all right. it's been so long that i'd updated. but nvm. nth much happen. hees.
i've been enjoying my poly life this last week of school. todae is the last dae of this semester. after which, we'll have our study and exam weeks. then, we'll be having our 9 weeks' long holidaes. during this holidaes, we'll have freshmen orientation camp's meetings as well as the actual thing. hmm. gonna look forward to these things. except the exams' part. lols.

something i have gotta sae. i went to watch project superstar 2. i was there with my dearest mummy, and a few of my poly soulmates. we are so high there. lols. ytd when i watched the show, i saw myself and my fren screaming like hell there. lols. it's a memorable experience thou. so many ppl crwding in the studio. some ppl who came in later, have to sit on the stairway. but.. there are alot of handsome guys there. hees. i was there to support daren, the male superstar! hees. he's very flexible, compared to nat. nat dance with his legs WIDE open. his actions are damn funny. i was luffing like mad whenever he started to dance. LOLS! thanks to my mum's colleague. to give us the tickets. hees. for once, in my life, i went to mediacorp studios. as an audience. hees.

what's wrong with us? lols. that's alwaes the topic khay mar and i will alwaes ask each other when we go home together. lols. i think we are going to have a bachelorette's outing this coming valentine's dae. since everyone are attached, i think i'm gonna spend it with my single frens. hees. hmm. let's see.. onli a few thou. hees. hmmm. i wondered to myself. if valentines' dae fall in the academic week, what will happen? will there be irritating ppl carrying bouquets of roses ard the school? or is it like sec sch? someone will help to deliver someone's love message to that person? i think all these seem to be impossible. hees. at least to me. well~ lets see how i'm gonna spend valentines' with my frens or myself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
it's kinda late, i know. hees. but it's better that i didnt sae anything.

alright, it's history that i went to Aloha Pasir Ris for a family chalet. i was there for 2 dae 1 night onli. even thou the chalet was 4 dae 3 night. it was supposed to have gone thru the countdown of the new year. anw, i had great times there with my family members and was in love in everyone of them. <3

expectedly, new year was spent at home. 2nd dae of the new year, went to imm alone to buy the massager for my BELOVED GRANDMOTHER. after that was at angela's hs doing the most sickening project on earth. once again, it took us the whole dae to do onli a part of our project. damn.

went for dentist appt at somerset. didnt change colour to another one. got no idea which colour to choose. anywae, he shaved my teeth. to make them look even and straighter. so scary. i can feel that my front teeth have became smaller in size. hees.

after that went to school and find ivan. was at oodcourt 6 and saw glen and him coming down. bought some drimks, sat down and talked awhile before setting off to our 'afternoon walk'. cuz i'm appointed to be ivan's assistant in the freshmen orientation camp's nightwalk, and glen is the camp chairperson. so we went to the other side of sp. and started the horriest thing that i had done in my life. i'm trying to overcome. hopefully i'll be numb before the camp. and i shall not sae much bout those places...> sent glen to the mrt station and we shall continue with the walk. we walked ard sp like nobody's business. finally, reached sb. it's tiring. and has got so many mosquitoe bites on my leg now! ugly! and i cant sleep that night. lols.

todae was supposed to meet jac, randy, james, and xingming for ettiquette project at 10am. i knew normal ppl will be late and i set off abit later like ard 9.45am. reached school at 10.20am. i was the first to reach. hees. waited for jac. then xingming. then randyand lastly, james. by the time james reached, we finished our discussion. but we are not sure wat topic are we presenting on. lol. we might be wasting time discussing the wrong topic. hees. but luckily, we found that we were right. hees. lucky. went to foodcourt 4 for lunch. and talked among each other since we do not know each other well. okies. basically, our conversation: cute boys who came for open house, chio girls who are in sp currently, car licenses, height. i saw an ite guy. damn cute. made his wae to sp = clever. hees. come sb. thanks. hees. chio girls were some from hua yi. randy loves to look at chio girls on buses. lols. they all are having tests to take their car licenses. good! i know i am short, and james is the first fren i know that is 180&above. he's 183cm. and they use that to spike me! hmph! they sae my hands are like skeleton. not that serious dudes! hees. you just haven gotta see zr's hands. =x then saw my shuai ge! they keep saying that he's short and normal looking. arghs. hahas. nvm.

after much talking, jac and i went to act like freshies. but nobody gives me brochures! lols. jac act young and innocent onli. hees. =x

and here i am, at home. so sians. PROJECTS, PROJECTS, PROJECTS, PROJECTS, PROJECTS....~~~~!!!!!!!

tues, went out with lyn then swen joined in. hees. walked around vivo. when i was in vivo, glenn, the cute refree called me and inform me to go for a get-to-know-you session on thurs. cuz i've signed up for the freshmen orientation camp/programme of SB. hees. i was mad after i hang up with him. he tot i was another peishan that he knew of. hees. so paisehs. after a while, i went home. they went to meet min and vid. come out soon!

