, jaguar, toyota, honda, mazda driving behind each other, it damn cool to see all cars signalling right and u turn one by one. had dim sum. nice!

sat was spent back to song's area to my aunt's condo for advance mother's day celebration with my grandmother. good to see relatives again. usual catching up and stuff. nothing new.

sun was finally a day at home! packed up some stuff but still as messy. but nevertheless, i tried (: checked out details about the trip. but, stupid j still haven called me yeeeetttttttt. must be sleeping must be sleeping must be sleeping. angrwy.

anw you had a long day. soccer ikea soccer. it's okay! im understanding! buy me the princessy net for my bed. hehehehe. JUST KIDDING.

i'll be back for work tmr. bored. hopefully no OT please. i wanna go home and rest at 6pm. please please. SALES COME SALES = $$$

im a happy girl today!

lameshit. whatever.

bye!

work's busy. working everyday from 9am to 7.30pm. work's tiring. however, it was all worth the price. we exchanged it with a day off before labour day and vouchers and lunch and dinner to come.

no time to spend with the family.

writing of argumentative essay. i prefer a narrative one.


your comfort zone is like a circle. no point running in it, heading no where. step out of the comfort zone and metamorphose. it will make your life a more light hearted one.

please be prepared for more 'out'dates. im currently quite busy. busy with work and tuition. the rest of the time shall be reserved for family, boyf and friends.

main concerns:

- i'll be having so much lesser time spending with my family & dling. and he's going to ns soon. im afraid.
- its a very and highly stressful job, will i break down? can i cope? will i make mistakes?
- i got no fixed time of going home from my work, how to teach tuition? he's having his exams soon.

TROUBLEd.

for the other dinosaur:

you're being awarded

THE WORLD'S BEST (and the only alive) DINOSAUR.

you always withstand all my nonsense. you always have my interests at heart.

you always call me pretty even though i know im fugly.

you always listen to me.

you never fail to give me surprises cus they made me have sugar rush'es'.

you made me smile and you made me tear cus you mean so much to me.

you always understand and you are always so patient.

you are chocolate, strawberry, honey, sugar, doughnut, and the taste, 'sweetness', that i cannot live without.

empty.

the city of love,
supposedly.

i know it's tiring for you, baby.
im sorry.

yes i know that my blog is collecting dust, im just lazy.

chapter one: hfmd

in case you thought that hfmd is ONLY for kids, then you're wrong. yours sincerely here had been diagnosed with it. i dinno how i got it. but most probably it would be during simin's 'incubation' period when i fed her with my food. sigh. if not, it would be during the IT show when i talked to thousands of people and when their tonnes of saliva showered onto me.

those blisters in my mouth hurted like hell. made me not feel like talking. it feels like bursting ulcers in your mouth. i had a few dots on my hands. and more on my foot.

what was the best part, the doctor didnt say much. this was what happened when i went in.

doc: hi peishan, what's the matter?
me: i had red dots on my hands and foot, and i have ulcers in my mouth.
doc: how long has it been there?
me: i only discovered yesterday. i suspect that it might be hand foot mouth disease.
doc: dont tell me you got hfmd. alright nevermind, you rest a few days, it should be okay. you need mc? holidays? good. can, just take my medicine will do.
me: anything else? like precautions? or creams? or what?
doc: no, nothing. will do.

best doctor. it was in my family clinic. it has two doctors on different shifts of the day. my doctor (who i've been visiting all my 20 years of my life, and i can only recover wth his medicine) is supposed to be on morning shift. i woke up at 10am to visit him specially. but.. nevermind, im not that lucky.


chapter two: IT fair


i was working in the IT fair from 12 to 15 of march. seriously, it was really exhausting. standing on your feet, talking non-stop, smiled until your cheek gonna cramp, interacted with people that you thought you'll never worked with, and handling irritating customers, like close to 12 hours a day really tore me into pieces. but i was glad to see friends working there and friends coming down to find us. they even bought cheeseburger to fill empty stomachs! thank you friends!


chapter three: fun & class chalet

fun with sweets like on the last day of school? i'd forgotten. we went to mj's place to slack and play with hohey and cooked pasta! enjoyable day with them. again!

vending machines selling hairy stuff.


some of the most classic and craziest pics that we'll ever take

attended class chalet and they were celebrating birthday for late feb and march babies. yep, im a march baby!


happy birthdays to.. wan er, yiling, cai shu mei, myself and shu an!

making wishes..

oreo cheesecake! again, incomparable to yours.

after that, we began to play some games. like the open hide and seek and heart attack that got me screaming and high.

'shu an! dont try to escape from the game!'

hmm. not so bad. i managed to hit like 5 times?!

dear classmates, even though we might have our differences, at a blink of eye, it's been 2 years that we've been together. we didnt have much time to interact as a class but i know we can all have fun tgt like what we had in the chalet. i hope that it's not gong to be an one-time event only. see you guys soon!

chapter four: 01 march 2008, 20th birthday.

surprise 1:

the 2 sweeties actually waited like two kukus at my void deck for the time to pass. they saw my family and they were in cahoots with them. when the time is nearing, they came outside of my house and coco, the smartest but yet the most paranoid dog, barked suddenly. i thought it was rather normal. so i wasnt suspicious of anything. everyone else acted normal and dong, the clock struck 12 and my girlies gave me a surprise. love you girls. that's definitely the sweetest thing ive ever received from you all :)

on the actual day itself, met up with the clique to go to mong kok cafe in bugis. specially for the gigantic tehping. i love tehping. but that cup itself got me sick and tired of tehping for days. it was so huge that i couldnt even lift it up like in the champion's league.

gigiantic right?!

the couple who's always so happy

look out for her in the bio-essence ad

the girl who is enjoying her life in US now

and hockyong who didnt have his own shot there.

the amount of ice we took out from tehping. but, it was still very sweet. so guess how much condensed milk there is in the tehping?

surprise 2:

after dinner, the bunch of monkeys kidnapped me from bugis to redhill. and i had got no idea where they were bringing me to. and there, it's here. saw someone who ignored me for three days.

my first macdonald's birthday celebration!

the kids.

this kid here was mischievious. arranged all these behind my back. even so, i love her. cus without her, i wouldnt enjoy my birthday so much. no, im not crooked.

we were playing the passing game!

the kids 2

xinyi was the first to get forfeited!

forfeit: dance to 'low' like how we did it in spsb graduation!

nope, im not dancing with you!

low low low low low low low low

swen was second!

forfeit: use the stickers given free by macdonald's to pluck his leg hair!

ouch!

i was third to be forfeited.

forfeit: sniff swensen's smelly socks!

it was suffocating.

ah min was the next!

forfeit: turn onthe spot, head down, 10 rounds and pose like how she did for bio-essence!

pose!

the last round was definitely my turn by sabotage!

forfeit: go up to two starngers and ask them to sing birthday to you!

spastic!

much love to you. and i thank my darlings to spend this day with me. even though there were not alot of people who were there, the happiness was more than enough for me! love you all!

love you all. thank you.

he, who dont touch housework, baked an oreo cheesecake for me! it wasnt fantastic, but it was the most fantastic one for me!

oh my goodness, look at the number of stickers i had on my top. they did it. unglamness.

this was a must-take photograph requested by them. shyness!

it was prize presentation time! received gifts from darlings and mac's.

gift from mac's that apparently becomes coco's toy now :(

hockyong, i know you love my name. and that's my flowers, mind you.

hats/caps from underground brand that you might not know.

yea, the next WWE champions.

ketchup or curry sauce, brother?

group photo!

more than words, really.