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2010-01-29T01:13:00.000-08:00

Nice 'ride'?

Sweet!

If I fail my tp, maybe i should try biking! HAHAHAHAH!

'sometimes one just has to grab opportunities and do what he wants to, before its too late.'

update soon!

2009-12-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2010!
in advance. since it might be my last post of the year.

this space had been vacant for quite some time. just when i felt like blogging, it's already the year end. see how time flies.

Whenever it comes to the year end, isn't this the question that keeps hopping around your mind?

It sets people retrospecting into the past and thinking about their future. Some people gets troubled while others get all ready. Some are pessimistic while others are optimistic. Some are strolling every day while others are leaping years in advance. Some are lost while others are clear. Some think of their limitations while others think how to breakthrough their limitations.

Which do you belong to?

I was thrown with the ever-so-weighty question and it was my first time feeling its overpowering effect on my tiny-little-almost-brainless brain. I was stuck and my first reaction was to give the most utilised three-word-answer: I Don't Know. It then sets me pondering, why would I say so? Why didn't I said something or anything other than those three words? Have I not thought about it at all in my past twenty years? Have I wasted my so-called 'life'? Why this and why that. Have I this Have I that. I annoyed everyone in my household with those killer questions. And hell yes, these are the questions flashing through my mind for over 48 hours and I have yet to come out with an answer. These are the questions which are definitely harder than all math or finance questions I've ever did in my life. Shoot me with this question and I'll think algebra or treasury is so easy. Math or Finance.. answers will just appear once I flip the book to the last few pages. But for those questions, its not just simply that.

Guessed the correct question?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO IN THE FUTUTRE?

That's long term. Thought that it might feel abit better,

WHAT ARE YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS?

not enough time for you to think through?

That's how I felt. I was burying myself into tons and tons of excuses and was not able to spend, maybe, a day, to think things through. Now, I find myself lost without any purpose in life. All along, I have a few short term goals that I wish to accomplish. Shall keep in suspense some of them since I think I might have the possibilities to fail ;D As for the long term goals, I'll have to really take a few days off to think over it, over and over again.

In the Year 2010, I want to:

1. Solve ____ problem.
2. Improve ___________.
3. Get that dream ___.
4. Save to $____.
5. Have my own ____.
6. Start my own ________.
7. Hop to higher income job.
8. Obtain driving license by June.
9. Learn and understand Mahjong.
10. Travel.
11. To study or not??????

and the list goes on and on.

Its the New Year Eve! What are you planning to do to end this year and to begin next year at the strike of midnight?! Club like last year for me, but am still comtemplating.

Anyway,

Enjoy the New Year and May All the Resolutions Be Done!

2009-10-03T11:02:00.000-07:00

~~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥~~

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2009-09-09T22:46:00.000-07:00

im in deep shit.

because of my daily bad habits, i spilled out 'f**k' in office. office is damn quiet but with someone sitting opposite me. she definitely had heard it. im doomed. that really wasnt on purpose. i was talking to khaymar on the phone and its natural reaction that you will reply her 'f**k'. that colleague better not tell my boss.

that aunty beside beside me is talking very loudly like the office cubicle is soundproof.

i haven eaten and its 2pm now.

secretary no. 1 went off without telling me. selfish.

i've been nuaing for going to 3 weeks now.

im looking forward to 19/09/09.

i need to meet khaymar and jacqueline soon.

i've always been eating lunch alone. damn. so emo. nvm, its okay. miss independent.

should i go PSA building or vivo? vivo, got excuse to nua longer.

im so bored. fuck it.

2009-09-09T07:40:00.000-07:00

Knock You Down

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platterS
o what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place
I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you downJust get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)T
il I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky(Oh shot me out the sky)
Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that lifeI swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic
I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him
Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall(When it comes around)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down(Knocks you down)
Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

2009-09-06T04:58:00.000-07:00

im so tired to do anything after work. even though my work load is quite light, up till now. i guess travelling is tiring.

after my job started, i've began to realise that i should make full use of my 2.5 weekends. 0.5 on friday nights, and 2 on saturdays and sundays. and i also realise that i'm becoming more stupid, blur, unglam (i know i've never been glam before) and clumsy. i lost my company cardkey. twice.

some of the not-yet-forgotten-memories-in-my-limited-brain-space-of-4gb:

- 4 girls, 1 car, lost for 2 hours, looking for ways to go west coast from jurong. we travelled from jurong to lornie rd to raffles institution to clementi to west coast. and in between, we initiated conversations with uncles who then gave us wtf reactions. unforgettably, the whole car jumped upon hitting a big big rock in the middle of the road. we were lucky, we didnt flip.

- song drank 2 super lambo after so much of alcohol and threw up undigested rice, almost immediately.

- fighting scene almost happened for dear friends with a crazy chinese man who kept shouting F%&KKKKKKKKKKKKKK!! and kept hitting against the dj console with retarded boucers came few minutes later, doing nothing, staring.

- met quite a number of second degree friends last night though.

- i ate long john silver's alone in vivo for luch for 1.5 hours.

- i bought a super cute soft toy that can keep my hands warms in its head in the freezing cold office!

- one by one, friends are going into NS. sad.

- my initial, always so near yet so far.

- my meals are all about cup noodles, maggi mee, green tea, milk, cereals, and biscuits.

- i haven forgotten, i will do those.

i think i will fall deeper..

in the meanwhile, enjoy and live life to the fullest! (this's random)

2009-08-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

alright. too much to do, say, blog.

life's been repetative, every day.

work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep. work, home, tuition, home, sleep.

yes, my life revolves ard all these. its been turning me and my friends off. i didnt have time to rejuvenate or hang out with friends. what's more, the kids are having exams and parents are going to be as demanding as ever. hello, im also a human. i needa a fff-ing life. and your kids are making me maaaaaaaad every time.

girls, we need to go for some massage/manicure/pedicure/retail therapy some day (even though i had mine not long ago). should reward and pamper ourselves for working so hard, selling our lives out there.

well, ive started working. as the office is in jurong this week, i can sleep longer as compared to working in CBD. im attached to the senior management level which is damn quiet as each has their own room and im in one of them. the view of jurong is actually breath-taking. and i'll say i felt quite priviliged this week as i was able to go to work the latest, knock off the earliest, take the express executive lift, eat in some executive's office, sleep in the toilet and behind my senior someone's back, knowing people from different industries, statutory boards (some are quite big shots), knowing senior officers, directors and i was really impressed by how they did things using their intelligence, IQ&EQ. really wanna take my hat off them. and most importantly, i really really really learned alot from there. they are willing to teach, they are not selfish. just a peek into another industry other than banking. cool shit. seriously. of cus, i dont wanna sound as if im boasting. but i really felt very happy, priviliged and thankful for everyone giving me a chance to learn there. okay, sounds like im gonna give a speech.

just met up with khaymar and jacqueline. had the suckiest dinner along the riverside, nice ambience though. went back home shortly. but was very happy, cus its been long since i met them and talked to them.

now, im home, im feeling sucha loser.. friday night, stay at home, however, its better in a sense that i can rest earlier!

tmr and sunday is a full day of tuition again. they better not make me angry or they will get it from me.

k bye.

2009-08-01T05:13:00.001-07:00

im a loser. staying home alone for friday and saturday.

it seems like people are getting lessser and lesser. meeting the few only ones for ed's celebration tmr.

on a temp job now, and after it ends, i'll move on to be a secretary. can you imagine me being a junior secretary?

2009-07-25T11:08:00.000-07:00

sometimes, a hug tells us all.

will you be there, always?

2009-07-23T12:55:00.000-07:00

"Life Is Not About Finding Yourself, Life Is About CreatingYourself.."

2009-07-23T11:38:00.001-07:00

"The Purpose of Life is A Life of a Purpose.."

Current Phase of life: Erratic, Capricious, Frivolous, Imcompetent.

heading nowhere..

2009-07-22T11:34:00.000-07:00

just when i thought of you..

2009-05-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

long rest coming to an end..

i had a long weekend and i enjoyed even if i stayed at home the whole day, and eating cup noodles for dinner when j was having big big meal :( and stupid man, im waiting for your call now. grrr. must be sleeping. grrr.

wed night i went to zouk with j. realised that the feeling is getting more sick and tired. after all, there's nothing great about clubbing. probably after a long time without clubbing, then the feeling will be fresh, all over again.

thurs night was spent at j's home, having delicious chicken chop, slacking and loot'ing'. got back home with a handful of stuff. thanks aunty (: and of cus dearest j for that surprise. i love it.

labour day was spent at home until xinyi bapo called at 9+pm. xy&kh, j&i, l&xs went over to song's place. we were playing along the expressway, flashing headlights and hazardlights, swaying along the road, cruising and hand signaling.

song's place was hmm.. wow. watched coming soon. was frightened but to look back, it was stupid. jovee joined us. we went for supper at 2+am in pioneer. 5 cars in total. benz, jaguar, toyota, honda, mazda driving behind each other, it damn cool to see all cars signalling right and u turn one by one. had dim sum. nice!

sat was spent back to song's area to my aunt's condo for advance mother's day celebration with my grandmother. good to see relatives again. usual catching up and stuff. nothing new.

sun was finally a day at home! packed up some stuff but still as messy. but nevertheless, i tried (: checked out details about the trip. but, stupid j still haven called me yeeeetttttttt. must be sleeping must be sleeping must be sleeping. angrwy.

anw you had a long day. soccer ikea soccer. it's okay! im understanding! buy me the princessy net for my bed. hehehehe. JUST KIDDING.

i'll be back for work tmr. bored. hopefully no OT please. i wanna go home and rest at 6pm. please please. SALES COME SALES = $$$

im a happy girl today!

lameshit. whatever.

bye!

2009-04-30T23:10:00.000-07:00

work's busy. working everyday from 9am to 7.30pm. work's tiring. however, it was all worth the price. we exchanged it with a day off before labour day and vouchers and lunch and dinner to come.

no time to spend with the family.

writing of argumentative essay. i prefer a narrative one.

your comfort zone is like a circle. no point running in it, heading no where. step out of the comfort zone and metamorphose. it will make your life a more light hearted one.

2009-04-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

please be prepared for more 'out'dates. im currently quite busy. busy with work and tuition. the rest of the time shall be reserved for family, boyf and friends.

main concerns:

- i'll be having so much lesser time spending with my family & dling. and he's going to ns soon. im afraid.
- its a very and highly stressful job, will i break down? can i cope? will i make mistakes?
- i got no fixed time of going home from my work, how to teach tuition? he's having his exams soon.

TROUBLEd.

for the other dinosaur:

you're being awarded

THE WORLD'S BEST (and the only alive) DINOSAUR.

you always withstand all my nonsense. you always have my interests at heart.

you always call me pretty even though i know im fugly.

you always listen to me.

you never fail to give me surprises cus they made me have sugar rush'es'.

you made me smile and you made me tear cus you mean so much to me.

you always understand and you are always so patient.

you are chocolate, strawberry, honey, sugar, doughnut, and the taste, 'sweetness', that i cannot live without.

2009-03-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

empty.

the city of love,
supposedly.

i know it's tiring for you, baby.
im sorry.

2009-03-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

yes i know that my blog is collecting dust, im just lazy.

chapter one: hfmd

in case you thought that hfmd is ONLY for kids, then you're wrong. yours sincerely here had been diagnosed with it. i dinno how i got it. but most probably it would be during simin's 'incubation' period when i fed her with my food. sigh. if not, it would be during the IT show when i talked to thousands of people and when their tonnes of saliva showered onto me.

those blisters in my mouth hurted like hell. made me not feel like talking. it feels like bursting ulcers in your mouth. i had a few dots on my hands. and more on my foot.

what was the best part, the doctor didnt say much. this was what happened when i went in.

doc: hi peishan, what's the matter?
me: i had red dots on my hands and foot, and i have ulcers in my mouth.
doc: how long has it been there?
me: i only discovered yesterday. i suspect that it might be hand foot mouth disease.
doc: dont tell me you got hfmd. alright nevermind, you rest a few days, it should be okay. you need mc? holidays? good. can, just take my medicine will do.
me: anything else? like precautions? or creams? or what?
doc: no, nothing. will do.

best doctor. it was in my family clinic. it has two doctors on different shifts of the day. my doctor (who i've been visiting all my 20 years of my life, and i can only recover wth his medicine) is supposed to be on morning shift. i woke up at 10am to visit him specially. but.. nevermind, im not that lucky.

chapter two: IT fair

i was working in the IT fair from 12 to 15 of march. seriously, it was really exhausting. standing on your feet, talking non-stop, smiled until your cheek gonna cramp, interacted with people that you thought you'll never worked with, and handling irritating customers, like close to 12 hours a day really tore me into pieces. but i was glad to see friends working there and friends coming down to find us. they even bought cheeseburger to fill empty stomachs! thank you friends!

chapter three: fun & class chalet

fun with sweets like on the last day of school? i'd forgotten. we went to mj's place to slack and play with hohey and cooked pasta! enjoyable day with them. again!

vending machines selling hairy stuff.

some of the most classic and craziest pics that we'll ever take

attended class chalet and they were celebrating birthday for late feb and march babies. yep, im a march baby!

happy birthdays to.. wan er, yiling, cai shu mei, myself and shu an!

making wishes..

oreo cheesecake! again, incomparable to yours.

after that, we began to play some games. like the open hide and seek and heart attack that got me screaming and high.

