Nice 'ride'?

Sweet!

If I fail my tp, maybe i should try biking! HAHAHAHAH!

'sometimes one just has to grab opportunities and do what he wants to, before its too late.'

update soon!

HAPPY 2010!
in advance. since it might be my last post of the year.


this space had been vacant for quite some time. just when i felt like blogging, it's already the year end. see how time flies.

Whenever it comes to the year end, isn't this the question that keeps hopping around your mind?

It sets people retrospecting into the past and thinking about their future. Some people gets troubled while others get all ready. Some are pessimistic while others are optimistic. Some are strolling every day while others are leaping years in advance. Some are lost while others are clear. Some think of their limitations while others think how to breakthrough their limitations.

Which do you belong to?

I was thrown with the ever-so-weighty question and it was my first time feeling its overpowering effect on my tiny-little-almost-brainless brain. I was stuck and my first reaction was to give the most utilised three-word-answer: I Don't Know. It then sets me pondering, why would I say so? Why didn't I said something or anything other than those three words? Have I not thought about it at all in my past twenty years? Have I wasted my so-called 'life'? Why this and why that. Have I this Have I that. I annoyed everyone in my household with those killer questions. And hell yes, these are the questions flashing through my mind for over 48 hours and I have yet to come out with an answer. These are the questions which are definitely harder than all math or finance questions I've ever did in my life. Shoot me with this question and I'll think algebra or treasury is so easy. Math or Finance.. answers will just appear once I flip the book to the last few pages. But for those questions, its not just simply that.

Guessed the correct question?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN THE FUTUTRE?

That's long term. Thought that it might feel abit better,

WHAT ARE YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS?

not enough time for you to think through?


That's how I felt. I was burying myself into tons and tons of excuses and was not able to spend, maybe, a day, to think things through. Now, I find myself lost without any purpose in life. All along, I have a few short term goals that I wish to accomplish. Shall keep in suspense some of them since I think I might have the possibilities to fail ;D As for the long term goals, I'll have to really take a few days off to think over it, over and over again.

In the Year 2010, I want to:

1. Solve ____ problem.
2. Improve ___________.
3. Get that dream ___.
4. Save to $____.
5. Have my own ____.
6. Start my own ________.
7. Hop to higher income job.
8. Obtain driving license by June.
9. Learn and understand Mahjong.
10. Travel.
11. To study or not??????

and the list goes on and on.

Its the New Year Eve! What are you planning to do to end this year and to begin next year at the strike of midnight?! Club like last year for me, but am still comtemplating.

Anyway,

Enjoy the New Year and May All the Resolutions Be Done!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

im in deep shit.

because of my daily bad habits, i spilled out 'f**k' in office. office is damn quiet but with someone sitting opposite me. she definitely had heard it. im doomed. that really wasnt on purpose. i was talking to khaymar on the phone and its natural reaction that you will reply her 'f**k'. that colleague better not tell my boss.

that aunty beside beside me is talking very loudly like the office cubicle is soundproof.

i haven eaten and its 2pm now.

secretary no. 1 went off without telling me. selfish.

i've been nuaing for going to 3 weeks now.

im looking forward to 19/09/09.

i need to meet khaymar and jacqueline soon.

i've always been eating lunch alone. damn. so emo. nvm, its okay. miss independent.

should i go PSA building or vivo? vivo, got excuse to nua longer.

im so bored. fuck it.

Knock You Down

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platterS
o what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you downJust get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)T
il I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky(Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that lifeI swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

im so tired to do anything after work. even though my work load is quite light, up till now. i guess travelling is tiring.

after my job started, i've began to realise that i should make full use of my 2.5 weekends. 0.5 on friday nights, and 2 on saturdays and sundays. and i also realise that i'm becoming more stupid, blur, unglam (i know i've never been glam before) and clumsy. i lost my company cardkey. twice.

some of the not-yet-forgotten-memories-in-my-limited-brain-space-of-4gb:

- 4 girls, 1 car, lost for 2 hours, looking for ways to go west coast from jurong. we travelled from jurong to lornie rd to raffles institution to clementi to west coast. and in between, we initiated conversations with uncles who then gave us wtf reactions. unforgettably, the whole car jumped upon hitting a big big rock in the middle of the road. we were lucky, we didnt flip.

- song drank 2 super lambo after so much of alcohol and threw up undigested rice, almost immediately.

- fighting scene almost happened for dear friends with a crazy chinese man who kept shouting F%&KKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! and kept hitting against the dj console with retarded boucers came few minutes later, doing nothing, staring.

- met quite a number of second degree friends last night though.

- i ate long john silver's alone in vivo for luch for 1.5 hours.

- i bought a super cute soft toy that can keep my hands warms in its head in the freezing cold office!

- one by one, friends are going into NS. sad.

- my initial, always so near yet so far.

- my meals are all about cup noodles, maggi mee, green tea, milk, cereals, and biscuits.

- i haven forgotten, i will do those.

i think i will fall deeper..

in the meanwhile, enjoy and live life to the fullest! (this's random)

alright. too much to do, say, blog.

life's been repetative, every day.

work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep.

yes, my life revolves ard all these. its been turning me and my friends off. i didnt have time to rejuvenate or hang out with friends. what's more, the kids are having exams and parents are going to be as demanding as ever. hello, im also a human. i needa a fff-ing life. and your kids are making me maaaaaaaad every time.

girls, we need to go for some massage/manicure/pedicure/retail therapy some day (even though i had mine not long ago). should reward and pamper ourselves for working so hard, selling our lives out there.

well, ive started working. as the office is in jurong this week, i can sleep longer as compared to working in CBD. im attached to the senior management level which is damn quiet as each has their own room and im in one of them. the view of jurong is actually breath-taking. and i'll say i felt quite priviliged this week as i was able to go to work the latest, knock off the earliest, take the express executive lift, eat in some executive's office, sleep in the toilet and behind my senior someone's back, knowing people from different industries, statutory boards (some are quite big shots), knowing senior officers, directors and i was really impressed by how they did things using their intelligence, IQ&EQ. really wanna take my hat off them. and most importantly, i really really really learned alot from there. they are willing to teach, they are not selfish. just a peek into another industry other than banking. cool shit. seriously. of cus, i dont wanna sound as if im boasting. but i really felt very happy, priviliged and thankful for everyone giving me a chance to learn there. okay, sounds like im gonna give a speech.

just met up with khaymar and jacqueline. had the suckiest dinner along the riverside, nice ambience though. went back home shortly. but was very happy, cus its been long since i met them and talked to them.

now, im home, im feeling sucha loser.. friday night, stay at home, however, its better in a sense that i can rest earlier!

tmr and sunday is a full day of tuition again. they better not make me angry or they will get it from me.

k bye.