yesterdae was unforgettable. hees. was planning to go to school to do project. then go for the get-to-know-yoou session. hees. so we went for that thing, then ivan told us wat was it all about. it's just another interview. shit. and glenn was there too! hees. okies. basically, it was my turn and went into another room that there'll be 4 persons interviewing me. i told them my past experience of organising camps for red cross, and guess at? they ask me to sing them a camp cheer. and i onli remember 'flea, flea fly..' and 'peel banana..' hahas. then i told them i sing them the flea song, they asked me to carry it with actions. but i dun remember there are any actions for the flea song. so i said i change to banana song. so they ask me to treat them as freshies and teach them the banana song. lol. omg! so paisehs can? i think they know that i'm paisehs and then they dance the banana song with me. they were like so happy after watching a money dancing banana song can? lols. shit. i came out, and my fren, ivan, told me that i was the onli one that did those moves. shit! one of the 4 is the cute refree, glenn, and the other was him. i was so pai pai pai sehs sehs sehs. hahas.

shit. i make a fool outta myself.

allright. i'm going to pack my things for the family chalet later! buais buais folks! see ya on sundae! <3

ALL RIGHT..
it was christmas eve and christmas dae that i spent the whole dae at home watching dvd and crying like mad. luckily there was 'it started with a kiss' that accompanied me thru the lonely niteS. thanks to the 'intelligent' me, at times, to request the dvd for loan from jacqueline. not forgetting my pal, jac, to lend me. hees. thanks.
when the clock stoke 12am on xmas eve, i was watching the dvd with my mum who just bought me chocolate fudge cakes from The Coffee Bean. i rewarded myself with the cakes after watching the dvd continuously from 1pm (just woke up) to 2.30am (just clept).
xmas dae is just like another dae. i dun even wanna go out alone. i think it would be crowded. i am afraid of crowded places. seriously. khay mar told me that i suffer from some disease. i forgot wat's the name. lols. ah~ here it is: Agoraphobia.
anywaes, i soent my xmas dae alone at home watching dvd again. hahas. how i wish there someone like the male lead! i know i'm dreaming. and those dramas are too good to be true. but. i am seriously stuck on to these kinda drama series. hees. all i can do is to fall crazily in love with the male lead and imagine that i am the feamle lead. lols. i am crazy. i know. hees. and i know that i alwaes will cry like free whenever i watched these kinda drama series. hees. i will alwaes hold on to my bearbear and made him hug me (just like they hug in the drama. lol. ;P) and cry on him. hees. he will alwaes be wet. lols. because it contains some beans inside, i wonder if one dae the beans will become beansprouts some dae with more-than-sufficient nutrients from my tears and saliva. lols. i am not onli crazy, but stupid too! hees. thank you thank you~ but often, after watching all these, i'll feel more inferior and lonely. lols. depression. lols. no lahs. i am easily affected. hahas.
pardon me for these rubbish that i've blogged. lols.

the long awaited holidaes are here! hees. gonna be so bored. after these three weeks' of holidaes, we are going back school for 2 weeks. followed by a study week. then the final semestral exams will start. time flies. and we are going to finish the first year in poly. i hope that our frenship lasts forever. and we'll stay together. hees. cant wait to see them.
christmas is around the corner. and it's just gonna be another lonely christmas. but i dun mind, cuz i reali hate crowded places. i would rather stay at home and sleep. eat tons of chocolates myself. hees.

i shall not think too much.

woke up 6++AM and rushed for Etiquette and Professional Image lesson. was late. but takee m,y owwn sweet time to go there. cuz i know it's okies. =) attendance is only taken at the end of lesson! then was supposed to sit in our groups. shit! jac is going to be veri late. and onli me and james. i dunno him. well. the other haven reached too. kaes. his ans was 'dunno' for whatever question i ask. lols. then the others came except my pillar, jac. lols. then acted skit.

class photo session. stupid. some of the girls are veri 'flamboyant'? lols.

after that, shopping time!! BUGIS! with yiling, anne, jac, angela. it's so rare that we are together. took photos and shop like mad. but our legs hurt, so didnt reali enjoyed it. lols. PLUS! we saw a PERVERT!!! ARGH!! i am traumatised! serious. dun take this as a joke. disgusting freak. MONSTER!! ARGHS!! seriously, i think the sex shop at bugis should demolish. immediately! GIRLS! BEWARE!

after shopping with the girls, met my mum at bugis. walked ard. bought some tank tops from U2 sales. lols. then walked ard. and my mum bought me the adidas watch. I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU, MUMMY!!! i just love my mummy. i admire her thoroughly. she's my idol deep in my heart. i love her. i dun onli sae that just because she bought me things, but i speaking from the bottom of my heart. <<<<<<<<<<<<33333333333333333333333333333333

hello! just got back from captain's ball competition. bodyache~ we lost..with dignity. skip those sickening part of the game. the refree for our match is soooooooo cute! love him. i manage to talk to him two sentances. about the match. )= lols. and saw my prince charming in the next court. he's playing refree too. hahas. they sae 'whoever i like will be just in front of me. ' lols. SO NEAR YET SO FAR.. UNDERSTAND FOLKS? sad lahs. like that person, but dun dare to sae. lol. in the first place, dun even know him. lols.

k. tired and sleepy now. getteing lazier everydae. tml photo taking! wat to wear?!