'shu an! dont try to escape from the game!'

hmm. not so bad. i managed to hit like 5 times?!

dear classmates, even though we might have our differences, at a blink of eye, it's been 2 years that we've been together. we didnt have much time to interact as a class but i know we can all have fun tgt like what we had in the chalet. i hope that it's not gong to be an one-time event only. see you guys soon!

chapter four: 01 march 2008, 20th birthday.

surprise 1:

the 2 sweeties actually waited like two kukus at my void deck for the time to pass. they saw my family and they were in cahoots with them. when the time is nearing, they came outside of my house and coco, the smartest but yet the most paranoid dog, barked suddenly. i thought it was rather normal. so i wasnt suspicious of anything. everyone else acted normal and dong, the clock struck 12 and my girlies gave me a surprise. love you girls. that's definitely the sweetest thing ive ever received from you all :)

on the actual day itself, met up with the clique to go to mong kok cafe in bugis. specially for the gigantic tehping. i love tehping. but that cup itself got me sick and tired of tehping for days. it was so huge that i couldnt even lift it up like in the champion's league.

gigiantic right?!

the couple who's always so happy

look out for her in the bio-essence ad

the girl who is enjoying her life in US now

and hockyong who didnt have his own shot there.

the amount of ice we took out from tehping. but, it was still very sweet. so guess how much condensed milk there is in the tehping?

surprise 2:

after dinner, the bunch of monkeys kidnapped me from bugis to redhill. and i had got no idea where they were bringing me to. and there, it's here. saw someone who ignored me for three days.

my first macdonald's birthday celebration!

the kids.

this kid here was mischievious. arranged all these behind my back. even so, i love her. cus without her, i wouldnt enjoy my birthday so much. no, im not crooked.

we were playing the passing game!

the kids 2

xinyi was the first to get forfeited!

forfeit: dance to 'low' like how we did it in spsb graduation!

nope, im not dancing with you!

low low low low low low low low

swen was second!

forfeit: use the stickers given free by macdonald's to pluck his leg hair!

ouch!

i was third to be forfeited.

forfeit: sniff swensen's smelly socks!

it was suffocating.

ah min was the next!

forfeit: turn onthe spot, head down, 10 rounds and pose like how she did for bio-essence!

pose!

the last round was definitely my turn by sabotage!

forfeit: go up to two starngers and ask them to sing birthday to you!

spastic!

much love to you. and i thank my darlings to spend this day with me. even though there were not alot of people who were there, the happiness was more than enough for me! love you all!

love you all. thank you.

he, who dont touch housework, baked an oreo cheesecake for me! it wasnt fantastic, but it was the most fantastic one for me!

oh my goodness, look at the number of stickers i had on my top. they did it. unglamness.

this was a must-take photograph requested by them. shyness!

it was prize presentation time! received gifts from darlings and mac's.

gift from mac's that apparently becomes coco's toy now :(

hockyong, i know you love my name. and that's my flowers, mind you.

hats/caps from underground brand that you might not know.

yea, the next WWE champions.

ketchup or curry sauce, brother?

group photo!

more than words, really.

2009-02-28T09:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

OMG. MY DEARIES JUST CAME AND CELEBRATED MY BDAY AT THE STRIKE OF 12 TOGETHER WITH MY FAMILY! IT WAS REALLY A SURPRISE AND I WAS REALLY TOUCHED. IM BLESSED WITH THE SWEETNESS AND LOVE OF MY TWO FAMILY-LIKE SISTERS,

SHIRLYN ONG ZHI YI

YEO SI MIN

LOVE YOU BOTH!!

2009-02-28T03:22:00.000-08:00

not bad. i like. totally reflects how irritating am i.

2009-02-28T02:25:00.000-08:00

coco, my happy pill :)

was quite free to upload some pics that i long wanted to.

in west coast plaza's coffee bean

next up, vday.

in front of suburban

went to underwater world! its been a long time since i went there.

beautiful marine animals

in the car

heart pasta

yep, so anyway there was a triple date with swen, lyn, kok and xinyi @ sizzler. followed by marina barrage and nydc in holland v.

guess what are these?!

these were the end results of ho kokhow and lim xinyi's pinches. before they were together. hehehe. i met them after mj's place and before zouk.

went over to mj's place before zouk. on a certain friday afternoon after school. hohey's such a cutie! so little! so furry! so nua! so black!

hohey!

xinyi

shu an

i think i somehow lost jaslyn's picture. sorry!

cant see his eyes right? hahaha.

false pretense.

and wtf, tmr's my birthday, i ought to be happy.
or maybe i can try being out of the tradition.

bye.

2009-02-28T00:11:00.001-08:00

why do i have to make myself so miserable?

exams are finally down. the impromptu drop-by in dbl o turned out to be a real party. dbf people are party animals yeah! unexpected people there and unfortunate accident happened. shocked and i hoped everything's fine. sorry peeps, aint in mood for any updates. i was just merely spending my day trying out new blogskin. and my hp was always right in front of me. yeah, i got nth else to do.

2009-02-23T08:22:00.001-08:00

he complaint that my last entry was 'not very long ago, 22 days only.'

grr. angrwy. STOP SMELLING THE CORNERS OF CHAO CHAO YOU IDIOT.

been busy since then. for spsb farewell, bdbdbdbdbdbd, and currently, the killer, exams.

im counting down to thurs 11.10am when i'll be free from the deadly life im living now. sleeeeeeep-eat-study-sleeeeeeeep-eat-study. dont even have time time to spend with family :(

details of many posts that i wanted to post have been overshadowed by the muchmuchmuch info for the exams.

FP: GG
ITFD: GEI TA LA
MATHS: KAN CUI
TREASURY: COCKED
BKLAW: -coming soon-
*please forgive me of my vocab, as there are no other words to describe how i feel deep in my heart -.-*

i'll update more often in time to come.

anw, ladies and gentlemen, there is a piece of news that i have to announce,

1st
of
march
is
my
20th
birthday!!!!

please note that into your daily planner huh!! hehehehehhee.

2009-02-01T08:59:00.000-08:00

1M!!!

nothing to be proud of cus there are more Ms to come. its like its been a long time but it can never get too long.

just came back from visitng. too tired to update anything. anw not feeling rich after so much gambling. tskTSK!

2009-01-29T08:03:00.000-08:00

sometimes, excess is really too much.
sometimes, you''ll feel lost and loss.
sometimes, no one understands.
sometimes, you feel delighted when there's someone be there for you.
sometimes, you'll just realise that how much he means to you.
sometimes, you'll just can't help falling deeper in love.

2009-01-28T07:36:00.000-08:00

LIM XINYI!! YOU KNOW WHAT'S RETRIBUTION??!!

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, IN CASE YOU DUNNO HOW IT MIGHT FEEL LIKE TO SLEEP IN CLASS. ASK HER. HER EYES TURN WHITE AFTER SECONDS! SEE HOW ENGROSSED SHE IS??!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!

everything's bittersweet..

more details next entry..

2009-01-10T23:25:00.000-08:00

im not maddened by that. at least you're frank enough to tell me the truth. i didnt think it as a complicated issue. no worries! smile (:

anw, my blog is on the verge of closing down if i continue not to update. there were just far too much happiness to blog about. nononon. not boasting. cus there were unhappiness too. there isnt time for me to do whatever i want or need.

wait up.

2009-01-02T09:14:00.000-08:00

love story..
more than words..

love you.

2008-12-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

new years just tmr's midnight.

xmas updates are in min's blog. i enjoyed my xmas very much. as much as the pleasant surprise and the presentss.

tmr will be celebration at xinyi's place!!

BUT,

at this crucial moment..

WANG PEISHAN IS SICKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

VERY VERY VERY SICKKKKK!!!!!!!!

i've been diagnosed with tonsilitis aka infected tonsils. symptoms are scary:

- very high fever (i had 39.5)
- sore throat
- body ache
- feeling weak and no strength
- shivering

i actually tot i'd have dengue since my legs are always preys for the mozzies. i tot i was going to die. really. nevertheless, i had to dragged myself to the doc's and waited for 1.5 hours!! nope, it's not polyclinic, it's just my family doc. i was practically given a mask to wear on to prevent infecting others and vice versa. while waiting, i shivered like no one's business. yes, everyone looked kuku when they are sick.

i feel better now just that i dont feel like talking in order to protect my throat. and i definitely feel better after i had the best medicine. my fever's subsided, only left with the throat. no booze no alcohol for me this new year ):

i've missed the first two days of sch. so i'll only be in sch for 2 days? hahahhaa.

anw my com cannot play music anymore now. no audio system detected! someone help me please. i will diee without music.

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE EVERYONE!!

in case im not going to update anytime soon. hehehehe.

2008-12-20T10:25:00.000-08:00

thurs was partying with:
lyn, swen, min, zr, ed, wx, cn, j, xinyi, jocelyn, junhao, kahyong, weiwen, kh, jovee, weiteck, xueer, shumei, song, lurvies, lirong.

HIGH-NESS! except for police raid. 2nd time in my life.

saw a few familiar faces there.

fri was family day. had lotsa fun and laughter. pasir panjang food centre seafood!

sat was arab street <3 and family chalet.

tmr, work.

XINYI, YOUR MSN CONVO VERY TURN OFF.

all i want for christmas is you.

2008-12-18T01:36:00.000-08:00

LOVE STORY..

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2008-12-16T08:02:00.000-08:00

came back for the bbq at ecp!! the purpose of us feeding the mozzies there is to celebrate cn's birthday in advance!! his birthday is kindaf special, cus he has two celebrations!! one would be this and the other would be on thur.

we started bbq from the evening till 3am. the weather was wet and that was kindaf turn off as the grass were muddy and it really turned me off. i hate mud!! it's sticky, dirty, disgusting, but the ants, the flies, the lizards, the cockroaches, the mozzies and the millions of earthworms would be jumping for joy. EEEEEEEEWWWWW!!!!!

we turned back into our respective tents to play cards and im still the DAI DI QUEEN!! I INSIST!! HAHHAAHHA!! then we were having HTHT and went for a walk in the morning. ate mac breakie and headed home. i was concussed on the train. cus i didnt sleep the whole night!!! tiring.

yeah, this is the spastic guy whose birthday was celebrated.
okay luh, a better pic for you luh. dont say dont have.

disgusting ed. look at choon ngee's face. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee tiko!

all i can say is simin's strong. hahahah

the girlies!!! LOVES LOVES LOVES!!

a lil game for you guys! SPOT THE DIFFERENCE!!!!

GOT THE ANSWER??? HAHHAHAHA! CONGRATS!!! but no prizes given!!

CHOON NGEE, HAPPY MAH??

the answer on his face is 'happy'!

NI HAPPY JIU HAO!!!!

HAHAHAHAHHA!!

rush.

2008-12-14T09:14:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. JUSTIN THE STALKER LEFT THESE OFFLINE MSG FOR ME.

-Justin- Anyone wanna get a Lacoste polo with sent 12/14/2008 3:04 PM:
heys i happened to chance upon ur blog and i saw this entry that really cracked me up

-Justin- Anyone wanna get a Lacoste polo with sent 12/14/2008 3:04 PM:
Thursday, December 11, 2008
was having a conversation with my gems classmate. i kindaf dislike him as he always think he's the king and he's got high high high ego. but things that he said so randomly shocked me.

-Justin- Anyone wanna get a Lacoste polo with sent 12/14/2008 3:06 PM:
the things he said were copied from a self-help book.

-Justin- Anyone wanna get a Lacoste polo with sent 12/14/2008 3:06 PM:
which teaches the reader how to approach women

-Justin- Anyone wanna get a Lacoste polo with sent 12/14/2008 3:07 PM:
and those were one of the lines taught in the "manual". word for word i might add.

-Justin- Anyone wanna get a Lacoste polo with sent 12/14/2008 3:07 PM:
HAHAHAHAH!

I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD!! STUPID 'More than alive', wanna test system only. test on the wrong girl dude! hahahaha!

anw work was fine. better. but im not working coming week. lotsa gatherings this week.

mon: ecp
tue: ecp
wed: tuition
thu: tuition &&& PARTAY!!!!
fri: family chalet
sat: family chalet
sun: rest

BYE PEOPLE.

2008-12-12T09:06:00.000-08:00

2nd day of work. all i can say is that the lady boss is fking gl.

i dun wanna niam anymore.

anw he came and gave me a surprise!! i was very very shocked but i was serving a customer and boss is behind so obviously i couldnt jump in joy!!

work was SUPPOSED TO END at 10pm. but i was only released near to 11pm. WTF. lyn and swen, him and his fren were waiting for me. i went to find lyn and swen first cus i know i would cry and hug lyn. and i didnt want him to see me crying, especially in front of his fren. he was everything sweet, bought daisy and sushi for me (: i was kindaf cold to him cus i want him to accompany his fren. felt kindaf bad. but i think he understands? hope so.

sat: 2pm to 11pm (HELLO?! 11pm??!!)
sun: 10am to 6pm (hopefully by then i am not dead)

more and more sufferings and niamings to come..

2008-12-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

was having a conversation with my gems classmate. i kindaf dislike him as he always think he's the king and he's got high high high ego. but things that he said so randomly shocked me.

More than alive. says:
hey you know what.i have an intuition about you.in front of people you act so strong and so happy.when you're all alone reality slams back in and you're actually rather soft.and you're the kind of girl who pretend you don't care about what people think or say but you'd think about what happened on the long bus ride home.

More than alive. says:
lol i'm just guessing.so are you gonna start showing the soft side to someone who hit your soft spot or just ignore the fact that he hit you straight on.

More than alive. says:
it's just what i observed.lol.you have that look in your eyes which just breaks off if i just look at you for too long.

More than alive. says:
yea but it's the first time you're being mean.sometimes you shouln't be mean to 'counter' your softness.

truee.

anyway i finally met up with my dearies - jean and jacqueline, after sooo long. since jean's birthday in feb. jean's still the same, enjoying her working life now. jac, still the same old missy, short-hot-bad tempered. shopped ard the new largest suburban mall - jurong point 2 and went to have pizza hut for dinner and some catching up. we used to be regular patrons of coffee bean and yes, we went there as well as the new starbucks.

today was the first day of my work in skinfood @ jp2. everything went well at first. i had a numebr of sales. then i wasnt very happy after a while. cus of a stupid mistake i made. we earn commission as individuals. so we have to change cashier name everytime. then i was happily settling the sale of a SIGNIFICANT amount. only to realise that it was under my colleague's name!!!! so she fking earned a considerable amount of commission for doing nth and me, talking so much to the customer! and she was like complaining that she's demoralised for not selling anything la bla bla bla before this. forget it. GEI TA LA!

on the other hand, i was really really glad. cus of lyn, min, swen, ed, cn, wx.

- they came to jp2 and skinfood to visit me even though i know and they know they're not gonna buy.
- they waited for me to go home and shop a lil tgt even though it only lasted for like 20 mins.
- they had dinner with me even though i could only join them for like 15 mins.
- they listened to me niam even though i think they might not understand any shit.
- they lend me their shoulders even though im very heavy.
- they made me laugh even though i was half dead at the end of the day.
- they made my day.
- they were there. they always do.

it might only be little acts to them. but they are HUGE ones to me. i love them. really. they made me feel fortunate living on this planet earth. i told mummy bout work and my darlingss. my mummy loves them too. heheheh :)

not forgetting you, i feel loved :)

what more can i ask for?

2008-12-09T06:31:00.001-08:00

listen to me,
clear my doubts,
wont you.
dont make me feel like a fool.

tell me, what are we?

2008-12-05T07:38:00.000-08:00

time shows everything..

mst was fucked up. gonna fail big time.

anw thanks all of my darlings that bother to ask what's wrong with me. loves!

thats one of the primary purpose of blogging i guess. of cus i dun blog to let you guys know that im sad and i need your attention. but i just blogged to 'vomit' how i feel.

as sad as i could be, i really couldnt remember what exactly happened that upset me the other time. i've forgotten and furthermore, who wants to rmb sad memories? anw, it's a settled and going on well now.

MST's finally over! and here comes our three weeks holidays!! went to dbl o with xy, lyn, swen, cn, xy, mj and terrence. not quite amazing. cus no aircon and *cannot be mentioned on net*, but the alcohol there are DARN cheap. i went off earlier, my bro came to fetch me. had mac for supper and slept at 4.30am. was 'disturbed' this morning, met him up and had breakie at jp tgt.

hols' short. real short and i have loads of things to do.

- projectssssss
- driving
- work @ skinfood
- tuition
- dance
- catching up with old frens
- camp
- family chalet
- partaysss
- fs's bbq

EVERYONE EVERYONE EVERYONE!!! SOMEONE ACTUALLY THINKS IMMA SHU NU!!!! OMG. I THINK YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE MAN! HAHAHA.

杨思敏 says:
i must change for the better

杨思敏 says:
must be more shu nu abit

peishan says:
i oso

杨思敏 says:
u alrdy shu nu liaos wad

peishan says:
NOOOOOOOOOOO

peishan says:
OMG

peishan says:
WHEN AM I SHU NU PLEASE

杨思敏 says:
dun have mehs??

杨思敏 says:
huh?
i think u shu nu lehs
u dunno only lahs

peishan says:
NO LEH

peishan says:
I KEEP SCOLDING VULGARITIES LAAAAA

hahahaha. nevertheless, im still over the moon~~!! hhaha!!

hooked.

2008-11-30T09:53:00.000-08:00

nothing feels right
is it me or is it you, or is it not meant to be
why did i let myself believe miracles could happen
cause now i have to pretend i dont really care
i confused my feelings with the truth
im standing here but all I want is to be over there
when you smiled you made me feel like I could sing along
but then you went and changed the words
now my heart is empty
and you just left like this

2008-11-29T21:26:00.000-08:00

mst's from tmr to thur!! but i totally dont have the feel to study. looking at what i've done to my blog, you know i've not been stdying. i practically cannot on the desktop as i'll be stuck on to it. like now.

"why work so hard when you know you vant get into uni?"

keeps repeating in my small mind. argh.

mon:
KILLER 'A' MATHS FOR BUSINESS
4.30 - 5.30 pm

tue:
CHING CHING'S TREASURY
2.30 - 3.30 pm

wed:
LUCKILY-THERE-ARE-ONLY-2-CHAPS BANKING LAW II
10 - 11 am

thur:
MY 'SISTER'S' INTERNATIONAL TRADE FINANCE DOCUMENTATION
2.30 - 3.30 pm

misses.

2008-11-27T08:01:00.000-08:00

love is when you do stupid things together..

alright, shall let you guys peek into my life a little. tuesday i did something stupid. but i didnt mind.

i was very very very cui in my t shirt, horts and specs on. i looked like a total nerd. went to meet him. decided to go mos burger to eat. who knows, thank god for the coincidence, the whole mos was full of his frens. fish. i was fking cui that day and fking unlucky can. 1 or 2 frens nvm, its like, 10 of them? oh fish oh fish. after his frens left, we went to mac to study.

till the next morning, went to school and showered (in respective washrooms). xinyi the ba po said that we're losers! and she publicised the fact that i showered in sch to everyone laaaa!!! nvm hahaha. i didnt pay for my utilities bill la everyone. hahaha.

i was fking early for my wed 8am tutorial! reached fc6 at 7.20am. nv been in sch so early before (excluding the times in sb club). was literally a living zombie walking ard sch. the fking annonying lecturer that made me cry fking made me pek cek somemore. its okay. im cool *breathe in and out*

i was worried as i think i seriously looked cui and his frens might think that how come he hangs out with this fking cui girl?! but he was alright with it. even though his fren said im cui. who knows if he's speaking the truth. hahaa. its okay. next time i shall look at least a lil better without my specs.

yes, i wore this and played badminton with my classmates. and i trashed weijun!!!

love all of them (:

2008-11-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

saccharine..

met up with my lovelies. the guys have been having it so often. we must do sth bout it. so it was a girls day out. went to goodwood park hotel for durian puff which was like a rock. not amazing at all.

went to fep and had this delicious dessert. looks appetising right??!! bananas, chocolate syrup, sliced ice, peanuts. slurping good.

walked ard orchard and headed towards esplande's cookies musuem. this is not a food blog, so i shall not describe it expressly nor vividly. the cookies there are nice, unique. as you can see from the pictures, the place is kindaf grand but comfortable to linger ard. the staff are frenly and treats you like kings and queens. but, the cookies are uncommonly expensive. 32 - 38bucks for a tin. unless im feeling rich, i'll buy. hahaha!

the lovelies and i

after staying in the musuem for long, we went up the terrace of esplanade. surprisingly, not alot of couples. it's truely a romantic place. with the vocalist's soothing voice singing relaxing songs, i felt at ease for a moment. until 10+pm, the flyer was so dazzling with many different changing lightings. very pretty.

i know you know..

2008-11-19T07:44:00.000-08:00

wasnt a good day earlier.
but was quite a good day after that.

bklaw - late
fp - fuck

was crying during fp. why are all the people around me hypocrites? cant they just be real? or this is the fact of life, and one day, i'll be like them? after that lesson, washed up. went to fc 6.

someone tapped my shoulder and a familiar voice said

"hello, excuse me.."

and i started screaming and laughing like mad.

guess who appeared when i was damn damn down..

my charming prince, VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV !!!!!!!

its been almost half a year since i last met him. he appeared whenever i was so damn cui. hahahaa. but that's not the point. he's in the airforce now and he's as nice and charming as ever. he came back for career fair. after meeting him, i was damn damn damn damn blooooody high!!! muahahhaha!!!!

treasury, and met him for lunch at 3??!! was quite lethargic as i wanna go for the career fair with frens. original plan was to go career fair with frens, eat in sch with him, meet kh. but he didnt wanna eat in sch. so we went to career fair for a lil while, F called me and ran away. kindaf awkward? anw, town-ed and xin wang-ed.

he went to meet his family and i went back home. KO-ed and was having TERRIBLE headache. feels liike dying literally. gave up of even touching the tutorial for itfd. even gave up hope of going to sch tmr. but min might be coming over to sp tmr. i would miss out the fun. ahh whatever. see how.

IVE
BEEN
BD-ING
AND
NOT
DOING
ANY
OTHER
STUFF
FOR
DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
AND
NIGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

WHEN
WILL
IT
END?????????!!!!!!!!!!

I
WANNA
DIE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, FUCK.

2008-11-15T06:29:00.000-08:00

strepsils cough syrup
strepsils lozenges
elmo comforter
warm

dont die so soon..
cus.. you're my daily dosage of sweeeeeetnesssssssss..

2008-11-14T07:41:00.000-08:00

1. PLEASE BUY A MIC THAT IS ABLE TO CONNECTED TO YOUR COM.
2. CLICK ON THIS : http://www.karaokeparty.com/en/
3. COMPETE WITH FRIENDS AND GET ALL HIGH !!!

HAHAHAHAHA! DAMN HIGH!!! the guys and i were talking about this website over lunch. and staright after that, we went to buy mics! i came back home and slept all the way till evening. and started singing till then. FUN FUN FUN!!

he's enjoying himself in da club now! and im stuck home doing bd :(
yes, again. told you guys, it's on a daily basis.

update soon.

2008-11-11T08:47:00.000-08:00

PANADOLS, CLARINASE, WOODS COUGH SYRUP, STREPSILS & WOODS & VICKS LOZENGES, TISSUE PAPER, TOILET ROLL.. my best friends now. what's more, CRAMP. not enough? DIARRHOEA.

IM SO DAMN SICK (all of the above) AND TIRED (projects and tutorials and upcoming msts and more projectsssss), LITERALLY, NOW.

can i take a day's off? no, i better save it up for future's usage, in case i really really really wanna skip sch. its not that im too obedient not to skip school, but i just know that once i start skipping, i can never stop myself.

have been seeing the guys ard in sch, so happy! love them! played badminton just now. finally some sweat. changed my driving school's membership to a private one. im ready to go for practicals!

so many things to do, so little time (uncountable times ive been repeating this).

i know i understand. i have to.

2008-11-09T08:31:00.000-08:00

I'VE MOVED!!!

HTTP://WWW.SHIR-LYN.BLOGSPOT.COM
OR
HTTP://WWW.YYEOSSIMMIN.BLOGSPOT.COM

I JUST FREAKING DONT HAVE THE TIME TO UPDATE MY DEAD BLOG.

many unforgettable and happiest moments in my life. i jus couldnt update. i know it's obscene to have clicked and seen the obscene words not even by scrolling my blog down. please forgive. i freaking have no time.

please visit the above mentioned blogs if you wanna know more (: if not then fish off.

love my frens. love them.

lastly, i am still alive and kicking.

2008-11-02T08:16:00.000-08:00

fine. bye. fuck you.
:)

okay. what has happened. all i can rmb now is that:

- bd is fucking pissing me off
- lyn's birthday celebration. updates when pics are in
- i love my sweet girlies for the balloons taht made my day
- i love my darlings. been spending three consecutive days with them. they made me laugh like no one's business
- im sunburnt now
- too many things happen in the shortest span of time

please buy me the tee shirt that xinyi has, 'im tired of meeting mr wrong'. hahahaha!

2008-10-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

there's nothing much to blog about.

was sweet. until today.
just a call will do.
you knew it.

2008-10-19T01:10:00.000-07:00

as you can see, i was busy the whole of this week. its only the beginning of the new sem! oh gosh. cant imagine how dried i'll be by the end.

mon - sweet sweet kinder bueno! that saved my life from the brain juice-sucking 3 hours A maths lesson. saw this and this and this and that. xinyi, got it? seems like many like to go fc6 on the first day of sch huh.

tue - went to fc1, saw that. so xinyi bought me greentea (: lunched with jocelyn, ailing and joyce. saw this and this. on our way back to sb, saw that in fc3. break from lecture, met up with kokhow, swensen and cn. thanks kokhow for the gift! i love it! saw that again. this was kajiao-ing mj, xy and i.

wed - his lecture was just next to mine. after sch, out with him! cathay to cine. big stan. funny show. had fun the whole day!

fri - first off day of the sem. only once. dun have to envy. rest of fridays, i'll have to go to sch for only a 2-hour tutuorial. tuition and met up with joyce from skinfood. im going to work there since mid nov in jp. i just wanted to try it out. but didnt know i'll be selected. sorry lyn. im sad not working with you too! ):

sat - mummy's day

sun - dinner?

hmmm.

2008-10-12T01:37:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAAHA! I WAS LAUGHING LIKE MAD!!!! XINYI BAPO NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME GO INSANE EVEN WHEN IM ALONE AT HOME!!!! IM LAUGHING LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS IN FRONT OF MY COM!!!!!

HIDDEN MEANING! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

i think im having serious insomnia. ive been sleeping at 4+/5+ am these days. how am i going to sleep tonight.

yesterday was spent with my lovely lovelies. i met up with lyn first then we went ahead to bugis. min came and we headed to town. shopped shopped shopped. updated updated updated. had the suckiest fried rice ive ever ate. dropped by starbucks and chatted. left at about 11+pm and chatted in jp mac until 1am. walked home alone while min walked with lyn to stay over at her place. so scary seriously. so cold. but ive got you! muahahaha! you wun be seeing this (:

showered and all. crashed into my bed. BUT, i cant sleep. chatted until 5am. and i woke up at 2+pm today! achievement! hehehe.

tmr's school is gonna start. TURN OFF. i haven got enough fun yet! school better be as fun as it was last sem. i think im going to drag my feet to school as usual ):

at least, you make me happy.

2008-10-09T09:57:00.000-07:00

FEISHAN IS GETTING ENGAGED.

at our age. i wanna be bridesmaid too!

she's 19 now. that means, if the average life span of her is 90. then she'll have to face the same face, same man for 71 years. 71??!!! totally 'not' sick and tired.

whatever that is, i wish you all the best.

2008-10-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

EDITTED ..

first,

THE HAIR.

seriously if you think my previous hair is nicer, dont tell me. just wait okay. wait for my hair to grow all over again. give me half a year. yes i love my previous hair. and am regretting now.

second,

YOU.

seriously i think its time for me to give up. you feel nothing. its obvious. what's more, there are so many factors to consider between us.

third,

ME.

the root of all of the above. yes, im sad.

ladies and gentlemen, i'd made a drastic decision today.

I

CUT

MY

FREAKING

LONG

HAIRRRRR

!!!!!!

right, 'CHEY!!!'

im kindaf sick and tired of my long hair and decided to cut it today at storm, jp. its FREAKING SHORT now :(

from this,

to this!!!

i can no longer twirl my hair. but i quite like it this way. it's so much lighter now!!

anw sat was spent celebrating swen's birthday. watched eagle eye. alright only. has shokudo for dinner. walked from bugis to esplanade to visit cookies museum. sat by the river and chit chatted. bro fetched me from there and off we went to shenton way's party world. sang till 3am.

here are some pics in the esplanade toilet. the guys were mad waiting outside. hahaa!

lovelies!

C to E la! (hidden meaning)
the twinniessssss!
OH MAN. I LOVE MY HAIR BACK THEN!

eeeeeerieeeeeeee pic!

finally!

anw my timetable's out. sucks. mostly 8am / 9am. no DT but WMS. damn it. uncle tan, change class la! our class missed you since the last sem! friday's only lesson, hopefully can change to tueday's 3hr's break, please ching ching!

i guess it's all over right now.
how i wish i can have to courage to tell you ily.
but i think you already forgot about me and everything we once shared.
i wanna live in self denial, if i can.

2008-10-02T06:30:00.000-07:00

time to update this cobwebbed blog! finished my job in F1! IT WAS HELLA OF FUN! contradicting isnt it. the previous post i was complaining how bored the training was. okay okay. the training day was dead bored. but afterwhich, as we started to do some work. it turned out to be fun-ness!

DAY 4 - the last day of sgp (singapore grand prix)

we were as busy as always and the weather was as warm and humid as always. we took lotsa pics that day.

wanting and i, near our store.

peishan, barnet and wanting
peishan, tavis and wanting, the aunties!

some angmoh approached us for pics

our store
enqi, peishan, wanting in the store

morning and night shift, not all of us.
back row (left to right): peishan, mark, wanting, emokid (i dunno his name!)
front row: linmin, asmida, meiyu

as we were having our last meal in the store.

bad food makes peishan sad. cold rice which was like kuehs and 2 miserable shrimps, and 2 pieces of plain white tofu ):

sgp merchandise (padang) store, morning shift!
back row (left to right): zul (supervisor), enqi, tavis (self proclaimed supervisor)
front row: peishan, lina, wanting

some hardcore ferrari fan. click to enlarge. red bombarded hair, red ferrari shirt, red ferrari flag. yes he was all alone, walking like this.

DAY 3 - the second day of sgp

after a long day's work, we spent some time watching the support races. and took some pics.

enqi, peishan, wanting and the race track

enqi, peishan, wanting, lina and the uniquely singapore fan

it was miserable when we were having lunch everyday. some of us would have to collect food from esplanade and bring back to the store, where we spent our time eating in a row, looking at the shelves and eat disgusting food.

DAY 2 - the first day of sgp

was fun and was darn busy. people actually dun mind buying overcharged stuff. anw this ferrari crew bought some stuff some us and he asked if we could take a photo with him. HE'S NOT A BANGALA!! if he is, i would not take a pic with him! tavis, a guy colleague, actually offered himself to take a pic with him. cmon man. we didnt have to! hahaha!

enqi, ferrari guy and me.

DAY 1 - set up the store for the actual next day

i reluctantly dragged my feet to marina square, gate 7. and we were then split into groups. i was being posted to padang. which we couldnt see the track as the track was actually surrounding us. the antisocial peishan made some new frens there. and the whole of padang sgp merchandise store, there were only 2 non sp-ians. so the guy actually got it all from us.

i was darn hungry and ta dah. our supervisor's supervisor actually treated us macdonald's! so the whole of marina sq's mac was filled with half of the whole sgp merchandise staff. we were lucky as we were the only group who was being treated.

6pm. knocked off. and we had the chance of going up the grandstand. when the police hadnt appeared.

wanting (tp) and i

this was the grandstand

back row (left to right): wanting, peishan, linmin, enqi, lina
front row: mark, azmida (if i rmb her name), tavis

as we tot that we could go back home, we were to go to city hall, another merchandise store to help them out. all i can say was padang people was really efficient, within awhile later, everything was settled and we were slacking already. as we were slacking, we did some stupid stuff.

mark says 'please buy me! pleassssssssssssse!'
it's a 39 dollar bear mind you.

the daddy with two legs inside can holders and son pleading for mercy -.-

it was a whole new experience working with people i totally dint know in the first place. they were very fun loving, funny, gossipy, efficient, slack, everything. it was real fun working in F1 as well, knowing new people, gaining new experiences, and lastly, the race really hyped me up. even though im working in the morning shift and wasnt supposed to see the race, during the three days, i managed to watch the race and listen to the deafening engine sounds of F1 racing cars! hope to work again next year with the same people. this time round, we dun wanna be merchandisers. we wanna be someone else. hehehehe (:

p/s: actually i wasnt suppose to post up pics or even talk about F1. please dont report me ):

after F1, i practically replanished my sleep and my whole life is all about, what else, TUITION! GRRRR.

what will be your reaction

i would feel over the moon if you really meant that message

can you show me more of your feelings

im not sure

i dont know what's wrong

everything is no longer the same

i cant find any reason to talk to you anymore

2008-09-22T00:18:00.000-07:00

20 sept: F1 training

one word - sucks. yes people, peishan is working ALONE in F1. i tot im independent. but not that, seriously. we were told to report at 845 in suntec and hello, i live at the far end of singapore, that means i woke up at 6am! probably the earliest during the hols. reached. like a dumb dumb cus everyone else were with their frens. what's more, i know there'd be a lot of sp-ians there. just hope i wouldnt bang into anyone there. registered, received my tag, my shirt and all. got to know that the briefing for merchandise would start at 11am. and it was 9am then. 2 hours, alone, in suntec where the shops were not even opened - how miserable. was walking ard like an aimless ghost. had 1h45mins breakfast in mac. i guess the staff there kept looking at me cus they might think im like a psychopath.

went back for briefing at 11am. fell asleep during the briefing. and now im not even sure how to go there on the race days. anyone knows? after the briefing, went for the worse recce i've ever had. and i've never felt so miserable before. we had to WALK from suntec to esplanade to padang to raffles place to singapore flyer to kallang, i could even see people rowing dragonboat (whatever the sequence is). and there WERE a COUPLE of WORSE thingS. first, i was alone. second, it was damn bloody hot. third, i was lacking from sleep. fouth, i wasnt feeling well. fifth, my shoes died on me. lastly, i dunno how to go home from where they released us. as i was walking, i used up all the vulgarities in my vulgarities vocabulary. i was damn bloody fed up until i decided to take a $20 cab home. so not worth it. but i wasnt in a mood to walk from the track to city hall mrt station. who was?!

RED!
luckily it's red, not bad looking, if not im gonna scold vulgarities.
hello! can i help you?
cool yo!
it's my pleasure to serve you (: HAHAHAHA

came back home and slept a lil before heading to kokhow's family chalet. well at least the guys bbq-ed for us :) a couple of new faces appeared. back into the room, gamed (mrt stations), slacked, talked, ate and they mahjonged. and CONGRATS TO HO KOK HOW! HIS EFFORTS WERE PAID OFF BY DOING 200 PUSH UPS AND WAS SPONSORED TO GO HONG KONG FOR HIS LOVE!!! SOOOOO SWEET RIGHT??!! he isnt that fit actually. muahahhaha. however it was really touching and sweet la. you're the man!

my life now revolves around tuition, hot shot, tuition, online movies, F1. zzz. and im gonna start working for F1 on thursday. be prepared to hear me rant. please, i better work with nice colleagues and nice supervisors. so i will not have to wear the tee shirt with working pants which looks totally OFF! i think i will not dare to go there from bl in that outfit. cmi.

met up with lyn and min a few days ago. some outdated pics.

rosti was damn nice for a potato lover like me!
this pizza was HEAVENLY!
lyn's root beer float
chicken cutlet pasta and min's strawberry smoothie.
my lovely ladies (:

anw spore is not immune to tsunami. that makes me worry when min asked to go to sentosa.

click!

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/cna/20080920/tap-130-expert-says-singapore-completely-231650b.html

what's gonna happen the next time i go sentosa??!!

WOHKOK OH MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD @ 1.27AM, when i was emo-ing.

.Kh- if you know, says:
oh man.. someone emo-ing?
.kH- if you know, says:
nahsiep!
.kH- if you know, says:
that's your name from the back
.kH- if you know, says:
hahahahaa
.kH- if you know, says:
mine is.....
.kH- if you know, says:
wohkok
.kH- if you know, says:
LOL
peishan says:
WOHKOK
peishan says:
hahahahhahahahahha
.kH- if you know, says:
tsk..
peishan says:
DAMN FUNNY LA
.kH- if you know, says:
very funny meh?
.kH- if you know, says:
lol
peishan says:
hahahahhahahaahhaa
.kH- if you know, says:
NAPSHIEP DAMN FUNNY LAH
peishan says:
HI WOHKOK!
.kH- if you know, says:
HOHOHOHOHOOHOHOHO
.kH- if you know, says:
HIAKHIAKHIAKHIAKHIAK
peishan says:
WOHKOK OH
peishan says:
HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
.kH- if you know, says:
HI! NICE TO MEET YOU NAHSIEP
.kH- if you know, says:
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
peishan says:
HOW ARE YOU GOING TO PRONOUNCE THAT??!!!
.kH- if you know, says:
NAHSIEP GNAW!
.kH- if you know, says:
GNAW!
peishan says:
OH!
.kH- if you know, says:
HAHAHAHAAHAHAH
.kH- if you know, says:
NAHSIEP GNAW!
na-siap gorr!
.kH- if you know, says:
hahahah
peishan says:
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
peishan says:
DAMN DIGUSTING OK
peishan says:
LIKE THAILAND
.kH- if you know, says:
eegnnoohc.... choon ngee's name is not even readable
.kH- if you know, says:
hahahaha
.kH- if you know, says:
gnehsnaux, thats xs!
.kH- if you know, says:
at least both our names can read
.kH- if you know, says:
hahahahaah
.kH- if you know, says:
lol.. go blog lah..
.kH- if you know, says:
3rd entry of ben da ye!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHHA!

now listen to my blog song and look at the lyrics below. and lets all get emo tgt!

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,
You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair,
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I,
I thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair,
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

okay. this song was sent by nice song, xinyi. hahahahhaa!

peishan says:
hahahahahhaa
peishan says:
you're also a nice song!
peishan says:
no non o
peishan says:
NICE FREN!
xinyi says:
HAHAHAHAHA
xinyi says:
IM A NICE SONG!
xinyi says:
DAMN FUNNY LA YOU!
peishan says:
hahhahaa
peishan says:
i keep typing that song is a nice song until i type you as a nice song

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

im afraid, seriously.
i need a shoulder to lean on.

2008-09-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

was in a foul mood once i woke up cus of some matters. and it affects my mood the rest of the day. well its normal for me to have different moods in a day.

supposed to have tuition but however, upon reaching his house, i was then informed that he's having fever and couldnt have tuition. waste my time. but no choice, couldnt blame him. no one likes the feeling of being sick.

went to jurong west alone to buy contact lenses and i seriously wanna say this. i think im independent. cus lyn and min cannot do that. they cannot even go down to the void deck to get sth when they are hungry. but but but. no matter how independent a person is, she still needs someone to depend on (: muahahaha. nah. im happy im independent. hehehe.

back home and caught hot shot. my gosh! 2 of my hubbies are inside! how can i miss this show?! but im still kindaf slow and trying to catch up with the latest episode. give me time. im all over show and wu zun once again. or shud i say. always. hahaha. k i know im idiotic. but you know, im in love with them since dinosaur years. and im beginning to think that jerry yan is actually not bad. i seriously have fetish over sporty and fit guys la. eh, but who doesnt. muahahahha.

ps: my bro has asked me to watch lesser of these shows else i can nv find a bf. cus there's no one like them in the realistic world. hahahaha. but i dun care!

alright a random post. im off to watch hot shot now! at 2.19am. zzz.

2008-09-16T09:22:00.000-07:00

face it. my exam results are going to be out. tmr morning as i was sleeping, i'll receive a sms from sp. informing me of my poor poor results.

i guess i will have to take up much courage to open up the sms. well at least i prepared myself by knowing that my results will be poor. just dont be too horrifying. i guess i still can take it.

i've already arranged to meet up with lyn in the afternoon for my post-results therapy. hope i'll feel better after ranting to her. hope min can join us though.

wed: results & out with lyn
thu: tuition tuition tuition -.-
fri: mum's bday!
sat: F1 training, 845 at suntec, wtfish.
sun: mummy's day

i think im irritating you. that's why.

2008-09-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

yesterday was mid autumn festival. and it's always our grp's practice to meet up and gather together. we went to lyn's place to have karaoke first then off we went to 'play'. sounds like kids though. but we are!
typical shape girls would do with candles
S is for Simin, Shirlyn and peiShan
the heart was proudly brought to you by min and i. while lyn went to search for her missing brother.

sparklers. we only have limited sparklers for us to play as the guys used the rest of them to build ROCKETS right swen? those flew with much much much smoke until the residents living in the flats tried to put out the fire by splashing water down.

we just simply wanna have a grp photo
girls did better.

lovey dovey couple
not so.
lyn's bro, swen and cn.
i swear cn is so gonna right-click-and-save-picture-as ___

ever-so-emo wx
swen, you're not any celebrity. no need to hide from the paparazzi.
acting cute now.
retarded coconut hairstyle for a retarded person.
finally.

police came. it was the first time we had police and the first time we had to clear up the mess. stupid residents. you all dont have childhood?! you all dun play fire on mid autumn doesnt mean that youngsters like us cant play. a bunch of jealous shit.

a bunch of ah bengs and ah lians actually suspected that we stole their psp -.- grow up.

after clearing up the mess, we went to a nearby kopitiam. watched soccer, drank teh ping and talked like never before. i love the feeling. quality time spent. was past midnight when cn, wx and i caught the last bus and that ended the night.

today was not a good day. first thing in the morning, i was awaken by some major construction happening above my flat. mum and i had to shout to hear each other talking when she was just an arm's length away from me. fnally stopped. played psp to make me tired. slept. woke up. watched tv. watched the fast and the furious. i dunno why, i always love watching movies related to car racing. must be under too much influence of my bro since young. anw wahcted and onlined. SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO DO AT HOME. that makes me fed up.

ironic uh. when it's school term, i complained bout not having enough time to do the things that i want to do. now that i have so much time, i dont seem to do the things i wanted to do the other time -.-

ps: results coming out on wed. please be prepared for an emo-peishan ):

tell me how you feel.. i wanna know..

2008-09-12T09:17:00.000-07:00

edition at 11.36pm:

as i was reading my post again and again and again, im missing redang real badly. i wanna go back asap. it's definitely the best place for a short getaway from this fast paced lifestyle we are leading here in spore. I MISS REDANG BADLY!! 6 more mths..

continued..

initially i wanted to be selfish about our trip to redang (mind you people, it's 'rEdang', not 'rENdang'). but i realised that i cant help but to keep sharing how fun the redang trip was to frens. now, many of our frens are planning to go to redang. darn. read this super duper long entry and you'll know why i wanted to be selfish but i cant.

let me share with you guys what did we do in that 3 days & 2 nights back at the lovely island, PULAU REDANG.

7th september 2008, sunday, 10pm

all of us arrived at golden mile complex. the bus left and my bro's car was always, always, beside me. and me, being a typical emotional piscean girl, cried like nobody's business. the redang girls kept laughing at me :( watched hancock on coach and forced ourselves to sleep. apparently, lyn and xy slept comfortably but joc and i didnt sleep well. to be precise, i didnt sleep at all.

8th september 2008, monday, 9.30am

after 10 hours of coach ride, we reached a jetty with many cats. unfortunately all of us are afraid of cats and we kept lifting up our legs i think we could might as well do crunches there. ferry's there and it was 1 hour away from the pretty island.

we arrived at the back of the island and were welcomed by the personnels there. went through a short briefing of what we could do in the island and registered as well as checked in our room. joc caught a short nap while the rest of us watched 'summer holiday', '夏日的麽麽茶'.

fyi, its a movie featuring richie ren and sammi cheng film right in front of laguna redang, which was a wonderful place to stay in. the movie was shown 24/7 non-stop in one of the all-malaysian-channels of the tv in the room. and for the rest of the trip, we kept singing the addictive, 浪花一朵朵 and 快乐不快乐.

come everyone, let's sing together!
'我要你陪着我，看着那海龟水中游，慢慢的趴在沙滩上数者浪花一朵朵..'
ps: my current blog song!!

anw the more more tea inn is being located in front of laguna redang. its currently a gift shop. we took some pics with it and shall wait for more pics from joc. after having lunch with a full view of the breathtaking scenary, we rented our snorkelling equipment. IT'S DEFINITELY MY FAVOURITE ACTIVITY NOW!

it was soon 3pm and all of us got ready for our virgin SNORKELLING trip! i was damn terrified as im the only non-swimmer among them and i was afraid that the girls might not care bout me and snorkle their way off. i was even more afraid that i might drown or die or anything like that. all of us were kindaf paranoid by the fishes and corals and jellyfishes. unlucky xy got stung by jellyfish and she didnt know until the next day.

lyn and i
it's me! looks like frog?!
snorkling in progress..

best self shot
snorkling ourselves in front of laguna. look at the waters, that's not swimming pool!
hello! it's me!
see the rainbow?

jacuzzi

snorkelled, bathed, made up and got all ready for dinner! and there were some disgusting msian guys actually took video of us while we were having dins and apparrently we got fed up and left quickly. went to have airbrush tattoo at the recreation centre and had a nice chat with the person and he actually told us that shooting stars are very common in redang. went to have lychee martini at the beach bar while the rest had their ice kachang.

my S, xy's 3 stars and lyn's 2 stars
ba po
lyn and joc
xy and lyn

joc and me

walked along the beach in front of laguna redang and went to the beach club and got all high over there. its amazing when you hear clubbing songs at a peaceful island. sat on the powdery sand and chitchatted a lil. we tried our luck looking for blue sand. the blue sand was a miraculous sight. we managed to find a few blue sand and were screaming out of excitement. what's blue sand? blue sand is actually plankton that was being left on the shore after low tide. it glows in luminous blue and when rubbed with friction, the sand will continue to glow in LED blue.

H-I-G-H!
crazy smile, the club is behind.
my redang girls
joc's butterfly, lyn's S and my 3 stars
too powdery that you cant see our names
the sand was icey cold in the evening.
more more tea inn!
self shot
the two act cute ones
the other two naturally cute ones
4 big faces

distorted faces
more more tea please!

after which we decided to camp for shooting stars that night. however, during the two nights over there, the sky was cloudy and we didnt catch any shooting stars. got back resort, had cup noodles and slept.

9th september 2008, tuesday, 9.30am

SNORKELLING IN MARINE PARK!! the fishes were of uncountable nouns and there were alot of jellyfishes there. the 2 persons-in-charge of us (one middle aged funny man and handsome) brought us to see different colourful corals and that's where lyn got her jellyfish sting. as we were preparing to go back, they both brought us 4 to a shipwreck and we had our beautiful-like-photoshopped pictures there. joc got her cut there. the two were hilarious. as we were snorkelling, they picked up sea cucumbers and said 'boy! your mummy calling you!' and squeezed them as if the sea creatures were peeing. they both brought much laughters and screams from us.

after shipwreck, we actually missed the first vessel to ferry us back. and we got motorboat to speedily bring us back to laguna. it was very bumpy and it turned as if we were gonna drop into the sea. everyone on the motorboat was laughing at us as we were all screaming and laughing like mad.

the nemo pics were from the last snorkling trip we had.

lyn and i
pure relaxation

after snorkelling we wanted to suntan. xy applied sunBLOCK and the rest of us applied sunTANNING oil. BUT, after the suntanning session, apparently only xy got tanned. however, as i was checking my tan now, i think i got a lil chocolatey.

somehow the whole lifesavers team know that we got very paranoid of jellyfishes and kept teasing us. as we are loud by nature and we kept saying 'wahlao eh' there, it seems like the people there got the disease after teasing us too! we officially became the 'wahlao eh' group. we made a few friends there. namely: matyi, the cute and crazy one who brought us around the gorgeous aquarium during the last snorkelling trip. lake, who apparently didnt pay much attention teaching the chinese girl and was instead teasing and playing with us. and handsome, the 19-year-old guy who pushed each and everyone of the tourists (big or small) down into the sea to take pretty pictures as well as absorbing all the precious scoldings from his mentors.

so during the last snorkelling trip, we saw, touched and experienced so much more than the rest in the gigantic aquarium with matyi who made us swim like never before in my life. but it was breathtakingly pretty, awesome, gorgeous and whatever-that-fits-the-word-pretty. i will never forget the sight, the experience and everything there.

after snorkelling, washed up and dinner time. then headed towards recreation centre for massage. xy and joc had full body massage while lyn and i had foot and back massage. it was my virgin visit to the masseur. i had a lady masseur att first. she was gentle but however i was complaining 'pain pain!'. well, i had lyn male masseur to help me 'delibrately sprain' my neck. he hadnt even start doing that, once he pressed my back, i was exclaiming in pain already. he's strong. xy and joc came into our room and had fun laughing at us screaming in pain.

after tearing, they detected problems with my back and shoulders which are super stiff, liver, eyes and ears. lyn had some with her back and shoulders, kidneys and eyes. all these are results of much studying (:

after massge, we bought our snorkelling pictures. the 3 taught me mahjong. i was so confused until handsome came and helped me. till now, i just dun understand mahjong. played until recreation centre closed and went to another expedition with the newly made friends. they scarificed their sleeping time for us. they brought us to look for more blue sand and to walk along the real long beach. went to another live band pub by the beach.

we had coconut drink there, chitchatted and started playing 5-10 when the night grew higher. we did lotsa silly forfeits. poor lake, got bullied by me as i was damn lucky that night. he did over 15 silly forfeits. sorry! we left about 3plus4 as the guys had to wake up at 8am, early in the morning, for their super-fun jobs.

10th september 2008, wednesday, 7am

dead for 3 hours and woke up for breakfast. after which, we had to bid goodbye to this wonderful island.

everything's so great there..

i love pulau redang for everything that is so beautiful there.

i love the sand. so powdery, it makes you feel like lying on it anytime. so soft that you need not worry about any broken glass.

i love the sea. it is so pretty that it looks fake. it is so clear that it makes you think that swimming pool is nothing.

i love the fishes. they swim across you like you're no one and they're living happily in their own world. showing off how pretty their world is.

i love the corals. they not only decorate the underwater world, they also allow other sea creatures to grow on them. they definitely act as a playground and brought fun to the fishes.

i love the people there. they live without worries except jellyfishes. they work for their passion and i admire them from the bottom of my heart. they are real friendly that they can even sacrifice their sleep in order to act as a warm host to us.

i love snorkelling. it makes me feels like im living in my own world. living in part of the underwater world. no doubt the place is of a slower pace, but i love it. the peacefulness, calmness, relaxation, and serenity is something that i had never ever experienced in my entire life.

everything there contrast and bring out each other's greatness and that, makes me fall in love with that small little island.

'sometimes, life passes so quickly that you will miss out the best things in life..'

BYE PRETTY.

LOVE

REDANG

!!!

2008-09-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

LOVE

REDANG

!!!!!!!

indescribably,

BEAUTIFUL

!!!!!!!

SNEAK PREVIEW:

i'll wait for all the photos to be in and shall update soon after.
i have so much to say. and you people have so much to see.

ps: the pics are not photoshopped / fake. all real (:
redang is that pretty.

once again,

I
LOVE
REDANG
!!!!!!!

2008-09-05T23:39:00.000-07:00

finally have the time to update my blog! and prolly not update anytime soon as im leavin for REDANG tmr!! wait till we come back then! hehehhe. so wed was clubbing. i wanna confess: im kindaf tired of clubbing. i wanna retire from the clubbing scene. not gonna so frequent and be a good girl (: okay, i know the latter is not possible.

nearby kopitiam:

party people / guan jun: meijing

party people / ba po: xinyi

good girl: peishan (:

similarity: we were all wearing black, our eyes were damn black, our hair were sweeped to one side and we have tan lines!!

is it that scary? just that the flash made my face fairer and thus it looked as if my eyes are a lillt bigger.

REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG REDANG

weather forecast for 7/9 - 10/9 !! i really hope that's it's reliable.

im like at home imagining what we will do in redang. hahaha.

so after 8 to 9 hours of coach from golden mile at 10pm tmr, we are supposed to take 1 hour's ferry to redang. seriously i think im going to vomit. im serious. but people said that people with good balcancing will experience motion sickness. i guess i have good balance then! hahaha!

we'll reach our dearest laguna redang resort after the 1 hour's ferry ride. OMG.

i guess we'll check in and enter our seaview quad room!!!!

probably we'll have our buffet breakfast.

then we'll look ard the island and see more more tea inn (featured in the movie) !!

then we shall plan what to do..

most probably we'll go play water sports or go suntanning. then maybe catch a drink at the poolside bar (:

after a long day, maybe we can chill at the beach club.

bla bla bla. more details after we're back alright?? hehehhehe

we had stocked up everything we need. tidbitsssssssssssssss, sweeeeeeetssssssssssss, pspsss, mp3ss, sunblock, etc etc etc..... we should be well-prepared. hehehe.

anw stupid ah pang copied my nick last night. stupid man.

i was luffing like mad la. hahahaha.

i think i'll have homesick seriously. but joc said she'd throw me out of the coach if i were to have homesick. im like thinking alot of shit. like wat if it rains. and it'll be so dangerous. im afraid. no worries no worries. everything's gonna be so fine. *breathe in and out* but i still have to say some stuff cus i dun dare to say in the face.

i LOVE my family very very very very much.

i LOVE my frens.

and

him.

im gonna miss everyone.

LOTSA HUGS AND KISSES,

WANG PEISHAN

2008-09-03T00:29:00.000-07:00

02/09/08

tuition was heartwarming then disasterous. heartwarming: he gave ed and i teacher's day present!! even though the present was lame and useless. but it's the tot that counts -.- then after a few steps, i saw his papers. and his results were fabulous!

english: 3.5/50
science: 19/100

FABULOUS MAN. sucha HUGE turn off. scolding after scoldings. still the same. forget it.

after tuition was idling in jp. buying his assessments, waffles and bubble tea. forever. then went to watch 4bia. it's FUCKING SCARY. seriously. even though i do not liek the parts where it was being animated. kindaf fake. but still, SCARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY. had subway for dinner. homestay. woke up and tadah. tution again. turn off -.- just came back.

OMFG. PARTY PEOPLE AND I ARE GOING TO CLUB IN 6 HOURS TIME!!!
OMFG. IM GOING REDANG IN 3 MORE DAYS!!!!

MUHAHAHAHHHAA. IM NUTS.

2008-09-01T04:05:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! HAD A DAMN FUNNY CONVERSATION WITH XINYI AND HER SISTER, GERMAINE!! were talking about our respective ''lovers'':

GERMAINE LIKES MVP = My VULNERABLE Player (i know what MVP really means la)
XINYI LIKES MHP = My HANDSOME Player
PEISHAN LIKES MFCP = My ^fucking CHARMING Player

LOOK AT OUR PM!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

kokhow said i have the fetish to post conversation up here. true la. hahahaha. but those were the conversation that makes me luff like a retard in front of the com okay??!! the stupid man wanted to praise me and just when i was anticipating then he said.......

WTH. WANNA SMACK HIM CAN.

anw watched game plan last night and was crying like water tap. slept and woke up at 2pm today. went to jp and bought hair dye and a sundress for redang!!! wooooooooooots!!! came back and dyed my hair myself! of a darker brown now. so smelly hair now. LOL!

I WUN FRY ANYTHING ALONE AT HOME ANYMORE! was trying to fry fish nuggets just now. and i ALMOST BURNT THE WHOLE HDB DOWN!! HAHAHAHAHA! damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn smooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooky. i was so afraid that my neighbour would call the civil defence. then i'll see david or hockyong saving me already! hahahha! but the fish nuggets are nice!

IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GUILTY of eating so much junk food during exams and even till now. i have to go redang this sunday and im still eating all this shit. die. xy joc and lyn, you all can be ready to see fats floating on the surface of the seawater when we're snorkeling. LOL. yes full of crap i know la!! but im soooooooooooo lazy to do exercise -.- die. dun care la. no one sees too! :D

change of schedule:

~~mon: home~~
tue: tuition and out
wed: tuition and ZOUK!!
thu: mummy's day
fri: out with redang girls!!
sat: home
sun: grandma's bday and REDANG!!!!!!!!

anw if there's any jobs, please intro (: cus im broke now. at the wrong time.

2008-08-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

im so bored now. alone at home. someone please reach home earlier. if not i'll be emo soon again.

friday was spent with min and lyn in town. met up with min first. she impulsively cut her hair short and was ugly according to her. so went to fep to cut her hair. and i was reading fhm and 8 days. took id photo for F1 staff card. lyn came from the mountains only 2 hours after her call. shopped ard and had dinner at cine. cant tell you the place. lest we will not have seats next time. hehehehe. wanted to go for party world after that but was too exp. so THEY wantd to watch 4bia after I (kpo) told them how scary it was. luckily the next slot was not anytime soon. we left and headed home in the end.

saturday was spent with bapo xinyi in town AGAIN. both of us damn slack. anyhow wear to orchard. black spag, shorts, havaianas. i didnt even bring bag. so we went to have mac for lunch as the both of us had the crave. then to fep. shop awhile and had to rush for money no enough 2. so we RAN along orchard road like two lunatics from fep to cine through the fabulous crowd. we managed to reach cine in less than 3 mins (: not bad huh. like riding on motorbikes. we cried like mad for the movie. nice movie. had dinner at starbucks.

from her blog:
'awesome time spent with her. especially when we have neverending topics to chat about. you know.. when you place one chatty girl (thats me!) and one bitchy woman (THATS HER!) together, you'll get havoc.'

IT SHOULD BE THE OTHER WAY ROUND OKAYYYYYYYYY. hahahahhahaha

i spent the whole day at home. i woke up at 4.30pm today. guan jun! -.- i refused to wake up actually cus i know i'll not have anything to do. watched the golden path and heard my bf (nic) singing 'mei yi duan lu, dou shi yi zhong li wu~'. okay. that's random. slacked from then till now. still no one's home. oh man. this is shit.

mon: home
tue: tuition and mummy's day
wed: tuition and ZOUK!!!
thur: home
fri: out with redang girls
sat: home
sun: grandma's birthday and REDANG!!!

2008-08-28T10:52:00.000-07:00

1 word for craa:

CUI

no no no, there should be 4 words:

CUI-EST OF THE CUI-EST

UNCLE TAN, DO NOT SEE THIS!

it was until 7+pm when i just woke up from my 5 straight hours power nap, i realised that for a big big mistake for Q4. fk it.

1 word for the semestral exams:

SCREWED

my brother always tell me, the scariest part is when you collect your results. im damn afraid that if i were to read the sms (results) when im outside, i might die in the middle of orchard road.

i told myself if i were to have poor results i can blame no one but myself. i haven been studying. hard enough. i just hope that i will not forward module and i seriously hope that my results will not pull down my gpa dramatically. i will die. literally.

after the last paper, i went to kelly services to sign the f1 contract as well as changing my email (i change my email because of that too) . and the t shirt is alright only. not red surprisingly. it's like baby blue? im working in the morning shift. which means i cant get the chance to watch the race! please let me work OT!!! please!

im supposed to have tuition at 2pm. so i wasted 1.5 hours in jp before i go. when i reached there. TURN OFF: 'gabriel has remedial until 4pm. didnt he tell you?' FK. i was alre half dead when i dragged myself there. and all i hear is that. i ranted to all my frens and thanks for all the replies. i tot everyone's gonna ignore me as they were enjoying. but nope. LUB YOU ALL DEEP DEEP! hehehe. i went home to sleep instead. cus i seriously need some rest. after two weeks of info overload.

slept for 4 straight hours and out with bro and carina for dinner. came back and bro cut my hair for me. as in fringe only. ugly. gonna cut my hair shorter when sch's gonna reopen. and my bro cut coco's hair. fugly. hahahahahhahaa. poor thing.

tmr: out with lyn n min
sat: out with xinyi the ba po
sun: k @ lyn's place? (pending)
tue: mummy's day? (pending)
wed: PARTAY!!
sun: grandma's birthday
sun to wed: REDANG!!

surprise! no party for me tonight. simply cause we're too tired. lets accumulate all the anticipation for wed night! hehehehe.

can you imagine? im going to this paradise one week later!!!!!!!

its like heaven-on-earth!!

where we'll be staying.

dun be envious everyone.

was having a conversation with HO KOKHOW and he said recently i have a fetish to post convo windows. hahahahhahaa. yep! and here's YOURS!

HO KOKHOW, so much so for having a 'bonus of a handsome guy's photo' for me in your blog. here's yours:

I THINK YOU SUPER LIKE ME!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! AND I DUN OWE YOU ANY CHEESECAKE!!! YOU DRINKER!!

you dun care, at all. i understand that you're busy and tired. who's not. at least i made the effort. how about you? i think im just insignificant and you dun need me in your life at all or in the very first place. even though you apologised, i just felt that it was to entertain me. i wasnt pissed by you, im sorry for all the things ive said to you. to let you feel that im pissed. it's all cool (: but when i have to let go, i will. im sorry.

2008-08-26T22:17:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA! I WAS HAVING A CONVO WITH MJ LAST NIGHT.

let me set the context for you guys. mon after paper, i was out with my frens and when i reached home, i didnt touch the lec notes at all. so i told myself to study the following day.

then the next day i woke up damn late and i slacked until 6+pm where my bro, his gf came back. so we played psp until 8+pm and went to eat tgt. came back at only 11pm when i realised that i haven even touched my notes. onlined and these were what happened...

rmb the prev post? its all about eating smarties, drinking grow and milo to become smart and guan jun! hahahaa.

next thing,

look at our pm!

HAHAHHAHAHAHA! DAMN FUNNY!

was chatting with guoquan when he mentioned that jonan and him saw me after paper on monday. and shouted 'peishan's back view not bad ah!' but apparently i didnt hear. so i said...

wth. its not as if the first word coming out of my mouth everytime is 'f%^&'. hahaha! pprolly you might think why i wasnt pissed by what he said. cus i already got used to it. the whole sbc tot that my back view is the nicest. yes, back view only. hahahaha! he thinks he's like damn fooking handsome like tom cruise la -.- anw i dun post this cus i wanan let you all know i have nice tan nice body and nice face. LOLLLLL! im not that disgusting okay. that's his perspective ONLY. muahahhahaha! and those who know me well, im was nv once satisfied with my tan, my body or my face. LOL!! i need some plastic surgery. hehehe.

i SELF PROCLIAMED myself as GUAN JUN!!! cus i slept at 5.45am today but woke up only at 1 today. hehehehhe. ITS AN ACHIEVEMENT ALREADY!!! only slept 7 hours okay.

anw loads of unnecessary stuff happened lately,

- coco wang puked.
- television in bro's room broke down.
- my hp is breaking down.
- now, coco's room is being locked for god knows why. and we couldnt find the right key.

DIE LOH.

2008-08-26T02:53:00.000-07:00

okay. a random post.

was chatting with them last night. then ah min mentioned that my hair is too long. im going for a haircut but i dun wanna cut it short! simply because its the longest since my long hair in k2. my hair was like until hips then. sec sch, my hair is always of different lengths. but not exceeding shoulder.

do i really need to cut it short?

maybe 1 inch, i dun mind. hahahahaha!

thurs is craa paper i had not touched the lecture notes. damn it.

no parties after papers ): until next wed. im looking forward to that day! so what's my plan after thurs' paper?

have to chiong to international plaza before 12pm to sign some stupid stuff for F1. then have to come back to bl to teach tuition. after being pissed, head back home. sleep. online. sleep.

HOW LIFE-LY !!

):

2008-08-25T09:48:00.000-07:00

all thanks to the procrastination and step up 2 in the weekends. banking law paper. no time no time. due to the time constraint i forgot what im supposed to write. damn it. but nvm. its over. anw i realised that alot of ppl watched step up 2 recently. relieve stress ah.

after paper. i chiong my way to the mrt station as ah min, ah pang and cn were already there.
its just a short catching up session from dover to marina sq back to jurong. we had xin wang for dinner as all of us were damn hungry. just wanna find a place to eat asap.

chatted lotsa things and left to take mrt back home. lame la. but I LIKE! hahahaha. steady man they all. lub them deep deep.

MORE OUTINGS

AFTER

THURSDAY

only.

anw had a stupid convo with mj who is currently suffering from studying-too-much-craa syndrome.

crazy already that girl. hahahaha.

i ish jitao no mood to study now!!!!!!!

*uncle tan, see this see this!!

let craa be easy man!

2008-08-24T01:45:00.000-07:00

tmr is banking law paper and i'm still here. i'm stuck onto the com from 1pm, when i just woke up, until now, 5pm. damn. i really got no 'feel' to study. even though i know i have no choice.

the more it rains then more i dun feel like studying. but i cant blame the weather too ):

shit. i really haven touch banking law. damn it. im so gonna flung. ARGH!

my whole head is about redang, my girls, post exams celebrations bla bla bla.

shit shit shit. i dun wanna forward module!!!

)':

ps: and as im editing this post, its 7.52pm now. and i still cant get away from the com. ARGH!

2008-08-22T08:14:00.000-07:00

YES THIS IS HOW I FEEL NOW.

2008-08-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

DIE DIE DIE!

IM ALREADY IN THE PARTY MOOD!

im counting down to next week. next next week. hehehheehe. so exciting!

today after paper. mj, jaslyn. xy and me went to botak jones for dinner. we were damn damn high over parties. we cant wait to party together. we can keep listening and singing and dancing and boucing to songs in the kopitiam, on the way there, in the train, anywhere. hahaha! seriously, we are not clubbers, we go club just to destress (:

COME HERE GIRL COME HERE GIRL COME HERE GIRL BOUNCE! WHERE MY PARTY PPARTY PARTY PPARTY PEOPLE AT?! SHE MOVES HER BODY LIKE A CYCLONE! NOTICIN YOU, NOTICIN ME, THAT GIRL IS SO DANGEROUS, THAT GIRL IS A BAD GIRL! DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT DROP IT LIKE IT'S HOT! and we are so gonna dance the same way for bounce in the club man! hahahaha!

LET'S CAB DOWN THERE NOW, NOW, NOW! MJ, XY AND JAS! HAHAHAHHA!

ps: please look at the songs meijing, xinyi and i listen to. hahahaha! we simply love that song!

2008-08-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHA!!!

DAMN HIGH DAMN HIGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

had some stupid conversation with pang, min and cn just now.

MADE ME LUFF LIKE MAD.

we were talking about moving on.

DAMN FUNNY DAMN FUNNY!!!!!

if you dun get it, it's okay. it's noyb too. hahahaha. i blogged it so that next time i looked back, i will have a good laugh over it.

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2008-08-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

CORPORATE FINANCE

SCREWED!

I DONT WANNA FORWARD MODULE!!

my gpa is so gonna be affected. there goes my ntu ):

2008-08-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

its been days and if you haven got any knowledge of this, you were living in your own world.

OUCH OUCH OUCH

PLEASE DO NOT WATCH IF YOU HAVE A FAINT HEART.

POOR THING.
SACRIFICE MADE.

I RESPECT HIM.

2008-08-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

alicia keys - tell you something

guess i'm caught up everyday
tryin to keep it all together
while the time just slips away
see i know nothing lasts forever
imagine there was no tomorrow
imagine that i couldn't see your face
there'd be no limit to my sorrow
so all i can say

i wanna tell you something
give you something
show you in so many ways
cuz it would all mean nothing
if i don't say something
before it all goes away
don't wanna wait to bring you flowers
waste another hour
let alone another day
i'm gonna tell you something
show you something
won't wait til it's too late

i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
i won't wait til it's too late

just a simple conversation
just a moment is all it takes (yeah)
i wanna be there just to listen
(i wanna be here)
and i don't wanna hesitate (oh no)

imagine there was no tomorrow (imagine)
imagine that i couldn't see your face (your face)
there'd be no limit to my sorrow (oh no)
cuz there is nothing that can fill this space
i don't wanna put it off for too long
i didn't say all that i had to say
i wanna take the time to right the wrongs
before we get to the play

i wanna tell you something
give you something
show you in so many ways
cuz it would all mean nothing
if i don't say something
before it all goes away
don't wanna wait to bring you flowers
waste another hour
let alone another day
i'm gonna tell you something
show you something
won't wait til it's too late

just lean on my shoulder
it's not over til it's over
don't worry boy
cuz i'm gonna make sure
i'm gonna get stronger yeah
i don't wanna wait until the storm
there's something wrong
and now you're gone
and i can't find ya

i wanna tell you something
give you something
show you in so many ways
cuz it would all mean nothing
if i don't say something
before it all goes away
don't wanna wait to bring you flowers
waste another hour
let alone another day
i'm gonna tell you something
show you something
won't wait til it's too late

i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
(i won't wait til it's too late)
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
(no.. won't wait, no no)
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
(i won't late til it's too late)
i can't wait, i can't wait, i won't wait, i don't wanna wait
no no no no no
no no
(i can't wait, i won't wait)

i have no choice but to wait
as you and i are busy with exams
i dunno whether if you are
but i choose to think that you are
else i cant rest my mind
im really caught up
i wanna keep everything all together
just like last time
just a simple conversation
just a moment is all it takes
i wanna be there just to listen
i wanna believe that it's not over
but apparently something's wrong
and you're gone
i cant find ya anymore

2008-08-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

F-R-I-D-A-Y spells fun and parties and shopping for many many.

but for me

it spells tiredness and emoness.

9am to 12pm: csb test
1pm to 4pm: tuition (3rd time for this week and it was supposed to end at 3pm)
4pm to 11pm: xy's place

xy's family members are very nice, funny, entertaining and loving. the place is so hyped up everyday everynight. her little cousins are so cute! and her grandma's food is damn nice. ah ma's is very hip. she was very amazed by my tragus. its good to spend time there cus i can temporarily stop emo-ing. if im alone at home, i foresee that i will draw circles in a corner 24 hours a day. even though the both of us are not happy, im facing my prob and she is facing her prob, the same type of prob, we have no choice but to move on. if we were to be alone in our individual houses, we will both be damn emo. and kept indulging in ice creams and keep growing fatter.

fyi, i ate two ice creams in two consecutive days. and im damn fat. i wanna lose 2kg.

speaking of tuition, i went to teach him the third time today. anw it was supposed to be a 2hr tuition but his cousin came and asked me questions and i cant be too bad to reject helping him so i helped as i tot it would only be 1 or 2 questions and since im teaching my tutee science as well. but he one shot gave me more than 10 science questions. that explained the one extra hour spent there. and my tutee was super interested with his cousin's science questions which are totally none of his business. on the other hand, when it was english lesson, he practically used 1.5hr to do 3 comprehension questions. omfg. he's driving me nuts. let me show you some of his amazing answers/replies in red.

Miss Lee asked John what was the _________ that he was late for school.

a. result
b. responsibility
c. reason
d. cause

a

'Found' is the past tense of _______.

fine

How do you pronounce 'golfers'?

goggles

How do you spell 'police station'?

police officer

Plants need _______, ________, ________, to make food.

yes, it does.

The process that plants make food is ___________.

no, it does not.

How do you test whether the following materials float? Wooden plate, paper plate, metal plate.

you test whether the following materials float? Wooden plate, paper plate, metal plate.

Is blood in liquid form?

no.

you tell me, pek cek or not.
i was being offered canes to cane him but i didnt.
i am seriously amazed by my own patience.

hot cold hot cold come go come go

wtf you want?!

dont you know that just a simple call or msg will light up my day?
ive did my part.

im thinking of you. do you know that?
but did you ever thought of me?
i guessed im just some insignificant bugger in your life.

no, i dont want it to end now.. i dont want.

am i thinking too much?
when he doesnt mean that way?
but god knows how he feels.

2008-08-14T06:58:00.000-07:00

main library level 3A's strategic corner is my second home. ive been spending my every day there with xinyi, meijing joined us one of the days. did alot of stupid things like,

drawing,

signing our signatures,

forging others' signatures,

taking photos,

comparing how much we've changed,

sleeping and dripping loads of saliva (xinyi),

burping loudly (xinyi),

commenting that a guy's legs actually look like a girl's,

psp-ing (peishan),

db-ing (not dragonboat uh -.-),

ls-ing,

whining,

ranting,

ice-creaming (peishan),

planning when's the next party,

pressing calculator damn loudly (peishan),

eyecandy-ing (hehehhehhe, but there were none),

complaining that main lib is smelly,

lift-ing,

listening to damn loud music (meijing and peishan),

scratching our heads,

yawning and tearing,

eating,

and

non stop eating!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH! OKAY OKAY!! I KNOW IM FAT LUH HILMI, BUT I CANT CONTROL MY DIET. I HAVE TO EAT JUNK FOOD!! AND AND AND, I HAVE NO DETERMINATION TO LOSE WEIGHT. SOMEBODY HELP ME!

anw, i seriously didnt study, i merely read thru. i dunno how am i going to fare for these papers. its gonna be soooooooooooooooooooooo shitty. this is so not cool.

and im not feeling good. and i ate ice cream again. fat but ARGH. no choice.

why why why?

why do you wanna come and go?

If you leave me tonight

I'll wake up alone

Don't tell me

I will make it on my own

Don't leave me tonight

This heart of stone will sink 'til it dies

If you leave me tonight

And don't you know

My heart is pumping

Oh, it's putting up the fight

And I've got this feeling

That everything's alright

Don't you see

I'm not the only one for you

But you're the only one for me

stay close, dont go,

will you?

2008-08-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

the first half of the day was kindaf productive as xy and i spent it in the main lib. shee studied and i read through. that's the diff. main lib is so much better than bizit lib. more conducive and more eyecandies. hehehehhee. anw, his sudden call brightened my day and even though it's short, im more than happy to hear your voice.

but but but, as we were studying, we kept eating junk food. and i looked at what ive eaten today, im so gonna be fat. ive eaten chicken rice for lunch, haribos, potato chips, kinder brueno, mr bean pancake, soya bean, beancurd and tomyam noodles. tell me, how not to grow fatter?! shit.

anw just got pics from pretty meijing's birthday celebration at pretty place, omphatico (if i spelt that correctly). spent a great day with them (:

in school, outside the favourite handicap toilet.

as you can see then lightings are damn good and there is no need for any flash or editing.

this was what i had. thumbs up!

happy birthday pretty.

ps: i beginning to miss you

2008-08-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

anw some random pics for the national day!

08.08.08

caught the mummy with xinyi. she complained that i didnt take photo of the tix unlike others. so here it is! hahaha.

the meeting was rather random, and we also randomly decided to be patriotic and wear red and white! please forgive our nerd faces.

this was an accident in sch. quite some time ago. the three of us wore the same colour combi! it always happens in our class as everyone's dress sense is the same!

random post.

ps: i haven study yet! shit!

2008-08-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
friend
only
or love?

2008-08-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

anw anw anw i SAT AND SLEPT for almost 4 hrs and im like aching everywhere.
if you didnt give up your bed and slept on the floor, i guessed you would be badly scolded by me!! hahahaha

simple, sweet and definitely unforgettable.
thanks for everything.
next time?
i've fallen deeper.

2008-08-08T12:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE !!!

now im at someone's place and apparently someone has already fallen asleep like a dead log. leaving me here like an idiot. HMPH!

but it's definitely a memorable day to be remembered (:

im like so damn bloody sian now :( and apparently he doesnt care! ugh. it's ok. he's tired. im understanding.

i hope everything's gonna be alright and be better (:

ps: i want to pee badly now. but i dun dare cus his dad is outside.

anw caught the mummy with darling xinyi. was quite a great show. just that i've missed some parts as i needed to rush for the last train. but i guess im gonna watch it when he's sleeping. since i dun wanna study and sleep on the table now. HAHAHA.

tell me who am i to you?

2008-08-08T04:59:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, all projects down!

next up, examssssssssssssssssss

15 aug
9am - 12pm
CSB final test

19 aug
2pm - 4pm
CF exam

21 aug
6pm - 8pm (kuku timing)
Investment exam

25 aug
6pm - 8pm (i hope there'll be blackout)
Banking Law exam

28 aug 9am - 11am
CRAA II exam

and im like a bodoh la. always. i tot study week is gonna be two weeks. until yesterday. i just realised. it's kindaf late. and what's more unfornate, im a procrastinator. i know i wun have time to study. yet i sleep alot. no choice. if i dun sleep, i'll not be happy -.-

I DONT WANT TO FORWARD MODULE !!!

everyone has started revision. but me, im going to watch the mummy with xinyi later! im already in a holiday mood !!!

its 8th of August 2008, 8:08pm as i started typing this sentance.

start things slow and steady, lest you sprint and die. excitement dies down
easily.

2008-08-03T09:51:00.000-07:00

friday was a disasterous day for me. my darlings would have known what happened. it was awkward. very awkward. the feeling was different. and you said sth that totally breaks my heart. you said 'we'll nv be tgt!' (of cus this is not all) i'll not forget that sentance. is that what you really wanna say? or are you joking? you jolly well know how i feel for you. i was emo-ing for days and still emo-ing. maybe not emo, just sad. very sad. sad until my tears could fall anytime. luckily, i have nice classmates like mj, shu an, jaslyn, xinyi, khaymar, anne, and others, really appreciate and lub you all deep deep.

i managed to pull myself to go for class, and suffer thru sacarsms and all. after class, as the plan goes, i went to expo for natas travel fair with khaymar and the redang bitches! redang bitches - lyn, jocelyn, & xinyi. lub them! so get what i mean? im going to redang this sept!! from sept 7 to sept 10! isnt that cool?! it's gonna be my virgin overseas trip with frens! not family! we've came tgt and known each other for less than a year and we're going overseas! isnt that cool? alright. to you, it might not. but it's okay. i have them and im really happy. they made my day.

sat was a day spent at the sentosa. to celebrate edmund sun's 19th birthday. i think all his frens would ask him to stop being so childish! hahaaha. people present: edmund, zhaorong, edna, ed's neighbour 1 - hao nan ren, ed's neighbour 2 - gl de, lyn, swensen, min, david, let-nature-take-its-course choon ngee, and emo-as-we're-out-of-love group, comprising of weixing, hockyong and me. had a great day there. when's the next time we're gonna meet? shrugs.

some pics @ sentosa.

lyn

min
zhaorong
we're bringin' sexyback! hahaha!
david and hockyong, the two firemen.
edna, entertainment.
you jump i jump. look at my tragus piercing!! hahaha! sorry i just love it.
yes it's my sunglasses, not hers.
she has so many faces

messy hair us 4
shan- big face, lyn, rong

we tried to squeeze.
girlies

camara lens happened to be blurred by tanning oil.
the rest were playing soccer.
end off.

im like super chao ta now. everyone says so. but i might be going to sentosa this weekend wih coco! charcoal for sure! gonna skip sch tmr. but sadly, i have tuition. my tutee made me pissed off today. argh. dammit. i wanna quit! that's how serious it is. fish.

can you let me know how do you feel.

assure me.

please dun make use of me.

do you know whatever you do affects me?

i bet you did not know how much i teared for you.

i miss you.

2008-08-01T10:36:00.000-07:00

my tears run down like razorblades
i've done all i can do
but now it's over
why is it over?
we had the chance to make it
now it's over, it can't be over
i wish that I could take it back
but it's over
i lose my sense of wrong and right
i cry, i cry
i just wanna crawl into my bed
and throw away the life I led
i'm falling apart
you're breaking my heart
don't tell me that we will never be together,
and you just did
we could be, forever

I try to see the good in life but good things in life are hard to find.

thanks people. im super down thse days. what you all did really let me lub you all deep deep:

- lyn
- min
- xinyi
- jocelyn
- khaymar
- meijing
- shu an
- jiawei
- dom
- sw
- sean
- bla bla

im not in a mood to blog it all here. i'll cry for sure. fyi, i cry damn fishing easily.

i need sentosa tmr. it better not rain. or my mood will be as dark as the clouds.

2008-07-31T07:50:00.000-07:00

thanks xinyi darling, for yesterday. thanks ** for coming down when i miss you.

today's not a day for me.

last midnight was sucky. i dun like the feeling. can you not let me feel this way. im sorry. im paranoid.

today's first thing: bd presentation. sucks totally. fish you %^&*#$%! after that was investment test. practically i wasnt in the mood for anything since last night. so yeah, i expect that my grades will be awesome.

thanks all who is willing to listen my crap. if you managed to see me today, you would see a super cui zombie walking around, with no facial expressions. after sch went to have ice cream with xy darling. thanks darling.

after which, i dragged myself for tuition, which takes forever to receive the first pathetic 50% payment. my mood was off alre and i know he better not piss me off today. but bingo, i was almost horrored to death just now. my tutee, a pri 4 kid, doesnt know what's 'smooth' and 'rough'. i literally let him touch whatever i can dig from my bag to let him feel the diff. tell me how should i teach him?! argh. people who knows me well knows that i dun like kids and have limited patience. argh.

i am waiting by my phone and i found myself waiting for your call, your sms. i am very affected, i admit. i know you should know how i feel. shouldnt you let me know how're yours too? i used to receive your message with a smile, but why am i crying now? im sure you're not aware that im even sad. i wonder just where you are, what you are thinking. im sorry im paranoid. but dun leave me just like that. at least, tell me sth.. i dun like this feeling.. do sth please.

2008-07-28T10:21:00.000-07:00

thanks boy
i had a great day! hope you enjoy the day too!
next time?
hehehhehe.
dun expect.

2008-07-27T09:36:00.000-07:00

can i say that you're selfish? i think i can.
but nvm. its ok.
he always says 'it's all cool.'

haven even touched banking law project. dead. mrs tan, or whoever who told mrs tan about my blog, please tell her that banking law deadline is too rush. thanks (:

13 more hours to go.
if you know what i mean.
hehehehe.

i dun expect much. but i just hope everything will just turn out alright (:

when im with you, i'll make every second count, cus i miss you, whenever you're not around.

2008-07-25T10:05:00.000-07:00

- gems presentation
- watched the dark knight with ba po xy and it was definitely a nice show!

ps: it's a friday night, and im right here, at home. not in the club (:

2008-07-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

yilaine. definitely, mayb says:
cause the best dont come easy ?

thanks for those people who actually bothered to talk to me online. xy, sean, n, yilaine, dom, km, sw. i might not be close to some of them. but at least they bothered. appreciated.

tell me what shud i do now?

2008-07-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

i dunno what's got into me these few days. i even neglected my family. just dun feel like talking to them. is it projects? or is it you? i dun feel like doing anything.

projects projects projects. never ending projects. how am i supposed to survive for another 6 more months? i wonder how people actually graduate.

in a nutshell :
- i've passed my ftt
- f1 is employing me
- im a tuition teacher
- ive been labelled as a 'clubber' but im totally not
- i have 3 projects to hand by this weekend
- napfa's got a bronze, not a fail grade and im contented
- im thinking of you

update soon.

2008-07-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

right here right now. nth to do. refuse to do anything related to projects. its too freaking scary. business development, craa, goal setting, investment, banking law (coming up). i need a a break. all projects at the same deadline. yea, sure i'll be dead then.

anw. napfa just now. sucks. totally. except that i get to see him (: so cute! but stress la. i think i managed to pass every station right. hahaha. just passed. i wanna smack ivan man. dunno how to help. then keep paisehing me infront of so many ehem. no la. jkjk. anw the girls (jac, angela, yiling, tricia, doreen, me) were so bimbotic la. no more image. he better not mind. jkjk. we were like having those 'just pass' attitude. and were super noisy until the testers cant take it and laughed at us several times. but they were super nice! really super nice!

precisely, i cant stetch for sit and reach, i cant jump for standing broad jump, i cant run for 2.4km, i cant pull my heavy body up for incline. see believe me now? my frens were saying that i looked like a track adn field girl. MISCONCEPTION!

anw kokhow came and 'support' me. thanks huh. i know you have a heart. appreciated!

anw came back home and straight away slept for a short while. i bathed in school!!! its clean!! woke up and bathed again!! once again, im clean!!! ate supper and online :)

i dont know how you feel. is it normal for you?

2008-07-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

DAMN HIGH DAMN HIGH !!!!

after sch went to jp and i did random stuff. i went to have a tragus piercing! love it. anw went to xinyi's place to have dinner again and went for workout at the gym. she was high all day long. ehem ehem ;) after working out, we walked to pasar malam below her house. bought some stuff back hoem and boarded bus. saw isaac ong inside! everytime i see him, it'll be on the bus. then next stop, serene and her bf boarded the bus. so the bus is like a gathering place for blgps people?! all alighted at the same stop but all to seperate ways.

came back, showered and some stuff happened!!!! eyecandy is happily attached. but it doesnt matter!! cus it was being offset by someone else, rrw!!!! heh heh ;)

DAMN HIGH DAMN HIGH !!!!

2008-07-13T01:15:00.000-07:00

ok, im BODOH = STUPID. i didnt know the entry that i spent two hours writing was saved as draft and i re-write the whole thing again. until i realised that it was saved. DAMN. 4 hours of my youth gone. im the BODOH one. it's been neglected for almost 2 weeks. i dun have time to update everyday or frequently. so ive already foreseen that my blog will be filled with dust next semester.

30 june 2008

went to the sp mac meeting. was assigned to a make up artiste. was supposed to have ashowcase. but but but, hahaha. qianyi and i had since withdrawn and had two year 1 girls to replace us (:

02 jul 2008

was supposed to have lunch with ben, but postponed it. cus i was excercising for napfa which is tthis coming friday, 18 jul 2008. IM GONNA FAIL NAPFA for the first time in my entire life!!! i practically cant run more than 2 rounds, cant pull myself up for incline pull-up, cant fly for standing broad jump and cant even touch my feet for sit and reach!

clubbed with xinyi the ba po in the night. we reached zouk at 9.15ppm, before it opens. the queue was alre all the back to carpark! amazing isnt it? nevertheless, we tried queuing up for phuture. meanwhile, xinyi's fren, vanessa (dbf) and co. came and join in the queue. some people cut the queue in front and the queue wasnt moving.

xy and i were walking back and forth and tadah! i saw my love! charming is he! he came later than me but he already got in phuture. some privilleges he and his frens got. saw hl and co. too. they got in too even though they came later. for some reason or other. my love was so nice :) apologised cus he couldnt get us in.

back, we finally saw the entrance of phuture, then the security placed the 'tickets sold out' stand right in front of us. wtf! we were damn disappointed and angry cus it's just a few persons before we could get in! we went to mambo instead. my love's in phuture. so near yet so far. the morale was totally low low low low low low low low~ so the both of us went ahead and had roti prata. hl told us that buying tix will entitled us to go into phuture. so quickly finished our pratas and gave it a shot. but nope, hl was wrong =x my love told me to go into phuture after a certain time. so we spent like 4 hours in mambo.

initially we totally dun like mambo. cus we felt left out. as we do not know the dance steps. its like everyone knows it. but we managed to picked up some moves after 4 hours. the songs there are addictive and the guys there are better than those in phuture that night.

went to washroom and saw vanessa and co. wasted. yes, that's them in the pic. that night was one of their fren's bday. and they drank shots and there, became like this. i do not know vanessa in the first place. but she was so high that she said 'i know how to spell your name backwards!!! N-A-H-S-I-E-P' she was drunk, yes she was screaming and yelling too.

so when the certain time came, xy and i tried our luck to get into phuture. but we couldnt. then i complaint to my love. he came and find us and find out whether we could get in. meanwhile xy and i were standing like a zombie, cus we were turned off. my love then came and told us we could get in alre! we went in and once again, my love is great! isnt he sweet? love him.

we went into phuture and there was only half and hour left for us before the club lighted on. however, even though the songs were high but it was no fun at all. cus there were these two pushy fellows irritating us -.- we avoided them by telling that we were meeting our frens on the other side, but they insisted to follow us. lost and didnt know what to do, called my love up but i totally cant hear him. msged him and he told me to play with the guys. wth. but that's the only way apparently. so we talked shit and managed to leave zouk safely.

anw, we saw a number of people there. other than frens we know, we saw fiona xie and jj lin. fiona xie was talking to ang mohs and she didnt revealed much for the guys' info. jj lin knocked into me for a couple of times. i was agitated by the stupid guy and stared at jj lin. i didnt know it's him until xy told me. but he's nice, he apologised everytime he knocked into me. even thought it is normal in the club, everyone is squeezing.

ps: i love my love :)

03 jul 2008

sb agm! had muscleache and was walking like a crab. i think its not obvious though. received cert and a token of appreciation from mr mahean and tadah! I AM OFFICIALLY OUT OF SBC! to be happy or sad, i dunno. both probably?! anw uncle tan's son is sooooo good looking! i wanan reserve him since uncle tan said in lecture 'its ok if your father's poor, as long as your father in law is rich, then ok!' just joking uh, wat a big age gap.

06 jul 2008

went suntanning with xy and shirlyn at the swimming complex! was afread that it might be weird since everyone goes to sentosa for tanning. but we, are on budget, went to swimming complex. but hey, there's a section specifically for tanning. so it's not weird right? met up with swen for lunch tgt in the kopitiam. cheap but quality time spent there.

07 jul 2008

yiling's arm being beaten by bennth and her palm after beating bennth.

jacqueline's artpiece of me. she emphasized on the eye bags and dark eye rings i have :(

jacqqueline's artpiece of yiling. emphasis is on half-haired eyebrows, uneven eyeliner, sharp nose and mole on lips.

08 jul 2008

after school, went home with xy and decided randomly to go to her house for dinner and for exercising! ran from her house to sports complex and i had stiches on the way. so i gave up. reached there and did some stretching. it's been proven, do some exercise first then stretch. miracles can happen!

i cant touch the ground in the first place, but after running and stretching, i did it!

she cant even touched the ankle in the first place and now she can touch her toes!

09 jul 2008

watched 10 promises with my dog with jacwqueline, yiling, angela, ronguan, weijun, benneth and nicholas at cine. great show! all girls + beenneth + nicholas cried! even though nicholas kept denying. we insisted that he cried. he couldnt possibly be sweating in the theatre after 1hr+! jac and i cried like mad. we cried till our eyes were swollen. jacq's make up was goner and clever people like me, didnt put on any that day since i knew i was gonna cry. yiling at first said that she would not cry at such stupid shows and betted with jacqueline. but, she cried like until her uneven eyeliner smudged.

11 jul 2008

went to xy's place for stayover since we were going for tanning at sentosa the next day early in the morning. reached her place at about 9+pm. and we caught red cliff at jp 11+pm. the movie was 2.5hrs long and it's the very first time i watched such 'war-y' shows. the only reason i would watch that was tony leung. red cliff was not bad actually. walked back to her place at 2+am and did masks and pedicure tgt. until 4+am beofre we turned in.

i looked like a red indian!! im doing chocolate mask la.

we woke up at 7+am. and got ready for sentosa. sp oops! had hook'd event there at cafe del mar. so we went there too. however, we didnt spent time in del mar, we spent time tanning ourselves outside del mar. chatted with xiliang and his cousin, yifan and damn, they are irritating. anw, went to del mar and exchanged loads of drinks. in order to clear the drinks, we played 5-10 and i drank so much that i kept visiting the toilet every 5 to 10 minutes! washed up and they left. xy and i was relaxing there. saw reeve and nizam. caught up with them awhile and we left to vivo and to town. saw donald and alvin from skateboarding club.

in sentosa toilet.

went to heeren and saw alfred in mooks. walked pass the first time, he looked at me, i looked at him. but did nth. second time i went in the shop, the rest laughed. xy said, he must have tot there was a girl looking at him cus he's good looking and boasted to his frens. but hey, you shud feel lucky that i went in for the second time to look for you -.- went into num and saw hl and his frens. they wanted to watch red cliff. and we were giving comments.

went to cine hk cafe to have dinner and after that saw xy's fren, jiawei, in num flipflops. talked and talked. and i totally have no image. i was bitching and laughing like nobody's business. omg. please understand that that wasnt myself last night. i was high. as we were talking, saw justin who i didnt see in del mar but in cine instead. shocked to see him there and he was saying 'you came from sentosa to cine?' i said 'yea. why are you here then?' he replied 'i drive here so it's easier for me'. i diao-ed him and his fren commented 'hahaha. you obi. being diaoed by her'. oh, i forgot to mention the earlier part of the story. the night beofre sentosa, we were chatting online and he told me he's going to one degree 15 after that. i was envious as i know in my life i might not have a chance to go in. then he said 'life of the rich and luxurious' or sth like that, along that line. i teased and said he's proud. so yea, it explains why i diao-ed him uh. he apologised online after i got home that he might sound abit crude. LOL!! i was just joking with him! tsk tsk tsk. maybe i shouldnt joke next time.

we are trying hard to make our face smaller.

OMG. IM THE BODOH ONE. I COULD'VE SPENT TIME FDOING SOME OTHER STUFF INSTEAD. F.

2008-06-28T09:09:00.000-07:00

you might wanna know that the friendster horoscope is kindaf accurate. at least so far for me.

The Bottom Line
It's not your job to fix your friend's problems. Take a more hands-off approach.

In Detail
It's not your responsibility to fix the problems in one of your friend's lives. You need to be supportive of them, but you have to stop putting so much pressure on yourself. And if they choose to ignore your solid advice, you can't be frustrated by their continued failure. Sure, you know that they are making a huge mistake, but they don't -- the only way they will learn is through trial and error. Take a more hands-off approach to your friendship. It's the best thing for both of you.

yes, ive been stressing over friends and ya, probably i shouldnt care so much since they dont care too. no point. sorry. i shall only care for those who bothered. im selfish. i believe everyone is. on the other hand, i think i've been too anti-social, unfriendly, unkind to my friends. im not the sweet sweet kindaf person. im stingy when it comes to expresing love. im shy. LOL. but i love you all. okok. i'll try to express my love for you guys.

i've got no life. been staying at home after papers ended while others are out there partying and having fun. it seems like the whole world is not free. well, they have their own lives. i wanna go suntan. but i dont want it, alone. i seriously cant bring myself to do it. it's too emo for me. i live an empty life. hahaha.

the papers are hard and im gonna screw up.

i hope next week will be fun.

mon: meeting with sp mac (???)
wed: ladies' night! (must be fun! or i'll be pissed)
thur: sbc agm (fun or not?)
sat: out (it better turn out fine and not awkward)
sun: sentosa? (to be confirm)

2008-06-21T10:31:00.000-07:00

tmr's my mst and im still procrastinating. i have no sense of urgency. i dun have the studying mood. im really gonna screw up. just pray that i wun fail any modules. a pass will do. i dun expect much.

thanks for people whom i regard as friends who are looking down at me, discouraging me, and mocking at me. you dont have to worry that i might compete with you. cus im nobody, nothing. even if im something, im only a small fry that will not have any effect on anyone of you. the world is competitive and i know that you all know that you're better. dont have to deny it. i seriously hate competition to the core. it affects friendship. i know this is singapore afterall. but is there really a need to compete this strong? everyone is trying to outshine each other. killing each other. arent you all tired? there's no more genuine frenship, will there? i can stop dreaming. dun worry, i wont do better than you all. go ahead and celebrate.

friends. what are they?

at this point of time, im being held back. is it only me? i have a feeling. it's gonna fall apart. there's no longer substance, it's only the form. why do i feel that they are not there? other's are not like this. but why are mine like this? why. i cant figure out seriously. or in the first place. there isnt any. im suspecting the friendship we all have here. i pray, please dont let anything happen. i love them as they are. i miss the time we all had together. why is it all gone now? its no longer the same anymore.

reassure me that there's genuine friendship.
tell me that i wont be alone. sorry i know its irritating. but im not feeling secure.
maybe it's just me?

i realise, i dun say 'im happy'.

ok. enuff of the emoshit.

things i have to do after thurs.

- meet ups!
- sentosa!
- shopping!
- clubbing!
- drinking!
- &&&many many more!

people, please spare some time to accompany me celebrate!

2008-06-18T01:20:00.001-07:00

everything's my bad, if you all insist.
you all are right, i am wrong.
that will make you all feel better.
you better be, cus im not. and nope, im not apologising.

2008-06-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

at this point of time. just 4 days to mst.
i fell sick.

people, get ready to celebrate when you see peishan screwing up her mst.

i guess no matter how strong a person can be, there will be times and times when he felt weak..

the rain's pouring like cats and dogs..
i felt weak and helpless deep inside..
there's no one to catch me when i fall..

2008-06-16T09:26:00.000-07:00

last saturday and sunday.

introduced my my polymate;'s fren. this was what i heard from my fren. working for S#$%%^b. pay's reasonable. working hrs were from 12 - 8pm. job was basically giving out flyers, ice cream, balloons, water. free shirt. suntec city. sounds fun huh? so i agreed to accept the job.

got to know that location was changed to outside ngee ann city instead of suntec city. im cool with that. then when i reach there. i saw my fellow partners for the station moving cartons and cartons of 24 water bottles, a big box (half my height) of napkins, bags of unblown balloons. from wisma to ngee ann city. it was from the start of orchard to the end of orchard. mind you. everyone of ngee ann's station is considered as skinny. or say, no strength. ok fine. so we did that. they did not say anything like this in the first place. and i dunno wat's on their mind, couldnt they just stop at place that's nearer to each station? practically everyone's moving those stuff for that kindaf distance. and helium gas tank for balloons were only at certain stations. luckily ours just across the road at meritus mandarin hotel - my poly frens' station. that station has guys and thus, girls there didnt have to move those things. next, calls came and ask us to collect flyers at paragon. went to paragon and wanted us to go mount e. upon reaching mount e, they wanted us to go paragon medical. why didnt they just say paragon medical in the first place? and i was the only one from my station to go collect the flyers. the rest of my team mates gone with me knowing. i was kindaf pissed since im the skinniest there and i was the only one collecting 1500 pieces if A4, thick flyers. luckily there was weijun to help me. if not i would be dead after carrying those flyers from paragon medical back to ngee ann city alone. person in charge got to know no one was at ngee ann's station and started shooting at me since im the only one there. called my grp leader, baofang, and i went off. and yes, we were being told off. and im fucking unhappy when people scolded me for things that i didnt do. next day, ngee ann girls all wore skirts and jacqueline wore scandals. she was badly told off by them. until she went off just like that. she didnt even want to collect her pay. after she left, we were all very down as she went off without us knowing. we wanted to go with her. as all of us were really pissed off by what the in charge were doing. they pinpointed at us actually. they were finding faults at us. fuck la. they treated people at wisma differently. they even helped them to distribute stuff. so fucking unfair right? nevermind then. as long as they pay me the right amt.

the rest of the day as spent pumping air into the balloons (im an expert nw), distributing flyers and looking at the ugly side of singaporeans, bangalas, prc workers, and philipinos. ice cream was given one to a person and we were giving out ice cream, we wun give out all other stuff. so the orchard old chang kee auntie took 5 each time and trying to bargain with us. other than that, she brought her colleague and took another 5. wtf. bangala workers came to ask us whether there were free water when we were apparently not giving out water when we were giving out ice creams. we said 'no' and they give us the 'wth' face. after that, they actually accessed to our cartons of water, opened it, took bottles of water as if we were not there. i went right n front of them and stared at them. they closed back the cartons but stil ltook the bottles away. wtf. my other fren complained that bangala workers touched her hands so many times as they took free ice creams or water bottles from her. so disgusting right. she was busy distributing and had no defense at that point of time. and apparently when there were no free gifts, singaporeans will not take flyers.

however, there were some really sweet moments. alot of bfs came forward to us and get balloons for their gfs. and they dun mind helping us to take flyers as long as they got the balloons. normally when we distribute balloons to guys, they wouldnt take. so see, they layed down their ego and took it from us. there were fathers who used their keys to cut the tangled strings for us so that his kid could get a balloon. there's one 2 yr old kid knew it wasnt possible to get the balloons as all were tangled up. the kid then said 'then let me hold the balloons awhile'. we couldnt do anything to make him happy. as we did not have scissors. so his dad, cut the strings and passed his kid a balloon. his kid was overjoyed and kissed him. so sweet right?
baofang and me. as we were pumping balloons. this was only small amt of balloons (ard 40?) that we'd pumped. so can you imagine, we have 500 balloons to pump.

anw, at the end of the two days, the free t shirt was demanded back by them for god-knows why. we'd sweated it all out in that shirt and it's really smelly. dunno what they're gg to do with it. while others were having fun, we were suffering.

2008-06-13T06:42:00.000-07:00

i am working in suctec city this weekend! distributing flyers, ice creams, balloons. pay's not bad. i seriously hope it's not a scam. and i want the money FAST! or i'll screw the company. and i think i'll enjoy the job. sounds fun huh. im working with my classmates, so sorry gf, didnt inform you all.

anw lyn and i have applied jobs for the world's first night racing in singapore !!! isnt this exciting ???!! i might have to chance to watch the race without buying the tix !!! i realllllllllllllly hope they will contact lyn and i. and maybe the rest of the clique? i mean for those who had applied.

and im getting sick and tired of my blog song. gonna change it real soon.

anw, im gonna have my fucking mst in 9 fucking short days. and guess wat's the good news?

i haven fucking touched my notes. not at all. yes. NOT at all.

omg. im so gonna screw these papers. fuck.

and what's on my mind now?

$$$ money $$$
clubbing
pubbing
hangouts with frens
overseas trips with frens and family

right after the mst or in the sept hols.

omfg. save me. im so gonna fail.

2008-06-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

June 10, 2008
NS recruit dies after training walk
By Carolyn Quek

A 20-YEAR-OLD national serviceman died in hospital after he fainted during training on Pulau Tekong on Tuesday morning.Recruit Andrew Cheah Wei Siong had only enlisted five days ago into natioal service.The polytechnic graduate fainted at 8.35am while he was taking part in a 2km walk at the Basic Military Training Centre on the island. He was given immediate medical attention by doctors.At 9.24am, Mr Cheah was evacuated by helicopter to the Singapore General Hospital. Medical staff from the Singapore Armed Forces continued to resuscitate him en route.However, they failed to revive him and he was pronounced dead at 10.50am at SGH.The Defence Ministry is investigating the incident.

please dun let this happen to my guy frens.

2008-06-11T07:54:00.000-07:00

how about a round of applause.

- im fucking bored at home. stuck at home for alot of dayssssssssssssss.
- im fucking broke and that explains why im at home everyday.
- im so gonna be fat when you guys see me next time. im eating junk food everyday at home.
- im not in the mood for anything. especially studying. and im having test in 11 days' time.
- im in the mood for clubbing, pubbing, boozing. that's not right.
- im wanna 'see more'.
- im searching for jobs. if there's any, please inform me.
- im gonna be so emo if i continue to be jailed at home.
- ill try to exercise at home.
- ill try to find jobs.
- ill try not to take in so many junk food.
- ill try to study.
- ill go pubbing or clubbing after tests and i wanna drink. and when i say i wanna drink, i really wanna drink.
- ill smile more.
- ill try to talk to frens online. talk to me.

thanks.